Chapter 18 #2
“Felix,” I say. As soon as the name is out of my mouth, I know I’ve made the right choice.
He’s always been so sweet to me, cuddling me that first night at their house and helping me to the shower after Sebastian ate me out so good on the dining room table.
And I’m sure he’ll bring that same caring to my first time.
He’s always given and given to me, never once asking for anything for himself. This is my chance to give him a reward for his kindness.
“Me?” asks Felix, shocked. “Are you sure?”
“You.” I lean in and give him a long slow kiss, feeling his cock twitch beneath me. When I break the kiss, I look around to the others, suddenly concerned that they’ll feel cheated, or like I’m playing favorites. “Is that okay?”
“Of course it’s okay,” Lukas says, resting his chin on my shoulder. Elliot and Sebastian murmur their agreement. “It’s your decision, and we all just want you to be comfortable for your first time.”
I turn a little to kiss him on the cheek, and he captures my lips in a slow, deliberate kiss. When it ends, I look over to Sebastian and Elliot, sitting on the other bed. I feel bad that they haven’t gotten any kisses yet, and am about to ask them to come over when Elliot speaks.
“Are you comfortable with us watching?” He sounds nervous, although I don’t know why he’s feeling that way when I’m the one about to lose my virginity with his friend. “Or we could leave, if that’s what you want.”
It’s very sweet that Elliot is offering something I know he doesn’t want to do, all for my own comfort. It’s a shame I’m not interested in dating them, because they’d probably be great boyfriends.
“You can definitely stay.” I climb off Felix, squeezing his hand briefly to let him know I’ll be right back, and go over to give Elliot a hug.
I might want Felix to be the one I have sex with first, but I don’t want any of the others to feel slighted. It’s because they’ve been so kind and attentive that I’m ready to take this next step.
“Okay,” Elliot hugs me back and then gets up. “I’ll grab a towel to keep the bed clean.”
Okay, well, that doesn’t make me feel sexy. I get it, it would probably be weird if Elliot didn’t put a towel down as a barrier between the bed and my naked body, but still.
“He means it in the best way,” says Sebastian, his hands sliding under the hem of my sweater and across the skin of my waist. “You know we don’t expect this of you, right? Just because we’re all here in a hotel room.”
“I know.” I plant a kiss on his cheek and turn back to the other bed, ready to return to Felix’s lap, but he’s up and digging in his suitcase.
“Here you go,” says Elliot, laying out a towel from the bathroom on the bed. “It was in the clean pile so hopefully it’s sanitary.”
“Thank you,” I tell him. I know this is something that Elliot does because he cares, and I’m appreciative of that.
“Come here,” says Lukas, still kneeling in the center of the bed, right below the edge of the towel. As soon as I climb up on the bed, his hands grip the top of my pants. “May I?”
This is happening. My heart thuds a little harder in my chest. I nod.
Lukas helps me shimmy down first my pants and then my panties, the cool air of the hotel room making goosebumps race across my skin, and I’m glad to still have my sweater to keep me warm.
And then Lukas grabs the hem and tugs it up. “This too?”
Well, there goes that safety net. I’m not changing my mind, but I’m still nervous, especially now that I’m getting naked and no one else is. “Only if you take yours off too.” Fair is fair, after all.
Lukas huffs a laugh and pulls off first his comic T-shirt and then the long-sleeved shirt he’s wearing under it, revealing toned arms and chest. He’s not muscly and bulky, but there’s a solid trimness about him that’s not easy to see when he’s wearing two shirts all the time.
I’m glad that I bargained, because it’s a nice view.
I stare down at him as he pushes me gently back to a sitting position and leans down to kiss my knee.
I gasp as he kisses his way slowly up my inner thigh, sending sparks of excitement through me.
This is familiar, and I know just how pleasurable it is to have their mouths between my thighs.
There’s no way I’m going to deny either of us this right now, and my legs fall open of their own accord.
Lukas takes his time, keeping me on edge as he meanders his way up my sensitive skin until he hits my center. Even then, he doesn’t go straight for the spots that drive me crazy. No, he edges around them, teasing me, hinting at the pleasure my body is craving but never actually giving it to me.
When he finally latches on to my clit, my hips buck against his mouth.
I’m practically begging to ride his tongue the way I want.
But he pulls back slightly to keep that blissful feeling right out of my reach, giving himself enough room for a single finger to tease around my entrance before sliding inside.
I moan, half in pleasure and half in frustration.
It’s not enough. I reach down to grip his hair and hook a leg over his shoulder.
I need more, and I might not be able to form the words, but my body can definitely convey its desire.
I can feel the warmth of Lukas’s breath as he laughs softly against my aching pussy before curling his finger and making me writhe as I try to get closer, to make him put his mouth back on me.
Felix, who has shucked his clothes save for his superhero boxers, comes back to the bed and lies next to me. His bare skin against mine is warm, and even through the haze of desire, I can’t help but grin as I stroke a finger across his thigh.
“Nice boxers.”
“They’re my lucky boxers.” His voice is dead serious, and I quirk an eyebrow at him.
“Were you trying to get lucky with me, or are they just for your events today?” I doubt he was aiming for more than what’s on our schedule, but I’m curious if he was thinking something sexy might happen at some point today or if he was wholly focused on cubing.
“I only planned for the competition,” he says, kissing my neck. “I couldn’t plan for you.”
“None of us did,” agrees Sebastian.
Felix hooks his thumb under my chin and brings my lips up to his.
It might start sweet, but he’s soon matching the rhythm and pressure Lukas is applying between my thighs.
I don’t know how they do it, but I appreciate every movement and the synchronization as I tumble over the edge into the sweetest orgasm that leaves me floating on air.
My pussy is still pulsing with the aftershocks when Lukas sits up and the chilly air gusts over the wetness slicking my thighs. Before I can even shiver, Felix settles his own hips between my legs. He kisses down my jaw and over the heavy pulsing in my neck.
“Are you still sure?” he asks, his tongue flicking over my pulse. “We can stop at any time.”
“Don’t stop,” I pant. I’m not backing out now. I want everything, and I want it from them.
“Only if you’re sure,” says Felix, raising himself up slightly and looking down at me as he rolls a condom onto his thick shaft. It’s hot, the way he strokes himself to roll down the condom. When he pulls his hand away and I get a good look at him for the first time, my eyes widen.
Whoa. Maybe I should have looked at all of their dicks first to see which one is the smallest, then picked that one to be my first time. Felix might not be as long as his friends, but he’s definitely wider. I did not realize that when he was touching himself in the shower this morning.
Was that only this morning? It feels like forever ago.
I look back up at his face. “I’m sure. Stop arguing with me.” I’m not going to change my mind. I’m ready for this.
“Yes, dear.” Felix smiles as he lowers himself down enough to continue kissing along my neck, his hands planted on either side of me so he’s not smothering me with his weight.
I reach down to stroke the pad of my thumb over the tip of his cock.
It feels a lot different with the condom on it, but from the way he groans into the crook of my neck, he still loves the feel of me touching him.
I trail the head of his cock through my folds, relishing the way he holds himself so still, letting me explore this moment, even though I’m sure he’s as desperate to press forward and sink inside of me as I am to have him do it.
The bed dips on both sides of me as Elliot and Sebastian stretch out beside us. Maybe I should be weirded out to have them right here as I’m about to fuck their best friend, but I’m not. It feels right.
I glance over Felix’s shoulder and meet Lukas’s eyes. He’s sitting right there at my feet, hand wrapped around my ankle, mouth shiny from my orgasm. I’m still looking at him as Felix lines himself up with my entrance.
“Ready?” Felix asks, and I turn my eyes to meet his behind his glasses. I nod, and he presses slowly forward, sinking inside me.
Even as wet as I am from the orgasm Lukas gave me, it hurts a little. Felix is so big, and as my body adjusts to take him, I can’t help but bite my lip and close my eyes, breathing through the discomfort.
“You’re doing so good.” Lukas rubs his thumb across my ankle, even as Elliot and Sebastian both lean in to kiss me—Elliot the side of my head, and Sebastian my shoulder.
“You’re so tight,” groans Felix as he moves the last little bit until he’s buried inside me. “You’re doing amazing. Are you okay?”
“Yeah,” I whisper, and pull his head in for a kiss. “It’s just … weird. Good weird. I’ve never felt anything like this.”
He kisses across my cheekbone until he reaches my ear and says very softly, “I’m going to start to move. Tell me if it’s too much.”
I nod, and he withdraws his cock, then presses forward again. He slowly drags his thick length in and out, letting me adjust to the feeling of being fucked while he kisses my neck, gently sucking on the spot where my racing pulse flutters under my skin.
“I’m not going to last long. You’re too good,” says Felix, his voice gruff, like he can’t catch his breath.
Reaching between us, his thumb brushes over my clit in tight concentric circles and my hips buck in time to his thrusts, meeting each movement of his own hips. He doesn’t let up, continuing to thrust in a slow steady rhythm that contradicts his stressed breathing and frantic fingers.
“Fuck!” The word is ripped from my chest as the orgasm comes out of nowhere, forcing my eyes to roll back in my head and my fists to tighten their grip on the sheets as I quiver underneath him.
As the orgasm subsides, my fingers let go of the sheets and I lie there, panting and shaking.
Elliot and Sebastian both take my limp hands in theirs, bringing them to their lips and kissing them as I float on air.
Even Felix’s change of pace to quick short thrusts feels good, extending the flutters wracking my body.
Felix’s face is a tableau of pure ecstasy as he freezes above me and then collapses, nuzzling into my neck.
“That was incredible. Thank you.” He plants a kiss on my shoulder and then continues to just lie half on top of me, holding me tight and keeping me warm.
“You were outstanding,” says Lukas, leaning over him and kissing my forehead. “I knew you would be.”
My brain is fuzzy, and I’m warm and sticky from sweat and my multiple orgasms. But it’s so cozy with our little cuddle pile that I don’t want to move. Felix is a little heavy, pressing me into the mattress, but I don’t care. I want to stay like this forever.
I don’t know how long we lie there before an alarm goes off, making me giggle. That’s my guys. Always setting alarms.
“It’s okay, you rest,” says Elliot, sliding my glasses off and kissing my forehead as I stir beneath Felix.
They slowly climb out of bed, but Elliot comes back with a warm washcloth and cleans me up, then gently pulls the towel out from beneath my hips.
“Keep resting,” says Lukas, pulling the covers up over me. “Come downstairs whenever you’re ready. No rush.”
They each lean down to kiss me before making their way to the door. Felix is the last, still fastening his pants as he sits next to me on the bed and brushes his lips across mine.
“You’re amazing,” he whispers near my ear. “And I’m honored to have you choose me for your first time. Thank you.” He moves a piece of hair off my forehead as he stands, and I’m only dimly aware of the door shutting as I drift into sleep.