Chapter 29 #2
I shifted slightly, pressing the vibrating panties harder against my clit by accident. The hum pulsed louder, and my head fell back on his shoulder. My thighs tightened instinctively and my hands fisted the walls.
Jed’s breath was warm against my ear. “Mmm…that’s better,” he whispered, low and teasing. “Pressing it on your pulsing little pussy for me, Mortifera?”
I froze, couldn’t speak or form words.
My face burned hotter than it had. My heart pounded like it wanted to escape my damn chest, and I began panting.
I could hear the children continuing their counting, now near the twenties.
How much do kids count before they seek?
Every small motion made him react. I could feel him move with me, adjusting subtly in the cramped space, pressing his erection into my lower back just enough to make my pulse jump. I wanted to scold him or shove him away from me, but it was because I really….
I wanted…more.
The vibration hummed again, this time, from his hand. I gasped softly, and he chuckled just as softly. His hand was teasing, pressed against my dress, and forcing the panties almost to penetrate me. It was just a little, soft, yet dangerous, and I swear it drove me mad.
I tried to hide the remote better in my bra to regain control, but it was useless. I wasn’t in control anymore. Not really.
And I didn’t want to be, not really.
He was kissing my neck, his hand exploring my curves under my dress, they all felt teasing. His breath was rougher, showing me he was enjoying every second of it while I was burning alive in embarrassment, lust, and desire.
For him.
For my priest.
I wanted to melt into him and disappear entirely, pressed into this tiny plastic cage, vibrating and trembling, but I also wanted to fight it, to tease back and make him work for it.
I couldn’t.
I was gone. Falling so hard into an oblivion that didn’t feel scary.
It felt right.
That made it even worse.
I was still trembling from the first rush, my heart hammering, with my cheeks blazing like a fire I couldn’t put out. My fingers clutched the walls like I could somehow anchor myself with his exploration.
My knuckles were white, trying to steady myself, but the toy…the fucking toy was still buzzing relentlessly. Even just holding the remote against my chest, the hum pulsed through me like it had a pulse of its own. But nothing compared to his hand.
Jed was so soft, yet he knew exactly what made me lose control even further.
He circled my clit with his fingertips, following the sensitive areas the vibration left.
His chest stayed pressed lightly to my back, his shoulder brushing mine as he worked me over.
Warmth and his subtle weight anchored me in the cramped space.
I hated how it made me feel.
I hated how every tiny shift sent sparks through my body.
He was right. I was unraveling in his arms.
“Oh God, Jed. I feel so…I…” I panted, and Jed growled in response.
“That’s it, Mortifera,” he murmured softly.
His breath ghosted over my ear with his wet kisses trailing behind. “You got this, Sayuri. You can enjoy it. It’s okay to feel this. You deserve to feel good. Let me hear how much you want my fingers to make you fall over the edge.”
I shivered violently. I wanted to argue, but I couldn’t. He was right. I still wanted to disappear, but yet…part of me, the stupid, insanely reckless part, wanted to obey his demand. I needed to feel more of what he could offer. I sighed and pressed against it just to see what he’d do.
He groaned at my sounds, and I shifted slightly, pressing the toy harder against me, letting the vibration pulse hotter with his fingers getting wetter. My thighs clenched instinctively, and soft gasps escaped me.
“Let me see…what you can do…to make me fall, Father.”
I heard his low chuckle, and then he pushed his teasing fingers into my sex. I felt so full, and my words were cut off—anything I would have said turned to groans.
“Mm…there it is,” he whispered. “You like that, don’t you? You needed me to make you come? How sweet, baby. Let me earn that sweet orgasm.”
I froze in his arms, my heart in my throat.
Oh God.
Heat burned through my chest, my stomach, my thighs. Everywhere. My body betrayed me, completely and utterly surrendering to him. I wanted to deny it and waited for the feelings of fear and disgust I felt toward Kaito and the others.
I waited for the need to push him away.
But every nerve was alive, screaming with that delicious ache he’d put me in when his fingers entered me.
“That’s right. Take my thick fingers, Sayuri. I need to get you ready to take me. Do you want that? Do you want me to fill you with my cock? Oh fuck, Sayuri, you are heaven.”
Jedidiah smiled at me while my hands clutched the walls tighter. I felt him shift closer to the side, needing to see my face.
Mine…Whoa.
What was that?
Why was I feeling this weird sense of ownership?
My chest burned. Every fraction of him pressed against me like he could feel my pulse through my skin.
“I…I can’t…” I whispered, my voice trembling, barely audible. “Jed…I feel strange…I don’t know what’s happening to me…you…”
“Shhh…” he murmured, his fingers moving faster inside me, his thumb brushing along my clit with the vibration.
He was making my skin tingle, and my stomach felt tight.
“Don’t fight it. Let it happen. That’s your orgasm, darling. Feel the beauty of letting go. Let yourself be free. I have got you. I promise you are safe.”
I can’t let go.
I will fall.
But…
Maybe he will catch me.
My thighs clenched again, heat curling deep inside me. Every hum, every pulse, every accidental press against him made it worse, impossible to resist. My breaths came fast, shallow, and desperate.
This is wrong.
So why does it feel so goddamn right?
“Oh God,” I whispered again, and my fingers fisted into his hair, pulling his mouth harder into my neck, as my stomach tightened, twisting, and coiling, while my heart hammered to the point I felt like it was breaking.
The vibration pulsed in perfect rhythm with the ache his hand left in me. I felt my control slipping. My knees pressed harder against his without thinking.
“Jed…” I gasped, my voice cracking, desperate to understand this.
“I have you, Sayuri. It’s okay. Let yourself go.”
The sensation hit me like a live wire, lifting me into a wave that allowed me to see the chaos below.
I could feel the teasing weight of him, his fingers, every subtle adjustment, and it made my body betray me further. Every little brush of his arm, every fraction of warmth, and I…I couldn’t hold back.
The buzzing shifted again, faster this time, and I bit my lip, trying not to whimper. The kids were almost done counting, and we heard the loud announcement together.
“Ninety! Ninety-one…”
The next pulse was sharper, and I was louder. It was unforgiving and beautiful. My thighs clamped instinctively, and my stomach tensed, my chest heaving. I could see the other side of the wave. I was wading on the top.
“Ten…nine…eight…”
Was he…counting to when I was going to…
“Seven…six…five…”
I couldn’t focus. The intensity was great, and Jed’s voice blended with the chanting numbers outside.
“Six…seven…eight…nine…”
“Jed—I—this is too much!”
“I have you, Sayuri. You are mine. Give me that fucking orgasm so I can drink every drop of it.”
One hundred.
Boom.
I fell over the wave so hard it left me jolting and twitching. I couldn’t comprehend what was happening. Jedidiah had a massive smile on his face while shoving his lips into mine.
He was trying to keep me quiet.
Shit. I was so loud.
“Ready or not! Here we come!”
Jed giggled and waggled his brows at me. “You already came.”
I swatted him and tried to catch my breath.
“Where did they go?” one kid said a short distance away from us.
“I don’t know. Let’s try the fountain!”
I was a fucking fountain. My body shuddered and relaxed into him.
Jed’s chest pressed close, steadying, and warm, his voice low and soft behind me. “That’s my good girl,” he whispered. “Ride it out, baby. You deserved this.”
I shook, my pulse racing, still tingling, still buzzing. The embarrassment hit me, but not fast enough. I was alive…electrified. It was heated in a way I hadn’t known possible.
“Now you can enjoy the fruits of my labor,” Jed said, and I was confused until he stuck his dripping wet fingers into my mouth.
The taste exploded in my mouth, and my eyes shot open wide.
“I…”
He smiled, licked my orgasm off my lips, sucking and cleaning my lips before sucking each digit into his mouth, moaning like it was the best taste in the entire world.
When I finally caught my breath, Jed took the remote and turned it off, placing the device in his robe pocket.
I realized something. I had enjoyed this, every embarrassing, ridiculous, impossible second of it.
And Jed…wow.
He was the catalyst that broke the dam. He had let me control my own desire, yet also demanded his own form of control.
It was strange yet perfect.
He had made me come while pressed against him in a playhouse meant for children, and part of me couldn’t stop the chant in my mind…
I needed him to do it again.