Chapter Four
Jonas.
The flight to Seattle from JFK takes as long as it does to get to England. I’m so sad because Raven sleeps the entire time.
I don’t like it. I’m supposed to be like, “easy-going” or something, but that’s never really been my thing.
I love her. I know I have a game tomorrow, but I really just want to have a day where she and I stay in bed, order take out and watch our favorite shows.
I can’t believe I’m gonna say this but, sometimes I miss being in her dorm room back at Rayne-Moore.
Just us. While I love our little family, and I love Damon with all my heart, I’m glad I have a weekend alone with my baby. And yes - a whole fucking weekend.
We were going to go home with the team but I let the team manager know I was gonna stay behind and have a small getaway with Raven before I propose. He was fine with it as long as I’m at practice on Tuesday morning. I just really need this time alone with her.
When we get to the hotel and up to the penthouse suite, she leaves her bags by the door, gets undressed until she’s just in her t-shirt and goes straight to the bed.
Oh, great. More sleeping. She’s also not eating like she normally does.
And she hasn’t worked out with me in a week.
I don’t like that either. I undress to just my boxer briefs, climb into bed with her and immediately tug her to me, inhaling her signature berries and jasmine scent. “Baby?”
“Hmm?”
I nuzzle my face into her neck, putting my hand on her hip, letting her warmth warm me, too. “I love you, you know?”
She nods, but there’s a weird feeling between us and it’s starting to put me on edge. “I love you, too.”
I’m about to do it. The guys were right - keeping me on the outskirts was a good idea. I’m literally about to just tell her to marry me. I don’t have the ring. The guys aren’t here. This was a bad idea. “Will you marry me?”
She turns in my arms and kisses me with a grin. “Of course.”
She doesn’t know how serious I’m being, which makes me laugh. “I’m so serious, Raven baby. I want to be your husband so bad. I’ve been thinking about it. I’ll change my last name to yours.”
This makes her giggle again and it feels so fucking good to hear it. “I mean, it would only be logical. Having four last names would be weird.”
“I think about it all the t-time.” she rasps, reaching up to run her fingers in my hair. I love that. It makes me feel so good.
“Marrying me?”
“Our f-futures.”
“Is that why you’ve been quiet lately?” I pry a bit.
She gives a slight nod, then gnaws on her bottom lip for a second, letting her words form. “I want every…thing th-that w-was almost t-taken away f-from mm-me. I w-want to h-have your big b-babies.”
I laugh. “You think they’ll be big?”
She giggles. “You’re so t-tall.”
God, I love it when she smiles, and the little giggle in the back of her throat makes my chest feel all fuzzy and warm. “You’re so fucking beautiful. I’ll give you all the babies you want.”
She climbs onto me, straddling me and I put my hands on the tops of her thighs, fighting the groan that wants to leave me when I start growing hard under her. “Six.”
“Six babies?” My eyes go wide, and my heart skips a beat, that tension between us slowly evaporating, like it was never there in the first place.
She nods, biting her bottom lip, her top teeth gleaming when she smiles. “Big fat babies.”
I grin up at her, letting myself imagine coming home to a house full of kids, Kronos, Luci, Mav and Damon. Loud and chaotic. Or maybe they’ll be so in awe of their mommy playing cello they’ll be quiet and reserved or a mix of both. All I know is that I want it.
My touch traces up the silk smoothness of her skin, going under her large shirt that has my number on the back.
So many things she could have kept from our time at RMU and the only things she kept was anything that had my jersey number and that “I went to RMU and all I got was Dick & Coffee,” novelty mug.
Also, every picture and selfie we’ve taken together hang in our hallways in collages she’s created along with pictures of Damon and Maverick.
She’s kept every good memory we’ve ever created together, making all of us feel loved in our special way.
I was glad when I got drafted and was able to keep #19 - even though she said she didn’t mind getting a new tattoo if I couldn’t.
Which is why I want to wear her ring so bad.
I want her to brand me like she’s branded herself.
I want all the things we have promised each other for the rest of our lives.
I want to make new promises and keep them. All of them.
I fix myself so I can lean against the pillows and get a better angle for when she kisses me. I cup the undersides of her breasts, hating that she’s wearing a bra. “I want to watch your titties get so big and full of milk. I want to suck it out. I want you to feed me. Isn’t that so sick, baby?”
“Jonas…” she sighs my name but it’s making my dick ache.
Actually, she makes me horny everywhere.
Like, all this electricity buzzes all over my body.
From the tips of my fingers to my toes, even the tip of my dick.
I love touching her. Anywhere. Anytime. Any place.
I have to touch her. Otherwise I get withdrawal symptoms.
“Yeah baby?”
“It’s sooo sick.” She sighs with a giggle and then, “I love it.”
Ohhhh fuck yeah. Pure ecstasy makes my veins hum, and my heart rate kicks up a notch. “Kiss me baby. I want to be inside of you. I want to see you go crazy on my cock. I want to fill you up and watch it leak out so I can fuck it back in.”
Without a moment of hesitation, her lips crash to mine in the only way she knows how to kiss me- with her whole heart so every slide of her tongue and nip of her teeth convey every single emotion she doesn’t say.
The girl with a voice still shows me how much she loves me without it.
And I die for her every time. My heart cracks, and my soul divides and attaches to hers so I can show her how much I love her, too.
She grinds down on my hardening length just as my phone starts ringing with Damon’s ringtone. I pull away. “Should we answer?”
She grins mischievously, nods, then takes off her shirt.
She reaches forward, undoes the front clasp of her bra and I groan when her titties spill free.
I take one of her perfect nipples in my mouth immediately while answering Damon.
I hand her the phone and she tilts it above us so Damon can see that I’m busy.
“Oh, Amourette. Is my pup ravishing you already?”
“Yes, Daddy,” she moans, and I pull back so Damon can watch me bounce her thick nipple on my tongue. I take it between my teeth and wink up at him. I reach between us, playing with the hem of her little thong and smile when I find her drenched.
“Such a sight.” He answers.
She hands me back the phone and while I want to toss it to the ground, I flip the camera around when she starts going down on me. Leaving little branding kissing on my already fevered skin. “Oh, baby…”
Her fingers dip into my waistband. She tugs, I lift my hips, then down and off they go.
She takes me into her hand, and when she parts her lips, a string of saliva lands on my tip.
She’s quick to make a mess of me. Swirling her tongue over and under, flicking, getting me wet, moaning when she tastes my pre-cum. “Yummy…”
That will never not get to me. I hear Damon’s zipper go down the teeth of his pants and soon I’m watching my man stroke his fat dick to the sight of my baby sucking mine. “When you get home I’m going to need to reward you both for being so sweet to each other.”
Fuck I like that.
Raven perks up and I take her hair in my free hand, pulling it away so Damon can see her better. So I can see her better. “Good girl?”
“Yes, Little Bird. You are such a good girl for us.”
She beams up at him then goes back to taking me as deep as she can in her throat, swallowing around the head of my dick, and wiggling her tongue along my shaft.
I can’t help when my hips buck. I’m gonna come soon, she’s gotten too good at this.
“No, baby, I need to taste you. C’mere.” I position the phone against the lamp on the nightstand the hotel provides and make sure Damon can see what I’m about to do to our girl.
I yank her up to me, which makes her squeal in delight and a soft giggle escapes her lips.
I move the pillows in a way so she’s propped up, then get off the bed and move the nightstand.
I’ll pay for whatever damages I may have caused, then turn on every fucking light that I can so Damon can see everything.
When I come back to her, she’s using one hand to spread her fat little pussy lips open, and with the other, she’s using one finger to trace tiny little circles over her clit.
A little river of her creamy nectar already accumulating for me. A goddess. A wet dream. My girl.
Mine.
How could I ever live without her teasing me like this?
“Look at you, baby. You’re so fucking pretty and wet already.” I slip into a prone position and start kissing where her finger is twirling. “Hold your thighs open baby. I got this. Just make sure Damon can see the way I eat your sweet little pussy.”
Her hands move, and I can feel her toes on my shoulders.
I dip my tongue into her entrance, then up and over her clit, savoring the taste, loving the little whimpers that leave her, love the way her thighs shake for me.
But I want more. Licking three of my fingers, I shove them into her pussy roughly and she cries out my name.
“That’s it baby. Atta girl. Fucking come for me, Raven. ”