Chapter 12
Twelve
Perhaps it had been the champagne, or the will generated by news of his wedding, or merely Logan’s own grudging good mood, but the atmosphere at the Capital Theatre was a hundred times improved.
Logan couldn’t recall when a rehearsal had gone so well.
The actors were alert and responsive, and the crew performed their jobs with energy and close attention to detail.
As for himself…it was as if some vital essence had been restored.
The knowledge that Madeline was waiting at home, that he was free to touch her, see her, make love to her whenever he wished, filled him with a satisfaction that he was hard-pressed to conceal.
Not that he was prepared to admit any hint of love or forgiveness…
he wasn’t nearly ready for that. But he was fully aware that her presence in his life was necessary to his very existence.
Last night, and today, had been proof of that.
In the space of twenty-four hours he had returned to his old self, able once more to take the reins at the Capital with ease.
“Excellent,” Julia had said to him during rehearsal—she, who never praised his abilities because she claimed there was no need to inflate his self-opinion any further.
They were rehearsing a new piece entitled The Rose, the story of an old man reliving the memories of his tumultuous life.
“You nearly brought tears to my eyes during your monologue about remembering how it feels to be young,” she told him.
“It’s a well-written part,” Logan replied, walking backstage with her as they headed to their respective offices.
“And you play it brilliantly,” Julia said, her turquoise eyes filled with speculation. She smiled slightly. “It seems you’ve recaptured whatever it was that’s been missing. It’s because of Maddy, isn’t it?”
Although Logan was annoyed by her perceptiveness, he couldn’t argue. He responded with a surly grunt.
Julia continued with obvious enjoyment. “You must resent Madeline for proving that you’re not invulnerable.”
“I never claimed I was invulnerable,” he returned evenly. “And if I harbor any resentment toward my wife, it’s for a very different reason.”
“Really.” Julia’s gaze mocked him. She entered her office, poking her blond head outside the door to add, “I shall enjoy watching you during the next few months, Logan. It will be interesting to see which part of you will win the battle—the half that wants to be happy, or the half that wants to flee from anyone who might dare to love you.”
“Your talents are wasted as an actress, Your Grace,” Logan informed her over his shoulder, continuing on his way. “With your imagination, you should have been a writer.”
The sound of her laughter trailed down the hall after him. As soon as Logan reached his office, he saw a familiar dark head above the back of his chair. Andrew, Lord Drake, was enjoying a drink at his desk.
“Jimmy!” he cried, grinning broadly. “What a fine newlywed you look, scowling that way.”
“What do you want?” Logan asked, shaking his hand in a firm grip.
Andrew smiled and indicated a crate beside the desk.
It contained a dozen brandy bottles, each tied with a jaunty bow.
“I brought you a gift, Jimmy. I’ll admit, my feelings were wounded that you didn’t ask me to stand up for you at the ceremony—but in the face of our long-standing friendship, I decided to let it pass. ”
Logan took one of the bottles and inspected it admiringly. The vintage was an exquisite thirty-year-old French brandy. “Thank you, Andrew.”
“I decided to sample a bottle while I waited for you,” Andrew said. “Like nectar of the gods. Care for a glass?”
“I’ll get one from the greenroom.”
“Don’t bother—I brought one for you. Can’t drink brandy like this from anything but a proper snifter.”
“I should have invited you to the ceremony,” Logan said gruffly, sitting on the edge of the desk as Andrew poured. “But it was all done rather quickly.”
“So I heard.” Andrew slanted him a wicked grin, his blue eyes sparkling. “Word has it that your new wife is carrying a bag pudding.” He looked at Logan with mock horror. “Can it be true? Will the Scott household soon be blessed with a little Logan?”
Logan accepted the snifter of brandy and nodded grimly, waiting for further mockery.
“Well done, then,” Andrew said abruptly, surprising him. “She’s a likely wench, not to mention easy on the eye…and you could hardly do better than the daughter of a viscount.”
“No remarks about my being ‘caught’?” Logan asked. “I was certain you’d have something to say about that.” He sipped his brandy slowly, rolling the fine flavor on his tongue.
Andrew smiled. “You weren’t caught, Jimmy. I’ve known you for too long. You wouldn’t have married her unless you wanted her.”
Andrew was right…the only reason he had married Madeline was because he wanted her, needed her. The pregnancy had been a convenient excuse. Strange, that Andrew could have seen that so easily.
“We have no secrets from each other, do we?” Logan asked, staring at the man next to him and realizing that they were indeed brothers. Now he knew why they had remained friends for so long. They had each unknowingly felt the pull of their shared blood for years.
“Not one,” Andrew agreed cheerfully.
The urge to tell him…Andrew, I’m your brother…
was so strong that Logan bit the insides of his lips to keep from speaking.
He drank deeply of the brandy. There was no predicting for certain what Andrew’s reaction would be to the revelation.
Perhaps he might take a fleeting pleasure in the news, but Logan doubted it.
More likely, Andrew would be suspicious, skeptical, bitter.
He would turn against his father, and Logan as well, and cut himself loose from any kind of steadying influence.
Logan had no wish to see his half brother embark on a gambling or drinking spree that could result in ruin.
“Why are you looking at me like that?” Andrew asked, quirking his dark brows. “Just as my father does…like a scientist about to dissect a specimen.”
“Sorry.” Logan relaxed his features. “I was just thinking that you seem a bit fashed, Andrew. Been spending too much time at the hazard tables of late?”
“One night too many,” Andrew admitted with a forced laugh. “But my confessions will keep ’til later. I only came by to offer my congratulations.”
“If you’re in trouble—”
“I’m always in trouble.” Andrew rested his boots on the desk, heedless of the books and papers beneath his muddy heels. “But at least life is never boring. Tell me, Jimmy…how does it feel to be a married man?”
“I’ve only been wed for a day,” Logan said dryly. “It’s too soon to come to any conclusion.”
Andrew made a face. “I can’t say I’d fancy being served the same supper every night for the rest of my life. But, of course, a man can slip out now and then for a little variety, as long as he’s discreet.”
“I suppose,” Logan murmured, contemplating his brandy absently. Madeline was hardly in a position to object were he to take a mistress. But he had no desire to insult her that way…and though he might belie it, the truth was that no woman had ever appealed to him as she did.
Andrew seemed to read his thoughts, reacting with a spurt of incredulous laughter. “Good God—don’t tell me you’re in love with her?”
“No,” Logan said swiftly, his eyes turning hard.
“That’s a relief. Love is poison, Jimmy. Just remember what happened the last time you succumbed to it.”
“How could I forget?” Logan said, his voice tainted with sudden malice, and he stared at Andrew until the latter murmured uncomfortably and finished his brandy.
“I must be off, Jimmy. Good luck to you, and all that. By the by, I heard a rumor that you’ll soon be giving a ball for her at your estate. If that’s true, I’ll be expecting an invitation.” Breezily he waved good-bye and left the office, his booted feet echoing in the hallway.
“There’s no reason for Logan to host such a grand affair…not for my sake.” Madeline stared in distress at samples of hand-painted invitations, trying to envision the prospect of six hundred guests pouring through Logan’s elegant London mansion.
“It’s not all for your sake, dear,” Julia replied dryly, sitting nearby as she worked on the guest list. “It’s partly to assuage Logan’s all-important pride.
Rather than handle the circumstances of your marriage with discretion, he wants to make a show of it, to demonstrate that he couldn’t be more pleased with the situation.
No doubt such a spectacle will dull the point of many a gossip’s arrow—especially the ones who want to receive invitations.
” Frowning slightly, Julia crossed out a few names and inserted others, striving to achieve the perfect blend.
“But why have it here?” Madeline asked. “Logan will hate having hundreds of people wandering through his home, staring at his art collection and investigating every surface and corner—”
“Of course he will. However, he knows that hosting the ball at his mysterious mansion will drive people into a frenzy. Everyone of significance is already begging for an invitation, and those who suspect they won’t get one are already making plans to leave London the night of the ball.”
“He’ll lose all his privacy,” Madeline said, unable to share Julia’s enthusiasm.
“I’m certain Logan knew when he married you that he had to sacrifice most of his privacy.
He certainly wouldn’t expect a girl of your age to enjoy his reclusive lifestyle.
You’ll want to dance and attend the opera, travel, join clubs and social groups—” Julia stopped and peered at the list in her lap more closely.
“Hmm. I should add a few more international names…”