Chapter 37
The Truth Is
Deja
I step out of the shower and wrap myself in a towel. My head is still reeling with the fact that Callum and Blair followed me to America to watch over me. They were sent by Gran and Uncle Ewan because of this Phoebe woman.
I have so many unanswered questions. I mean, I know I work for a mob family; I put two and two together. Uri and Val move like the uncles and Cole.
I figured out a while ago who I was dating and living with. It’s not something I’ve said out loud, but I know. I think I’ve always known who the O’Briens are.
My questions come when it comes to why Val? And how does she and Uri connect to Hush and Black Death? I’m so deep in thought as I grab my lotion and walk into the bedroom that I almost don’t feel his presence.
I look up right as a thought clicks into place. Val and Uri are Hush and Black Death. I stumble to a stop, but my mouth isn’t hanging open because of the revelation.
I’m gobsmacked because Cole is sitting shirtless in the accent chair that normally sits in the corner of my room. His legs spread wide and his hands resting on the arms of the chair. His hair is a little messy, but sexy.
“Don’t look so surprised, love. I told ya I was coming for ya.”
“Get out, Cole,” I growl.
“Not before ya look at the file on the desk. Ya want the truth, I’m here to give it to ya.”
I purse my lips and walk over to the vanity where he placed a file. I pick up the file and open it. There’s a picture of a little girl inside.
Tears fill my eyes. She looks so much like Cole. I swipe my hand under my nose, not sure why he wants to keep hurting me like this.
Then I flip to the next picture and my cousin’s face smiles back at me. I flip from Raven back to the little girl and my brows knit. I’m suddenly confused as I take in the fact that the little girl looks like both Cole and Raven.
“Ach, Logan and I do favor each other, but I’m not the lass’s father. Oland had Raven murdered the same day he sent that army for ya.
“Yer call sent me to check on her. I found her dying and that little one hidden in a closet. Raven died in my arms.
“I’ve been protecting Shauna to make sure no one tries to finish the job. I wouldn’t tell ya about her because I know our enemies would use ya to try to find her—to destroy me and my brother. I needed to protect ye both. The less ya knew, the better,” Cole says into my ear.
“Why tell me now?”
“Blair and Callum. Ya have also made powerful friends willing to kill for ya and from what I hear, yer no slouch yerself.”
“Why were you guys with Aisling?”
He snorts. “We needed someone who could move about with Shauna and not be detected. Kate chose her. She’s not even my type, goofball.”
“Oh my God, Cole. I’m so sorry. I’ll pay for the car. I … I … I don’t know. I got so angry.”
Cole grabs the back of my neck and turns me to face him. In the next motion, he has his lips crushed to mine. He kisses me like a man desperate for air.
He’s taking all of mine as he deepens the kiss. It sinks in how wrong I had been and how much I miss him. I throw myself into the kiss and allow him to devour me.
He reaches for my bum and pulls me into him. Groaning into my mouth, he pulls my towel from around me and tosses it to the floor. Lifting on my toes, I try to get closer to him.
“How should I punish yer little ass?”
“Huh?”
“Ya didn’t think it was going to be that easy, did ya?”
“Come on, Cole. You weren’t spending time with me, you wouldn’t bring me here with you, and you came home smelling like another woman after I heard one calling your name over the phone. I saw you with them. What was I supposed to think?”
He grasps my throat and looks down into my eyes. The fire in his eyes should scare me, but it only turns me on. He moves his face closer to mine and I stick my tongue out to flick over his lips.
“You’re hiding the accent well, baby. Good girl. Your ass was supposed to think that you trust me.
“That I love you too much to hurt you like that. That I’d die before I see you hurt. Instead, you chose to get jealous and trash my car, which could have exposed you and Shauna,” he breathes against my lips.
My eyes go wide. I never would have forgiven myself if I got that baby hurt. I should have given him a chance to explain before I went all bonkers on his car.
“Aye, now ya understand, don’t ya? Now, baby, how should I punish ya?”
“I don’t know, but I’ll take it. I’m so sorry, Cole.”
“I’ve missed you so much. It’s good to have you home.”
“Cole, the other closet isn’t under construction, is it?”
“Ach, not at all. If I couldn’t have you in my arms, I wanted you in my bed. It took everything in me not to come home when I knew you were here.”
I lower my head, feeling ashamed of myself. I should have trusted him. An idea comes to me, and I look up at him through my lashes.
“I think I know how to make some of it up to you,” I say.
“Aye, I have some ideas too.”
He begins to back away from me as he frees his belt from around his waist. He then sits back in the chair with his legs spread wide. Then he loops the belt like a pair of cuffs.
“Come here, DJ,” he croons.
I smile and go to turn on some music. “Unholy” by Sam Smith and Kim Petras begins to play as I turn and saunter my way over to him. Cole breaks into a smile as he takes my naked body in.
“Turn around and bend over,” he commands as I reach him.
I turn and bend at the waist. He slaps my bum then leans in and kisses the sting away. I moan and bite my lip.
“Reach through your legs and put your wrists together,” he says.
I do this and he fastens the belt to my wrists. He then grabs the belt like a handle and dives his face into my core. I cry out as he feasts on me.
“Mm,” he hums as he pushes in deeper.
With his free hand, he opens me for him to do that thing with his tongue. Then he starts to suck on my lips as he groans and moans in satisfaction. It feels so good.
I start to circle my hips and grind in his face. Cole slaps my cheek and places a hand on my hip to still my motion. I pout, but not for long.
“Oh shit, Cole. I’m coming.”
He continues to feast on me. Then suddenly, he pulls away right as I’m about to climax and sits back in his seat. I scoff. He can’t be serious.
“Is this really what we’re doing, Cole?”
“Keep talking, love. I like the sound of it.”
“Cole, please don’t do this. I need you.”
He growls and stands to his full height. In a series of fluid motions, he drops his pants, puts on a condom, and drives into me. Grabbing my waist, he holds on to me to keep me from tipping over.
“Keep begging me, I might let you come,” he says.
“Please, you’re so hard. I missed you so much. I need you, Cole. Fuck me, please.”
“Good girl,” he groans as he bends his knees, presses down on my waist and swivels his hips as he thrusts.
My eyes roll back. His dick is so big. He’s stretching me so good.
I start to wind my hips again. He tightens his hold on my waist and growls. I bounce back on him, and my cheeks start to clap.
“I love this fucking fat ass. Who the fuck else could I want when I have you? I have it my way, I’m going to die in this pussy.
“You’re mine, DJ. Only mine. You always have been,” he says tightly as he continues to stir my insides.
I’m so wet and he’s so hard. Just when I’m about to come, he pulls out again. This time, he pulls my hands from between my legs and lifts me into a standing position.
He dips his head to breathe me in, hovering his lips over mine. I look into his green eyes, pleading with him to give me what I’m longing for.
He pecks my lips hard then takes a step back and sits in the chair once again. I look over my shoulder and smile. Two can play this game.
Brooklyn
I’m torturing us both. Her tight pussy has me right on the edge. I bite my lip as I look her over. DJ turns to face me and drops to her knees.
She’s only gone down on me a few times. I’d rather have my face between her legs for her pleasure, but I’m interested to see what she’s going to do with her wrists bound.
“What are you up to?”
“I want to tell you how sorry I am. Let me talk to you,” she purrs as she pulls the condom off.
I open my mouth to say something, but drop my head back and groan as she takes me into her mouth. Placing a hand behind her head, I relax and allow her to bob on my length.
“That’s it, baby. Good girl. Just like that. Fuck,” I hiss.
She rolls her neck as she bobs. Resting her bound wrists on my abs, she then claws her nails against my skin. Not able to hold back, I lift my hips and pump into her mouth until she starts to choke.
I relax back into the seat. She lifts her head, allowing her saliva to drip all over me, then sucks some of the moisture back into her mouth. Tilting her head to the side, she spits on it and then sucks on my girth.
Knowing I’m a bit wide and long for her mouth, I release her hands for her to work with them. She wraps her hands around me and continues to suck, getting me sloppy wet. My eyes roll back.
She holds up my dick and sucks on my balls while stroking me. The sounds coming from her sucking, slurping, and gagging are driving me crazy.
I bite my lip as I look down at her. When she takes me in deep and holds me in her mouth, I can’t help bouncing my leg like that’s going to help me hold back from coming.
It’s the smile on her face as drool drips down her chin for me. This is the best head she’s given me. After she works me like she owes me, I come down her throat with a roar.
“Fuck, baby, come here,” I murmur as I pop free from her lips.
She lifts my pants and pulls out the other condom I have in my pocket. Standing, she turns and sits in my lap. The music is still playing on repeat as my girl decides to put on a show.
She throws her arms over her head as she looks back into my eyes and grinds her hips on me. I’m already growing hard again. I lean in to kiss her, but she turns her head at the last minute.
I chuckle and palm her breasts. DJ has a nice pair of double Ds. Nice, firm, and perky. I could spend days getting lost in this curvy body.
“You sure you want to play this game with me?” I breathe in her ear.
“Mm,” she moans.
I grin and pinch her nipples. She rolls her body over mine then slides down, using my thighs to hold her up as she dances between my legs.
Lifting and bending at the waist, she claps her bubble ass at me. I groan. I haven’t had enough of her yet.
As if reading my mind, she turns, squats in front of me and rolls the rubber into place. I stand and grab a handful of her hair, walking her back toward the bed. Lust fills her eyes, bringing a smile to my face.
I nip at her lips as I get us across the room. To my surprise, she turns me and pushes me back onto the bed. I laugh and lie back as she climbs onto the bed and up my body.
She takes my lips into a kiss as I run my hand over her soft skin. I groan into the kiss as she claws her nails over my chest. Swiftly, she breaks the kiss and turns her back to me, straddling my hips.
Reaching between her legs, she seats herself on my hard length. We moan in unison as she slides down. I sit back and watch her enjoy herself. Her ass bouncing on me hypnotizes me.
The scent of her bodywash fills my nostrils and makes my mouth water. Reaching for her waist, I guide her up and down. I tighten my hold as she really gets into it.
Running her hands up her sides, lifting her arms in the air, all while grinding on my cock. I run my hand up her back and grasp the back of her neck as she goes from grinding to bouncing.
She leans forward and starts to rock back as her pussy sucks me in. The sound of her wet heat fills the room, sounding creamy and drenched. My brows crease as I watch her ass bounce and ripple.
“Fuck,” I hiss and slap her cheeks one after the other, making them ripple some more.
Then she kills me. My girl looks over her shoulder and sticks her tongue out the side of her mouth as if to taunt me with the visual of her enjoying how much she’s loving this.
I growl, sit up, grasp her by the throat and take her mouth in a searing kiss as I wrap the other arm around her waist and take over from beneath.
“I fucking love you,” I growl into her mouth.
“God, I love you too. You feel so good, Cole.”
“I’m going to make you feel good all night. You ready for that, baby?”
“Yes, yes, yes, yes,” she screams as I finally allow her to come.