Chapter 11
11
VIOLET
T his feels so real.
The air is cool against my bare skin, which is actually nice since my core is so overheated. My hips shift, my entire body overwhelmed by the sensation of Jack’s tongue gliding through my pussy. His fingertips move gently over my skin as if studying me. When his tongue drifts slowly around my oversensitive button, my fingers grip at his collar.
I adore the way he pins my squirming hips down with one hand and drags me to the center of the bed. He’s gentle but he’s still manhandling me, which is something I had no idea that I desired.
Guess I do.
My fingers thread into his hair, holding his face against me as he licks, sucks and devours my eager flesh. Every soft burn of his stubble against my inner thighs makes my lower belly quiver.
This is the most intimate moment of my life, and I’m so far gone I don’t even try to stifle my long, low whimpers. Every single one causes Jack’s eyes to blaze even more. He growls, plunging his tongue inside me, his thumb fluttering across my clit while I tremble.
Wow. He’s really good at this. It’s as if he instinctively knows everything I need before I do.
He removes his tongue and replaces it with his thick middle finger. I’m soaking wet as his tongue starts fluttering against my button while he gazes up at me.
A tiny part of my mind drifts off, wondering if our first time together is really as important to him as it is to me. Then the pleasure takes over as I become lost in Jack’s eyes. They darken as he gives me a slight nod.
Do I love that he’s a little bossy in bed? Absolutely. Do I love that my body wants to obey without even thinking? Double absolutely.
“Breathe, baby.”
Oh my… He called me baby. My heart could explode, in the best way.
I whimper again, shaking as everything shifts, the climax pulling me down and under and spinning me around until I feel like laundry tumbling in a hot dryer. My palms hit the bed as my back arches, a broken cry escaping me until I collapse back, spent.
“Sexiest thing I’ve ever seen. Or tasted.” He sits up, unbuttoning his shirt and tossing it into the corner to join my sweater.
My mouth drops open at the sight of his shoulders. I knew he was ripped under his perfectly cut suits. It was impossible to hide. But still, seeing that incredible physique up close and personal makes my lower belly flutter, while my pulse is still humming in my ears.
Jack stands up, unfastening his belt. Then he freezes, his eyes darting to the bedside table. “Damn. I don’t have any…” He trails off, almost scowling. Then I realize what he’s talking about.
“I went on the pill when I was eighteen. That’s how old Mom was when she got pregnant with Iris, so, you know…just in case.”
His pants drop, the heavy belt clanking on the floor.
My mouth falls open. It’s…big. A bit unnerving. But perfect. Long and thick and hard, with a mushroom-shaped head already glistening with a few beads of moisture.
Not to mention, powerful thighs. I’d never thought about that being sexy in a man. But wow – he does not skip leg day.
Jack crawls over me, looking as if he understands how important this moment is. His warm, brown eyes glow as he smiles, then he dips his head to drag a trail of soft kisses along my throat.
I’m sure that some part of him wants to give into his animal instincts and just…go for it. But as always, Jack is thoughtful, even though his eyes are half glazed over with lust as he looks up at me, the entire length of his body warm against my bare skin, the heavy weight of his thick shaft against my hipbone.
He kisses along the side of my ear, shifting so that his cock slips down between my thighs. He’s so hard that I can feel the tension in his rippled stomach. “Are you sure, gorgeous?”
“Yeah.”
His eyes burn into mine. “I want you to know, this is real for me. “
“Real?”
“Feelings. A relationship. The whole bit.”
My chin tips up and down. Is it far-fetched to expect my very first relationship to be the one ? Probably. Does it matter? Nope. I’ve never wanted anything as much as I want this. To let nature take over.
He lifts my hand, gently kissing my wrist, then placing it on my shoulder. “Tell me if it’s too much, baby.” My belly flutters again when he calls me baby . Another thing that I didn’t know I craved.
The thick head of his cock nudges at my entrance, not quite in or out, just hovering right on the edge. Then he glides it across my clit, making me shiver before slipping down and inside.
He muffles my gasp with a gentle kiss as he teases, barely entering me, simply rocking his hips as his thumb circles my button. His other hand grips the back of my hair while I simply dissolve into the mattress. My entire body softens, muscles losing control as he slowly works himself in deeper.
I whimper again, every inch he captures making me feel like I’m changing. Becoming his. I’m tossed on a sea of emotion and physical sensation as my heart hammers out some complicated jazz riff. My legs spread wider, ankles crossing behind his back as he delves deeper.
I’ve always wondered what sex would be like. But they were abstract thoughts. Fantasy. This is real and crisp and in high def. Jack’s lips as he kisses me. The thick length moving inside me, as my inner walls part for the intrusion. The way he groans, clutching my body to his.
“Hottest woman I’ve ever seen,” he growls, looking down at me with something almost feral in his eyes. “I know I’m supposed to go on about how smart and talented you are. How sweet and charming. And that’s all true. But also… You’re unbelievably hot.” He dips his head to take my nipple into his mouth, making us both moan. “I’m already addicted to these gorgeous breasts, baby.”
My fingernails prick his shoulders, trying to draw him deeper. His slow thrusts speed up very gradually, then we both moan again as we realize he’s all the way in.
The room now seems to shimmer as our pleasure warms the air around us, sheets rustling with every stroke. My hip muscles kick in, moving against him as we clutch desperately at each other.
I feel so full, my entire body on fire as the pressure builds and builds. I’m going to explode. I might scream. Everything is overwhelming as pleasure consumes every cell in my body.
“So beautiful.” Jack shifts so that instead of his thumb, it’s his middle finger against my clit, cupping my mound as he plunges in and out, chasing the moment with me.
Time stops and then races as his mouth overtakes mine again. “I can feel you,” he growls against my lips. “Feel your hot little pussy squeezing me. Come for me, baby. Let me feel it. All around me.”
My hand clenches his shoulder, the other one reaching for his firm ass to squeeze. My head tips back as a wild cry escapes me. Then I’m coming so hard the world turns to orange light and static as I bliss out completely.
“That’s it, baby. Damn, you’re so beautiful right now.”
It feels like his thick cock is swelling even bigger as he pounds deeper, faster, then I feel him coming too…followed by a deep satisfaction when I’m filled with warm spurts of his release.
Jack gazes into my eyes, both of us completely blank, yet completely connected. Then his forehead falls to my shoulder. “Wow,” we both breathe together.
I let go of his shoulder, hoping I haven’t left fingernail marks. His chin lifts, looking over to assess the damage. “I’ll wear your marks with pride, baby.”
That’s a lot saucier than I would have expected from him. Which, like everything else, I completely adore.