Chapter 41 Mikayla
Mikayla
By the end of the week, I had a job.
The local library hired me part-time to help with shelving, returns, and the slow, careful work of putting other people’s lives back in order.
It was quiet inside the library, and all I could smell was faded ink on old paper.
I liked that. I liked the quiet solitude of moving about a safe space that was empty most of the time. No one asked who I was or where I’d come from. No one looked twice at me. I was just another girl in a cardigan with a trolley full of books and a stack of returns tucked against her hip.
There was something comforting about being useful in such a small, forgettable way.
For the first time in a long time, I felt almost normal.
And I didn’t realize how fragile that feeling was until it started to slip.
It did not start with anything obvious.
It began as a pressure, light but persistent, like a thumb pressed between my shoulder blades. The quiet certainty that if I turned too fast, I would catch someone already looking at me.
At the library, I felt it between the shelves.
That thin, crawling prickle at the base of my skull that had nothing to do with air-conditioning and everything to do with being watched.
Once, when I reached for a book on the top shelf, I was sure a shadow shifted behind me.
When I spun around, the aisle was empty, but my pulse did not slow.
On the walk home, I started moving faster without realizing it. My keys were threaded between my fingers long before I reached my door, the metal biting into my skin. I kept looking over my shoulder, heart ticking too loud in my ears, convinced I had heard footsteps that were not mine.
Inside the house was worse.
The air felt wrong, like it had been stirred by someone who was not there anymore but had not quite left. I began to notice small changes. Subtle, almost polite ones. Enough to make my chest tighten.
A chair pulled out when I knew I had pushed it in.
A book on the coffee table turned facedown when I always left my books closed.
Tiny things. Easy to dismiss if you wanted to lie to yourself.
But I could not.
I was a creature of habit. I always tucked my chair in because disorder made my skin itch. I always closed my book when I finished reading, because leaving it open felt careless.
Those rules were part of how I stayed sane.
And someone had broken them.
Every moved object felt like a fingerprint. Every shift felt like a message I did not know how to read, only that it meant I was no longer alone.
At the start, I told myself I was paranoid. That trauma rewires you to expect danger even when it is not there. Archie was gone. I repeated it like a prayer.
The feeling did not care.
It stayed.
It grew.
Slow and deliberate, like something patient enough to wait me out.
Then something cold slid through my chest and lodged there, sharp and unwelcome, like a splinter driven too deep to dig out.
Was someone following me?
I did not sit down. I could not. My lungs felt too tight for air. I grabbed my phone and called Dunn.
He answered on the second ring. “Mikayla.”
“I think someone’s been in my house,” I said, forcing the words out steady even as my pulse climbed. “Things are moving. And I feel like I’m being watched.”
The silence that followed was not static or delay. It was someone thinking.
“I’m on my way.”
Dunn finished his third sweep of the house with the kind of focus men usually reserved for war zones. He checked windows. Doorframes. The space behind curtains. He moved like he was reading a map no one else could see.
When he came back into the living room, his jaw was set.
“I think I’d feel better if I put a security detail on you,” he said.
I hugged my arms to myself, suddenly aware of how small this house was. How thin the walls felt. “There’s no need.”
He did not look convinced.
“I’m serious,” I added, rubbing my thumb against the cuff of my sweater. “I don’t need men watching me. I don’t want to feel like I’m back in a cage.”
Dunn exhaled slowly. “You already called me because you felt unsafe.”
“That doesn’t mean I want an army in my living room.”
For a second, he just studied me. Like he was weighing something he did not want to say out loud.
“Would you feel safer staying with us for a bit?” he asked. “Just until we’re sure.”
“No.” The answer came too fast. Too sharp. “Definitely not.”
Dunn nodded once. He knew better than to argue when someone had already decided.
“All right,” he said. “I’ll have two of my best do drive-bys. Random. They’ll keep an eye on things.”
“That’s more than enough,” I told him. “I’ll call if anything changes.”
He looked like he wanted to say more. To warn me. To push. Instead, he reached into his jacket and pulled out his phone.
“Promise me you won’t ignore that feeling again,” he said quietly. “If something feels off, you call.”
“I will.”
He hesitated at the door, eyes flicking back to the dark hallway behind me. To the quiet corners. To the places fear liked to hide.
Then he left.
The lock clicked.
I stood alone in the living room, the silence returning the moment he left, thick and patient, like it had been holding its breath.