15. Chapter Fifteen
Chapter Fifteen
B ecca curled into Tyler’s embrace. Her body still hummed from their afternoon activities. He had dinner sent down from the ranch house and fed her in bed. Tyler had tested her boundaries this afternoon, and she’d loved every second of it.
She’d almost called her safe word when he told her one last orgasm, but she didn’t. And then it hit, and she floated on a cloud of happiness and satisfaction. Is this subspace? She’d never felt so satisfied or loved.
Loved? Yes, loved. Tyler lovingly took care of her body, spirit, and needs. She was falling for him. Her heart pounded. Normally, she’d run a mile from these thoughts but not with Tyler. Becca hadn’t protected her heart the way she wanted, and now she was going to pay the price.
No matter how much it hurt.
Tyler’s place was here, running the ranch while her life awaited her, with a new job and a fresh start.
“How are you feeling?” he asked as his palms skimmed over her back.
“Wonderful.” She tilted her head so she could look at him, his chest hair rough against her cheek. “Can we talk about tomorrow?”
“Yes, but it’s your choice on adding Jared to the mix.”
“You always say it’s my choice, but what about you?” She wanted him to enjoy the experience as well.
“This isn’t about me. It’s about you. You can have me and Jared, or just me. It’s totally up to you.”
A small shiver worked its way from her toes to her head. With the plug in her ass as Tyler fucked her, she’d imagined that was how it would be having two men, but she also had the feeling it could be more. “You’re sure Jared is okay with this?”
“Yes.”
Becca swallowed as excitement filled her.
Isn’t this what the week is about, me experiencing everything—including my fantasies?
“All right. I want to do it.”
Tyler brushed a kiss over her lips. “You won’t regret it.”
“I won’t.” She wouldn’t. She wanted to experience two men at once, and she trusted Tyler to know if it would work or not.
“Jared and I will worship your body tomorrow. I set up one of the special cabins for us.”
“You did?” She’d read about them when she first got here. The book had only said they were available for couples who wanted more than what their cabins could provide.
“Special for us.” He shifted her in his embrace. “How long do you want Jared with us?”
“I’m not sure what you mean.”
“I mean, do you want him there the whole day, half a day, or just long enough to take your ass while I fuck your pussy?”
She squirmed as anticipation flowed through her. “I hadn’t thought about it.” She gazed at Tyler. “I’d like some time alone with you first, but I’m thinking not too long, or I might say to hell with Jared.”
Tyler chuckled. “I bet you won’t. I want you to know that, tomorrow, Jared and I will push your boundaries.”
“I’m sure you will.” He wouldn’t do anything to hurt her or make her uncomfortable. Even today, he’d stopped when she said her safe word to catch her breath.
“With that in mind…” He gave her a hard kiss before he slipped from the bed.
“What are you doing?” she asked as he picked up his clothes.
“Dressing.” He pulled his pants on. “You need to rest for tomorrow, and if I stay, we won’t be sleeping.”
Becca sat up and stared at him. “I want you to stay.”
“I know. There are some things I want you to know tonight and sleep on.”
“Okay.” Becca climbed off the bed, slipped her robe on, and crossed over to him.
“Tomorrow, Jared and I will be fully in command.”
“And you weren’t today?” He’d been pretty demanding all afternoon.
“More so tomorrow. We’ll use safe words as always. But I need you to be vocal if something feels off or if your arms and legs go numb. Anything off and you tell me.”
“I can do that.” That meant she had to pay attention to more than the way they made her feel. She’d cross that bridge tomorrow.
“It also means when Jared or I tell you to do something, you do it. No questions, no hesitations.”
“Fine.” She could do that, couldn’t she? She obeyed Tyler without hesitation, and he trusted Jared, and she did too. So yes, she could obey both of them.
“I’ll have breakfast sent to you, and you will eat it. You’ll need your energy. I want you at the special cabin number two at ten. You and I will play until lunch. We’ll take a short lunch break, and then Jared will arrive, and we’ll pay until we’re done.”
Becca nodded, but after being with Tyler all week, she knew he had more to say, so she waited.
“Everything you’ve learned this week will be explored tomorrow. You and I together have only skimmed the surface. I want you to go into this with your eyes open.”
At that moment, she realized how important this was to her. It was the last step in freeing the inner sexual woman. She was ready to fly. “My eyes are open. I want this. Tell Jared he can be with us as long as he wants to be.”
He nodded and brushed a kiss over her lips. “The path and cabin are clearly marked. You are not to masturbate. Wear your robe and slippers, but nothing else. Oh, please braid your hair.”
Anticipation heated her blood. At least she’d have a robe on if she met anyone on her way to the cabin. Becca was grateful for that.
“The cabin door will be unlocked. Enter, remove your robe and slippers. There will be a massage table. You are to climb on it, face down. From that moment on, you are no longer in control. It will be Jared and I.”
“I understand.” Damn if that didn’t make her hot, thinking about both men commanding her.
“I hope you do.”
Becca brushed her fingers over the frown on his forehead. Her heart contracted at his serious tone. Tyler’s protective instincts were in full force, and it touched her deeply. “I want to do this. For myself. And for you.”
He captured her hand and brought it to his mouth. “This is for you. Until tomorrow.” Letting go, he turned and marched out of the cabin.
Becca giggled the second the door closed. Tomorrow would be another fantasy come true. Too bad she couldn’t make the fantasy of her staying with Tyler a reality. It wasn’t possible, and she had to accept it.
She closed her eyes, trying to picture what was going to happen tomorrow, and her body reacted. That’s what she needed to concentrate on: tomorrow.
Imagination was something she could control. Reality could wait.