54. LUCIAS DIARY ENTRIES FEBRUARY 2013
I feel so I feel sick to my stomach after what I saw. I’m not even sure of what it was but it couldn’t have been good. I can’t stop throwing up.
Beckett is getting worried. He thinks his cooking gave me a stomach bug, but it wasn’t that. My brother is not the problem. He never comes to my room like that.
I saw Nathaniel touch her. I saw him with both of my eyes pulling his pants down.
It’s her bed. It’s her room. I saw him in her room and under her covers.
I heard her cry. I’ve heard her cry before too.
It’s not the first time. I think he’s done this before.
I want to ask her if she needs help, but I don’t know how to do it.
I talked to Mr. Rivera. Nathaniel is gone now, but I think he might be coming back soon.
I’m scared that he will and Cassandra is missing school again.
He always looks at me. He always has. I remember once I saw him hitting his girlfriend really hard. I caught them kissing in the bathroom while Beckett and Antony played. I should have stayed with Angie, but I didn’t
Nathaniel Rivera once told me I’ll be a real heartbreaker when I grow up. He makes me feel really scared.