Chapter 50
Fifty
Hayden
I stare at Jaclyn’s bareback while watching her chest rise and fall with every slow breath she takes.
Ever since the fight I just have been looking at her differently. Something about her just makes me smile. I can’t wipe this stupid grin off my face whenever I see her and whenever she blushes I want to take a picture of her and bring it everywhere I go.
Loving her is like having all of my armor on from fucking war and when I see her I can take it off and I feel relief.
Like when I’m punching someone in a fight, waiting for that goddamn bell to ring, and when it finally rings and the fight’s over I feel fucking powerful.
Loving her is better than winning any kind of fight where I can earn millions of dollars .
I lean closer to her and press my lips to her shoulder. She mumbles something but I can’t catch what she’s trying to say.
“What?” I say against her bare shoulder.
“What time is it?”
I look at the view in front of us. The sun is rising slowly, the blue and pink mixing together creating a beautiful view.
We are at the top of the abandoned building. I took her here last night because I wanted to be alone with her but Natalia and Chris were at the house. I brought a shit ton of blankets and sheets for us to lay on because Jaclyn said she doesn’t want any bugs crawling up her ass, her words not mine. Plus after the fight last night I need to tell Jaclyn everything.
I want her to know how I feel about her and that every single day she’s on my mind.
Nothing else.
“It’s around six in the morning.”
Jaclyn turns around and I place my hand on her hip, pulling her closer. My cock hardening between us and if Jaclyn feels it she doesn’t mention anything. She keeps her eyes on me, cheeks turning a shade darker.
“Are you okay? Why are you awake?”
I shake my head lightly, as if telling her not to worry about it. “I just wanted to look at you.”
Jaclyn smiles and leans closer to me but doesn’t say anything. When it comes to Jaclyn and expressing how she feels, she is very shy about it.
She sometimes compliments me for certain things and when she does, it feels like my heart stops for a second. But for sex, she just lets me figure out if she wants it or not. Or kissing, she rarely ever kisses me first.
It’s always me making the first move and for some reason it makes me feel like she trusts me. I like knowing that Jaclyn trusts me with her feelings and when to move forward with her.
“Stop looking at me like that?” she murmurs and hides her face in my chest.
“Like what?” I ask, whispering in her ear softly.
I grab a hold of her neck and make her look back up at me. I can’t help but smile softly at her because she is just too fucking beautiful to not look at or not feel something.
“Like that?” She smiles, blush covering her cheeks again.
I can’t help but lean closer to her and press my lips against hers. She gasps lightly and kisses me back just as passionately. I tangle my hands in her hair and pull her closer to me. One of her legs moves to straddle my waist. I can feel her hot cunt press against my thigh making me harder. I know she can definitely feel me now.
Jaclyn breathes heavily into the kiss as if we’ve been kissing for hours. She pants and presses herself against me while I nibble and bite her lips, showing her everything I want to give her in this kiss.
Her tongue eagerly glides against mine and continues to try to get as close to me as possible even though both of our bodies are pressed against one another so that not even a paper could glide between us.
Her lips are getting swollen and hotter after every kiss and that's when I can’t take it anymore. I slide my hand down Jaclyn’s thigh and pull her over my hips so that she can straddle me. My cock is so close to pushing inside her. All it would take is one single thrust and I’d be inside her wet heat.
Her hands go to hold onto my shoulders as her hair shields us from the world. She pants into the kiss while I trail my hands from her thigh to between her legs.
“You’re fucking dripping, princess. I can feel it running down your thigh onto my cock.” I bite her bottom lip and Jaclyn grinds into me making my cock twitch between us. She moans when I press my fingers to her tight heat, teasing the area before rubbing her clit in circles. She grinds against my hand like she’s needy for it. I move my hand and open her thighs wider. She lifts her hips as I position my cock right at her opening. “Slide down princess. Ride me,” I mumble against her lips.
Jaclyn slides down, my cock fitting perfectly inside her and she presses down against me. She makes that little moan that makes me feel crazy while I groan into her lips and thrust up. She gasps as I thrust into her slowly.
“Oh, Hayden,” she pants while sloppily kissing me but I don’t care.
We’re both too lost in each other to care about what’s going on in the outside world.
Jaclyn moves up and down on top of me while I can’t help but thrust into her. Her eyes are closed and her mouth lets out these beautiful moans while I can’t help but watch her.
My body is fucking boiling with my release already but I need to wait for her.
So instead of making her try to finish herself I put my thumb on her clit. She grinds against me as I start thrusting up into her faster.
“You’re doing so good, princess. Keep going.” I place my hands on her hips and guide her as she moves on top of me. She squeezes onto me, her nails pressing into my skin as I hold her still and move inside her. “Fucking look at you. You’re fucking irresistible baby. You own me,” I mumble in her ear.
Jaclyn doesn’t answer, she just keeps moaning and closing her eyes until I feel her walls clench onto me before she releases with a loud moan. She shakes on top of me and I feel her shiver against me.
I follow after her, coming inside her while pressing her hips down against mine. “Fuck,” I groan .
“Hayden,” she breathes out heavily and leans down to press her lips against mine lazily. “I lo-”
“I love you,” I say it before her, because there is no way she is going to say it before me. I kiss her on every inch of her lips, almost like I’m eating them. I trail my kisses down her cheek and onto her collarbone. “I love how you’re so fucking strong and beautiful even after what you went through. I love how you’re stubborn and don’t take shit from no one. I love how you are so effortlessly yourself and you don’t care about what anyone thinks of you. I love how you think you're not perfect but in my eyes you are so much more than perfect. I want to be with you all the time. It’s like all my days are filled with you even though you aren’t next to me.” I take her lips in mine again and kiss her like I love her because I do. “I love you.”
I know Jaclyn is probably blushing. I don’t need to look at her to know that because I know everything about her.
“I love you,” she mumbles before taking my lips in hers and kissing me without any hesitation.
I just hope that this lasts for a lifetime because I need her like I need fighting.
She’s my relief and feels so safe.