Chapter Seven
Seven
FIRSTS
TODAY, WHEN I awoke, a note was pushed under my door.
Phillipe let me know that he had left for the morning and wouldn’t be available.
He suggested that I go down onto the grounds and take the main path up through the vines until I see a small fork to the right.
There, he told me, I would find a shaded area, the perfect spot to relax and read the next entry in the journal.
Folding the small piece of paper, I place it on the dresser in my room before making my way into the bathroom. I step into the shower and let the stream slide over my skin, washing away my restless night.
I didn’t sleep for more than an hour at max, and I know why. I was consumed with words. Words, thoughts, and memories—every single one of them centered on Phillipe and Chantel.
Sighing, I lean my head back as the water sluices over my breasts before sliding down to my now constantly aching pussy.
Sexual frustration seems to be plaguing me where Phillipe is concerned.
I can’t solely blame him, though. Reading Chantel’s journal entries is like witnessing each act in explicit detail.
Without sight, she brought the other senses to the experience. She depicted every sound, every touch, and every emotion. She made me want to experience that.
Picking up the bar of soap, I quickly and efficiently wash myself, wanting to get out of the chateau for a while. I want to see the grounds. It’s a beautiful day from what I’ve seen, and I want to make the most of it.
My plans for the morning are to go and find a quiet spot, lie down in it, and read the next entry of the journal.
After a fifteen-minute walk from the chateau, I find the secluded spot down through the vineyard and a little way off the path, exactly where Phillipe indicated it would be. The sun is peeking through the branches above, and it is just enough to keep me warm.
Penelope suggested I take a blanket with me, and she also gave me a packed lunch.
So, here I am sitting down in the vineyard while I read Chantel’s journal.
Firsts ~
Today, Phillipe took me outside. He took me and made me his.
He told me yesterday to dress in something I wouldn’t mind sitting on the ground in. Of course, with him, that could mean anything, including maybe posing again. So I put on an old sundress and turned up at the chateau at noon, just like he’d asked.
“Always so punctual, Chantel,” he told me as he met me at the front door.
He kissed me under my ear on the neck right where he knew it would send shivers through my body.
“I like that. You always come on time.”
I blushed, knowing his true meaning, sighing as he nipped at my lobe.
“Come on. I’m taking you down to the vineyard.”
He clasped my hand and tugged me along beside him. After looping my arm through the crook of his, I followed.
“The vineyard, huh? You’re not going to make me pose out there, are you?”
“Hmm, now, there’s an idea.” He chuckled. “Chantel. Naked. The sun shining down. Woman is now one with nature.”
I pushed against his shoulder, smiling. “You’re an idiot.”
We walked a little while until he finally stopped.
“Here,” he told me.
The warmth of the sun intermingled with the shadows as it hit the back of my neck, and I heard birds above me. We were obviously in among the trees.
“Where’s here?”
I heard rustling, and a branch cracked right before I felt him in front of me again, pressing his lips against mine.
“Right here.”
I grinned against his mouth. “Where are we, Phillipe?”
“We’re in a little spot away from the vineyards,” he explained, pulling my hand gently.
I felt him move to sit down, and I followed carefully. His hands helped guide me, and I was shocked when I felt a soft blanket hit my knees.
“You brought a blanket?” I moved to touch the material under me. It was fuzzy but not scratchy. My fingers sank into the plushness as I stroked the fabric. His hand came down on mine, and he gently entwined our fingers to stroke the blanket’s softness together.
“I came down here this morning and set it up.”
“Tell me what’s here,” I demanded of him eagerly.
He brought up my hand and kissed my knuckles. “Well, there’s a blanket. Above us, I hung a piece of cheesecloth from a couple of branches to shade the area a little better.”
As I felt him shift, I guessed he was looking around.
“I also brought several pillows.”
“You brought pillows?” I smiled. “Why?”
The scent of his cologne became stronger, and I knew he was only inches from me. His hands slid through my hair, cupping the back of my head.
“Because I want to lie down with you,” he explained as his lips met mine in a kiss that was as hot and potent as the sun shining down on us.
I have to stop for a minute because I have a feeling I know where this entry is going to go.
Am I ready to read this?
This is going to be their moment. I can tell from the title and the first line in the entry. Today, Phillipe took me outside. He took me outside and made me his.
Do I want to read this? The answer to that is almost embarrassingly easy to come by. However, the real question bothering me—the one that I don’t have an immediate answer for—is, Am I ready for how this will ultimately make me feel?
Looking up at the branches overhead, I close my eyes, take a deep breath, open the leather-bound book, and continue on.
Phillipe lowered me onto the blanket and moved one of the pillows to cushion my head. His breath, warm and sweet, whispered against my parted mouth as his tongue dipped inside to rub against my own.
I ran my hands through his hair and moaned against his lips as he angled in a different direction to deepen the kiss.
One of his hands stroked my cheek as he lowered the top of my dress.
I gasped as his big, warm palm continued down to cup my aching breast. Arching up into his caress, I felt him lift his head from mine.
His low voice rasped out a harsh prayer. “Christ.”
I almost echoed his sentiment.
His weight shifted as he moved to my right, running his palm over to the middle of my torso. I held my breath as his fingers flirted with my top button, and his hair flopped down to tickle my chin as he laid a hot, open-mouthed kiss at the base of my throat.
I tunneled my hands into his hair. His tongue came out to lick a path up the side of my neck until he was at my ear, where he bit the lobe gently.
“I want to sink inside of you, Chantel.”
“Yes,” I sighed.
“Yes?” He started to undo the buttons at the center of my chest.
“Yes,” I repeated.
“You want me inside you?”
I was slowly losing my mind as he kissed and nipped my ear while he continued to undo the buttons.
When he had them all free, he parted the material, and I could feel him move.
I sensed he was looking down at me, so I brought my hands up beside my head to give him a better view of what he wanted to see.
“Yes, Phillipe, I want you inside me.”
At that exact moment, I hated that I couldn’t see him, because I had a feeling I would be looking at something spectacular just as that sexy voice skated over my skin. It was almost as good as seeing.
“Mmm, yes, so do I,” he said.
His hand flattened between my breasts, and I arched up my back toward him. He smoothed the heel of his palm all the way down the center of my body until he reached my aching mound.
That was where he stopped and pressed firmly, applying a delicious pressure where I needed it most.
I pushed my hips up, imploring him to continue. I could feel him still kneeling by my side.
When he told me, “Open your legs,” there was nothing I could have done to disobey.
I should be ashamed of myself. That’s all I can think as I tunnel my hand down under my pants into my panties. My fingers are now perilously close to grazing the small strip of hair covering my aroused flesh.
Somewhere between reading about Phillipe undoing Chantel’s dress and imagining how he sounded as he told her to open her legs, my hand unfastened my pants and slid inside, seeking a way to ease my own sexual need.
The journal is still firmly gripped in my left hand, and my leg is angled up so the heel of my foot is planted on the blanket.
I can’t believe that I’m going to touch myself as I read this, but I know there’s no way to stop myself.
I’m so turned on, thinking that I might be lying right where Phillipe spread Chantel’s dress apart, or that I might be on the same blanket he laid on the ground.
Instantly, I can feel my arousal start to slide between my thighs.
Quickly, I glance around the area. When I’m satisfied that I’m alone, I finally delve between my aching, wet folds.
My lips part as I shut my eyes for a moment.
I imagine Phillipe’s face above me, him kneeling beside my body while he pushes his finger deep inside of me and tells me to open my legs wider.
Moaning, I grip the journal tighter, flexing my hips up into my nimble hand. Opening my lust-heavy eyes, I focus on the words in front of me and continue reading the book that has turned me into a voyeur through no fault of its own.
I opened my legs as I felt him remove his palm from my body, and two fingers pushed my now-soaked panties up against my hot flesh.
I arched my back, flexing my hips toward him, not quite believing how incredibly turned on I was.
He didn’t do anything more than undo my dress and tell me to open my legs, yet I could feel myself becoming so wet that moisture actually seeped through the fabric between my legs.
I knew I had to be soaking his fingertips.
Just as that thought left my lust-addled mind, he was above me. I could feel one arm by the left side of my head, and I felt his right fingers pushing against my bottom lip.
“Taste, Chantel,” he instructed me.
I opened my mouth to taste myself on his fingers.