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Jesus fucking Christ.
I feel like an inexperienced teenager again, fighting tooth and nail to hold on and not come on the first stroke. But, fuck, Hadley’s so hot and tight, I have zero control as my balls tighten in preparation for detonation the second I’m balls-deep inside her.
Despite my body’s urge to rut like a wild animal, I somehow manage to keep my head clear and all my senses focused on Hadley. It’s a lot of fucking pressure, being a woman’s first. The stakes are high, because Hadley will remember this moment for the rest of her life.
And I need to make sure it’s a good memory. No, not good. Perfect.
Finding a sliver of control, I rock my hips gently. Hadley gasps, and the look of euphoria on her face fills me with pride. If she thinks that feels good…
I pull out slowly, grinding my teeth as her pussy clenches down in an attempt hold my cock deep inside her. Pausing for a split second with just the tip inside, I hold my breath and drive my hips forward, slamming back into her. Her inner walls convulse around me as a groan bursts from her and echoes off the walls around us.
I repeat the motion, and this time Hadley instinctively lifts her hips to meet me halfway. The heat and pressure around my cock increases, and I lose my head along with what little control I was holding onto. I let the wild animal take over, pumping into her faster and faster, and my extremities immediately start to tingle.
This is going to be fast, but it can’t be helped. All I can do is try like hell to make sure she comes quickly, too.
Bracing my weight on one arm, I slide my other hand between us. My thumb finds her clit, rubbing quick circles over it while I dip my head to suck a pert nipple into my mouth. My hips continue to pump, driving into her again and again as Hadley cries out the word “yes” with each thrust.
My abdominals tighten as a rush of heat spreads through me. I try to hold it off, but it’s too late. My muscles lock up as I drive forward, my hot release filling up the condom. Hadley’s nipple pops from my mouth as I lift my head and shout.
She stiffens beneath me just before her pussy clenches down and ripples around me. She yells out as her channel floods with wet heat, and my cock jerks inside her at the feel of her release.
Thank fuck.
“Oh, my God,” she murmurs between huffs of breath. “Fuck.”
A laugh bursts through my lips before I can stop it. Hadley opens her eyes to gaze up at me, a smile quirking up the corners of her mouth. Dipping my head, I press a lingering kiss to her swollen lips. She wraps her arms around me and kisses me back, and when I push up to look at her again, she’s grinning.
“Definitely worth the wait,” she says, her grin turning into a lopsided smirk.
I laugh and kiss her again with smiling lips as my fingertips tickle her ribs. She squeals and wriggles beneath me, and my sated cock twitches inside her, taking me by surprise. I order it down, though. Despite Hadley’s obvious enjoyment of our activities, it was her first time, and she’s bound to be at least a little sore.
But, fuck. This woman is going to be the death of me, I swear.
After I dispose of the condom and clean us both up, we climb under the sheet together. Hadley curls into my side, and I wrap my arm around her. My fingers toy with the ends of her hair, and we rest in contented silence for a long time.
Eventually, Hadley’s breaths grow slower, taking on the deep, even rhythm of sleep. I stare up at the ceiling for a long time, my thoughts wandering to places I’ve never let them wander.
I could see myself being happy here with Hadley. Forever.
And forever isn’t something I’ve ever let myself consider before. Quite the opposite. I already admitted to myself and Hadley that this thing between us feels different. That I could see myself letting go of those old hurts, as well as the determination to never let myself fall.
And, fuck, if I’m not falling. Fast. Hard.
She’s so fucking sweet, and all that sugary goodness is sprinkled with surprising bouts of sassiness. She keeps me on my toes, that’s for sure.
And I’m loving every second of it.
Releasing her hair, I let my hand fall to the mattress as darker thoughts sneak in. What if the Bandits trade me to another team? Would I go? Leave Hadley and everything we’re building together behind?
I could never ask her to go with me. This is her home. Her dream. And if I’m not going to ask her to move across town with me into the house I’m building, I’m sure as shit not going to ask her to leave Sublime, altogether. It wouldn’t be fair to her.
But neither would my leaving.
I take a deep breath and let it out slowly. We’ll cross that bridge if and when we come to it. I refuse to self-sabotage this time. Not with Hadley. Not with the happiness she’s brought into my life.
If things with Hadley go where I hope they’re going, I’m going to retire as a Bandit. Whether it’s naturally in a few years, or sooner to prevent moving to a new city and starting over, Branston is the last team for which I’ll ever play.
Sublime is my home, now and forever.
And if she’ll have me, so is Hadley West.