Chapter 11
danielle
My body was still quivering from the orgasm Aris delivered with his tongue. But seeing him towering over me, stroking his thick, hard cock in his big, masculine hands was enough to send desire surging through me once more.
I took a deep breath. “Condom?”
“Should be one in that nightstand.” He pointed to the small cabinet beside the futon, thankfully within reach.
I opened it and fished around until I found one, handing it to him as a mixture of nerves and anticipation flowed through me. My heart hadn’t quite recovered from the intense climax, and now it was revving up for the next round of fun. I wanted to make Aris feel as good as he just made me feel.
I hadn’t been with a man for a number of years, and though I used toys and took care of myself on occasion—probably not often enough—there was a momentary dread of whether or not it would hurt, or whether or not I would feel good to him.
I swallowed down my reservations and insecurities. I wanted this. He was right—I’d had a monumentally shitty day, and I was probably on the verge of not being able to finish my master’s degree. I should at least get a couple of good orgasms out of the deal, right? The universe was telling me that yes I should.
Thank you, universe, for agreeing with me!
All of these thoughts tumbled around in my head as Aris rolled the condom down his cock before notching it at my entrance. My core tightened, preparing itself for him.
“You’re sure you want this?” He pressed the head against my clit and rubbed it gently, sending a shiver of excitement through me.
“Fuck yes…” came out in a breathy moan as his eyes filled with concentration.
I watched his expression change as he breached my entrance, the way his lips parted and his eyes rolled back in his head. Those are good signs, right? I might have been so preoccupied with his reaction that it distracted me from my own reaction.
Inch by inch, he filled me, my walls clenching around him as tingles danced up and down my spine. I wrapped my arms around him, urging him to fully seat himself. When he hit bottom, a desperate groan rumbled up from his throat.
“Fuck, Dani…you feel so fucking good… Give me a sec to get my bearings.”
I made him lose his bearings?
That has to be a check in the pros column, right?
I didn’t know what he was used to. He told me it had been a while since he’d been with a woman, but how long? I didn’t know.
Shut up, Dani, I told my inner voice. Shut the fuck up and let this sexy man fuck you, for fuck’s sake!
When he finally stroked in and out, any thoughts left in my head dissolved into need that radiated from deep inside my core to the very edges of my sanity. I needed to come again. He was hitting the exact damn spot that sent thrills racing through me.
“Dani, my god…I’m not gonna last long. You have me so worked up. But I wanna make you come first,” he confessed. “Tell me what you need.”
“Nice and deep like that…and slow,” I rasped.
“Slow, I can do…” He gulped in some air and balanced himself on his wrists as he made long, deep strokes in and out. With each one, I arched my pelvis up, taking him to the absolute depths of me, where the pleasure was so intense, it took my breath away.
“Oh, god…” He continued to grind into me, slowly, steadily, his eyes closing as he tried to delay his release. He lowered himself on top of me as I continued to rise up to meet each thrust. After brushing his lips against mine, he told me how good I felt squeezing his cock.
“Your pussy is like a gold mine,” he groaned against me before nipping my lip. “It’s so fucking tight and wet. You’re gonna make me come, baby girl, and I’m not ready yet. I need to feel you shatter around me, milk the cum out of me.”
I was close already, and his words tipped me over the edge. Heat and pleasure cascaded over me, and my field of vision went black as I rode the waves radiating from my core. I was vaguely aware of Aris’s primal shout as his body jerked and he whipped his cock from me. He tore off the condom and gave his cock two quick pumps, then the tip exploded with thick white ribbons of cum. He spewed his seed all over my stomach as we both struggled to catch our breath.
I lay there for a moment, mesmerized by the pearly pattern on my skin as I studied his expression shift from exquisite pleasure to pure relief and relaxation.
“Oh, god, guess I need to clean you up.” He chuckled as he eased himself out of the bed, leaning down to whisper in my ear, “Be right back, my goddess.”
My whole body buzzed with peace and pleasure—not even the prescription painkillers they gave me could come anywhere near making me feel this good. But as I reveled in the aftermath, I heard talking in the hallway. It was a deep rumble of male voices.
Aris returned a moment later, still naked but holding a wet washcloth. “Let me take care of that mess I made.”
The washcloth felt warm as he smoothed it over my skin, clearing away his essence. I liked seeing it—proof of what I did to him. My pussy pulsed a few times in agreement as the vestiges of my climax dissipated.
“Can I get you anything?” He curled up next to me.
“Everything okay with you and Noah?”
“Yeah, of course. He just wanted to know if I am coming to bed, or if I planned to sleep in here.”
I waited for a moment to see if he was going to give me the answer, but he just nuzzled up next to me instead. It was a little strange knowing his partner was just down the hall while we fucked. I didn’t know if that was something I could get used to or not.
Once all the happy orgasmic chemicals had run their course, my leg started to throb again. I tapped Aris on the shoulder. “Do you mind getting me some water so I can take my meds? Then I’ll probably fall asleep.”
“Sure, of course.” Without complaint, he climbed off the futon again and returned moments later with a cold bottle of water. He handed it to me, but he didn’t climb back into bed.
“I need to go say goodnight to Noah,” he said. “Do you want me to come back in here after that?”
I swallowed the pills, giving me time to think about my options. I felt bad asking him to stay the night and taking him away from Noah. But I also felt kind of sad and overwhelmed and anxious about my future.
I didn’t even get a chance to answer. A smile crept across his face as he tilted his head. “I’ll be back in about fifteen minutes, okay?”
I smiled and nodded. Damn, Aris was one of a kind.
I had my hand poised to knock on Danielle’s door—previously our den—but when I heard the sounds coming from inside, I knew my timing was off. I didn’t want to interrupt them in the middle of sex, but from the sounds Aris was making, I could tell he was close.
Imagine my surprise when my cock sprang to life in my gray sweatpants.
I knew I shouldn’t be standing here. That I should go back to my room and try again later. I just wanted to see if I should wait up for him or not.
Fuck, they sound hot together.
I leaned my head against the wall outside the room and sucked in a deep breath. Images of what my lover might look like stroking his thick cock in and out of Danielle’s voluptuous body filled my mind. Well, shit. I didn’t expect that to turn me on.
But it did.
God…what was wrong with me? I had barely felt sexual at all since getting the news I was being sued for malpractice. The weight of the lawsuit was pressing down on me at all times, squeezing the air out of my lungs and making me ache with worry.
Aris’s primal shouts signaled he was climaxing, and now my ache had been transferred right to my cock. I need to go back to our room.
I started to head back down the hall when the doorknob twisted, sending a jolt of adrenaline through my system. I whipped around, seeing Aris standing in all his naked glory, his cock still dripping cum as he stepped out into the hall. His face burst into a smile as soon as he saw me.
“Hey, enjoy the show?” he asked, giving me a stupid post-climactic grin.
“What? I was just about to knock, but I noticed you guys were…involved…so I was going to try again later.”
“What do you need, Noah?” His eyes darted down to the bulge in my sweats—impossible to hide. Aris loved these things on me. I could guarantee myself a blowjob if he saw me walking around shirtless with these sweatpants slung low on my hips.
“I just wondered if you were sleeping in our room tonight or not, and if I should wait up for you. That’s all.”
“What would you prefer?” His thick eyebrows quirked before his gaze darted back down to my package, which pulsed under his stare.
Damn it. Try to be a little more subtle, for fuck’s sake, I coached my dick. To no avail, I might add.
I shrugged. “It’s really up to Danielle. I know she’s had a trying day—though it sounds like you just improved it exponentially.”
He chuckled. “I hope so. She seemed to enjoy herself.” His grin disappeared momentarily when he licked his lips. “Damn, she tastes amazing…”
“Oh, was it just oral? It sounded like you?—”
His eyebrows arched.
“Oh, I mean?—”
“It’s okay if you were listening,” he assured me. “I think it’s hot—and it turned you on. Clearly.”
I sucked in a breath. I couldn’t really dispute the evidence of that.
“Maybe you can join us next time?” Hope dripped off the last word.
“Oh, I don’t know, Aris. I don’t want to intrude on your relationship with her. You know how busy I’ve been. I probably couldn’t even find the time…”
“Well, you coulda been in there right now,” he said.
“She’s my patient, too, so I really shouldn’t get involved with her. That wouldn’t be very ethical.”
“Refer her to Jess,” he suggested.
Jessica was my colleague, a very competent doctor and excellent surgeon. If I had to give up my patients due to this lawsuit, they would be in good hands with Jess. At least there was that.
I still hadn’t told Aris. Guilt rocketed through me, and the only bright side to that was my cock finally decided to deflate. “So…bed tonight or not?”
“I’ll check and see what she has in mind, but I’ll definitely come in and say goodnight to you one way or another,” he promised. “Give me like fifteen minutes.”
I forced a smile. “Take all the time you need.”
I headed back to our bedroom, feeling defeated. My patients might not be the only thing I had to give up. The lawyer made it quite clear that my accuser would attack me as a person, not just as a doctor. If she found out I was bisexual, she could use that against me. I didn’t want to bring Aris into this drama or jeopardize his career or any of his relationships.
He had Danielle now, and it would be easy for him to pass as straight if he wanted to. He might be fantasizing about having both of us, but three’s a crowd, right? Maybe the best thing to do at this point was to remove myself from the equation.
I snuggled up to my boyfriend after turning off the lights. I liked these moments, these little conversations before bed in the dark, when, in the absence of facial expressions and body language, you had to rely on the sound of each other’s voices, each raise or lowering of pitch, each shift in inflection, to read meaning into the words. It made me feel closer to Noah, learning what patterns his voice made to express various emotions.
“You’re sure you’re okay if I sleep with Danielle tonight?” I checked for the third or fourth time.
“Yes, my god, Aris, how many times are you going to ask?” The slight chuckle after let me know he was only exasperated in a joking way.
“Well, I just want to be sure,” I admitted. “You’ve been kind of preoccupied lately…and I need to make sure you’re okay.”
Noah’s warm hand stroked down my cheek. “I’m fine. Everything’s gonna be fine. I’m glad you have Danielle. It’s cute to watch you guys.”
“Cute? You make it sound like we’re children!” I scoffed.
“Well, you definitely didn’t sound like children a few minutes ago.”
“You’re okay with me fucking her?”
“Yes, Aris. I already told you a million times, and you saw firsthand what listening did.”
“It made you hard, didn’t it?” I bit my lip as my own cock twitched at the thought.
“Yes. Yes, it did.”
“Are you hard now?” I reached over to check, but he swatted my hand away in a playful way.
“You promised her you were coming back. I can guarantee you, if you touch me, you will be getting fucked, and it would be a while before you got back to her.”
“Right. Damn it.” I sighed. Noah didn’t make promises if he didn’t intend to keep them.
“What?”
“Well, now I’m hard again.”
“Maybe she can solve that issue for you,” Noah suggested.
“Well, can I at least get a kiss good night first?” I leaned toward him, painting tiny kisses on his chest.
He wrapped his arms around me and drew me closer to him, until the smell of his body wash permeated my senses. Such a clean, manly smell. Mmmm, yeah, this hard-on was not gonna just go away.
His full, sensuous lips claimed mine, catching me off guard since I’d let my mind wander for a moment. But I didn’t miss a beat, kissing him back with passion and love.
“Thank you for letting me explore things with Dani,” I said as I pulled away.
“You’re welcome. I’m glad you’re having fun.”
“See you in the morning?”
“Yeah. Hope you get at least a little bit of sleep…”
* * *
I crawled out of one bed and into another. The futon with the foam mattress on top was surprisingly comfortable. It wasn’t the best for fucking because my knees sank into the memory foam, but it was more important that Danielle would be comfortable sleeping here for the next six to eight weeks.
She was breathing soundly, letting out the tiniest of snores as I snuggled up to her backside. Her cast was propped up on a pillow, meaning there wasn’t one for me, but that was okay. I slung my arm around her, thinking that either myself or the medicine knocked her out for the night—or maybe some combination thereof. I would try to take that as a compliment. I knew she needed to sleep.
“Good night, beautiful,” I whispered, nuzzling into her hair.
It had been a weird, wild, but wonderful day.
* * *
The next morning, I opened the door to our bedroom, hoping to hop into bed with Noah for a quick snuggle before we had to get ready for work, but he was gone.
No note, no text, nothing. He left without saying goodbye. That didn’t sound like someone who was just fine with me seeing other people, right?