Chapter 36
EvanAnn
Damon lifts me off the floor and carries me to the bed as my pussy still pulses from my orgasm.
He lays me down, and they surround me. Dragging my clothes off until I’m naked and spread out between them.
Anticipation swells inside me. Cam takes Hawk’s place between my legs, licking my pussy before sliding back to tongue my asshole.
I suck in a harsh breath at the sensitive nerves sparking with his attention.
When Hawk draws my head his way, I part my lips, and he slides his cock into my mouth. Damon touches me softly everywhere, on my breasts, stomach, neck, gliding his fingers over my skin in shivery little patterns. I focus on sucking on Hawk’s cock, making him feel as good as he made me feel.
His green eyes lock with mine as he guides my head over him, thrusting into my mouth. My whole body trembles beneath their touch. I don’t need an apology for the way they came after me. Maybe I would if I hadn’t been as willing to work with them. To explore this connection and attraction.
The blackmail wouldn’t have made me do something I didn’t want to do. It’s not like it would have ruined my career. Maybe my relationship with Chase. But that was already gone. I never wanted Chase, but he was a social life. He made me feel seen and wanted.
But I wanted Damon, Hawk, and Cam. They truly see me, know me. And being here with them is worth whatever pain I might have had to endure to get here.
The fire they stoke in me consumes me. I arch as Cam rubs circles on my clit with his fingers while fucking my asshole with his tongue. Moaning, I come for him. Hawk thrusts deep into my throat and groans as he releases.
“Fuck,” he whispers. “I’ll never get enough of you, baby girl.”
He leans down and kisses me, tasting himself on my tongue.
“I love you, Annie. I’ll protect you no matter what.”
Cupping his jaw, I search his eyes. “I love you.”
He smirks and kisses me before trailing kisses down my neck and capturing my breast in his mouth. Cam pulls away and stands between my legs.
“Such a beautiful mess.” His dark brown eyes settle on mine as he strokes his cock.
The others hold me down with their mouths and touch. I’m helpless against what they do to me.
“I could come all over your creamy skin.”
Hawk and Damon each grab one of my legs, spreading them wide and holding me open for Cam.
“You want my cum on your pussy, goody?” Cam’s gaze focuses on my pussy.
“Cam,” I whimper, wanting it, needing it.
He steps closer and rubs the head of his cock through my slick folds.
Damon bites my breast and sucks on the hurt.
Hawk swirls his tongue around my nipple.
I’m overwhelmed and needy. Cam’s cock teases my entrance.
He doesn’t thrust in, but he pushes slightly inside before sliding his cockhead along my clit.
My release is sudden, and I cry out as I arch between them. Hot, sticky cum jets out over my pussy as Cam groans. He slides his fingers through the mess and eases it inside me. My pussy pulses around his finger as I try to come down.
“I could spend the rest of my life fucking you, goody, and not get enough.”
The others move out of the way as Cam sweeps me up against him, our bare skin hot against each other.
I slide my hand into his thick brown hair and take his mouth with mine. He opens for me as he carries me into the bathroom. He walks into the shower and turns the water on before pressing me against the shower wall.
When he lifts his mouth, he searches my eyes. “I love you, Evan.”
I smile and brush his hair back from his face. My heart is going to burst because of these guys. “I love you, Cam.”
His smile is huge. The water is warm on my legs, and he steps back to lower me to stand.
“If I didn’t want to sleep in the bed, I would have come all over you, goody.” He runs his head under the shower.
I laugh. “You say the nicest things.”
He smirks and draws me against his wet naked body. “You have me, goody. Body and soul.”
“Movie quote?” I arch an eyebrow because it sounds familiar.
“Not this time.” He stops and thinks. “Probably not.”
We finish showering and head back out to the bedroom. Hawk passes Cam one of his Devils shirts, and Cam tugs it on over my head. I yawn.
“It’s done.” Damon offers me his phone.
I press play on the video, and it’s Chase’s house with cop cars pulling up.
Cam sighs and sits on the edge of the bed in his boxers. “It’s going to be a while before anyone will be able to have a party.”
“Think of all the homework you’ll get done,” I say.
He grabs the hem of my t-shirt and tugs me toward him. I stand between his legs and look down at him. My fingers tangle in his damp hair, and he rests his head below my breasts.
“My reputation as a party boy is going to suffer.”
“That’s not a bad thing. Maybe your hockey will improve along with your grades.” Damon sits on the bed next to Cam and his blue eyes dance as they meet mine.
Hawk comes up behind me and rests his chin on my head. I breathe them in. I was so happy at the beginning of this year to have a boyfriend and a potential new friend. But now I have three boyfriends and two friends.
And an ex and a stalker, but who’s counting them?
We stay in bed Sunday morning. Just talking. I don’t remember the last time I didn’t do anything. Cam wants me to find that list so we can start working on the movies my dad wanted me to watch.
“My dad wants to have dinner tonight.” Damon plays with my fingers.
My head is on Hawk’s stomach. His fingers stroke my hair. Cam has my feet in his lap. I turn to meet Damon’s gaze. I should work on something, but I don’t want to move from this spot. Ever.
“Want me to join you?”
He smirks. “Of course.”
He sets my hand on his tight abs. I can’t wait to explore each of their cut bodies slowly. Without any distractions from the others. My phone beeps, and I want to ignore it, but I know I can’t. It’s already late.
I roll over, grab my phone from the nightstand, and shut off the alarm.
“Keira won’t be at practice today.” I frown. “She’s feeling better, but her dad and mom want her to stay home.”
“Not a problem.” Hawk rubs my back. “I’ll be there if you need help getting people into line.”
I roll toward him and kiss him because I can. His smile when I draw away is everything I need.
“I need to get home.” I don’t want to, but I need to.
Damon climbs off the bed and tosses my clothes from last night onto the bed next to me.
“Is this going to be the walk of shame?” I arch an eyebrow his way.
“If you want to walk, little devil, you can, but I have the car here.” Damon smirks.
I shake my head and get dressed. Cam hasn’t moved so I lean over and kiss him.
“We’re studying tonight?” I lower my head slightly and narrow my eyes.
Cam chuckles. “What else am I supposed to do? There are no parties.”
“Good.” I kiss him again and meet Hawk’s gaze. “See you in a few hours?”
“Wouldn’t miss it.” Hawk winks.
“Maybe you should ride with Hawk to rehearsal.” Damon catches my hip and draws me into him. “That way we’ve got you from door to door.”
“What would I say to Chase?” I haven’t gotten any texts from Chase. But if he’s in trouble, he might not be able to text me.
“Tell him the truth.” Damon tips my chin up and gives me a cocky grin. “That you’re fucking Hawk, Cam, and me, and it’s the best sex of your life.”
“Half of that statement is true, but can I really say it’s the best if it’s the only sex I’ve had?” I give him my best innocent look. “I should really gather more data points before making that determination.”
He growls, and shivers race through me.
“You better go before Damon feels the need to provide proof.” Hawk shakes his head.
I tap my finger on my lip like I’m trying to decide. “I do have to go…”
“Come on, little devil.” Damon takes my hand, and I let him drag me out of Hawk’s house.
We park in the garage and take the backstairs up to our rooms. Damon gives me a searing kiss before smacking my ass and heading down to workout. I take a shower and when I get out, I touch all the marks they left on my body last night.
There’s one on my neck I’m going to need a lot of makeup to cover up. Part of me doesn’t want to. Doesn’t care who sees it. But even though we know a little of why Chase wants me, it doesn’t explain the college list we found.
After I get dressed and settled at my desk, there’s a knock. I set my planner down and open the door.
Mom stands there. Her fingers on her necklace as she stares down the hallway.
“Hi, Mom.”
She turns, seeming almost startled to find me in the doorway. It’s weird, but I leave the door open and head back to my desk.
“I have practice in an hour, but I’m planning on being home for dinner.” I glance back, and she’s stepped in and is looking around my room. I should really be pulling the covers down on the bed every night to make it look like I slept there.
But maybe the cleaners just think I’m a really tidy kid.
Her gaze jumps to the bathroom door, which is cracked slightly. She’s acting weird. I stop and really look at her. She’s dressed how she dresses now, her clothes a fancier version of what she’s always worn. But she seems distracted.
I glance at the date in my planner. Did I forget one of the important dates? I’ve been a little caught up in my own drama lately.
Mom blows out a breath and turns her gaze on me. “Are you okay here, Evan?”
Okay, that furrows my brow. “Of course. The food is delicious. The bed’s comfy. I have more clothes than I can ever imagine wearing. All my needs are being met.”
My cheeks burn at that last one. But I wasn’t talking about that. Not with my mom.
She slides her pendant on her necklace and looks at my bed. “Chase seems like a nice boy.”
I sit in my office chair and watch her closely. She’s looking for something from me, but what? Her motivation in this scene is a complete mystery. Normally, she checks on me, but never with this nervous energy.
“Is something wrong, Mom?” I’m in jeans and a sweatshirt. Something I’ve always worn on the weekend.
“No.” Mom straightens. “I just—”
She cuts herself off and blows out her breath. Some of the tension leaves her body, and she sits on the end of my bed.
“I should check on you more.” Her eyes dart up to mine before lowering to her hands. “But you’re fine, right? School’s good? The play is good? Your boyfriend is good?”
“I’m good, Mom. What’s bringing this on?” There’s this buzzing feeling inside me, like something’s terribly wrong.
“I did this all wrong.” She looks up at me. “I didn’t mean to spring the move on you or leave you by yourself so much.”
“It’s okay.” I go over and sit next to her on the bed. “I adjusted. It was a surprise, but I’m made of tough stuff.”
She reaches over and takes my hand between hers. “Adam thought I should see a therapist. So I’ve been going, and we’ve been talking about things.” Mom’s eyes are watery when she lifts them to mine. “It was easier just to press on than to dwell, but I didn’t take the time to worry about you.”
The tears spill down her cheeks. I reach over to my nightstand and take a tissue out of the box to hand to her.
“You were only ten, but you were doing so well. Top grades. Applying to programs I never dreamed of. You never complained and didn’t seem to need me.
And I was so lost.” She dabs at her tears.
“Your dad and I were with each other since high school. I didn’t know how to be alone.
And the worst part is, I wasn’t alone. I had you, but I couldn’t be there for you. ”
“Mom.” I squeeze her hand. “I’m fine. This move is good. I’m focused on school and the play.”
I can’t tell her that I have Damon, Hawk, and Cam. That even though things have been messed up, I’ve never felt more alive. Never felt more loved. Never felt more like I’m part of something amazing.
I pick up the box of tissues and hand it to my mom.
“It’s like Adam shook me back to life.” Mom blots at her tears and gives me a watery smile.
“It was fast, and I know that, but I really love Adam. I’ve been sleepwalking through life, and he woke me up.
He’s worried about you and about Damon. You both went through trauma like we did, but it’s different for you.
I’m so sorry I wasn’t more present. I’m going to do better. ”
My chest buzzes with that feeling again. Mom hasn’t ever been truly present. What will that mean? Will she suddenly realize that maybe putting her eighteen-year-old daughter in a room connected to her boyfriend’s eighteen-year-old son wasn’t maybe the best idea?
Or is this temporary? Because she gets this way after a break-up. Maybe this is new because she isn’t breaking up with Adam and just wants to feel closer to me. It will last a couple weeks, and then things will return to normal.
I just know I’m not ready to give up Damon.