32. Kai
Kai
“ I ’m meant to be on top,” I grumbled. I was totally going to complain and get off of her, but I couldn’t resist Brandy when she looked so confident.
“You are on top,” she said, squeezing both my asscheeks, nudging me so I tipped forward to wrap my arms around her neck. I groaned as I dragged her to me, or maybe I fell into her lips. Either way, my brandy-stained mouth filled with her tongue again and my eyes rolled as I shifted my hips.
I wanted to take care of her, to provide her with everything, and care for her completely like a proper mate.
And I’d make sure Sin and Cas couldn’t touch her until she was fully mine. That she was never going to leave me. That she was permanently and forever my omega.
Because, I swore to God , if my alphas fucked it up even a tiny bit and made her doubt that she belonged with us, I was going to rain fucking hell down on them both. I didn’t care that Cas was still being a dick. He’d give in or miss out.
My alphas had been pacing the house like anxious dogs waiting for us to come out of my nest. But I had enough snacks up here to last us a week, and we were going to use them.
There was that stupid dinner tomorrow, but after we’d done that, she was staying in my nest until the Selection Ceremony.
Cas didn’t want to be her mate, Sin was on probation for his fuckboy behaviour at the last party, so it was up to me to show Brandy we were the pack for her. And we had to do it soon. Because I was so fucking scared I was going to ruin it.
Because what the hell was I going to do if she turned around now and said she was leaving?
So my main focus was to make sure she knew she was safe and taken care of.
Except she was taking care of me.
I wasn’t exactly big for a guy, and I was a tried-and-true bottom bitch if there ever was one. So after two days of non-stop sex out of heat, even my cock was holding up the red light.
Brandy’s solution? Cuddling. An absolute fuck-ton of cuddling. Exactly the same kind of cuddling we did the day when I stole her away to my nest.
You could even say she was getting her own back.
Because she kneeled on the bed, all nice and simple like. Nothing untoward about that, right?
Yeah, no. Because she’d spread her knees, full on exposing her pink pussy and wafting her gorgeous scent all over me, before making me sit on her fucking lap.
So, even though technically I was on top, it was way easier for her to trail her hands over my waist and casually grip my asscheeks with an innocent smile on her face.
I shuddered as she spread me open, exposing my slick-heavy ass.
I’d been seriously embarrassed about my slick when I first presented. Well, pretty much most of my life until Sin and Cas showed me how much they loved it. At least female omegas came with an inbuilt system for that.
It was one of the hundreds of reasons my family called me a freak after I presented.
I sucked in a breath, worried what she might think as two fingers casually traced my wet asshole.
I groaned as fresh sparks of pleasure wound through me. I totally wasn’t prepared for her to slip two fingers inside me.
"Holy shit!" I gasped as my arms tightened around her neck. Pleasure instantly fired through me and I could feel Caspian and Sin taking notice.
“You really just went for it, huh?” I chuckled, squeezing my eyes closed as the slick I’d been trying to hold back gave way.
The cringe had mostly faded, but it still hit me as she slid her fingers farther in, and we both moaned as amaretto filled the air.
I fucking loved how turned on she was, and how she wiggled her fingers like I was an experiment, instead of the guy she was supposed to be getting off.
“Kai, I…” She looked up at me wide-eyed. “Is that okay?”
“Brandy, I’ve fucked you in every position I can think of. I should be asking you if you’re okay.”
“So, two fingers is fine?”
“It’s fucking perfect as long as you go deeper. Because if you keep hovering at the edge, I’m going to have to get something else to thrust inside me.”
The way her perfume poured out of her had me bursting into a grin.
She swallowed, adjusting her grip on my asscheek before she pushed.
I spasmed as I clenched around her. Her fingers got thicker the farther in she went, and I groaned, arching my back as the stretch became even more intense.
Whenever she touched me, there was a brand-new hit of pleasure. That might have been because we couldn’t stop biting each other. I was pretty sure my body was fifty percent Brandy serum and zero percent cum at this point.
“Is it good?” she asked me, her brow creased.
I didn’t want to tell her I was used to Cas forcing me down and slamming into me like I was just a hole for his massive fingers, and how much I loved that.
Because her tentative movements were so fucking pure and cute. I didn’t think I’d ever meet another person who was so careful with me. It really felt like I mattered.
I pitched farther forward, burying my face in her neck to hide my expression and muffle my moans.
I’d bitten her so many times she could mine way more than my ass for treasure. I was open and ready for her.
I didn’t have to say a fucking word about what I was feeling for her and how much I fucking needed her to be with me like this.
There wasn’t any coming back for me. She’d ruined me, and it was the best fucking thing in the world.
But that was the problem.
As I clung to her, my cries getting higher and louder as she sank her fingers into me, stroking me, kissing me, making me feel loved in a way I’d only ever felt with Sin and Cas, I kept my mouth shut.
Because there were moments, every now and again—like when I drew back from a kiss to cup her cheek and sent her so much love I actually wanted to puke—that there was this tiny flicker in her heart. Just that ounce of doubt that made me hesitate.
Because I couldn’t risk it. If I told her I loved her now, I could fuck it all up.
It was better to curl my lips into a smirk, hiding my love behind the sheer fucking pleasure that came from feeling her both in and outside me.
“Come on, Brandy, I’m sure you can get your fingers deeper than that.”
If it was Sin or Cas, they’d probably have made a snarky comment about me taking too much dick to stay tight before ramming into me.
But Brandy blushed as her gaze dipped to my cock.
“I’ve never done this on anyone but myself,” she confessed. “I’m not used to the angle.”
I released a stuttered breath as she blinked up at me. She probably had no idea how insanely hot she was.
I’d been so caught up in my own stuff I hadn’t even noticed she was nervous.
Another entry for the Why Kai is a Shit Mate list.
It was better to think about everything I was doing wrong and try to improve, then pat myself on the back for doing the bare fucking minimum.
“Will you show me how you like it?” she asked gently.
“Damn,” I said, dropping my forehead to knock against hers. “Even touching you is driving me crazy. I don’t know if I can even handle us doing it together, but I can’t say no.”
I changed the angle of my hips, keeping a hand on her shoulder as I bent forward.
My other hand ran behind me, clasping around her fingers. Though I could feel it through the bond, it was really something to actually trace the line of my ass, to stroke her palm and literally feel how far into me she was.
“Relax your hand, I’ll show you where to go,” I said as I pulled them from me, sighing as the stretch got easier.
My slick was so heavy that it seeped down the inside of my thighs.
She nodded, biting her lip, letting me straighten and move them in just the right way to get me going.
Why the fuck was it so unbearably sexy to fuck myself with her fingers?
Because, with each small movement, her confidence grew. At first, I held her palm, guiding her in and out, but she quickly took over.
“Just pick up my rhythm. There you go, you got it,” I encouraged her on, loving how eager she was.
Her eyes widened as she pushed all the way in, stretching me out, grinding and moaning along with me. The heat of her fingers was nothing compared to my ass, but everything changed when she took a hesitant breath.
“I’m going to move,” she said, and I just nodded. Because my cock was hard and the anticipation was killing me.
Her gaze stayed unfocused, every ounce of her attention on my ass.
I had to keep my face down when I spoke to her because I knew I was going to come if I looked at her any longer.
“Shit, Brandy, if you bend your fingers like that I’m going to—”
My fingers dug into her shoulder as she slowly pulled them out at the best angle to miss my fucking prostate.
“Hang on, you need to…” But I trailed off as she suddenly changed tactics, bringing her fingers right to edge before thrusting so hard into me I jolted forward.
The thud echoed through my body as my cock bounced, and I let out a cry.
“Was that good?” she asked, her smile filled her voice as she drew back her fingers.
“Yeah, deeper, just—ah!” I gasped as she surged again, finally finding my prostate, my eyes fucking rolling as I gave a high, cringey whine.
“Is it there?” she asked breathlessly.
“What do you think, Brandy?” I asked with a groan and I purred, dragging myself up to her lips and meeting her with a hard stare. “I figure you should give it another go just to make sure.”
God, I wanted to drown in her. I wanted to be fucking ingrained in her. I wanted her so embedded in me that every single heartbeat was hers.
I couldn’t deal with how right and perfect it was to have her in my nest.
Now that Brandy had found my prostate, she didn’t let up for a second. She got the exact point to thrust in and out of me, hitting me right with every move.
In minutes, I was a trembling wreck for her. I could barely hold myself up.
I hated how needy I was, just whines and cries as I begged her to stroke my cock and help me finish. The only thing sexier than Brandy taking charge was when she was mewling under me for more.
“Fuck, I can’t do this,” I growled, grabbing her hand and pulling her fingers from my ass.
I was too pumped up, and I had to bring her closer.
“What’s wrong?” Her face fell, but I quickly caught her with a kiss, sending her a pulse of need from my cock to show her exactly what the fucking problem was.
“Lie down,” I said through gritted teeth. “I need your pussy.”
“As long as you get on with it. Don’t leave me hanging,” she bit back. I literally melted whenever she was sassy with me.
“Because you haven’t come enough today?” I asked, which got me a smirk in return.
What a fucking miracle it was that I lived in a world where my omega happily shifted and tumbled into the pile of pillows we’d arranged and rearranged endless times since I locked Brandy in here.
And she trusted me enough to spread her legs and arch her hips so I could see how horny she was.
All I had to do was crawl up her body, angle my cock, and we both gasped as I sank into her slick-heavy pussy like I belonged there.
“You are so beautiful,” I said as love surged between us.
Could I risk telling her she was the best thing that ever happened to me when she might run a mile?
I wanted her heart more than I wanted her attention fixed on me. But the way she burst into a cry from how my cock filled her was enough for now.
Her hands swept over my waist before she clenched my asscheeks again, driving me into her, and pulling another weak whine from me.
I was going to start fucking mewling next if I wasn’t careful.
“I guess I should put my hand back here?” she said, her fingers tracing the seam of my ass.
I was worried it was going to be too much of a reach, but she got there just fine.
I wanted her to go faster. But from the smile that hitched her lips and the way her pussy twitched, she had a different plan.
My omega didn’t hold back.
So neither did I.
The moment her fingers entered me, I pushed my ass back, pulling my cock from her, and lowered down with a groan.
And, as she drew her fingers away, I sailed into her, loving the way our hips thudded together with the force of it.
Her scream was fucking heaven and having her fingers buried in me made everything a hundred times hotter.
She found my rhythm, thrusting and pulling, bound up in a spiral of pleasure which wound between us. And she could feel everything she did to me as well.
A deep cry echoed from her as I thrust at a perfect angle.
“Do you want to come already?” I chuckled, dropping kisses over her throat.
“What do you think?” she asked, meeting me with a fierce glare that set me off.
I was so fucking weak for her, and it was okay on every level. Because I didn’t have to be anything but myself for her.
We both shouted as pleasure beat through both of us. We were so in tune that it soared through us, bouncing between us like we had any clue what we were doing apart from wildly thrusting our bodies.
I was so close, nearly making her come, until Caspian’s presence rolled through me.
Anger battered me from the insides, and I burst into a grin.
“Brandy,” I gasped. “Can you feel them?”
I wanted to be so connected to her that she could feel the rest of my pack. If she could sense my alphas when she was like this, then it would be bliss when they were worthy enough to bite her.
“Just,” she said as she hooked her fingers inside me and stroked me at exactly the right spot to make my ass clench and my cock pulse. “But you’re so huge that it’s like he’s nothing.”
Was she talking about my heart or my cock? Either way, it was all good. Just to have her say I was more important to her than my alphas was all I needed.
“Caspian and Sin have been roiling around for days because I won’t let you out of my nest. Do you want to go to them, Brandy? Are you going to leave me?”
She shook her head instantly, meeting me with a cloud of perfume and love that blew me away.
“I think we should do even more to make them jealous.” I sighed into her, grinding my cock as deep as I could go just to pull more groans from her. “Are you ready?” I murmured in her ear.
“I’m ready for anything, as long as you actually do it.” Her growl was literally the cutest thing in the world.
I burst out laughing, falling even more in love with her every second as I lined my teeth up against her neck.
It was my favourite spot to bite her, and I was going to make sure it scarred even if our bond faded.
A noise of appreciation rumbled from me as I sent energy to Cas and Sin, showing them what she meant to me, and what she was giving to me in return.
I bit down as I thrust into her again, crying out as our pleasure peaked and tore through both of us as my alphas filled me along with her presence.