Chapter 10 #3
“I won’t damage your precious carriage,” she said, lowering the handkerchief and glaring at him over the edge.
All of a sudden Logan wanted to smile at her defiance. He remoistened the cloth, folded it, and draped it over her forehead. “One bite,” he said, his voice gentle as he held the bread against her lips.
She made a sound of wretchedness and complied, chewing as if her mouth were filled with sawdust. Finally she swallowed, making a face as she tried to keep it down. It seemed to Logan that her color began to improve. “Another,” he said inexorably.
She ate slowly, seeming to feel better, until she relaxed and let out a deep sigh. “I’m better now. Thank you.”
Logan realized his arm was around her, securing her firmly to his side.
Her head was close to the crook of his shoulder, her breast pressed lightly against his chest. The position was so natural, so comfortable, that he hadn’t noticed what he was doing until that moment.
She looked up at him with eyes like liquid amber.
He remembered when she had taken care of him during his illness.
No matter what else she had done, she had led him through the fever and nurtured him back to health.
She had given him hope, and a taste of happiness.
And then she had taken it all away.
Overwhelmed with bitterness, he let go of her roughly. “Take better care of yourself in the future,” he said, returning to his own seat. “I’m not inclined to play nursemaid.”
Madeline was sick with dread as the carriage rolled along the winding drive to her family’s estate.
It was situated amid the gentle hills of Gloucestershire, with rich fields veined by mineral-laden creeks.
The Matthewses’ land was far more impressive than the manor house, which seemed to huddle awkwardly in the midst of a patch of smaller buildings.
The tiny one- and two-room cottages had been erected to accommodate the family’s need for extended servants’ quarters and kitchen areas.
Logan glanced out the window at the estate and made no comment as they approached the manor house.
“My parents won’t like the idea of our marriage,” Madeline said, plucking at her skirts. She was dressed in a plain, girlishly styled gown. It seemed to him that the bodice was already too tight across her breasts. He wondered why her parents hadn’t yet suspected her pregnancy.
“I expect they’ll be more than happy to have you married once they learn of your condition,” he said.
Madeline didn’t look at him as she replied. “My parents disapprove of anyone associated with the theater. I think they would rather die than see their daughter enter into marriage with an actor.”
“No wonder you chose me,” he murmured, his eyes narrowing as he stared at her. “Not only were you able to rid yourself of your virginity; you also managed to pick a man whom your parents would find particularly offensive.”
“I never meant for anyone to find out whom I had slept with,” she said. “That was supposed to remain a secret.”
Logan scowled and swallowed back a stinging comment, reminding himself that now was not the time to argue. He had only one objective, and that was to inform the Matthews of what would take place in two weeks’ time.
The carriage and outriders halted in front of the manor.
Logan removed Madeline’s lap robe and assisted her with her cloak.
After fastening the soft wool at her throat, he gripped her chin in his fingers.
He stared into her wide eyes, taking care not to mark her delicate skin with the pressure of his grip.
“There’s something I want from you,” he murmured.
“No one is to know that we’re unwilling partners in this marriage.
Everyone who sees us, including your parents, is to believe that the arrangement is desired on both sides.
One unhappy glance from you, one hint that you’re being forced into it, and I’ll wring your little neck. Have I made myself clear?”
“I’m not an actor,” she replied stiffly. “I don’t know how convincing I can be. If you expect me to walk into my parents’ home and pretend that I’m happy—”
“That’s exactly what I expect.” There was a discreet knock at the carriage door, the footman ready to assist them, but Logan ignored the sound. “You look like hell,” he said, staring at Madeline’s white, strained face. “Smile. Try to relax.”
“I can’t.” She gave him a glance rife with dread.
As Logan stared into her tense features, it occurred to him that she would belong to him for the rest of her life.
Their blood would mingle in the veins of their child.
It was paramount to the child, as well as Logan, that no one ever realize the true state of affairs between them.
His pride demanded that Madeline look and behave like a woman in love, that she accept his suit with the appearance of gladness.
He cupped her face in his hands and brought his mouth to hers. He kissed her with all his considerable skill, slipping his tongue into her softness, probing and caressing until she responded helplessly. When he lifted his head, she was gasping, her face flushed.
Pulling back, Logan surveyed her dispassionately. “That’s better.”
Helping her out of the carriage, he guided her along the paved circular pathway that led to the front door. The footman had already rushed ahead to knock on the cream-painted panels and announce their arrival. A welcome gust of warm air rushed out from the house’s entryway.
Logan kept his arm around her in a solicitous manner that was guaranteed to shock the Matthewses.
Although Madeline knew that his supportive arm was merely for show, she was grateful for it.
She wondered how her parents would react to the impending news.
Logan Scott lacked the all-important birthrights of aristocratic blood and family inheritances.
Furthermore, they had made it clear that a professional man would never be suitable for one of their daughters, even one involved in medicine or the law. An actor was unthinkable.
Both her parents appeared in the entryway with expressions of horrified amazement. Her mother’s aristocratic features were pale, her narrow mouth pinched with outrage. “Madeline, you should be with Justine!”
“There was a change of plans,” Logan replied, stepping forward with a slight bow. “An honor to make your acquaintance, Lady Matthews.”
Madeline winced as her mother gave Logan a deliberate snub, stepping backward and refusing to make any gesture of welcome.
“Mr. Scott,” Lord Matthews said, staring at the pair of them in disbelief, “perhaps we can retire to the parlor, where you may attempt to explain this situation to me.”
“Yes, my lord.”
Lord Matthews turned to his daughter with a forbidding glare. “Not you, however. You may go to your room, where you will be dealt with later.”
Madeline began to stutter in protest, and Logan interrupted quietly. “Madeline will stay with us, my lord. Her presence is necessary, as the matter of her future will be discussed.”
“As I once told you, Scott, I will see to my daughter’s future. You are possessed of rather amazing effrontery to come here and interfere with a situation in which you are no longer involved.”
“I’m afraid it’s not that simple, my lord.
” Keeping his arm around Madeline, Logan followed the Matthewses into a small parlor filled with straight-backed English furniture made of “plum-pudding” mahogany with swirling yellow and brown wood, and gold upholstery.
The only painting in the room was a nondescript English landscape.
Lady Matthews seated herself and indicated for the rest of them to do the same. “Madeline, you may sit over there,” she said crisply, indicating a chair set away from the main grouping of furniture.
Logan felt Madeline stiffen. He caught her cold hand and drew her to a place beside him on a small settee. Glancing at Lady Matthews, he silently challenged her to object. Her nostrils flared, and she gave him an icy glare.
Some would have called Lady Matthews a handsome woman, but she was utterly devoid of warmth, with no softening laugh lines around her eyes or mouth.
There were two faint but distinct horizontal creases on her forehead, giving her a pinched and resolute appearance.
He guessed that once Lady Matthews made a decision, nothing would cause her to change her mind.
No wonder Madeline had run away from school against their wishes. No wonder she had conceived such a ridiculous plan to thwart the match they had made for her. He could only imagine what sort of man Lord Clifton was. Old, Madeline had said…and no doubt very, very respectable.
“Now, Mr. Scott,” Lord Matthews said, unconsciously smoothing the top of his balding head and the graying hair in the back, “if you would care to enlighten me—how is it that you’ve come here with our daughter? I would ask Madeline herself, but I doubt she is capable of telling the truth.”
Deliberately Logan brushed his thumb over the burning crest of Madeline’s cheek. He took pleasure in Lady Matthews’s gasp of outrage. “Madeline came to inform me of a very significant fact. She felt it was her obligation to let me know before anyone else did.”
“That fact being?” Lord Matthews asked, suddenly sounding suffocated.
Logan fingered a loose curl at Madeline’s temple.
“She…we…are expecting a child, sir. According to the doctor, it will be born in June.” He paused to take in their stunned reactions and continued at a measured pace.
“Naturally my sense of honor demands that I do the right thing by Madeline and the baby. Therefore I’ve come to ask your blessing—”
“Your sense of honor?” Lady Matthews broke in, each syllable crackling with outrage. He guessed that if there were a knife in her hand, she would gladly stab him. “After what you’ve done to our daughter, you have the gall to claim that you have a sense of honor?”
“It wasn’t his fault,” Madeline broke in impetuously. She would have said more, but Logan’s hand settled on the back of her neck, squeezing her into silence.
Logan kept his gaze on Lord Matthews while the atmosphere swirled with hostility. “My lord…I believe the situation can be salvaged to everyone’s satisfaction. I give you my word that your daughter will be well taken care of. With your permission, I’ll arrange for an expedient wedding—”
“You’re not fit to marry her,” Lady Matthews burst out. “I spent years training her to be the wife of a man like Lord Clifton, only to have her ruined by a theatrical performer. Now her descent is complete, and she’s nothing more than a—”
“Agnes,” Lord Matthews interrupted brusquely. His wife clamped her mouth shut and regarded Logan with outrage.
Lord Matthews returned his attention to Logan.
“Mr. Scott, I appreciate your willingness to do your duty. However, I must give the matter very serious thought. Despite Madeline’s unfortunate condition, we must also consider what is in the family’s best interest. If my daughter marries you, we will face years of unbearable notoriety.
I’m sure that a man like you would not be able to understand the effects this would have on the Matthewses, but our good reputation is central to our very existence.
I believe the matter would be better handled more quietly, without your involvement. ”
A contemptuous smile tugged at Logan’s lips as he realized what Matthews was saying.
They would rather give the baby away and send their daughter into exile than see her enter into a marriage with a public figure like him.
He would go to hell before letting them dispose of Madeline and the baby like some sordid secret.
“Give it all the consideration you like,” he said softly.
“But I assure you, Lord Matthews, the child is going to be born with a name—my name.” He stood up from the settee, indicating that the conversation was over.
“It’s late,” he said abruptly. “I’ll take my leave now and return in a few days to inform you of the arrangements I’ve made.
Madeline will be my wife in a fortnight. ”
The couple shot to their feet, both of them spluttering with threats and refusals.
Logan interrupted calmly, all pretense of courtesy vanished.
“I warn you not to upset her while I’m away.
I expect Madeline to be well rested when I return.
” He glanced into her upturned face as she stood beside him.
“Send for me if you have any difficulties,” he said.
“Yes…Logan.” She summoned a tremulous smile.
“Very good,” he said softly.
“Mr. Scott,” Lord Matthews broke in, his round face burnished with scarlet, “I’ll have to ask you not to set foot on my estate again.”
“Very well,” Logan replied. “After I’ve come to collect Madeline.”
“Do you think to defy me?” Matthews blustered. “I could ruin you at will, Scott. I have very powerful and influential friends—”
“So do I.” They faced each other in a silent standoff, and then Logan spoke in a quiet, almost conciliatory tone.
“Don’t be a fool, Matthews. You have more to gain than to lose by this marriage.
In spite of my background, I think you’ll find that there are certain benefits to having me as a son-in-law. ”
“And what are those?” Lady Matthews asked haughtily. “Theater tickets whenever we desire?”
Logan smiled sardonically and kept his gaze on Madeline’s father. “I trust you’ll want what’s best for your daughter, my lord.”
Lord Matthews nodded reluctantly and turned to hush his protesting wife.
Nodding a businesslike good-bye, Logan began to leave the room. Madeline followed him, reaching his side in a few steps. “Logan…where are you going?”
He stopped and looked down at her impatiently. “To pay a visit to my family.”
“Are you going to tell them about me?”
“Among other things.” He hadn’t yet discussed Mrs. Florence’s claims about his parentage with Madeline. There was no point in saying anything until the story was confirmed—which he intended to do this very evening.
Madeline bit her lip nervously. “You…you’ll come back?”
A mocking smile crossed Logan’s face. “All too soon,” he promised, and then he was gone.