Chapter 25
Hannah
I was about to lose my mind.
My body was already on fire, desperate to climax.
All he had to do was touch me to make me crazy.
I gripped Tanner’s hair tighter as he started to move away.
“Noooo!” I protested, my head thrashing from side to side.
Ignoring my fierce grip on his hair, Tanner moved down my body.
He put one of my legs over the back of the couch, and the other over his shoulder.
It took a moment for my frenzied mind to realize exactly what was going to happen.
I didn’t have a chance to think about it or prepare myself, and I literally squealed as Tanner’s hungry mouth started to devour my throbbing pussy.
Every nerve in my body responded to the feel of his hot, wet tongue sliding over that sensitive nub.
Nothing. Absolutely nothing felt like this, and I’d fantasized about it a million times.
Tanner knew exactly how to bring me to the brink of climax, and then keep me there until he finally pushed me over the edge with that wicked mouth of his.
“Tanner,” I panted. “I can’t.”
My body was so ready that I wasn’t sure I could stay in this state of arousal for very long without completely losing my mind.
“You can,” he demanded with his mouth against my pussy.
Every stroke of his tongue pushed me higher, and when he slid one finger inside me, and then two, moving them in a rhythm that matched the stroke of his tongue, I screamed, “Oh, God, Tanner. Please!”
I needed just a little more pressure, a little more stimulation, and I’d fly over the edge.
I craved it, but Tanner wasn’t going to let me come until he knew I was on the brink of losing it.
My skin was sweaty and slick against the leather of the couch, and my body was pulsating, pleading for release.
Right now, Tanner Remington had complete control, something that I sensed that he needed at the moment.
It was arousing as hell, but it was also killing me.
He’d always teased, but this was…different.
There was an emotional intensity between us that had never been quite this strong before.
“Tanner,” I screamed. “I can’t take any more.”
He must have sensed that I was serious, because he sped up his motions, lifted my ass until he was pressing harder against my pussy, and ate me out like his life depended on it.
“Yes,” I cried out. “Yes, Tanner, yes!”
My orgasm was so intense that it was almost frightening.
Wave after wave pounded at me as I clung to Tanner’s hair like it was my lifeline.
Tanner curled his fingers and found my G-spot, which almost sent me through the ceiling.
My entire body was shaking as I recovered, my mind blown, and a warmth spreading over my body that I’d never experienced before.
Maybe because Tanner still had his head between my thighs, licking every drop of that powerful orgasm like he couldn’t get enough of me.
“Enough,” I said insistently. “Fuck me! I need you, Tanner.”
My climax was satisfying, but it hadn’t soothed that aching need to have him inside me.
He moved like lightning. He shoved his sweatpants off, picked me up off the couch and wrapped my legs around his hips. “Condom,” he said hoarsely.
“I’m on birth control,” I informed him hastily, my arms around his neck for balance. “No need. I’ve never been with someone else.”
“I haven’t, either,” he grunted as my back hit the wall. “It’s going to be hot, hard, and quick this time, Hannah. My patience is gone.”
“Sounds perfect to me,” I panted.
With one powerful surge of his hips, Tanner was inside me, buried so deeply that I let out an audible gasp.
My soul relished the sensation so much that the moment of slight discomfort barely registered.
He was a big man, and it had been a long time for me.
“Fuck!” Tanner said with a groan. “You’re so tight and hot, Hannah. You okay?”
“Yes,” I whispered against his ear. “Don’t hold back. I need this. I need you.”
“You’ve got me,” he said, his words sounding more like a promise than a statement.
Gripping my ass tightly, he started to pump into me like a man possessed.
I reflexively tightened my legs a little, wanting to capture the raw passion that burned between the two of us.
I buried my face against his neck, savoring the way our bodies slid and slapped together furiously, like they were made to be fused together like this.
God, his cock felt so good inside me that I could feel another orgasm starting to curl tightly.
“I need you to come for me, Hannah,” Tanner commanded as he thrust harder and deeper.
“I don’t think—”
“Don’t think,” he rasped. “Touch yourself. I want to feel you milking my cock, and I want to see you get off this time.”
I wanted whatever would arouse him right now, so I reached between our bodies and felt the place where his cock was thrusting into me at a furious pace.
Feeling that connection, the push and pull of that hard cock was so erotic that my head hit the wall with a moan.
I could see the look on Tanner’s face, and it was the most sensual thing I’d ever seen.
His eyes were wild.
His chest heaving.
He was laser focused on exactly what our bodies were doing.
There was something heady and delicious about watching a man like Tanner lose himself because he wanted me so badly.
I slid a finger over my sensitive clit, giving myself exactly what I needed to send myself over the edge.
I wanted to see Tanner completely lose control, and I wanted to go with him.
I sensed that was exactly what he wanted and needed, too.
My body overwhelmed with sensation, I let go.
I closed my eyes as my walls spasmed against Tanner’s cock.
“Fuck, yeah, Hannah,” he groaned as he buried himself inside me over and over again. “That’s exactly the way I wanted to come. Just. Like. This.”
His powerful body surged into me deeply as he found his own release.
“Tanner,” I screamed as my fingernails dug into the skin on his shoulder.
I was so senseless that my fingers clawed at his back as his mouth claimed mine like he owned it.
I kissed him back, our tongues tangling, our bodies molded together in the aftermath of our orgasms.
It felt so damn good that I never wanted it to end.
I’d never felt quite this intimately close to Tanner, and I knew it was a feeling that was going to be completely addictive.
I gasped for breath as he released my mouth, my body totally spent.
Without a word, he moved toward his bedroom.
My head dropped onto his shoulder, not certain how the man could still move.
I definitely couldn’t.
I felt like a limp noodle.
He finally disconnected our bodies and laid me gently on the bed.
I felt the loss of our connection almost immediately, so I was relieved when Tanner got into the bed beside me, wrapped his arms around me, and pulled me close to his warmth again.
“It’s a damn shame when a man can’t control his dick long enough to make it last,” he said gruffly. “But I knew the first time was going to be quick for me.”
I stroked my hand over his ripped abdominal muscles.
I almost reminded him that it wasn’t even close to our first time, but I didn’t.
Really, it almost felt like our first time, even though we’d been together for a lot of years.
Things were different between us.
“I don’t know,” I teased. “It was pretty mind blowing for me. Have I told you that you’re the hottest man on the planet? Times a thousand?”
“No,” he said, amused. “But I wouldn’t mind hearing that every day.”
“Then I’ll tell you that every day, too,” I promised.
My heart ached that Tanner would probably never see himself like I did.
Not long ago, he’d told me that he’d always felt like he was the boring Remington brother because he wasn’t as engaging or as handsome as his siblings.
He hadn’t said that without an iota of jealousy or envy.
To him, it was just a fact.
In my eyes, Tanner was the hottest Remington brother and always had been.
It drove me crazy sometimes because Tanner couldn’t see just how extraordinary he was or how some of his qualities were absolutely irresistible.
“Thank you,” I said softly.
He stroked a hand over my bare arm. “For what exactly?”
“So many things. For being such an incredible man. For giving me this night that I’ll never forget. For helping me with a business that means something to me, even though it’s small compared to what you’re used to doing. For being so thoughtful.” In a more teasing voice, I added, “And for the most amazing sex of my life.”
“Was it that incredible?” he asked. “And you know I should have—”
I put my fingers over his lips. “Yes, it was. And I’m done talking about the past. This is us now, Tanner, and you’re the best boyfriend a woman could ever dream of having. This relationship is new and different, and after that interlude, I’m completely addicted to you.”
I was relieved when he rolled me onto my back and came on top of me with a grin. “I’m glad you feel that way, because I’ve been addicted to you for weeks now. It’s definitely different. You’ve gotten sassier and bolder as you’ve gotten older.”
I smiled up at him. “Are you complaining, because if you are then you’re out of luck. I was young, had zero self-confidence, and was a little messed up back then. Now I know exactly what I want, and I’m looking at his handsome face right now.”
“Hell, no, I’m not complaining,” he answered huskily. “It’s sexy as fuck. Feel free to undress any time you feel like it.”
“Now that I’ve had a taste of that hot body of yours, you might regret that invitation,” I joked.
He shook his head. “I’ll never regret it. I adore you, Hannah. I hope you already know that, but I’m leaving nothing to chance anymore.”
I had an almost irresistible urge to tell him that I loved him, but I bit those words back because it was probably too soon to talk about love.
But I did love him with every breath in my body.
I’d probably always loved Tanner, even when we weren’t together, but the way I felt now was almost overwhelming.
In the past, there had probably always been a part of myself that I’d held back, the messed up part that I hadn’t wanted Tanner to know about.
Now, there was nothing I couldn’t share with him because I wasn’t afraid of my emotions and the way that I felt anymore.
I didn’t feel like there was something wrong with me.
I had no walls with Tanner, and even though that was a little terrifying, I wanted him to fall in love with the woman I was now.
I put my palm against his cheek. “I adore you, too. You have no idea how grateful I am that you came back into my life.”
He didn’t say anything.
He simply lowered his mouth to mine and kissed me.
It was a thorough, tender embrace that touched my heart so much that it almost made me cry.
I’d been happy with my career in Seattle, but something had always been missing for me.
I’d longed for something, but I guess I’d never wanted to admit that I was longing for someone, and that person had always been Tanner.
For the first time in my life, I felt like there was absolutely nothing missing from my life and I was experiencing what it was really like to be truly happy.