Chapter 2
Chapter Two
My heart batters my ribcage as I race through the frigid halls of the palace.
It’s not the first time I’ve been immersed in the Healing Chambers and was late for a council meeting.
Hiking up my thick gown, I dart through the halls.
Skidding around a corner, the heel of my boot carves an arc into the packed snow floor.
Oops. A palace waterwielder will need to smooth that over.
A loud thud, and the door swings open. Light streams in through large windows, illuminating each weathered face as it swivels toward me. At the head of the long table sits Father, his lips pressed into a line so thin it disappears into his white beard.
“Daughter,” he drawls, eyes flashing with disapproval.
“Wonderful of you to join us.” Father waves his hand, and a whip of water shoots out from the carved fountain, pulling back the chair directly to his right.
A snarling wolf’s head is carved into this particular fountain—I’ve always thought its cold, icy eyes resembled Father’s.
Daak stands behind Father’s chair, back straight and dressed in his white captain’s armor. His face remains stoic, but his eyes twinkle with mirth as I hurry to my chair.
I’m barely seated when Father resumes speaking.
“As I was saying”—he cuts me a sharp glare—“along with the ceasefire, Arbinj will send food stores—meats, grains, and vegetables—as part of the alliance.”
I stare at my lap. Tundrayn will send me.
“Is there anything else we’ve learned about Crown Prince Faramir?” one of Father’s advisers asks, a wiry man in faded blue furs. “I … worry for Princess Mayah.”
At least someone does.
No, no. I can’t think like that. I’ve known my duty since I was a young girl. This is what I want—a better world, a safer world for my people. But still … I wish Father cared more about my safety. About what it means to send me into the arms of his enemy.
“Nothing new,” Father replies. “We only know that he’s a powerful earthwielder. Varad keeps him removed from the spotlight.”
Anger churns in my belly, hot and ever-present, at the thought of King Varad. Father may be cold and distant, but Varad is ruthless.
A monster. A murderer.
I was surprised when I learned the Arbinji king had accepted Father’s proposal—there are years and years of bad blood and broken marriages stacked between us.
But it’s a fool’s dream to think Varad wants unity after decades of war.
The alliance has more to do with the Rebellion and little to do with peace.
“Sorka, update me on the warfront,” Father rumbles, stroking his long, white beard.
My gaze lands on the lean, middle-aged man directly across from me, Father’s top general and Daak’s father. Sorka’s familiar blue eyes find mine, and he dips his chin in greeting.
Sorka has always been kind to me.
“With the exception of the attack a few days ago, Arbinj seems to be honoring the ceasefire,” Sorka announces to the council.
Sunlight streams through the large windows, highlighting the white streaks in his tightly braided hair.
“I’ll leave for the border tonight. Make sure they keep to the agreement. ”
Father frowns. “Stay for a few more days, Sorka. Spend time with your son. You’re always desperate to return to camp. With a ceasefire in place, surely the warriors can survive without you for that long.”
My gaze flicks to Daak—he rolls his eyes dramatically, and I’m forced to bite my lip to contain my smile. Ironic of Father to insist Sorka spend time with Daak, when he can’t spare more than a few minutes for me at a time.
Sorka waves Father off with a laugh. His face is lined with age—but he’s still handsome. It’s how I imagine Daak will look in his fifties.
“I wouldn’t be a very good general if I didn’t take my responsibilities seriously,” Sorka says. “Besides, you keep my Daak busy enough as it is.”
Father grumbles but carries on with the meeting. “Any news of the Rebellion?”
A different adviser stands. “No new attacks, Your Majesty. The alliance with Arbinj must have them scared. The alliance, especially at this juncture, was a fine idea, Majesty.” He clears his throat, hands wringing together.
“Though … I’ve heard whispers that even more wielders have joined their cause. ”
Father scoffs. “Filthy traitors. Turning on their people and aligning themselves with commons.” My nails dig so hard into my palms, I’m surprised I don’t draw blood.
I understand why the Rebellion exists. It rose up within the last two decades, attacking both Tundrayn and Arbinj alike.
At first, they were a minor inconvenience—fires set to supply carriages and stolen food stores.
But the rebels have grown stronger within the last ten years, fighting for equality for nonwielders.
And nonwielders are treated abhorrently by both kingdoms. The matter is personal to me.
Sura and Tumaas had been nonwielders.
My mother had been a nonwielder.
And all of them are dead.
Daak clears his throat, pulling my attention. He looks pointedly at my lap, lips pursed. I relax my fists, inhaling deeply.
“Don’t let them fool you,” Father continues, either oblivious or uncaring of the anguish roiling inside me. “If we’re not careful, the Rebellion will lay claim to even more land. Has there been any progress with the captured rebel?” Father’s stern, ice-blue gaze sweeps the room.
A large man rises, and I recognize him as the pompous waterwielder who insisted I heal his scraped-up team before the injured nonwielders.
“Not yet, Your Majesty,” he says, chest puffed out. I barely resist the urge to roll my eyes. “The captain’s men are still working on him.”
Father runs a hand over his long beard. “Have the truthwielder brought in. We’ll get our answers sooner.” Truthwielders are heavily monitored, just like heartwielders. We only have one in Tundrayn—and Father still hasn’t learned her name. “Any other matters?”
Another adviser rises and gestures to the door. It opens, and three guards drag in two prisoners—a young man and woman, dressed in faded blue and white furs. Thick iron collars wrap around their necks, their wrists bound with rope.
I recognize them as lower-level waterwielders that work within the palace—they help control the flow of water through the structure. And smooth out scuffed paths. The iron collars suppress their wielding abilities.
“These two were caught power sharing,” the adviser announces, his lip curled with disgust.
Father’s mouth curves into a cold smile. “Planning an attack, were you? Consolidating your powers?”
“No!” the young man protests, blue eyes wide with fear. There’s a large, purpling bruise on his cheek. My hands glow faintly in my lap before I clench my fists. “No, we were—”
“Enough,” Father cuts him off. “Send them to the front lines.”
“Your Majesty,” Sorka protests, the lines tightening around his mouth. “They’re young. I’m certain they meant no harm. Perhaps, let them—”
“Are you questioning my ruling? Our law?” Father snaps, fixing Sorka with an icy glare. The room grows quiet and still. Most of the advisers stare at their laps. None look at me.
“Of course not,” Sorka says placatingly. His voice drops to a low whisper. “You know they were—”
“I will hear no more,” Father says sharply, his gaze flitting to me.
With a wave of his hand, the prisoners are dragged away, the door slamming shut.
Father’s sharp eyes cut to me again. I resist the urge to shrink into myself. “As for the other pressing matter … the Arbinji crown prince arrives tomorrow.”
My heart stops.
“Tomorrow?” I manage. My knuckles bloom white as snow. “We weren’t expecting him for another two weeks.”
Father shrugs. “Scouts spotted their carriages. They will reach the palace tomorrow. I’ve already instructed the servants to prepare for the betrothal ceremony. You will be ready, Daughter?”
I wish I could turn and look at Daak, but Father’s cold gaze pins me in place. My heart hammers in my chest, and a shrill ringing sounds in my ears.
Tomorrow? I thought I had more time.
“Mayah,” Father snaps, and I flinch. “You will be ready.”
“Yes, Father.” It’s a battle to keep my voice firm.
After the meeting adjourns, the council shuffles out of the room, but I linger behind. Daak shoots me a questioning glance, but I just shake my head. The doors close behind him with a heavy thud, and silence stretches across the council chamber.
I don’t move. I remain seated beside Father, hands clasped in my lap.
He rises, walking away, but I speak before I lose my nerve.
“Father.”
He pauses. Doesn’t turn.
“The betrothal means I leave Tundrayn tomorrow.”
“Yes.” He still doesn’t face me.
“I—I’m afraid.”
That’s what finally makes him turn.
“You are a woman of twenty-five. Not a frightened, sniveling child.” Something inside me shrivels. Father’s mouth opens and shuts, and then he pinches the bridge of his nose. “Mayah,” he sighs, shoulders dropping slightly. “You are giving Tundrayn a new future. The one it deserves.”
I flinch beneath the weight of his heavy gaze.
“I know. I’m ready. And I’ll—”
He steps closer, then slowly, almost reluctantly, removes one of his fur-lined gloves. With bare fingers, he brushes a strand of hair behind my ear—an unfamiliar gesture, awkward and uncertain.
My throat tightens.
“I didn’t want this for you, Daughter. But there is no other way.” He doesn’t wait for my response, just turns away again as if he can’t bear to be in my presence alone.
“Father, please.” I freeze him in place with my words once more. “Before I leave, I—the nonwielders. Their treatment is—”
“Not this again, Mayah.”
“They wouldn’t join the Rebellion in droves if we didn’t—”
“Enough.”
“Look at Volca! A land of formidable firewielders, yet they treat nonwielders with dignity and—”
“I said enough!” His angry shout cracks through the room like a whip. “They are beneath us, Mayah.” His tone is flat. Final. “It’s well past time you learned that.”
My voice is quiet, defeated. “But, Mama…”
“Your mother is dead.”
Without another word, he sweeps from the room, leaving the weight of his words—and his silence—behind.
The door shuts.
I don’t move.
The chill in the room has nothing to do with the ice walls.
The rest of the day passes in a blur. I go through the motions as servants put the finishing touches on my ceremonial dress—an ice blue gown studded with crystals and lined with fur along the collar and sleeves.
“Would you like to see the Grand Hall, Princess?” one of the servants asks me, a middle-aged woman with streaks of white in her dark hair.
The Grand Hall is where Crown Prince Faramir will accept me as his betrothed, sealing both my fate and my kingdom’s.
I shake my head.
The woman’s hands still, lingering on the fabric of my gown.
“I’m sorry, Princess.” A lump forms in my throat as her pitying gaze meets mine in the mirror. She squeezes my hand, her eyes glistening. “When … when he comes to your bed, just do as he says, Princess. It will be easier.”
I nod numbly, but inside I’m screaming.
How many women before me were told the same thing?
How many will come after?
She says nothing more as she hems a few threads that had unraveled.
When she finishes, I undress in silence.
I try not to let it suffocate me.
I’ve barely settled into my bed, heavy fur blanket tugged up to my chin, when the door creaks open.
I don’t need light to know it’s him.
Daak slips in like he always does, a quiet presence in the dark. His silhouette crosses the room, and the mattress dips beneath his weight. I shift, making space, and he gathers me against his chest like he always has.
His scent washes over me—fresh snow and spruce—and for a moment, I let myself forget what tomorrow holds.
“I’m so sorry, Mayah,” he whispers into my hair, his voice cracked and raw. It fissures something in my chest.
“I know,” I breathe. My heart aches. It hurts how much I find comfort in him. In this. In pretending, just for tonight, that nothing will change.
But everything will.
“I wish things were different,” he murmurs, stroking soothing patterns down my spine. “That I’d met you in another life. One where you weren’t a princess. One where I wasn’t bound to your father.”
My throat tightens.
“One where I wasn’t promised to the enemy,” I say softly.
He doesn’t respond for a long time.
Then—“You’re more than just a promise to me, Mayah. My heart is yours.”
A beat. And then he pulls back, just enough to see my face in the dim light. His blue eyes are aching with all the words we never dared say.
“I love you,” he whispers, finally letting them crystallize.
I blink. The words land somewhere deep inside me, like a drop of warm water in an endless, frozen sea.
“I love you, too, Daak.” My voice is soft, as if saying the words too loud will shatter the precious moment around us.
“I know,” he whispers back. “I’ve always known.”
Another beat of silence.
“I’ll always love you, Mayah. And I’ll find you.”
The words linger between us—fragile, final.
Fleeting.
A sudden boom of thunder rattles the icy walls of my chambers, and I gasp, instinctively burying my face in his chest.
There hadn’t been a storm in weeks.
Daak tightens his hold. “It’s just noise,” he says, but he knows it’s more than that. He’s seen what it does to me.
Thunderstorms used to be rare in Tundrayn, but they’ve grown more frequent in the last two decades. And every single one steals the air from my lungs. They reduce me to a child again—small, sniveling, helpless.
What will I do in Arbinj, the land of brutal stormwielders and their violent thunderstorms?
“Mayah,” Daak says, gently tilting my chin.
His forehead presses against mine. “You’re going to survive this.
You’re going to do what you’ve always done.
You’ll create a better future for all of Tundrayn.
And you’ll do it with that stubborn fire in your chest that terrifies half the palace. And me, if I’m being honest.”
I laugh, but it’s watery. “You make me sound like a force of nature.”
“You are.”
Another rumble shakes the windows. I flinch, and Daak holds me tighter.
“I’ll see you again,” he says, voice fierce in the dark.
He holds me until I fall asleep, the storm raging around us.