Chapter 5
Josh
Iwalked back home, lost in my thoughts. I absolutely loved that outing. With people commenting on how cute we were to the outrageous flirting. I had taken us to a level that we hadn't gone before, and I enjoyed it.
I enjoyed being with her. As something beyond friends but not still quite in a relationship.
What was even better though, was the shell she came out of.
Now, I know that sounds strange, for being who she was, but a lot of the guys in her past would make her shut down about what she wanted or what she liked.
Her expressions and comments, though, gave me more acknowledgement than she thought.
And now my goal was to pull all of that out of her, so she'd be even more comfortable with me.
But the funny thing about it all was that I had to make it seem like she was teaching me. It was jacked up in a way, but it worked.
I mentally grinned as an idea formed and I pulled out my phone, pretending that it buzzed. I frowned as if I was reading a message, knowing she was watching me. She kind of has been all day anyway.
“What is it?”
“A message.”
“I gathered that much butthead. What does it say? You're frowning and I don't like it.”
“Rachel went off on her tirade again, complaining about me. And she said to top it all off, for being as lame as I was, I didn't know how to kiss. That it was like kissing a dog.”
“I don’t know why you’re listening to her, she’s not worth your time, Josh. I keep telling you that and you seem to not want to listen to me here.”
I twisted my lip, almost giddy from the way she responded.
“Can I try something on you?”
“On me? Like what?”
“Just, trust me, Kelly, please?”
She narrowed her eyes; her arms crossed over her chest.
“I do trust you, Josh, you know this. But if trying something on me is to prove a point to her, it’s going to piss me off. You don’t need to prove a damn thing to that no good, lying ass cunt.”
“You sure do have a mouth on you,” I told her, slowly backing her up to the wall. “Why don’t you really tell me how you feel about her.”
“I told you already, she’s just not worth your time.”
“Fine, I got the memo. So, may I try something that I saw once that has nothing to do with her and everything to do with you that I think you’ll like.”
Her breath hitched and she nodded.
“Nope, I need words.”
“Yes,” she whispered.
I let the sound wash over me for a moment. She might think this meant just now, but she had no real idea what that meant for the future. For what I could plan. For the thoughts raging through my head that needed to come to fruition, because I think the pleasure would be out of this world.
Then again, this would all be something that probably never would have been guessed I had lying underneath the many layers that made me.
Coming back to the here and now, I undid her arms, grabbing both of her wrists and pinning them above her head.
I stared into her eyes as I crowded her space, pushing my chest against her, and I heard the quick intake of breath.
Her nipples pebbled against my chest then I captured her lips, stealing the moan that she released.
My lips were anything but soft. They were hard, demanding, asking from her only what I knew she was capable and willing to give.
And damn, did she give back.
She wasn’t some lightweight, someone I had to be careful with.
One thing about this woman, one thing I don’t think she knew or understood, was just how rough she could be, or how she wanted it to be.
And believe me when I said I wanted to bring out that side any way that I could.
Like me, there were layers to Kelly, and so many people never bothered to go through them all. But it was my mission to go through them, to get to know them, to see all of them that she allowed, and then push her to show me more.
I slipped my tongue into her mouth while my knee pushed between her legs, rubbing against her core.
She cried into my mouth, her teeth nipping at my tongue before hers wrapped around mine, making me go crazy with desire.
She rubbed herself on my leg, not caring how she was using me, so caught up in the passion, and once more, it was glorious.
I knew how her mind worked, that she thought men wanted something because they told her that, and that’s how she acted. She didn’t get to try and find her true self. But again, my goal: to get everything out of her that I could and then show her what true pleasure was.
Finally, I broke the kiss, my head needed air. She panted, hard, her head resting against the wall and her eyes were wild.
I glanced down at her lips, moving my hand to rub against her bottom that was so beautiful because it was bruised from my kisses.
She opened her mouth, drawing my thumb in, and sucked it, all the while her eyes were on me.
And fuck me. If I hadn’t been hard before, I was now. In fact, I was aching.
“You’re killing me, baby,” I told her, pulling my thumb out.
“As much as you’re killing me, Josh.” She tilted her head back, her eyes looking at her hands, and then back at me. “I never had sex against the wall.”
“Do you want to try it?”
“Maybe someday. But not today.”
“No?” I questioned. Hell, she could have me anyway she wanted and I would say yes.
“No,” she repeated, tugging her hands loose. I finally relented, but still kept her caged in. “But I will tell you what I want now.”
“Please do share with the rest of the class,” I teased, nipping at her jaw. When I had started this, it wasn’t with sex on the mind. It was just about tasting her, showing her, allowing her to be her. But damn it, I was okay with sex.
“I want you in my bed,” she mumbled, her hands shifting to hold onto my hips. “I want you to do me so many things.”
“Like what?”
She blinked a few times before slowly smirking. And those lips, lifting like that, still bruised and swollen, yeah, had me leaking yet again.
“I want to be putty in your hands. But more importantly, I want to let go.”
There was the line I was looking for.
I bent down, hooking my arm under her legs and lifted her with ease.
“I want you, Kelly, to show me, to teach me, what else you like, and I promise to always deliver.”