Chapter 14 #2
The sight of Alek’s naked body is intimidating. He’s all hard muscle and strength but it’s also a thing of beauty, like a Greek statue.
In one motion, he grabs my waist and throws me onto the bed. A flare of arousal runs through me. I want his dominance. I want him to make me into the woman I need to be.
His dark eyes light onto me as he rips my panties off and spreads my legs. I’m trembling but I don’t care.
Alek places his hand between my legs and rubs me, warming me up. “You could have died,” he growls. “I don’t want to lose you.”
“That’s why I need this.”
“You were fucking made for me.”
My hips buck up to meet his hand. A warmth is spreading through me, dissolving the coldness of the pool water from my skin. I need this more than I can ever say.
Alek continues to rub his hand against my nub, pressing and pressing and pressing down until I can’t take it any longer. I know I’m so close to reaching an orgasm when he pulls his hand back.
I practically whine. “What are you doing?”
“Are you desperate for me, baby?”
“Just take me. Please. I need this.”
“Why do you need this so badly? I’m the man who kidnapped you, remember?”
“You’re also the man who freed me from my room. From the prison in my mind. And I could have died today. I don’t want to die with any regrets.”
“And you would regret it if I didn’t make you mine? You know what this means, Katya? You will be mine from now on. You will no longer belong to your brother.”
“I know.” I’m not even sure if I’ll ever see Dimitri again. But I do know that Alek is in my life and that he has saved me multiple times now. I trust him, despite how we started.
“Good. Now I’m going to claim you.” He pushes his underwear down and exposes his length to me. It’s a lot larger than I imagined. Hard and veiny. It’s intimidating and a part of me isn’t sure if I should go through with this.
But I do know that I want to be Alek’s. I’m tired of pretending I don’t.
He grabs my hips and pulls me to the end of the bed. I gasp from the roughness of it but it does send another flare of heat straight through me.
Alek lines his erection up to my entrance. “You are mine,” he states right before he thrusts his hips forward and enters me.
It’s painful at first. While my body is warmed up, I’ve never experienced this before and I can’t help but clench down onto his length on instinct. Alek’s groan catches in the back of his throat.
He is merciless with my body as he sinks deeper and deeper, filling me all the way up, until he’s seated inside of me. His strong hands grab my thighs and lift them around his waist.
Our entire bodies are pressed together. My chest to his. My hips to his. Our lips are hovering over each other.
“Fuck, Katya,” he groans while holding still, allowing my body to get used to this. “You feel so good around me. So hot and tight.”
“It hurts,” I whimper.
“I know. But it will pass.” Slowly, he rolls his hips around, getting me more used to the feeling of him inside of me. Flashes of pain hits me but gradually, they go away and are replaced with pleasure. It’s a deep throbbing ache inside of me but it feels good.
My hands grip his strong arms to steady myself. I can’t believe I’m actually doing this. Letting Alek consume me. Take my virginity. Make me into a woman.
His thrusts become more powerful. Intentional. I find my own hips rising up to meet his. Now that I’m getting the hang of it, it’s becoming easier for me to match his pace.
“Katya,” he groans. “You were made for me.”
“Oh,” is all I can say. This moment is too much. Giving myself into Alek. Betraying my brother. And getting lost in the pleasure of it all, mixed with the pain. I can’t even think straight.
Alek surges his erection into me. Each thrust is a sign that he’s claiming my entire body. This is not sweet love making. This is him truly making me his and I am powerless to stop it.
No. I chose for this to happen.
I can’t pretend that I’m fully innocent. I have wanted Alek for days now. It might not make complete sense to me but it’s what I feel and I’m tired of hiding myself away. I want to explore more of the world. I want to not be so afraid. And Alek is helping me get there.
Every motion of our bodies makes our chests brush against each other’s. My nipples are sensitive.
Alek finds my lips in a heated kiss that steals my breath away. We’ve barely kissed in the days we’ve been married and now I know, I’ll never want to stop kissing him. I don’t want to say goodbye to him.
I want to stay in this moment forever.
Our pace becomes frantic while our breath comes out in quick pants. Neither of us are going to last long.
“Come for me,” Alek groans, gripping my thighs tighter and sending another flare of arousal through me. “I need to see it. Need it to happen.”
His words work like magic over me and my orgasm rips right through my body. I cry out and clutch him tighter.
This spurs Alek on and he thrusts into me harder and harder and harder until he finally finds his own release. He shudders. I’ve never seen him look so vulnerable before. It’s a beautiful sight.
I hold onto him for dear life, wondering what I just did. I gave my body to my brother’s enemy and there’s no going back now.
He pulls out of me slowly. That’s when I see a tiny bit of blood on the bedsheet. Alek took me hard. He made me his.
And I don’t regret it like I probably should.