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Once in the door, I let go of Derek and began stripping off my dirt and blood-crusted clothes, dropping them to the floor as I made my way towards the bathroom.
It felt good to peel away the layers of guilt, resentment, and pain, and I looked forward to washing everything away, to starting a new chapter, free of the chains that held me down and the walls I had built to hold me back from a life I never dreamed of having.
I heard the curtain shift behind me as I finished scrubbing the last bit of dried blood from my skin.
“You were quick to get in here,” Derek chuckled, his hands gliding across my stomach from behind. I instantly spun around in his arms, gripping the back of his head and bringing his mouth to meet mine; I swallowed the moan he gave me, pressing my hips into his.
“Don’t worry, I won’t be quick with you,” I mumbled between breaths. I was going to take my time with him, enjoy every inch of his hard-cut body. Taste every dip and curve of his muscles before devouring his cock like a decadent treat.
Derek stepped into me, pressing my back into the cold tile wall. A shiver ran down my spine from the chill that kissed my scorching skin. He had stripped off before entering the shower, and I could feel his cock hardening against my lower belly as our mouths and tongues explored each other.
His hands pressed into the wall on either side of my head, caging me in. The only cage I would never mind holding me hostage. I moaned into him, dropping one of my hands to grab hold of his hard cock, stroking it from base to tip with a gentle squeeze.
Releasing my mouth, his head fell to the side, latching onto my neck, sucking and biting hard enough to leave a mark. I tilted my head to give him better access as I continued to work his cock with my hand.
“Goddamn.” He cursed. “The things you fucking do to me, pretty viper. I’m at your mercy; I always will be.” He groaned, his teeth nipping at the shell of my ear.
“That’s what I love to hear.” I chuckled, giving him another firm squeeze.
“Fuck, say that again.” He murmured into my ear.
“Say what?” I closed my eyes, biting my lip as the back of my head pressed into the tile.
“Love. Tell me you love me, Lex.” He pulled back, his hands cupping my cheeks.
I sucked in a breath, staring deeply into his eyes, and this time, the words weren’t forced.
They didn’t take any coaxing to get out.
I knew exactly how I felt about Derek, and I no longer felt the need to question it.
Still stroking him, I smirked, pinching the tip of my tongue between my front teeth.
“I love you, Derek.” I breathed, and if his eyes didn’t light up like the Fourth of July right that second. I couldn’t help but smile, seeing the fireworks going off in his dreamy gaze. Derek may be intense, obsessive, and possessive, but deep down, he was a hopeless romantic, and he was all mine.
“Fucking, finally,” He released a breathless moan, capturing my mouth with his before pulling me up by my thighs and wrapping them around his waist. My hands released his throbbing cock to wrap around the back of his head, deepening the kiss even further.
Pulling his hips back, he drove his dick inside me, and I moaned into his mouth as he filled me and started to fuck me hard against the tile wall of the shower.
Derek was rough but gentle with his thrusts, and it felt so fucking good.
I fisted his hair, tugging on the strands, silently begging him for more.
He smiled against my mouth before trailing his lips along my jaw and to my neck.
“I’m going to play with you all goddamn night, pretty viper.” Tilting my head to the side and back, I closed my eyes, my mind floating away with every hard thrust he made. “We’re not sleeping until the sun comes up.” He chuckled, playfully biting my neck.
“I’m going to hold you to that, pretty boy.” I moaned a laugh as I felt my climax closing in on me and my cunt tightening around him. “Fuck” I breathed .
Derek pulled out of me just as I was on the edge of coming, and I whimpered at the loss of him.
“Derek, what the fu—”
He fell to his knees, lifting one of my legs over his shoulder as he looked up at me with hungry eyes.
“If you think I’m going to let you come on my cock first...” He licked his lips. “Fuck no, I want to taste your sweet, vicious love on my tongue.” And with that, his filthy mouth covered my cunt, and I fell back against the wall, crying out his name as I came.
With a last long drag of his tongue, Derek dropped my leg to the side before shutting off the water, picking me up, and carrying me into the bedroom. He dropped me on the bed, fisting his cock, and I spread my thighs as wide as I could, begging for him to fuck me with it.
“Derek, please.” I stared as he fisted himself, my hand moving down my stomach to tease my clit. He bent forward, leaning over me, one fist beside my hip, the other continuing to stroke up and down.
“What you want, Lex.” A deep groan left his throat, and he brought his face inches from mine. “I’m waiting…”
“You’re such a fucking tease.” I gripped his face with my hands and pulled him onto me, wrapping my legs around his hips and grinding against him. “You know exactly what I want.”
Derek chuckled darkly before pulling his hips back enough to line himself up with my entrance.
“One thorough fucking coming right up.” He smirked before slamming himself into me all the way to the base .
“Fuck me!” I screamed, my back arching off the bed as he continued to drive himself into me as roughly as he could.
“Gladly.” He growled, capturing my mouth with his as he fucked me with everything he had. Derek’s hands gripped onto mine before pinning them above my head, our fingers lacing together as he pressed his full weight into me. I squeezed his hands in mine, not wanting to let go of him.
The intimacy, the connection that burned between us, sent shockwaves throughout my body.
I began to float, my head buzzing and spinning from the high.
Overwhelming was an understatement when it came to what I was feeling at this very moment.
His body pressing into mine, our hands intertwined, our mouths devouring one another.
If this was what a happily ever after felt like, I never wanted to leave this bed—leave him. I could feel the tears that spilled from the corners of my eyes as Derek continued to fuck me with every shred of love and desire that he carried in his soul for me.
Until now, I had doubted so many things, but his devotion to me wasn’t one of them. For too long, I fought against Derek and his desire for me, underestimating the lengths he would go to have me. A challenge won or lost, depending on what side you sat on.
Derek pulled back, continuing to slide in and out of me, his pace slowing to a rhythm that was more suited for making love than uncomplicated fucking.
“I’ve got you, Lex. I’ll always have you.” He murmured before returning his lips to my neck, biting and sucking to mark me as his. “Let it all go, pretty viper. Give it all to me. ”
I gasped before a euphoric climax burst through my senses.
My eyes rolled to the back of my head as I cried out his name over and over again, the waves of pleasure crashing through my body.
A long, deep thrust and Derek followed me into bliss.
His cock pulsing deep inside of me. Release claiming us both in a panting and exhausted mess on the bed.
Catching my breath, I cupped Derek’s cheeks, sweat dripping from his brow onto my cheek as he hovered over me, his cock still nestled between my thighs.
“I love you, pretty boy.” I breathed, staring deeply into his eyes—the sincerity of my words taking its hold.
“I’ve always loved you, pretty viper.” Derek smiled. “Ready for round two?” He chuckled, licking his lips, and I nodded, biting my bottom lip, all too eager to have more of him inside of me.
This was love.
This was us.