Chapter 14
When we got to my house, I was so relaxed I could have gone straight to sleep. Our talk was needed, and I hated that I jumped to conclusions. I wasn’t used to handling drama, because I never had any. My mind wanted me to think that Tray had brought drama to my life. I somewhat expected it because of his past, but I figured it would be with rumors of him being with another woman or just public opinion in general.
After seeing the responses we were getting before my announcement, I chose to stay out of the gossip about me because that wasn’t my business. What other people thought about my life had nothing to do with me. They could think what they wanted to, but it wouldn’t affect how I lived. However, when Tray knocked Terrence out, I was so over it. Just the fact that Terrence carried a gun was dangerous. If he wouldn’t have knocked him on his ass and Terrence would have pulled his weapon, things could have taken a very different turn.
After we talked and I was able to see things from his point of view and he saw them from mine, I couldn’t help but love him more in that moment. Knowing that he could have left, as I had insinuated he did, but he didn’t, softened me tremendously. Of course, I had to play a little harder than I was actually feeling. I didn’t want him to see just how much I was hurting. I didn’t want to feel like I had failed in love yet again and so quickly.
When I straddled him and he pulled me close, I was literally ready to strip my clothes off then. I wanted him to inhabit every part of me. I was ready to try new things with him and be everything he desired me to be. The size of his dick frightened and excited me all at the same time. I’d only experienced one in my lifetime, and I didn’t remember it being as big as Tray’s felt to be. I could see why he was slinging this shit to the masses. He had plenty to brag about.
The car was parked in my driveway, but I hadn’t made the first move to get out. I was lying against Tray as he rested his hand on my hip, just at peace. He allowed me to do that for a few minutes. Finally, he said, “Baby, come on. Let’s go inside.”
When I lifted my head, I immediately kissed his lips. It was like I didn’t want to be separated from him for even a few seconds right now. If I continued to feel that way, I knew I would be traveling a lot more. I’d be attending every event he had to make an appearance at and asking him to attend my events. Hopefully, we wouldn’t have too many conflicts.
I watched him get out of the car, then he extended his hand to me to help me out. The driver was standing there holding the door with a smile. I walked a few steps so the driver could close the door, and Tray picked me up as if I were his bride and he was going to walk over the threshold. I couldn’t stop myself from kissing his neck and laying against him as he approached the door.
“Baby, what’s the code to get inside?”
“I just changed it yesterday.”
He frowned slightly. “Okay.”
“It’s one, zero, zero, six.”
“Just four numbers?”
“Yep.”
As he punched it in and the door unlocked, realization set in. The date I had given him was the date we met. October sixth. He kissed my lips then opened the door and walked through it. The lights caught my attention because I knew I hadn’t left any lights on. My mama and Mi must have been here. When I turned, he immediately set me on my feet. There were LED candles and roses everywhere.
I turned back to him as my eyes watered. “When did you do this? It’s so beautiful… so romantic.”
He circled his arms around my shoulders from behind as I stared at the beautiful sight. “Your mama and Mi did this for me. When I realized we weren’t coming back here after practice earlier, I sent them on an excursion to find everything I wanted. I rented them a suite for tonight at the Four Seasons so we could have the house to ourselves.”
I spun around in his arms, wooed beyond my expectations. I never thought Tray could be so romantic. He was a more ‘let’s get to it’ type of person. I supposed the right person could bring out different aspects of our personalities. “Thank you. We needed the alone time.”
“Mm hmm.”
He lowered his head and kissed my lips softly, then grabbed my hand and led me to the middle of the floor. After fiddling on his phone, his song “Beautiful” started to play. He pulled me close, and we swayed to the music as he pulled the strap of my tank top from my shoulder. When his lips graced my bare skin, the goosebumps appeared there right after. He did the same to the other side and slid my tank to my waist.
“You’re so beautiful, baby.”
I didn’t respond verbally. Instead, I slid my hands under his T-shirt and lifted it over his head. Seeing his abs only heightened my arousal. My face had gotten hot, and the one hundred LED lights weren’t helping. He stared at my breasts for a moment before gently sliding his fingertips over my erect nipples. I released a moan in response as they got even harder. I didn’t understand how they could even get any harder than they already were.
My hands went to his waist and unfastened his belt, and he did the same to mine. We were actually about to do this, and my nerves were starting to get the best of me. My hands were noticeably trembling, and I could feel it going through the rest of my body. After I unbuttoned and unzipped his jeans, I stared up at him.
“Don’t be nervous, Kamari. I promise I’m going to take good care of you, baby.”
He went to his knees and pulled off my denim shorts, waiting for me to step out of them. Once I did, he slowly littered my legs with kisses and strokes of his tongue. I grabbed ahold of his locs as my knees weakened, my body trying to adjust to how good his touch felt on my bare skin. Jesus Christ. I should have done this with him before now.
When he slid his fingers inside the band of my thong, I released a moan and nearly collapsed to the floor like a sack of animal feed. He gripped my thighs and stared up at me. Without saying a word, he lifted me and slid his tongue to mine. I swore my body was about to erupt like a volcano. I didn’t remember sex being so passionate and explosive, but if I felt like this already, I could only imagine how I would feel in the heat of things.
“Kamari, damn. I’m making you weak?”
“Yeeeesssss,” I whisper hissed, barely able to get it out.
His mouth went to my neck, and he gently bit me as he gripped my ass. When his fingers grazed my middle, it felt like I leaked a bit. Apparently, he felt it too. He stared up at me as he slid his finger inside of me. My eyes fluttered shut as my head dropped back. He was going to have to take full control, because I was overwhelmed as hell.
He started walking toward the hallway, and suddenly, my back was resting against a wall. He lifted me higher and moved my thong to the side, diving between my legs face first. As soon as his lips grabbed my clit, I came all over him. “Ooooh fuuuuck!” I yelled between screams of passion.
He didn’t stop, just kept sucking, giving me my heart’s desires. He was humming on my clit like it was a fucking microphone, broadcasting his vocals, and just that quickly, I was about to cum. “Traaaayy, oh my God!”
I was gripping the hell out of his locs, surely inciting a headache for him, as I began rolling my hips against his lips. I’d only been with one man, but sex was something I thoroughly enjoyed. I just didn’t want to give it to a man that meant nothing to me. As if something awoke in him, he ripped my thong off and swallowed me whole.
God, the man you gave me is a vacuum, and I’m grateful.
His fingertips felt like they were digging into me as he held me suspended in the air for his pleasure. His moans and grunts were sexy as hell, and they only aided in his hostile takeover. When I felt he was walking, I opened my eyes to see that we had entered a bedroom. Finding my voice, I said, “Not this one. At the end… of the hall… way! Fuuuuck!”
I nearly went limp as I orgasmed for the second time. The sucking and slurping noises clearly couldn’t be avoided with all that was leaving my body. I swore it felt like someone had turned on a faucet down there and had refused to turn it off. My entire body was trembling beyond my control, and it had even begun jerking about as if I had Tourette’s Syndrome.
Experiencing all this pleasure was foreign to me, especially since Tray hadn’t even come out of his pants yet. I was ready to serve him and see just what I was getting myself into. He lowered me to the bed like I was fragile and just stared at my body while my juices ran down his body. He gripped his chin hair, and my gaze focused on my juices leaking from it.
He licked his lips repeatedly as he pulled his pants off. Walking over to where I had put his luggage, he dug around in it for something. When he stood, he had a small box of condoms. He walked back over to me and set them on the nightstand then pulled down his drawers. My mouth watered at the sight. It was just as big as it felt. He grabbed the condoms from the nightstand and tore the box open then pulled one from it.
“You aren’t going to let me taste you?”
While I had showered at the venue before meeting my fans, he showered not long before we left. He’d said he didn’t want to waste time doing that once we got here after he’d tasted me. He already knew that would be the first thing on the agenda. I’d laughed at him, but now I saw why he’d said that. The minute I saw the atmosphere he’d created, I wanted to experience him immediately as well.
“You wanna taste me?” he asked with his brows slightly lifted.
“Yeah. I’m more experienced than you’re giving me credit for. Now bring it here.”
He smiled then bit his bottom lip as he dropped the condom on the nightstand. “Don’t hurt yourself trying to prove a point.”
I glanced up at him as he stood on the side of the bed and lay on my stomach, facing him with a smirk on my lips. When I swirled my tongue around his massive erection, he slid his fingers through my hair. When my lips slid down his shaft, he gripped my curls and said, “Fuck.”
I wanted to please him, but I didn’t want to kill myself either, so I brought my hand to his dick, stroking the part of it I couldn’t reach with my mouth. The spit was leaking from my mouth to my hand, lubing up his entire dick. His grip got tighter as he said, “Don’t fucking hurt me either. Shit! You ’bout to give me a fucking heart attack, Mari.”
I wanted to laugh, but this definitely wasn’t a laughing matter. I knew he would exact his revenge in just a few minutes when he thrusted this missile into the acquired location. I continued sucking him, doing my best to give him the treatment Jill Scott demonstrated a few years ago. Tray was holding my hair so tightly my eyes were slanted even more than they naturally were. I could barely see. Just as I was about to say something about it, he pulled me off it and flipped me over, aiming at my breasts.
He released all over them as he yelled, “Fuuuuuuck!”
I felt pleased with myself, knowing he was as satisfied as he sounded. When he was done, he went to my bathroom and came back with a wet towel. He cleaned me up then threw the towel to the floor. No words had been spoken, and that made me even more nervous. He spun me around then grabbed the condom from the nightstand.
Finally, I asked, “Why did you pull out? I wanted to taste you.”
“Mari, if you would have swallowed my nut, I wouldn’t have been able to stop myself from fucking you up. I need to go slow at first with that lil pussy. I’m trying to enjoy the moment and have you do the same. I would have been reckless as fuck. We’ll save that for another day when this pussy gets used to me.”
I shivered at his words and stared at him as he strapped up. He joined me in bed and hovered over me, staring into my eyes as he made sure his dick was in position. He lowered his head and kissed my lips then went to my nipples, taking his time to show them equal attention. I was so ready to feel him inside of me. I wanted to lift my hips and force him to slide inside, but I didn’t want to rush him either.
As if reading my thoughts, he slowly pushed inside of me while gently biting my nipple. He released it and went to my neck as my back arched, trying to receive everything he was feeding me. It felt like I was a virgin all over again, but I was willing to go through the pain to reach fulfillment. “You okay, baby?” he asked, his lips against my ear.
“Yes.”
“You sure?” he asked as he sat up to stare into my eyes.
A tear trickled down my cheek as I responded, “Absolutely. Please don’t stop.”
Shit, it felt like I was splitting in two to accommodate his size, but I wouldn’t dare tell him that. He pulled out slowly then pushed back in just as slow. “You feel so fucking good, Kamari. I can’t wait to feel this shit without a condom.”
A small cry left my lips as he pushed more inside me. He stared into my eyes and started singing our song. The tears were falling for two reasons now. He stopped stroking me and allowed his dick to marinate in my juices. I wrapped my legs around him as he sang and allowed the tears to continue wetting my cheeks.
He gently wiped them, showing me just how much he cherished me. When he began stroking me again, it felt so much better. There was still a little pain, but I could handle it way better than before. “Oh, Tray. Yes, baby.”
“Mm. I’m glad it’s feeling better to you, baby.”
I bit my bottom lip as my eyes closed, and I focused on what I was feeling. Within seconds, the pain was completely gone. When I started participating by rolling my hips, he became a little more forceful, taking my body just where it needed to go. Placing his hand at the small of my back, he lifted me to him as his dick pulled back my layers one by one.
“Oooooh, Traaaayyy… I’m about to cum.”
He lowered his head and bit my ear as he said, “Give it to me then.”
I screamed as it took over my bodily functions. I tried to grip him, but it only turned into scratches, because the man didn’t have an ounce of fat or loose skin on him. My body felt like it was trying to contort into unnatural positions, and Tray’s dick was the contortionist because it was following every jerk and move my body made. His strokes became stronger, and I felt like I’d levitated in our love.
He lifted my leg and kissed the side of my knee as he went deeper, showing me he wasn’t running short on dick… not in the least bit. I flinched slightly, trying to avoid his thrusts until he said, “Relax, baby. I’m not going to hurt you. I promise.”
I did just as he said, and he took me straight to euphoria, because my pussy squirted all over the place. “Oh fuck!” he yelled as his body trembled.
He lowered his body completely on mine and made love to me like it would be his last time. His dick caressed my cervix in every stroke, making me feel like euphoria was a place I could truly live comfortably. The friction of his chest rubbing across my nipples had me ready to detonate all over again.
“Kamari, I’m about to cum, baby. Damn. This shit is way better than I could have ever imagined. I love you, girl.”
“I… oh fuck. I love you too.”
With that, he released in the latex, giving me all of him… finally.