Chapter Ten
Beth studied the cookbooks on display, stacked on a shelf, with a couple open to specific recipes. Handwritten notes mentioned the dates and times the recipes would be prepared in the store.
“Sorry,” Jenna said, rushing up to her. “We’re swamped.”
“Swamped is good.”
“I know. We went from dead to crazy in a few short weeks. Violet’s already hired one college student part-time and I think we might need another one.”
“How are the cookbook classes doing?” Beth asked.
“Great.”
They walked toward the kitchen end of the store. Jenna poured them each a cup of coffee, while Violet took care of the customer by the cash register.
Jenna handed Beth a small bowl of soup. “Tell me what you think,” she said.
Beth picked up the spoon and took a taste. The soup had an obvious tomato base, but it was so much more. Rich and spicy with a hint of something smoky.
“I love it,” she said between spoonfuls. “It’s so unusual.”
“It’s Brazilian.”
Beth stared at her. “When did you start cooking Brazilian food?”
“I’ve been experimenting with different things lately.”
“Well, it’s delicious. Is it hard? Could I make it?”
“Sure.” Jenna wrinkled her nose. “You really like it? You’re not just saying that?”
If Beth didn’t know better, she would swear her daughter was waiting to be scolded. “You know you always have brilliant ideas for new recipes. This one is great. You should use it in one of your classes. Speaking of which, how did it go? Any likely prospects?”
“There were three guys and twelve women. I didn’t have a chance.” Jenna shrugged. “But the class itself was good. I did an easy pasta dish. I’m going to work up complete menus and also some ideas for dishes that can be prepared in advance and then frozen.”
“Sounds like a great idea. Not everyone has your ability to whip up a delicious dinner with soda crackers and pepper.”
“Even I would have trouble with that.” She glanced over Beth’s shoulder.
Beth turned. “What?”
“Oh, just wondering when Serenity is going to pop in. She’s here nearly every day.”
“She’s in a strange city and her husband is gone. She’s lonely.”
“I know and I appreciate her interest, but does she have to come here all the time?” Jenna looked at her mother. “While I’m complaining, why do you always take her side?”
“I understand her. Don’t forget, I’m the one who got you, Jenna. She’s the one who gave you up.”
“That was her choice. I’m not angry she did. I had a great childhood. It’s just that sometimes she talks about how she’s been waiting for me to come to her. That she and Tom thought I would be interested in finding out about my biological past. Then I feel guilty for never having seriously wondered about them.”
Beth glanced around at the colorful store. Music played from hidden speakers. The sound was appealing and faintly Italian. The scent of basil and chicken lingered from the last class. Sunlight poured in through large windows.
“This is a welcoming place to be,” she said gently. “Try to be patient.”
“She’s calling me her ‘daughter.’ At first it was just the one time, but now it’s in every other sentence.” Jenna paused, as if waiting for Beth to pounce.
Beth took another sip of her coffee. “You are her daughter.”
Jenna groaned. “You are so annoying. Be possessive, like everyone else. She’s also fixing me up on a date. She met Ellington at a healing center. Apparently our auras match or something.”
A date did seem as if it was going too far, but Beth only shrugged. “Maybe you’ll like him.”
“Doubtful, but I’ll go.” Jenna lowered her voice. “It’s not that I really mind any of that, but everything feels forced to me. If we’re going to have a relationship, it will take time. She’s pushing things.”
“Maybe she wants to make up for lost time. You should give her a chance, honey. The two of you have a lot in common.”
“DNA doesn’t make a relationship.”
“It’s a start. You look a lot like her, you have similar characteristics. They say intelligence passes through the mother.”
Jenna set down her coffee and crossed her arms over her chest. “She doesn’t know me. If there’s any love it’s for who she thinks I am or who she wants me to be. She wasn’t there when I was little. She’s not the one who read to me or taught me to ride a bike or took care of me when I was sick.”
Beth nearly got lost in a wave of memories. “We were so lucky to get you.”
Jenna hugged her. “I’m the lucky one. I love you. I don’t want her getting in the way of that.”
Beth straightened. “Is that what you think? That you have to pick? You don’t. I’ll always be here for you. Maybe it would help if you thought of Serenity as someone to be friends with.”
Jenna looked startled, then laughed. “Typical. You come up with a solution while I’m still defining the problem. You’re right. That is the best way to deal with her. Stop thinking of her as someone who wants to be my mother and think of her as a friend.” She wrinkled her nose. “A slightly pushy friend who won’t eat cheese.”
The front door opened. Jenna looked past Beth. “Speak of the devil.”
Beth turned and saw Serenity had entered the store. She was so tall and beautiful, Beth thought. For once she was in jeans that showed off her long thin legs.
She touched her blond hair and wondered if the short cut was too matronly. Serenity’s long hair was young and appealing.
“Good morning, daughter of mine,” Serenity called as she crossed to Jenna and embraced her. Jenna glanced at Beth over the other woman’s shoulders and rolled her eyes.
Beth held in a giggle.
Serenity turned to her. “You’re here! That’s wonderful. How is everything?”
“Good. Are you enjoying your stay?”
“I am. A few days ago, I explored Austin. A wonderful city. And the parks here in Georgetown. Yesterday I took the trail from the lake all the way into town and then walked to the university.”
“Walking?” Beth asked. “That had to be over five miles.”
“Yes. Don’t you sometimes feel you have to be outside, communing with nature?” She drew in a breath. “I was refreshed by it.”
Beth had the feeling she would only be crippled. A five-mile walk for fun? The whole point of her yoga class was it was exercise without sweat. Plenty of groaning and pain but not so much on the sweat.
“When I got back to the apartment, I did a mini-cleanse.”
Beth looked at Jenna, who shrugged. Beth wasn’t sure what went into a mini-cleanse, but she was comfortable not knowing the details.
“I’m a new person,” Serenity said, then sighed happily. “Which probably explains what happened when I was meditating this morning.”
“Being one with the universe is kind of a full-time job, isn’t it?” Jenna asked.
Beth pressed her lips together to keep from smiling.
Serenity nodded seriously. “It requires dedication.” She linked arms with Jenna. “I was meditating about you.”
Panic chased across her daughter’s face. Beth didn’t know if she should rescue Jenna or let things play out.
Before she could decide, Serenity said, “I was wondering if this store is really right for you. While I love the space and can feel the happiness here, I’m not certain it’s where you want or need to be.”
Beth stiffened. Talk about meddling. Jenna loved the store. She’d gotten off to a shaky start, but she’d recovered and was doing very well. It was so much better than working her butt off in restaurants where she had crazy hours and never got to have a social life.
Jenna pulled her arm free and faced Serenity. “I just opened the store.”
“I know. It was a decision you made in a time of need. You put out a request to the fates and it was answered. But was it the right thing for you?” Serenity smoothed Jenna’s hair. “You have so many gifts. Most people only have one or two, so their choices are easy. But you have paths going in multiple directions.”
“I like the store,” Jenna said, sounding less sure of herself.
“Of course you do,” Beth said quickly. “It’s going well, and you’re having so much fun. You said how you enjoy being able to cook at your own pace. Plus you’re helping other people with your classes.”
“I do,” Jenna said. “I like working with the public, which is a nice surprise. I love seeing people cook something they would have sworn they couldn’t make and then going home and re-creating the experience for their families.”
“I didn’t mean to suggest the store was completely wrong,” Serenity said gently. “I’m simply wondering if it’s your calling.”
“That’s for Jenna to decide,” Beth told the other woman. “It’s her life.”
“True, but we must guide our children.”
Jenna is my child, not yours.
Beth thought the words but didn’t speak them. Irritation burned inside of her, but she did her best to keep her expression calm.
It was a style difference, she told herself. Nothing more. Serenity was only here for a short time. Eventually she would have to go back to her regular life and all this would be behind them.
“There were elements of being a chef I really loved,” Jenna said. “But it wasn’t for me.”
“The journey is exploration,” Serenity assured her.
“Interesting.”
Beth realized Jenna was taking Serenity’s words and supposition seriously and was actually considering that the store might not be for her. She wanted to grab her daughter and tell her to ignore the other woman’s weirdness. She’d barely gotten her daughter back, and now she was going to lose her again?
She fought back the panic. Nothing was going to happen in the next few weeks. Everything would calm down.
She managed to slow her breathing and relax enough to smile. But when she looked at Serenity, she found she didn’t like her nearly as much as she had before.
* * *
Jenna worked frantically in her kitchen. Tonight was her blind date with Ellington of the healing center. Despite knowing it was good for her to get out on a date, she was sorry she’d agreed to be set up. Bad enough to go out with someone she didn’t know, but worse when the results would be reported back to Serenity. No doubt her birth mother would want to dissect the evening in terms of moon placement and chakras.
Adding to the impossibleness of the situation was the fact that she’d decided to cook.
Oh, sure, it would have all been fine if she’d decided to crack open a cookbook and pick a recipe. But she hadn’t. Instead, she was creating something from scratch.
Her first thought had been to make Indian food. Serenity had made her think of it, mentioning Ellington liked it. Jenna had never made more than a few Indian dishes, simple things that wouldn’t impress anyone. But she’d been determined to try something new—breaking out of her cooking rut seemed to be helping.
She’d started with basic Indian spices only to realize Indian flavorings had a lot in common with Mexican food. They both used cumin. Mexican food used cilantro and Indian food favored coriander, but they both came from the same plant. Could they be blended?
Three hours later she poured sauce on her chicken curry enchiladas and wondered what the hell she’d been thinking. The food could be a complete disaster.
Or it could be wonderful.
Not sure which, she popped the dish in the oven, offered up a prayer and shook tortilla chips into a bowl. Seconds later, her doorbell rang. She drew in a breath for courage and went to answer it.
The man waiting for her was tall and good-looking, with blond hair and blue eyes. When he saw her, he smiled and Jenna felt a little whisper of anticipation. Maybe she’d been too quick to judge Serenity and her taste in men.
“Jenna? I’m Ellington.”
“Nice to meet you,” she said. They shook hands and she felt a very distinct spark. Nice, she thought. This could be nice.
“We’re having dinner with friends of yours?” he asked as he followed her inside.
“Violet works for me. I’ve never met her boyfriend, Cliff, but I hear he’s pretty great.”
“I like meeting new people.”
He smiled again, but instead of a spark, she thought she recognized something. No, not something. Someone. She studied him more closely.
“Have we met?”
“I don’t think so.” He shrugged. “You might have seen me on TV. I do a lot of interviews, discussing homeopathic healing techniques. I’ve appeared on most of the local talk shows and have a regular segment on the morning news.”
“You’re a local celebrity.”
The smile returned. “It’s no big deal.”
Uh-huh. Big fish in a small pond. That described Aaron perfectly. She studied Ellington more carefully and saw all the signs. Good looks, nice clothes, an ease with strangers. Her biological mother had set her up with the healing center equivalent of her ex-husband. She sighed. It was going to be a very long evening.
* * *
“Thanks for doing this,” Violet murmured to Cliff as they walked toward Jenna’s town house.
He smiled at her, then lightly kissed her. “Anything for you. You know that.”
He was so perfect, she thought happily. The past few weeks with Cliff had been a revelation. She hadn’t known a guy could be so sweet and funny and nice.
She’d been concerned about telling him she’d offered to double-date with Jenna, but Cliff had been all for it, more than willing to help her friend.
This was their sixth date. They’d gone to a concert, had spent a Sunday afternoon bike riding, been to the movies and he’d cooked dinner for her at his place. At the end of each date, the kissing had gone on a little longer, with more intensity. She knew what he wanted, and after tonight, she was determined he would get it.
She still had trouble losing herself in their kisses, but he was such a good guy and she really liked him. If they waited for her to be panting with desire, it could be well into the next century.
“Poor guy,” Cliff said with a chuckle. “Going around with a name like Ellington.”
“I know,” she said, gazing up at him. “It’s like wearing a ‘kick me’ sign.”
“You’d never do that to a kid, would you?” he asked.
“I’m the one who grew up named after a flower. I’m very big on regular names.”
“Good.” He kissed her again.
This time she felt a tiny tingle deep in her belly and hung on to it with both hands.
“What is a naturopath?” Cliff asked.
“I think it’s about alternative medicine,” Violet said. “I’ve never gone to one. They use herbs and organic cures. Supplements, that kind of thing. Ellington also does acupuncture and massage.”
Serenity had raved about him, claiming his acupuncture was amazing.
“Is he a real doctor?”
“I don’t think he went to medical school, but I know there’s some study involved.”
They knocked on the door and Jenna let them inside. Violet was curious about Ellington. “Not bad,” she whispered to Cliff, taking in the good looks. Ellington obviously believed in working out.
“Welcome,” Jenna said with a smile. “I’ve made margaritas. They’re good but I’m a little nervous about dinner.”
“It will be terrific,” Violet said, sniffing the delicious scent drifting in from the kitchen.
Violet introduced Jenna, who, in turn, introduced Ellington. As they all sat down in the living room, Violet smiled at Cliff, only to find him studying Ellington.
“Violet tells me you’re a doctor,” he said, taking the margarita Jenna offered.
“Naturopath,” Ellington said easily. “It’s a form of alternative medicine. I’m interested in a holistic approach when treating my patients.”
“What does that mean?” Cliff asked, sounding slightly challenging. “You couldn’t get into medical school?” He added a chuckle at the end of his question.
Violet stiffened.
“I did go to medical school.” Ellington paused. “Harvard. The more I learned about traditional medicine, the more it didn’t work for me. When I graduated, I went to China and studied there for a few years.”
Violet blinked. Ellington must be older than she’d first thought. She would have pegged him as early thirties, but now as she looked closer, she saw he had a few lines, a touch of gray in his hair. Maybe early forties then. Eligible, intelligent and the man knew how to give a massage. Go, Jenna.
“China,” Cliff said. “Not on my list of places to visit. I prefer Europe.”
Ellington nodded. “What do you do, Cliff?”
“I work in finance. I help companies raise money through issuing stock. It’s technical.”
“I’m sure it is.”
Violet wondered if it was just her, or if a not-so-subtle tension filled the room. It was as if the two men were in competition. No, that wasn’t right. It was as if Cliff had something to prove.
“You drink?” Cliff asked, motioning to Ellington’s glass. “Is that allowed?”
“My practice doesn’t define my personal life,” Ellington said, still looking comfortable.
“We’re having an unusual dinner tonight,” Jenna said, picking up a tortilla chip. “Indian-Mexican food.”
“Sounds great,” Violet said, confident anything her friend cooked would be amazing.
Cliff barely acknowledged Jenna’s comment. “You’ve probably been to India,” he said.
Ellington shrugged. “Yes. Several times.”
“What do you think about it?”
“I found a lot of beauty and peace there.”
“I thought it was crowded and dirty.”
“There are challenges in the country. Poverty. But it is one of the most spiritual places I’ve ever been. There’s a sense of unity there that I haven’t experienced in my other travels.”
“I’d rather have a five-star restaurant and an ATM.”
“They’re good, too,” Ellington said.
Violet was confused. It was almost as if Cliff was drunk. But he’d barely sipped his margarita. She glanced at Jenna, but her friend looked completely calm, as if nothing unusual was happening.
As she clutched her glass, she couldn’t help hoping she was the only one who was uncomfortable.
* * *
Jenna stood in her kitchen and wondered what she was supposed to say. On the one hand, dinner had been everything she’d hoped for, and she was practically floating with happiness. On the other hand, the company had been less than perfect.
This was her first time meeting Cliff. The way Violet had talked about him, she had expected a charming, funny guy. But the man with her friend had been more than difficult. He’d been rude and challenging, acting as if Ellington was little more than a medical con man.
The most unexpected part of the evening hadn’t been her food. Later she would revel in her cooking experiment being delicious. Taking a chance had felt good. Right.
But Ellington had overshadowed even that. Talk about a pleasant surprise. Not just good-looking, but nice and smart and tolerant of Cliff. Aaron would have thrown a fit and stormed out. Ellington had seemed more amused than insulted.
She leaned against the counter and looked at him.
“I’m genuinely speechless, which doesn’t happen often.”
Ellington smiled. “Impossible. I haven’t kissed you yet. That’s when you’re supposed to become speechless.”
She laughed. “I meant about tonight. I’ve never met Cliff before. He wasn’t what I expected.”
Ellington shrugged. “A lot of people are threatened or confused by what I do. They make assumptions. Cliff was trying to impress Violet.”
“You’re not mad?”
“Why would I be? I had a great time with you. I wish we’d had more time to talk privately.”
“Me, too.” Although that was her fault. She hadn’t thought she would have such chemistry with Ellington, so she’d gone out of her way to keep the evening casual and anything but private. Once she’d found out he was a local celebrity, she’d wanted to run for the hills.
It said something to her about her ability to judge first impressions.
“How about trying this again Friday night?” he asked. “Just the two of us.”
She shook her head, feeling more than a little regret. “I can’t. I’m working.”
“I thought you owned a kitchen store.”
“I do. We have a class on Friday. For singles.” She paused. “You’re welcome to come, if you’d like.”
As soon as the words came out, she wanted to call them back. What was she doing inviting a good-looking single guy whom she was interested in to an evening with a bunch of single women? Talk about stupid.
But she couldn’t retract the invitation, so she had to stand there, hoping he would say no.
Instead, he smiled. “I’d like to see you work. What time?”
“Six.”
“I’ll be there.” He leaned toward her and kissed her cheek. “I’m seeing Serenity tomorrow,” he said as he straightened. “I’m going to thank her for introducing us.”
Jenna stared into his dark blue eyes. “Me, too.”
* * *
Despite the disaster of an evening, Violet found herself back at Cliff’s condo. She’d been there before, once, when he’d cooked her dinner. Then she’d admired the open space, the view, the masculine décor. Now she roamed his living room, feeling restless and confused.
The guy she knew, the guy she’d gone out with and liked and laughed with, had been noticeably absent tonight. Instead, her date had been condescending and had gone out of his way to make everyone else uncomfortable. She hadn’t recognized him at all and he’d embarrassed her.
“Want something?” he asked as he poured himself another Scotch.
“No, thanks.” She’d lost count of the drinks he’d already had and wondered if that was the problem. Was Cliff a lousy drunk?
After taking a swallow, he moved toward her. “I know you want to help out your friend, but let’s not do that again,” he said, putting his arms on her waist and lightly kissing her neck. “I don’t want to share you with anyone. It’s not the same when other people are around.”
He moved his lips against her skin. She felt the physical contact but had no reaction. No tingle, no anticipation.
“You didn’t like Ellington,” she murmured.
“I know his type. Sanctimonious. Jenna can do better. She’s great. But that guy. I’ve seen him on cable. He thinks he’s hot stuff.”
Violet got it. Cliff had been threatened by Ellington. He’d reacted out of fear. “He’s different, but I don’t think he’s that awful.”
“Did you like him?”
So much in those four words. She saw the worry in Cliff’s eyes. As she watched, he swallowed and put down the drink. His body shifted, as if he were bracing himself for a hard blow.
“He’s famous. At least around here,” Cliff added.
Violet sighed and her irritation drained away. “I don’t care about stuff like that,” she said, moving toward him. “I’m more into who the guy is than what he does.”
She put her hands on Cliff’s shoulders and kissed him. “There’s only one guy I like and he’s in this room.”
She felt his muscles relax, even as he leaned in and kissed her.
“You sure?” he asked, his mouth against hers.
“Very.”
Cliff kissed her. “I don’t want to talk anymore. Do you?”
“Not if you have something else you’d like to do.”
He chuckled, then kissed her deeply. She leaned into him, wanting to respond, even as she felt her body begin the process of shutting down. She felt nothing, reacted automatically, did what was expected.
When he thrust his tongue in her mouth, she responded in kind, tasting only the Scotch. As he touched her breasts, her mind joined her body until nothing but the mechanics were left.
Tears burned in her eyes. She didn’t want to be like this, she thought, frustrated and hurt and afraid she would never be normal again. She wanted to feel what he was doing. She wanted to want him. But there was no connection between his touch and her brain. She could see what he was doing, but she couldn’t feel it.
He pulled off her shirt and bra, then stared at her breasts.
“You’re so sexy.”
He touched her everywhere, carefully removing her skirt, then lowering her panties. She moved as if he excited her because she was too ashamed to tell him the truth. She made the noises, gasped at his touch. She did what was expected—helping him out of his clothes, saying all the things customers had paid to hear. She lied.
He was already hard and shaking. Instead of bothering to move into the bedroom, she shifted against the back of the sofa and parted her legs for him. He pushed into her and groaned.
It didn’t take long. She sensed when he was close, arched her head back and panted several times before moaning and pretending to shudder. Another trick she’d learned. Otherwise some guys wanted to make it last longer.
“Oh, yeah,” he growled as he pumped harder and faster. “I knew you’d like it.” Then he closed his eyes and came.
When he was done, he withdrew with far more care than she deserved. He touched her cheeks, her breasts, then kissed her.
“I knew it would be like this,” he said, staring into her eyes. “I knew it would be perfect.”
More tears threatened. She felt like a whore, only the currency wasn’t money. It was respect and honesty. She could never tell Cliff the truth, and by withholding, she would never be as close to him as she wanted.
“You okay?” he asked.
She nodded and reached for her clothes.
He stared at her. “Was I too rough? Didn’t you like it?”
She forced a smile. “I loved it.” She kissed him. “Couldn’t you feel me?”
He gave her a long, slow grin. “Oh, yeah. You’re amazing.” He pulled her into a hug. “I’m so lucky to have you in my life.”
His words got through to her in ways his touch hadn’t. Slowly she relaxed. She let him lead her into the bedroom where they snuggled.
Curled up against him, her head on his shoulder, she told herself it would get better. That with time, she would find her way to all that Cliff offered her. She wasn’t going to give up. She’d come too far for that.
* * *
The next morning Jenna opened the store by herself. There were no classes until later in the day, and Violet wasn’t due in until noon. She took a second before opening the front door to savor the sense of accomplishment. The business was succeeding, and last night she’d cooked completely out of her comfort zone and it had worked.
Her mother had always told her that being brave meant knowing you were afraid but doing whatever it was anyway. She’d done that and allowed herself a moment of pride. Just as exciting was the desire to try something new again. To continue experimenting.
But despite that thrill, she felt torn about other parts of the previous evening. Cliff had been a disappointment, but she’d liked Ellington a whole lot more than she’d expected, even if he did remind her a little of Aaron. Now she was sorry she’d assumed the worst and had set up a double date. She wouldn’t have done it with someone Beth had introduced her to, but she hadn’t been willing to trust Serenity. Maybe it was time to actually give her birth mother a break.
A few minutes later, the woman in question breezed into the store. “I know this is the worst possible thing I could ask,” Serenity said with a laugh, “but I have to know about last night. I actually couldn’t sleep because I was wondering and hoping.” She paused and drew in a breath. “Did you like him?”
Jenna grinned. “Ellington was a very unexpected hottie.”
Serenity raised her hands and turned in a circle. “I knew it! When I met him, I could see the two of you together.”
“Don’t start planning the wedding. It was one date.”
Serenity lowered her hands to her sides. “Are you seeing him again?”
“Friday. He’s coming to the singles cooking class.” Where she hoped he wouldn’t be seduced away by any of the other women.
“He gives a wonderful massage.”
Jenna winced. “Don’t take this wrong, but that falls into the category of too much information.”
“I’m draped,” Serenity assured her. “It’s not like he’s seen me naked.”
It was all Jenna could do not to cover her ears and start humming. “Good to know. What do you see him for?”
“Oh, this and that. I need a little alignment now and then. I’ve been fighting an infection for a while now.”
“You don’t want to use antibiotics?”
“They wouldn’t help with what I have. Anyway, I’m glad you had a good time.”
“Ellington was great, but I was kind of surprised by Violet’s date.”
“Cliff? From what she’s said, he’s wonderful.”
“I know. That’s what was so confusing. I get being cynical about alternative healing and all that, but a date isn’t the place to have the discussion. Especially when you’re just meeting the person. He made me uncomfortable. There’s something about him I don’t trust.”
“What’s the something? Can you define it?”
Before she could stop herself, she blurted, “A darkness.”
Oh, great, she thought. Serenity’s weirdness was contagious. What was next? Talking to trees? Only, Serenity had been right about Ellington, so maybe she was a little less crazy than Jenna had assumed.
“That’s very insightful,” the other woman said. “You’re seeing past his facade to who he really is. You get that from me. I’ve always been able to read people.”
Jenna ignored that. “I’m not going to say anything to Violet and I would appreciate it if you wouldn’t, either. She really likes Cliff and maybe he was just having an off night.”
“You know that’s not true.”
Jenna hated to admit it, but Serenity was right. “I can feel it in my gut. But it’s my problem, not hers.”
“I agree. Until she comes to you for help, she has to follow her own path. She’ll appreciate your silence and see your support. Violet is smart and intuitive. She already knows the truth, but she’s not willing to face it. The time will come, though, and then you can be there for her.”
Jenna wanted to gag but instead found herself agreeing with Serenity. She had to admit, her birth mother showing up was turning out to be a more positive experience than she first thought. Maybe, with a little time, they could be friends.