Chapter 14 - Tasha
Stepping into my room, I closed the door leaning back against it. My heart was racing. My blood throbbed as it rushed through my veins. Grabbing the bottle of water sitting on the bedside table, I drank like a horse, trying to ease the sudden onset of dry mouth.
My face and neck felt flushed as heat radiated through me. Never before had I felt rage like this. It was about to drive me insane. Hearing the water in the bottle sloshing, I glanced at my shaking hands. I had to do something.
This wasn’t right. The way the Chernykh’s have been treating this family wasn’t fair. Moving quickly, I headed to Vadik’s office. I grabbed his laptop and went to the library for some silence. Sitting down I opened the laptop and started digging. I would dig as hard and deep as needed, even if it took me all night. The rage burning in me was a ticking time bomb.
There was no sleeping tonight, I would find all I could and destroy them. I learned more than I expected. I found details about each family member such as habits, friends, telephone numbers, etc. Looking at the list, I decided I would get close to infiltrating them.
Sitting back in my chair I grinned up at the ceiling. Maybe not by myself but I could share it all with my family. Yet, I think I would at least try. Feeling slightly better, I went off to bed. There was more to do in the morning, but my brain needed rest.
The sun woke me as it brightened the world inside my room. Getting up with replenished spirits, I washed and dressed at record speed. Heading down the hallway I couldn’t wait to get back to Vadik’s laptop I left in the study. My anger was slightly subdued but far from gone. I wondered which one of them would be most likely to befriend me.
Glancing at the list again, I opened X and created a new account. I’ve made friends with the enemy before for my brothers, but this time it felt more personal. Sitting back, I admired the profile I had created. It was perfect. Selecting one of the girls, I sent a friend request.
While I waited for a response, I checked in on Vadik. He was still sleeping so I left him be. After breakfast, I went back to check into the library. Looking at the reply on the screen, I felt a spark of hope flickering, Lena had accepted.
Taking a play out of Abram’s book, I decided to set up a meeting. Lena accepted my lunch offer. It was a busy public coffee shop so there was no reason for her to be suspicious. Our lunch was actually very nice. After that, she kept in contact.
We got to know each other quite well over the next couple of days. I regularly checked in on Vadik to ensure he was comfortable and recuperating. I had set another meeting with Lena for Friday even though I was still unsure of what I intended to do to them.
She was so sweet and innocent. I knew the betrayal would most likely break her, but it had to be done. My feelings for Vadik had evolved. I wouldn’t call it love, but there were strong emotions.
I felt I had to strengthen the bond with Lena quickly and get personal details on her siblings. Entering Vadik’s room on Friday morning, I noticed he appeared angry at me.
“Good morning,” I said smiling. Walking to his bedside, I leaned over and kissed his cheek. “How did you sleep? You look a little grumpy this morning, do you have pain?”
Vadik grabbed my hand. His grip was tighter than usual. “What’s wrong?” I huffed pulling back. “You’re hurting my hand!” I didn’t know where the sudden aggression came from.
“What in heaven's name are you thinking? What are you doing, Tasha?” Vadik spat at me.
Pulling free from his grip, I stepped back rubbing my wrist. “What do you mean?” I asked astonished. I wasn’t sure what I had done that could get him so worked up.
Vadik pushed himself up on the bed. Sitting on the edge he glared at me as he spoke. “This is beyond stupid and dangerous. You are neither of those two things, so what were you thinking?”
Still vaguely in the dark, I shook my head. “What did I do to deserve this kind of treatment?” I huffed.
“Befriending a Chernykh! What are you thinking? You know this can only end badly, right?”
As he spoke, I realized he truly cared for me. His tone had changed from angry to firm but tender. His eyes glinted as if tears were forming. Up until now, I had not seen this kind of compassion. Everything he said made sense.
For a moment he reminded me of Abram. It was the kind of caring speech he would give if he found out what I was up to. Walking closer, I sat down beside him. Taking his hand, I turned looking into his eyes as I responded. “Vadik, it’s a good way for us to get some leverage. I promise I didn’t use my name or reveal anything about me.”
Taking a deep breath, I continued. “I don’t appreciate you lecturing to me. If it was you, you would have done the same thing, and you can’t deny it.”
“No,” he replied shaking his head. “You can’t go around doing such things. You might get hurt. I don’t want you to get hurt, Tasha.”
I was stunned. Staring at him blankly I wasn’t sure how to respond. “Vadik,” I breathed out trying to gather my thoughts.
He gently pulled me into his embrace whispering in my ear. “Please, Tasha, please don’t do this. I wouldn’t be able to take it if something happened to you.”
Pulling back, I looked into his shiny eyes. My insides were all twisted and my hormones running rampant within. “Vadik,” I repeated as I placed my hand on his cheek. Unable to fight the sparks between us any longer, I leaned forward pushing out my lips. I closed my eyes in preparation for his kiss, but nothing happened.
Vadik was smiling tenderly at me as I opened my eyes. “No, Tasha,” he whispered. “We’re both emotional.”
“No, yes, but I want this,” I replied without hesitation.
He looked deep into my eyes. I could see he was thinking very hard. I was confused again, why did he need to think about it? Did he not feel the same way? There was no reason to overthink things.
Intending to leave, I got up from the bed as he clearly wasn’t interested. Vadik gently took hold of my hand. Turning back to face him, I noticed a glistering in his eyes. I moved to stand between his legs.
Taking his other hand, I moved them to my back and let go. He placed them on my lower back as I lifted his head speaking softly, “Please, I want this. Just tell me if you’re not interested. But I am ready.”
I could hear nothing but our breathing as he studied my face. It was only a few seconds, but it felt like he was examining my soul. Suddenly, his hands came up, grabbing my face. He pulled me closer and kissed me deeply.
His lips were warm and soft, yet his kiss was firm. It felt like I was on a rollercoaster ride as my insides twisted and turned. He stood up. Placing his hands on the small of my back, Vadik pulled me closer. His grip was so tight, there was no room even for air between us.
Pulling back, Vadik breathed in deeply. He stared into my eyes as I felt his hands working their way up my back. His touch was soft, his hands were hot against my skin as he moved up my shirt.
My heart felt like it was about to jump into my throat. Slowly he lifted my shirt up and pulled it off over my head. His fingers gently flowed over my shoulders and down my body. I shivered, inhaling sharply as my nipples came erect.
He moved down my stomach and back up. When he reached my bra, his hands moved around to my back. I felt him loosen the clasp before his hands moved to the straps. It felt like an earthquake had erupted inside me as everything seemed to shake.
He touched my shoulders and searched my eyes as if waiting for permission. “Yes,” I breathed out. My voice, barely a whisper, shook slightly. I couldn’t peel my eyes away from him and felt my cheeks heat up as I blushed.
I felt my bra straps move down my arms before it fell to the ground. His gaze went from my eyes to my lips and down my neck to my exposed breasts. Instinctively I had the urge to close them with my hands. But instead, I grabbed onto his shirt.
My breathing sounded like I was laboring very hard as I tried to steady my mind. This was happening, I couldn’t figure out if I was excited or scared. Maybe I felt a little of both as he leaned closer. Closing my eyes, I tasted his hot kiss once more.
Feeling his hands on my hips, I pulled back slightly. Glancing down I saw his hands moving up my sides. His touch was hot like fire. It seemed to light up all my senses as I felt my body craving more of him.
His hands stopped under my breasts. I arched back as his thumbs moved over my nipple. Breathing out hard, I shook lightly. My mouth filled with liquid as he licked his thumbs and placed them back on my nipples. It was cool and hot simultaneously as he moved them in a circular motion.
My heart was running a marathon as lightning surged through me. Moaning from the pleasure, I closed my eyes again. It felt like lightning surged through me. I felt Vadik moving closer again.
I huffed as he grabbed hold of one breast squeezing tightly. As he massaged and played with it, he grabbed my ass with his other hand. Opening my eyes, I looked into his. Opening my mouth to speak, he didn’t give me a chance as his lips honed in on mine.
This kiss was stronger and more penetrating as his tongue explored my mouth. There was fire and sparks between us. As we kissed, I felt him gently pulling on my hair. Moving with him, I let my head fall back. Vadik continued to kiss down my face into my neck.
I shivered as a warmth ran through me. Kissing my shoulder, Vadik turned me in his arms, so my back was facing him. He lingered on my neck for a second before I felt his hot breath tickling the fine hair on my ear. His hot breath sent chills through me as he nibbled my ear lobe.
It was pleasant but also a tad sore as he bit into my neck. It felt like he was trying to take a bite out of me. Taking hold of the side of the bed, I tried turning to look at him. His hands rapidly moved to my breasts. Vadik pinched my nipples while massaging my breasts, sending more shivers through me.
Moving his hands down my sides to my waist Vadik laid warm tender kisses down my back. Arching back, I breathed out hard. My hormones had joined a rock band and wanted more of him.
As he got to my lower back, I felt his fingers closing around the top of my pants. As he pulled my pants down, he laid soft kisses over my butt cheeks and down the back of my legs. Once my pants were around my ankles, he picked up one foot and removed them. Then he did the same with the other foot.
Vadik gradually moved his hands back up my legs. This time he took hold of my panties. Standing there was nerve-wracking. No man had seen me completely naked before. I felt exposed as my stomach turned. Yet, I wanted him to look at me, I wanted him to want me as much as I desired him.
I hoped that I didn’t come forth or look uncomfortable even though I felt uneasy. Vadik stood back as he turned me to face him Smiling at me, he spoke softly,” Are you sure you want this, Tasha? You seem scared, are you?”
Taking a deep breath, I responded as I moved closer to him. “Yes, I do want this.”
Vadik nodded. Taking me around the waist he walked forward until I felt the bed against my legs. He lifted me onto the bed. Opening my legs he moved in between them. Looking up into his eyes, our lips met with a passionate hot kiss.
He leaned against me as we kissed until I was flat on my back with him half on top of me. He kissed down my cheek, moving to my neck. I felt a flash of heat shoot through me and took a deep breath. Vadik continued down kissing, licking, and smelling me as he went over my breasts and my stomach.
Everything was tingling. My body felt like a lit-up Christmas tree on fire. Vadik placed tender kisses across my stomach which was making summersaults. Then he went down more softly kissing the top of my pussy. I felt the warmth spread between my legs and gasped for air.
Closing my eyes not sure what to expect, I tried calming my mind. I waited, wanting to feel more to know what he had to offer me. But nothing happened. Opening my eyes, I looked down my body.
Vadik was standing beside the bed naked as the day he was born. My eyes traveled from his down his amazingly built body. As my sight settled on his gigantic cock I couldn’t keep the gasp from fleeing. Placing my hands over my mouth, I whispered as he moved closer. “Wow, that’s a lot.”
Vadik grinned as he pushed my legs apart and got onto the bed between them. My stomach filled with wild waves as a whirlwind swept through me. His eyes had a storm brewing in them, like a pool of lava about to explode. Realizing he wanted me made me nervous.
Biting down on my lower lip, I wondered what it would feel like. Never having been with a man, I didn’t know what to expect. Vadik must have noticed by my heavy breathing and uneasiness that I was vaguely scared. He leaned closer whispering in my ear. “If you want to stop, we need to stop now. If we continue, I will not be able to stop myself, understand?” His breathing was very heavy.
“My hunger for you has grown to a point where I’m no longer in control. It’s eating me up and once we start there’s no turning back.”
His eyes were sincere. Smiling up at him, I took his face in my hands. “I want this,” I replied feeling his words driving my sexuality wilder. Moving my hands down his neck, I pulled him closer kissing him. Pushing my fingers through his hair, our kiss became forceful as sparks flew between us.
Vadik bit softly on my lower lip pushing my hands up and pinning them. He kissed my neck and moved down to my breast. Nibbling on the one then the other made my body shake.
A powerful desire rose within me as his hand moved down my body to my pussy. Vadik played softly with his finger until my pussy lips parted. I felt the heat between my legs increase and my pussy pumping.
Letting go of my hands, he kissed my stomach moving further down. Grabbing hold of the pillow behind my head, I pulled my legs up opening them wider as I breathed heavily. He kissed the top of my pussy before licking it. A powerful force ran up my body and I let out a soft scream.
Vadik moved up and down my body, kissing, licking, and taking tender bites here and there. For a moment I thought I had died and gone to heaven as extasy surged through all my senses.
Moving back between my legs, his tongue moved up and down my pussy a couple of times quickly before penetrating me. I felt him sucking my clitoris into his mouth and screamed as pleasure drove my mind wild.
Shivering and arching, I shook my head wildly. It was almost too much. “Oh, yes, baby, please,” I begged as he lifted his head looking at me. My body was aching for more pleasure.
Vadik rose, pushed his hand under me pulling me tightly to him. He stood and turned placing me down on his lap. Sitting on his lap, I suddenly felt tiny. I could feel his hard cock pulsing between my legs.
Lifting me, Vadik lay back placing me down on his chest. He smiled at me as I sat not sure what to do next. “Can you stand on your knees?” he asked.
Nodding, I tried raising onto my knees. His chest was so broad I couldn’t quite get there. Vadik held my legs as he shifted between them. He grinned at me as he settled with me on his face. “Place your hands on the wall, you might need it,” he said before I felt his tongue penetrating me.
Huffing loudly, I placed my hands on the wall as I fell forward. My body was shaking, and he had barely touched me. This time his licking was quicker, deeper, and more concentrated. It felt good and my body was responding in waves. All my senses lit up as he flicked his tongue up and down the length of my wet pussy. My body was covered in goosebumps as I shivered on top of him.
This was my first time for everything. I orgasmed so quickly. I felt the hot liquid squirting out over his face as I convulsed and screamed. There was no way I could keep either in.
Vadik held my hips as he continued until I couldn’t take it anymore. Falling back onto him, I felt my body starting to calm down. I filled with an unimaginable joy. The smile that stretched across my mouth was wild, like something out of a movie but I couldn’t force it away.
I felt him squirming under me. Then he took hold of my hips and lifted me up. Vadik held me as he stood, turned, and placed me back down on the bed. “Did you enjoy that?” he asked.
Grinning, I shook my head as I whispered. “Yes, I want more.”
Vadik laughed. “Glad to hear that wasn’t enough,” he whispered kissing me. I felt his weight as he moved over me. His one hand softly trailed down my body. As he rubbed my clitoris he whispered. “There might be a slight stinging or burning pain once I penetrate you.”
Wow, what? My mind screamed. Pain? Why did no one tell me this? I didn’t know, no one prepared you for the first time you have intercourse. I was glad he was honest with me and nodded as I breathed in deeply. Closing my eyes, I felt him parting my pussy lips with his fingers before pushing his hard cock deep into me.