22. Personal Time
Madison
I think they’re trying to kill me by orgasms. But what a way to go. I was a little hesitant about getting a massage. This guy I saw in college swore he was the best, and he most definitely was not. Squeezing my muscles hard was not relaxing.
But my guys... Fuck me sideways, my guys are perfection at massages and getting me off. Their hands kneaded my muscles into submission. And the way they fuck me...
My body hums with energy and an aching need as Coop thrusts his cock back and forth between my lips. He’s not pushing in deep. I could take more, but I’m overwhelmed with sensations.
It’s hard to see the rest of what’s happening with my head like this, but I can feel everything. The glide of Noah’s cock between my breasts. His fingers teasing my nipples before pinching and pulling them, sending waves of heat to my pussy.
Blake keeps a slow and steady rhythm as he fucks me. His thick cock stretches me, and I can feel every inch of him as he drives me out of my mind with pleasure.
My voyeur Seth thought he’d watch and stroke himself. But when he moved close enough, I reached for his cock, feeling my hand slide on the oil and smooth skin. Up and down, exploring every inch of his cock and balls. Threading my fingers with his to help him stroke it.
I love every minute of this. All the stimulation makes my toes curl.
I can see Seth if I look out the side of my eye. The blissed-out expression on his face makes me want to sink my pussy down over his cock. I’m hopelessly addicted to sex with these guys.
I crave it even when I’m already getting fucked four ways. I want more. I want them all inside me. Even though I’m not sure how, I want to take all of them inside me at once. I want them to chain fuck me like the other night. I just want them. All the time.
Tingles race through my body as the waves of an orgasm crash over me, tossing me into an ocean of pleasure that I can’t seem to surface from. Not when they keep stimulating my body with their thrusts. I can’t come down as waves of pleasure keep hitting me from all angles.
I suck harder on Coop until my cheeks hollow, enjoying his cock in my mouth. His groan sounds over the soft music before my mouth fills with his salty cum. As I’m swallowing him down and licking him clean, Blake roars and thrusts deep inside my throbbing pussy. Each pulse of his cum that spills into me I can feel as my pussy takes it all from him.
Coop draws out of my mouth and lifts my head carefully, putting the face cradle up to support me. Seth wraps his fingers around mine and strokes his cock, freeing my attention a little.
Finally, I can watch Noah fucking my tits. His chest is flushed with desire as he rocks his cock between my breasts. He bites his lip as he focuses on what he’s doing. No one’s ever done this to me before, but it’s hot as hell to watch his cock thrusting in and out.
The head of his cock, red and ready to burst, plays a game of hide-and-seek with me. Coop leans over and takes one of my nipples into his mouth. Game over for me.
Moaning so loud that if we had neighbors I’d be embarrassed, I come harder around Blake’s cock still lodged deep in my pussy, causing him to groan. Noah’s moan joins mine as his cum spurts out onto my neck, bathing me in his warmth. He jerks forward and back a few more times before leaning down to claim my lips in a kiss that hits me straight in my heart. His slippery cock rests against my stomach.
“Thank you, kitten,” Noah whispers against my lips. I lose myself in his dark eyes for a moment and smile softly.
Blake pulls out of me with a smack on my ass that lights me up a little. Coop brushes his hand over my hair as Noah climbs off me.
After dragging his finger through Noah’s cum, Coop paints my lips with it. I lick them clean and open my mouth for him. Groaning, he dips his cum-soaked fingers into my mouth, and I suck every last bit off without dropping his gaze.
“Fuck, sweetheart.” Coop leans down and kisses me hard with his tongue in my mouth, tasting me and Noah and himself. An aftershock shakes through my body. Coop cups my cheek as he turns to look at Seth.
My gaze follows his to Seth and his hard cock as I stroke over his dick with his help. His eyes meet mine and he groans, coming all over our hands. I stroke him through his orgasm. I wait until he finishes, then bring my hand covered in his cum to my lips and lick it.
Seth gives me a smirk before he sits on the bench behind him. “You good?”
A laugh bursts out of me. I’m covered in cum and had maybe a good five minutes’ worth of orgasm there at the end, and he wants to know if I’m good?
“No words.” I shake my head at him as I smile. “Good doesn’t begin to describe it. Wonderful. Chaotic. Orgasmic. Messy. Heaven.”
* * *
Apparently, to keep their dicks out of me, we have to take separate showers. I put on pajamas but leave off my underwear. I swear it only gets in the way around here. I’d walk around naked, but I’ve been fucked enough for one day.
Not that I’d turn them down if they wanted to start something again.
I’m the last one out. When I enter the living room, the TV is on low and the guys sit around the couch with bowls in front of them. Their eyes track me like prey. A shiver works down my spine.
“Hey.” I brush my hair behind my ear, a little self-conscious from all their attention on me as I round the couch. I’m not sure where that came from. These guys have explored every inch of me, been inside me every way they can, burrowed their way into my life and possibly my heart.
Noah holds up a bowl of ice cream. “For you.”
Smiling, I sit next to him on the couch and take the bowl. “Thank you.”
I kiss his cheek and rest my head against his shoulder as I take a bite of the creamy goodness. Noah would make an awesome boyfriend. I guess that’s what all of them are, though, right? My boyfriends. Just not in front of anyone else.
When we’re with other people, only Coop can claim me as his, and I can claim him as mine. But not the others. An ache forms in my chest.
The future seems so far away when I’m with them, but eventually my future won’t include them. When I finally go off and do all the things I used to brag about back home—starting my own multimillion dollar company, being my own boss—I’ll be leaving these guys to their next assistant.
I shove a bite of ice cream into my mouth, swallowing past the lump forming in my throat, and blink back the tears in my eyes. The only sound in the room is the clink of spoons on bowls and the low murmuring of the TV. I can’t bring myself to look them in the eyes when I’m feeling like this.
Coop scoots closer to me on the couch until our shoulders and thighs touch. I push away gloomy thoughts of a far-off future and turn to meet his light blue eyes and mischievous grin. My heart tries to fill my chest.
“We were waiting to see if you wanted to pick something to watch.” He licks his ice cream spoon like he would my pussy, and all sad thoughts are pushed away.
They’re mine for now, and that has to be enough.
“Can it not be an action film?” I raise an eyebrow at the guys. It seems like every time we sit in front of the TV, there are explosions, guns, and car chases.
They concede, and we put on The Lost City. At least it has some action for the guys. When I finish with my ice cream, Blake takes my bowl to the kitchen for me. Coop’s fingers brush back and forth on my thigh, gently warming my insides up again.
I’m not sure I can get enough of these guys. Noah takes my hand and holds it in his lap while my head remains on his shoulder. Halfway through the movie, Coop lifts my legs across his thighs and keeps gently stroking my calf. Whenever I catch their eye, Blake and Seth smile at me.
This feels nice. I’m safe, well fed, and on track to do big things in my career. Our arrangement doesn’t account for love, which is fine. Someday I’ll have to move on, but not right now. Right now, I just want to lock this moment in my memory. Yes, there are unanswered questions and still potential danger, but right now... This is what peace and happiness feel like.
When the movie ends, Seth gives me his hands to help me to my feet.
“Come on, princess. Time for bed.” He keeps hold of my hand as he leads me back to my bedroom with the others following. He releases me and gestures. Without hesitation, I climb onto the monstrous bed. Anticipation wells in me.
They strip down to their boxers and join me. Blake draws my face to his and gives me a kiss. It’s slow and exploratory. Not something to key me up. It feels nice.
When he backs away, Seth kisses me. I’m a little surprised because Seth usually waits until he’s last. But his kiss is soft and almost loving. And I sigh happily when he pulls away.
Coop pulls me onto his lap and kisses me like he fucks me, gently but with an edge of roughness. He grinds his cock up against me and the fire burns a little brighter.
“It’s time to sleep, Coop.” Seth’s voice sounds exasperated.
I giggle against Coop’s lips. He sighs and presses his forehead to mine.
“You like being fucked all the time. Don’t you, my little whore?” He cocks his eyebrow at me as his finger traces over my eyebrow.
I lean in and nip his lip. “Behave or you’ll sleep at my feet.”
“Fuck, sweetheart. I can’t wait until our night together.” Coop thrusts his hard cock against me, and my insides turn liquid.
A gasp leaves my lips.
“I’m going to let you do all the naughty things you want to me, and then I’m going to fuck you so hard you see stars.”
I bite my lip, kind of wanting that now. “Promise?”
“You’re going to get me in trouble with the boss.” He smacks my ass and moves me to Noah.
“You get yourself in trouble just fine.” I give him a smile before I turn to Noah.
“Come here, kitten.” Noah draws me down onto the bed, facing him. He tips my chin up and claims my lips in a gentle kiss that rocks me to the core. My heart feels like it’s trying to escape my chest. This bond between us feels almost like too much.
I drag my finger down his stubbled jaw and meet his dark eyes.
“I would have been the best girlfriend you ever had,” I whisper as Seth turns out the lights.
“You already are.” He kisses me softly and tugs me to rest with my head on his chest. The steady beat of his heart beneath my cheek soothes me. Blake snuggles up against my back, and my heart feels like it’s going to explode.
It’d be so easy to fall. To let go and just let this be what it could be. But there’s this little part of me that worries that if I love these men and have to leave them, I’ll never be whole again.