31. Chapter 31
Jinx
The fire is roaring, the stars outside are twinkling, and Mason and I are standing naked in the middle of his bedroom. He takes my hands and looks down at me. My eyes water again at the thought that I almost lost him because of my own stupidity and stubbornness. Lesson fucking learned.
“What’s wrong, Precious?”
I shake my head. “Nothing. Everything.”
He smiles and chuckles. “I get that.”
Mason drops my hands and lifts me up. I wrap my legs around his waist and my arms around his neck. He carries me over to the bed and eases me onto my back.
I still haven’t decided which is better: Mason making love to me or punishing me. I feel heavier when he makes love, but also freer, like each time, the poison oozes out of me. But punishing me is hot and clears my mind.
As he hovers over me, he presses his finger to my mouth. “Don’t speak yet. Let me get this out.”
When I nod, he removes his finger. “We’ve talked about this, and I know you’re hesitant, but I’d like you to try. I would like you inside me.”
I swallow my nerves, but my mouth’s gone dry. “N-now?”
“Yes, tonight.”
“But I thought you were going to make love to me.”
“I was up in the air about it.”
“I mean, did you even prep?”
“Yes, Jinx. I’d have to, considering I’ve never had a man inside me.”
My hands rush to my face, trying not to have a freak-out. “Oh, god…”
“I already told you why I want you to do it, but I’m also asking you to do it for me. This is my promise to you. I’m giving you my body and soul.” He chuckles and pulls my hands away. “But don’t get used to it. I’m still your Dom.”
I try not to smile back, but the corners of my mouth don’t obey me. “What if I mess it up?”
“You can’t, Precious.”
“But what if I ruin it and don’t make it fun?”
“That’s not the only purpose of this. And it will be fun because it’s you.”
“Okay.”
“Yeah?”
“I’ll do it for you.”
“And for you, Jinx.”
“I’ll try.”
Mason starts tickling me, making me cry out and squirm. I know it’s to ease the tension, but it’s annoying as fuck. “Stop!” I gasp.
He does as he’s told and looks at me mischievously. “Surely, you know where a cock goes, right?”
I stick my tongue out. “Duh.”
Okay, so it worked. I’m more chill.
“I’m all ready for you. Just insert the tip into the hole.”
I roll my eyes as I roll on top of him. “Sheesh, you act like I’m new to this.”
“We’re both new to this.”
I sit on his stomach, hands resting on his chest as I chew on my bottom lip. “You really got a virgin hole?”
He laughs and rubs my thighs. “Really.”
“Lube?”
“Look for yourself.”
God, I can’t believe I’m agreeing to this. It’s going to be so fucking weird.
Mason pulls back his legs, and right there, gleaming, front and center, is a chrome plug. I swear, my eyes bug out of my head. “Fucking hell… Oops. Sorry.”
“I’ll let that one slide. Just this once.”
I tug on it, and he sucks in a quick breath. “Took me forever to get that bastard in.”
A snort slips out of me as I tug on it again and push it back in. “I bet. It’s huge, babe. Not exactly a beginner’s size.”
“I just wanted to be ready.”
I reach for the lube sitting on the side table and oil my cock. “It’s gonna feel weird.”
“It’s going to feel amazing. My hole is as good as yours.”
I snort a laugh again. “You did not just say that.”
The humor quickly dies down as the nerves flare up. Mason’s legs are still drawn back as I ease the plug out. His hole is gaping, calling to me.
“Ready?” I ask.
“More than ready.”
I definitely feel more nervous than he looks, but who knows what’s going on in that brain of his.
“Just push it in, my pet.”
I huff at him. “I thought we established that I know where it goes and that I’ve had sex before.”
He smiles crookedly. “I mean, you don’t have to work it in.”
I blow out a loud breath. “Okay, here goes.”
“Are you going to announce every movement?”
“Oh my god! I’m sorry, but who’s being a brat now?”
“Just get inside me, Precious.”
I finally shut up, line up my cockhead to his hole, and inch it in. I don’t care if he’s prepped. He needs to get used to it first.
Mason bears down and breathes through it. It shouldn’t hurt too much if he can take that plug. It’s not like I’m huge or anything.
Once I’m fully seated, I have to do my own breathing. Fuck, it’s tight. It’s like his ass is giving my dick the strongest hug.
I open my eyes and check on Mason, who’s watching my every move like he always does.
“You okay?” I ask.
“I’m fine. You can move.”
With my hands on the backs of his thighs, I pull out and sink back in, slowly at first, working up to a good rhythm. My breathing is growing heavy, and my gut is twisting. I can’t believe I’m fucking Mason Vitali, my Dom. It’s wild.
My head is swimming with love and lust for him. I hadn’t expected the intensity of it, seeing him underneath me, writhing, lips parted, eyes closed, feeling everything I’m doing to him.
Something just snaps inside me, clawing to get out.
I pump harder, faster, needing more, to be deeper.
My fingers claw at his hairy chest as my other hand moves up and up until I reach his throat.
I squeeze it. His eyes pop open, black, rimmed with green and brown.
He reaches for my hand and squeezes harder.
“You like that?” I rasp.
“Yes.”
“You like getting fucked for the first time?”
“So much.”
“You love my cock in you?”
He gasps and nods.
“My cock loves your virgin hole… fuck me.”
I don’t know where the dirty talk is coming from, but I like it. It keeps me distracted and from spilling too early. I want this to last forever.
Mason created a monster.
I claw at him, slam into him, snarl at him.
“You’re so fucking tight and hot. Squeeze me!” He clenches around me just as I’d asked. “Tighter!”
His face is flushed, and a sheen of sweat builds on his skin as it does mine. I drip on him. My skin is burning for him. The smells of spice and sex fill the air, making me fucking feral for him. Primal. I want to let it all out of me.
Mason claws at my back and uses his legs to pull me in deeper.
“Fuck yeah…” I breathe. “God, you look so fucking hot. You’re at my mercy now.”
“Jinx…”
“Say my name again.”
“Jinx.”
“Tell me you love me.”
“I love you so much.”
I grip his hair as he’s gripped mine so many times, forcing him to look at me as I roll my hips non-stop.
“You own me. Now I own you,” I tell him.
“Always, Precious.”
I can hardly breathe; the pressure is so strong. My heart is slamming in my chest from arousal and just watching Mason get lost in lust.
“Look at you. Look at my Dom, getting lost in my cock. So out of control. So fucking wrecked. I have the power over you now.”
His chest heaves, and his lips part as he nods. He doesn’t even reprimand me. He doesn’t shut me up. Mason just lets me… feel and get lost in his tight heat.
I’m so close, but I’m fighting it. My balls are drawn up tight and heavy. Mason must notice because he reaches for his dick, but I slap his hand away. “Mine!”
He raises a brow, but says nothing, putting his hands back on me, now meeting me thrust for thrust. My fingers are still tugging his hair and gripping his throat as my eyes close.
Right when I’m at my breaking point, I let him go, pull out, and stroke myself, spattering his face, chest, and abs.
He’s mine, and I’ll mark him with my cum to prove it.
Mason dips his finger into it and sucks it off.
“Fuck…” I grit.
Before I feel the first threads of numbness, I scoot down and swallow his cock whole. Mason cries out; no doubt sensitive as hell. I don’t waste my time, sucking hard and fast, using my hand to squeeze, and my other hand to tug on his nuts.
He threads his fingers through my hair as he gets lost in my mouth. The tip hits the back of my throat as I force him deeper, pulling a loud groan from him. He’s close. So close. His cock is hot on my tongue.
As soon as he starts to shoot his load, I pop off and stroke him, mingling his cum with mine.
“Goodfuckinggod…” he rasps.
I climb forward, licking a stripe along his abs, cleaning the cum from his skin before falling on top of him. He’s a sticky mess, and it’s hot as fuck.
I fall to my side, and he rolls over with me, grabbing my throat. “Fucking naughty…” he says, smirking. “Which Jinx is this? Because I haven’t met him before.”
“I… may have gotten a little carried away.”
“A little?”
“Did you… not like it?”
“Jesus, Jinx… I loved it. You were so damn sexy.”
I didn’t realize I was tense when my body loosens its grip on me. “That was fun to let go like that.”
“I bet it was. It was a beautiful thing to see and experience.”
Mason leans forward and takes my lips in a deep and heated kiss. It’s so gentle. A contrast to the fucking I just gave him.
“How do you feel in your head?”
“Powerful.”
He gives me a quick kiss again. “That’s exactly what I wanted for you.”
I walk my fingers across his chest, not looking at him. “Can we do that again sometime?”
“As a reward, yes.”
I gnaw on my lip and smile up at him. “How do you feel?”
“You ripped apart my ass, Precious. I’m going to feel you for a week.”
I snort a laugh and snuggle into him. “Good.”
“Come on. Let’s shower before you fall asleep, and our cum turns into cement.”
“I’ll bathe you this time.”
“Deal.”
As he stands and tugs on my hand, I pull him back. “Mason?”
He sits next to me and continues to hold my hand. “I can tell something’s bothering you.”
“No, nothing like that. Uhm, I want to do this. Let’s go to Italy. You, me, Waffle, Black Beauty, and Orange Crush.”
His eyes widen, and then he smiles softly. “Are you sure?”
“One hundred and ten percent.”
He chuckles and brushes my cheek with his fingers. “Then we’ll do it. I’ll call my lawyer and arrange things.”
“I’ll call my accountant to send you my share.”
“Save your money, Precious.”
“Oh, no. I’m contributing. We’re all in… together. We sacrifice together. We invest together. I won’t have it any other way.”
“Stubborn,” he says, his voice full of affection and adoration. “I look forward to starting a new life with you.”
“God, I do too. It’s a little scary, but I’m excited.”
“Change is always scary, but I promise I will do everything in my power to make you happy.”
“It’s already done. I’m so fucking happy.”
“Me, too. Now, let’s get cleaned up. My skin is tugging and cracking.”
It’s early morning, and Mason is dragging my half-sleeping corpse out of bed and tossing it over his shoulder. “Let’s go, my pet.”
“Mhmmn… where? Can I at least have some coffee?”
He sets me down in the bathroom, where I find my clothes and a steaming mug of coffee waiting. “Chop, chop. We have an appointment in an hour.”
“What appointment?”
“It’s a surprise.”
“Fine…”
I quickly chug down my coffee, shower, and get dressed. After I put on my shoes and coat, Mason’s tugging me again to his truck. We drive into town and pull in front of the County Clerk’s office.
“What are we doing here?”
Mason turns to face me, cups my face, and pulls me into a kiss.
“We’re going to get our marriage license.
Once we receive it, we’ll have a quick ceremony at a justice of the peace.
Later, we can focus on a real ceremony with your family.
But since we can’t marry in Italy, I want to make sure we’re legal here.
While this is for love, I want to make sure we have all our legal documents in order in case something happens to one of us. ”
This is it. This is what I’ve always wanted. I never dreamed I’d marry a man, but this is my happily ever after. I’ve finally found my love, my partner, my everything. And he’s so much better than I ever imagined.
“Jinx?”
Worry is etched on his face.
“I’m not having second thoughts, babe. I’m just… fucking floored. Let’s do it!” My eyes water, and he brushes away a couple of tears. He kisses me again, and we leave the car to start our new lives.