11. Empress aka Clapback
Chapter Eleven
EMPRESS AKA CLAPBACK
“I don’t know why the fuck she gave Bundy and that dirty ass fat nigga the position over you!” I was pissed, I felt like my man deserved a chance. Murk’um stared at me like he was pissed but said nothing, so I continued my rant.
“Then what’s going on with her and this nigga from the Syndicate?” I looked over at him and admired his fine chocolate ass.
“If I wasn’t fucking on you, then I would have that fuckin position, Empress.
” He spat and sat up, pulling his shirt over his head.
“It ain’t like the pussy mine, I told you this shit got to stop.
” I rolled my eyes hard, Murk’um tried to cut me off a million times.
I never begged him to fuck with me or to continue fucking on me.
Each time he did one of his little fake cut offs he end up blowing up my phone the following day.
We were inseparable, we both had a good understanding.
I was his main bitch, and he was my main nigga.
We fucked around from time to time, well maybe all the time.
In a weird way we just always understood each other.
“Nigga please, ain’t nobody stopping you from coming over here or blowing up my damn phone.
Here you go acting like a lil bitch go ahead and be fake mad for zero point five seconds.
” That was the truth, Murk’um was sprung off me, all these niggas were.
Pussy ruled the entire world it’s how my sister got into the boss-ass position she was in.
“Whatever Empress, you been holding back. Im trying to see what all going on.” I frowned at him.
“Why? You starting to make me feel like you trying to go against the grain.”
“Bitch you stupid, you know how I’m giving it up over Queen.
She just always secretive expecting us to go along with shit when she drops it in our laps.
A nigga tryna be prepared for whatever.” He eased my suspicions, my sister got on my nerves, but I loved her and wouldn’t let the next nigga like Murk’um pull some stupid shit.
“She’s going to take over our Abuela’s cartel. That’s why she keeps going back and forth saying she going to Mexico. When she does that, we all gone be sitting at the top of the food chain.” I smiled.
“That’s why we need to plan some shit to get you in position to take your rightful position as lieutenant.
She like that little fat fucker too much.
Bought him a car and all. She feels sorry for him because he don’t got much.
” My sister was a cold-hearted bitch, once she had a soft spot for you.
She would go above and beyond to make sure you were straight.
I loved my sister but disliked a lot of her traits.
We were two different people which was quite obvious.
“How the fuck we pose to do that?” I could tell Murk’um was on edge. I dragged him into a lot of my shit. He was my scapegoat, and he was always there to pick up all my shattered pieces.
“Wait for her to go to Mexico. We got to watch Teddy, when the time is right... we break into that nigga crib. I’m pretty sure he keeps all the dope in there. That will prove to Queen that he is in no fuckin position to be making plays for the gang.” I smiled; I was smart as fuck.
“I can’t risk shit going left Em. I mean you already ain’t got your other fucked up situation under control. If Queen finds out, we are good as dead. Who you think your grandma gone side with?” That pissed me off, I hated when this nigga acted so scared of Sovereign’s ass.
“Me! That’s who!” Murk’um smiled because we both knew the real answer to that.
“If that’s the case then you would be the head bitch in charge.” He smirked then folded his muscular arms across his chest.
“I’m ladylike, Sovereign acts like a nigga. I don’t want to run shit. I want to reap the benefits.” I answered truthfully.
“Yea, I hear you.” He pulled out a pack of cigarettes and took one out the pack and sparked it. “You just remember if anything, I do mean anything backfires, it’s all on you.” He walked to the door and stopped.
“Get rid of that baby.” I cringed and remembered that I needed to set up an appointment to have this abortion.
Once Murk’um left, I ran some hot bath water. I still had Murk’ums nut oozing out of my pussy from earlier. Murk’um was a thugged out ass nigga that knew how to fuck bomb!
I loved Murk’um but I loved money more. I wanted to be filthy fucking rich with no worries at all. I wanted to be treated like a princess, traveling the world with unlimited money.
Easing down in the tub, I grabbed my phone and called Sovereign.
“You good?” I asked, it was normal for Queen not to speak first when she answered the phone. Most of the time she answered and waited for you to get to the point.
“Yea.” She sighed. “I’m with the twins, eating and drinking.”
“Freaky asses.” I teased and giggled, my sister was lucky as hell to have two fine doubles, fulfilling her sexual fantasies.
Besides that, the twins were cool and brought in lots of money from Hollywood.
If the three of them weren’t fucking, then they were having a good time.
I sometimes got jealous because my sister didn’t have friends outside of me and the gang.
The twins and her became close, I also noticed she spent a lot more time with them.
“What you want baby sis?” Her voice was calm. I smiled because this is the side of her that I loved. She played the mother and big sister role effortlessly.
“Just checking on you. Wanted to make sure you were good. Earlier you had this look in your eyes. I know the look all to well Sovereign, something is stressing you.” Something had her worried, while she masked it well and kept a blank face most of the time.
I knew her well and I knew it was something outside of the gang stressing her out.
“Your Abuela, is stressing me. We will talk soon about it. Just know, I’m sacrificing a lot again for us.”
“Is there something that I can do?” I wanted to help if I could.
“No, I wouldn’t put you in that position Clap.
It’s only temporary, I just need you focused with your eyes opened.
All that questioning me in meetings needs to stop.
I wouldn’t leave you in the dark, but everything is not to be spoke on in front of the gang.
” I immediately felt bad for speaking out of term.
My sister told me everything, I just got so caught up in the moment when I saw the disappointment on Murk’um face.
I wanted him to know that I was riding hard for him too.
He always had my back and made sure I was straight.
“It won’t happen again.” I promised.
“Alright, get some rest. Love you.” She hung up.
I laid back in the tub to relax a little before I started to bathe.
I got my phone and went straight to Instagram for a while then handled my business in the tub.
Drying off then covering my body with my favorite lotion.
I pranced in my room, only to be knocked in the face, falling flat on my ass.
I saw nothing but stars and didn’t know what just hit me.
When I heard his voice, I shivered and peed on myself.
“You been running from me bitch.” I mindlessly scooted backwards until I felt my back hit the wall.
“I haven’t, just been busy.” I tried to force the fear out of my body but was failing miserably.
I remember when the young me fell so deep in love with this devil.
I fell for all the lies and thought I was making the right decision.
My head started to pound hard, and I could feel blood leaking from my nose and could taste it in my mouth.
“Locks are changed and you still fucking on that nigga. You think you can duck and dodge me bitch, don’t you?
I don’t give a fuck where you go or who you run to; I will always be near.
” I shut my mouth; I had been running. I barely stayed at home, if I didn’t go to Murk’um house, I made excuses to stay at Sovereigns.
“You forget what the fuck I’m capable of Empress.
If you don’t run me some money very soon then I’ll take you to Cuba and sell you to the highest bidder like I did my daughter.
Since you more ran through the price would be low, then again, I’d still probably make good profit.
You beautiful as fuck, got that exotic look too.
” He pulled his pants down and stepped out of them.
I swallowed down the lump in my throat and prepared myself for what was to come.
I tried to think of Murk’um pleasing and licking all over me then fucking me good.
My pussy was dry as hell and I knew that this nigga was getting ready to barge his way inside of me.
The least I could do was try to enjoy the very rough sex that I was about to receive.
“Sovereign is about to take over the cartel soon. Real soon! When she does that, I’ll always have a big amount of money to give you.
” He chuckled lowly, I hated myself a little.
It felt like I had no control over this situation.
Until I found a way to kill this nigga, I had no choice but to go along with whatever he wanted.
Have you ever done something so foolish in your life that you were ashamed.
It came from the past but there was no way to make it disappear.
All of this started for me when I was seventeen.
I let this nigga get in my head and it was the first time in my life that I had done some disloyal shit to my sister that I wish I could take back.
Once it was done it couldn’t be reversed.
I loved Sovereign so much but back then; I was stupid as hell.
My young body reacted to this man in a way it had never done before.
I fell in love and was willing to do whatever it took to keep him.
I didn’t know shit about love, but I thought I had a clue.
Melvin was handsome and smooth as hell. He got in my mind and nobody could tell me that he didn’t belong to me.
When Queen found out about his wife and unborn child, I did too, and it crushed me even worse than it did her.
I wanted him dead on the spot, but Sovereign had plans of torture.
I got scared, I didn’t want him folding and telling my big sister that her little sister was deep in love with him.
I had no one to confide in so I told Murk’um everything.
Sovereign would visit with Melvin once a week to fuck with his brain.
She swore up and down that Melvin’s father had something to do with our parent’s death but I knew that wasn’t the case.
Each week she went to visit, I would become more afraid of Melvin saying something to Sovereign about our relationship.
Not only that before Queen got to the point of torture and capturing Melvin, he somehow already knew that she was aware. Melvin knew the lengths Queen would go, so he got in my mind and already prepared me to help him with a plan of his own.
I spun the situation a million times; I couldn’t go against Sovereign and just kill Melvin because that would raise her suspicions.
I was caught in between the two because I loved them both so much.
I couldn’t see myself killing the love of my life.
As more time went on, I fell into my scandalous role.
I stole lots of money from my sister and helped kidnap his daughter then helped him escape.
Sovereign killed any man that was apart of FYF attached to Melvin. She had no clue that it was all me.
“Go clean your face, I want some pussy.”