19. Lex
LEX
The feel of Rory’s mouth on my chest is almost enough to be grateful for the fact that I’m lactating. Almost. It’s still an annoyance, but if I can have his hot mouth on me twice a day, I’ll never complain again.
Probably.
“Can I tell you more about what I’m looking for in a relationship?
” Rory nods. “I only recently found out about Daddies and Littles. There’s a group for men like me called the Lactin Brotherhood, and it was in an article on their website.
It appealed to me, and I imagined a woman.
” Rory tenses, but I keep going. “But then I met you, and I knew that you were the one I was looking for. You needed me as much as I needed you. I’ve been so damn lonely for so long, and you were like a breath of fresh air. ”
I can feel him smile around my nipple, and it’s so intimate.
He’s happy helping me, and it’s clear that we’re both enjoying this.
This boy is so effortlessly sexy.
“I’m sorry I didn’t tell you about my job. You’re too sweet, and I didn’t want to scare you away.” His teeth gently nip my skin. “No more secrets.” He nips again and raises an eyebrow when I look down at him. “I promise.”
Rory takes a small breath and closes his eyes with a smile.
Laying my head back, I focus on the slight tug of his cheeks and the way his tongue coaxes more of my nipple into his mouth.
I don’t know what I did to deserve this beautiful boy, but I’ll kill anyone who tries to take him from me.
After using the bathroom, I head back down the hallway and grin when I see Rory sitting cross-legged in the bed. He looks so adorable, all sleepy, soft, and snuggled with the bunny I got him.
“Can I kiss you?” I almost slap myself in the face, but Rory perks up.
“Ohh… Okay.” His voice shakes with what I hope is want. “But just a kiss,” he rushes out. “I’m not sure how I’ll feel.”
“Everything at your pace, rabbit.” I lean down closer to him.
Then he’s pressing his plush mouth against mine. I’m surprised at his eagerness before I kiss him back, and my lips tingle. This is a kiss like I’ve never had before.
It feels so good, and I want more.
His lips part and his tongue pokes out before retreating, drawing me in. It would be rude to ignore his invitation. So I slowly move my tongue against his.
Rory moans, and the sound goes straight to my already-rock-hard dick. I try to pull him closer, but he tenses. Not wanting to make him uncomfortable, I step back with my hands up. “I’m sorry, rabbit. I took it too far too fast.”
“No!” He grabs my hand and pulls me back toward the bed.
When I sit down, he crawls into my lap and nuzzles my neck until my body relaxes.
“I’m not afraid of you, but maybe a little scared of sex?
” I wrap my arms gently around him and kiss the top of his head.
“But I really like sex, and I’d like to have it with you, but not just yet. ”
“I’d like that too. Whenever you’re ready.” I’ll just be jacking off every minute of every day, cause fuck, he’s so sexy.
“You really want to have sex with me?” He seems so unsure, but he must know how attractive he is.
“Yes, rabbit. I want everything with you, but only what you want to give. I will never take anything without your permission.”
“Why me?”
Isn’t that the question of the decade?
“Honestly, I’m not sure. I’ve never been attracted to a man before, but something about you really calls to me, and I’m afraid I won’t be letting you go.”
“Okay.”
“Just like that? You’ll let me keep you?”
He nods frantically.
“Rory, I’m not a good person.”
He sits up, and his small hands cup my face so I’m looking right at him.
“You are.” I try to interrupt. “No, you’re a good man. You came for me when I needed you, and you’ve spoiled me.”
If he thinks that was spoiling, he’s in for a surprise. I’m about to spoil the living fuck out of this boy, and he doesn’t even know it yet.
“Fine. I’m a good man, but only to you.”
He looks like he might argue, but he lets it go. “That works for me.” He squeezes me tight. “Don’t be nice to any other boys.”
“Only you, rabbit. Now, can I get you ready for the day? Or would you like to dress yourself?”
“Can you do it, Daddy?” He gives me a shy smile. “I like to feel small and cared for.” He shrugs.
“That’s perfect because you are small, and I want to care for you.”
“I’m not that small.” He pouts.
“Nope, you are.” I scoop him off the bed bridal style and spin with him in my arms. He giggles, and I decide that Rory must always be happy. I kiss him again, and he opens so nicely for me, but when he starts wiggling in my arms, I break the kiss.
“Was that too much?”
“No, but I have to go to the bathroom.”
I set him down, and he hurries toward the door.
“Hurry up, we’ve got to get you dressed and pack a bag for you.”
He slides to a stop and turns back to me. “I don’t want to go with Brendan.” He pouts.
“No way am I letting you out of my sight, rabbit.”
“Where am I going then?” His voice is hopeful.
“You’re coming home with me.” It’s safer than staying here.
“Awesome!” Then he runs to the bathroom.
I reach down and adjust myself since I’m still hard from our kiss. What is it about him? My thoughts turn back to when he first latched on to my nipple. He was so eager and excited.
At first, I was worried it would be weird, but no. It felt amazing, and I’m never using a pump again. Why would I when I can have his warm, tight mouth and hear his little moans of pleasure?
Rory obviously enjoyed it, but he didn’t call attention to his hard dick, so I decided to ignore it for now.
We’ll need to talk more later, but I can’t wait to explore his tight body.
Everything at his pace, I remind my dick, but he reminds me that it’s been too long since I’ve hooked up and even longer since it was more than a quick fuck.
Hell, when was the last time I was even attracted to someone?
Sure, tits get my dick hard, but as soon as the condom hits the trash can, I’m out of there. I haven’t wanted more since Mya. I’ve been too busy beating the life out of my enemies and building my business to care about anyone but my mom and Liv—fine, and Mal.
Rory comes out of the bathroom and he looks shy, but he’s completely naked. My mouth waters, and I really want to suck on his little nipples to see what kind of sweet noises he’ll make.
“What happened to your clothes, rabbit?”
“You were going to help me.” He shrugs.
“I am. Now where are your boxers?” I ask, and he giggles.
“I wear briefs.”
And now I really want to see that. Something darker that will stand out against his smooth skin.
“Did I break you, Daddy?” the cheeky boy asks with a laugh. “Cause the way you’re standing makes you look like your brain is offline.”
“Offline!” I tease and walk over to tickle his sides. He squirms in my hold before I release him and lead him to his dresser.
Picking out a pair of briefs, I kneel down in front of him and slowly pull them up his toned legs. My fingers brush along his skin, and I’m fascinated by the way he breaks out into goosebumps.
“You’re beautiful, Rory.”
“Thank you.”
“Daddy,” I correct.
“Thank you, Daddy.” He grins.
“Good boy. Let me grab you some clothes, and then I’ll make breakfast.”
“Pancakes?” he asks so sweetly.
“If you have the ingredients.”
After making the pancakes, I sit down at the table and pull Rory onto my lap.
“What are you doing?” he asks but doesn’t struggle to get out of my hold.
“I want you close to me.”
“How am I supposed to eat like this?”
“I’ll help you.”
“I’ll feel silly.”
“Let me take care of you.” I offer him a forkful of pancakes. He blushes but then eats it.
“You’re a good cook.”
“Thank you.” I kiss his cheek and take a bite for myself.
“Do you kill people?”
I almost choke at his bluntness, but I need to be honest. “Yes, rabbit.”
“Really?”
“I’m sorry.”
“Not innocent people though or the police?” he rushes to add.
“No innocents, and I pay the police good money to look the other way, but even they wouldn’t be so forgiving if one of their own was hurt.” I offer him another bite, which he takes, but he’s got a faraway look in his eyes. “Do you have any more questions?”
I really want to get this over with now that he’s started.
“Murder was the biggest one.”
“I do have a few very strict rules. No rape, no human trafficking, no child or animal abuse.”
“Those are all good rules, but does that mean you run drugs?”
“Yes, I receive and distribute out of state.”
“You don’t sell it here?”
“I don’t like that shit.”
“Seems a little—”
“Hypocritical?” I answer for him.
“Maybe a little.” He laughs nervously. “What about guns?”
“No, guns are too hard to move.”
“Prostitution?”
“Yes, but—” I hurry to add, “my dens are clean and secure.”
“I doubt most restaurants could say that.” He giggles.
“And I take the health and safety of my staff seriously. More than a few people have learned the hard way not to fuck with my girls and guys.”
“You have male… workers?” He sounds pleased by that fact. Like I’m not being sexist by only having women.
“I do, but no one is as pretty as you, rabbit,” I purr.
“What about the women?”
“No one is as pretty as you,” I say firmly, and this isn’t the first time he’s mentioned something about women. He must still be insecure, but we’ll work on it.
“You say that you’re not a good man, but I think, you’re a man who does bad things but isn’t a bad man.”
I don’t want to tell him that I enjoy doing the bad things, but as far as sinners go, I won’t be the first one thrown into the fire.
“You’re very sweet, rabbit.”
He turns to straddle my lap, and we trade lazy kisses between bites of food. His mouth tastes like blueberries and syrup, but when his hand slides down my chest to brush a nipple, I know he’s got more questions.
“How many times a day do you need to… pump?”
“Twice is usually enough. Once in the morning which you already took care of, and then once before bed.”
“Will you let me again?”
“Rabbit. Now that I’ve felt your perfect lips, I never want to use the pump again.”
“Good because I really liked it.” He looks down shyly. “If I ever have to miss one—”
“Not going to happen, but I’ll pump.” He grins, and my lips touch his in a sticky kiss. “You have the most gorgeous lips.”
“I know.”
“And you’re so humble,” I tease.
“If you say it’s true then it is, because you’re the boss.”
“That’s right.” I kiss his nose. “Now let’s get cleaned up, and then we can get going.”