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I ordered some apology flowers and cooked some breakfast. Hoping it will ease the tension with Elizabeth when she wakes up. I heard footsteps so I turned around and smiled at her but nothing. I gave her the flowers. Nothing not even a little smile. Shit. I've really fucked up. I say opposite her just staring at her. 'I'm sorry Elizabeth'. She looks everywhere besides my eyes. 'You're always sorry Dylan' she says holding her head in her hands. 'And I always fall for it, I always fall for your lies. When you say you love me, when you clearly don't. This is not love Dylan. This is toxic and I can't do it anymore, please just let me go' she says started to cry.
I stood up and walked to the kitchen I grabbed the divorce papers and signed them. I felt my own heart break when I did. But it's what she wants. I slowly slid them across the table until they were infront of her. She looked at them and looked at me. Now it was my turn to not be able to look at her in the eyes. 'Dylan if this is some sort of sick game' I didn't let her finish. 'It's not Elizabeth, you're free to do whatever you want and see whoever you want now'. I spoke with sadness in my voice.
I could see her hesitate. Did she not want to go? Did she want me to fight for her and I just totally give in straight away. She pushed her chair back and walked away. 'Fine' is all she said before she disappeared upstairs. I followed her up and she already started to pack. I stood behind her and started to kiss her neck. I mean this is the last time I'm going to see her might as well have sex for the last time.