Chapter 9 #2
I kept the vibrator on her clit and brought my mouth down onto her breast. I licked her nipple before sucking it into my mouth. Jax grunted once again and pushed her hips up against the vibrator.
I stopped sucking on her nipple so I could talk. “You want more, huh? Naughty girl. I hope you’re ready.”
I moved the vibrator up to the second setting and this time when I put my mouth on her breast, I bit down on her nipple.
The way Jax squirmed below me and made the cutest little whimpers told me how much she enjoyed it.
I replaced my mouth with the hand that wasn’t holding the vibrator in place and squeezed her boob while moving my mouth to the other one.
I could tell Jax was already getting close to the edge, so I turned the vibrator up to the third setting and let my mouth and hand work on her breasts, making each lick, bite, and squeeze harder and faster. When Jax was just about to come, I stopped everything.
Jax gasped and her eyes popped open. “What’s going on?”
I slid down the bed until I was situated between her legs. “I want you to come in my mouth.”
I ran my tongue up the length of Jax’s center, and as soon as I reached her clit, I sucked it into my mouth.
Just as I had hoped, her climax hit at that very moment, and my chin and mouth were soaked with her pleasure.
I licked her clean, then licked around my face, enjoying every little bit of her that I could.
Jax took deep heaving breaths as she tried to push out her words. “What… the… fuck…Carter.” She closed her eyes and took a few more deep breaths. “How the fuck do you get better every single time?”
When I giggled, Jax reached up and pulled me against her. “Seriously,” she said. “Sex with you just keeps getting better. I thought it was supposed to fizzle with time. With you, it sizzles.”
Now, I laughed out loud. “Okay, that was super lame, even for you.”
“Forgive me. I can barely think after what you just did to me.”
“Carter! Jax!” my mom yelled from downstairs. “Dinner is here.”
It turned out my moms had ordered pizza for dinner, which happened to be my favorite post-sex treat. After eating, my grandma announced she was going to bed.
My mama got behind my grandma’s wheelchair to push her, but my grandma swatted her away. “I’m not an old lady like those people you tried to put me in a home with. I can do this on my own.”
My mama lifted her hands and let my grandma do it herself, but followed closely behind her. In turn, I followed behind my mama so I could see how my grandma’s nighttime routine went.
“Which nightgown do you want to wear tonight?” my mama asked once we were in the den that my grandma now slept in downstairs.
The pull-out couch was already pulled out into a bed, so I assumed it just stayed that way now that this was her makeshift room.
My mama opened the freestanding wardrobe and searched through the clothes, which all looked very similar. She pulled out a silky green nightgown and held it up. “Is this okay?”
My grandma nodded, then tried to push herself out of the wheelchair and into the bed. Her arms were so weak that she wobbled as she tried to transfer herself, so I ran over to her and put my hands under her armpits. “Here. Let me help you.”
She sighed as if she was annoyed at me for keeping her from falling. “Fine. But just for the record, I don’t actually need your help. I just needed some extra time, which you two don’t seem to have.”
I felt my eyes go wide. I’d seen my grandma get grumpy before, but I never experienced this kind of attitude from her.
My mama leaned close to my ear to whisper to me. “She gets really moody at night. I think she just misses your grandpa, but isn’t good at expressing it. Don’t take it personally.”
My mama knelt in front of the bed where my grandma was now sitting. “All right, Mom. Arms up.”
My grandma kept her arms stiffly at her side. “No one should see a woman’s most intimate spots except her husband.”
My mama rolled her eyes and groaned. “Mom, we have this same conversation every night. I’m your daughter and I’m here to help. Jesus isn’t going to strike you down. Chill out.”
My grandma huffed and glared at my mom, then slowly raised her hands in the air. “Fine.”
When my mom lifted off my grandma’s shirt, I averted my eyes since it became obvious very quickly that she wasn’t wearing a bra. Then again, if I was going to be her caregiver, this was something I just needed to get used to.
I knelt in front of my grandma and gently removed her sweatpants, ignoring her unhappy mumblings.
My mom slipped the nightgown over her head and we both helped her into a lying down position.
This seemed like it was probably much easier with two people, so anytime Jax and I were both home at my grandma’s bedtime, I would have her help me.
I was sure my grandma wouldn’t be too happy about that, but she needed to get used to the fact that we were only trying to help.
“Goodnight, Mom. Sleep tight,” my mama said as she shut off the lights.
I walked out of the room behind her, and as soon as the door was shut, I blew out a long breath. “Is that how it goes every night?”
My mama laughed. “Oh, honey, tonight went better than most nights.” She turned to face me and pushed my hair behind my ear. “Are you sure you’re up to this? There’s no shame in saying it’s too much to handle.”
My mama had to know what my answer would be since I never backed down from a challenge. “I’ll be fine. We’ll be fine. Jax and I make a great team.”
My mama smiled contentedly. “You really do. I’m so happy you found such an amazing life partner.”
“Me too.” Now if only we could make it official. My mind once again wandered to Jax and the question I was dying for her to ask. I had no idea what she was waiting for at this point. It wasn’t any secret that I was ready. Hopefully her hesitance didn’t mean that she wasn’t.
I shook these thoughts from my head. I couldn’t let my insecurities creep up. Jax made it very obvious how much she loved me. She never missed an opportunity to tell (or show) me.
I just needed to be patient. Maybe once Jax was more comfortable at the cafe, she would feel like it was finally the right time to pop the question. Now I just hoped she became comfortable very quickly.