47. Steve
Chapter 47
I ’m trapped in the best way possible and I’m not sure if I’ll survive to enjoy it. Sam and Teddy overwhelm me. I wasn’t trying to smirk at Kelly earlier. I’m just happy for Garret that they bonded. It must have come off wrong, though. Not that I’m complaining about the punishment.
Sam dominates me wonderfully. He’s not overly aggressive, but he’s firm in his demands, not giving my self-sabotaging thoughts a chance to intrude. It’s freeing to let him take control, let him take care of me, let both of them take care of me. It hasn’t been long, but I already trust him implicitly. True, he doesn’t tolerate me snarking at Kelly, but I like to think that the two of us have worked our way past that .
Ok, I’ve worked my way past that. I got to know her, and while I’ll never be interested in her in the way they are, I can appreciate her for her own brand of wild and crazy. Honestly, hanging out with her is the most fun I can have here while not having sex. So, she better let my mates bond her, too. That way, she’s stuck with me by default. Though now that she’s bonded to Garret, I guess she really is my beta-in-law.
My thoughts scatter again when Sam pulls away from me. “Are we boring you, Little Alpha?” His gravelly voice makes me melt and I don’t try to stop the little whimper that comes out. Teddy sucks me down harder and I nearly levitate off the fucking nest before he releases me with a loud popping noise.
Sam tugs on my hair again. “What’s going on in your head, Vee? We’re trying to help you out of it, but I need you to be honest with me for that.” It’s embarrassing to admit that I was thinking about my brother’s beta, their beta. So I backtrack my train of thought to before then.
“Just thinking that I trust you, both of you. You make me feel so good and push all my destructive thoughts to drain away. That I love you. It just feels strange to say it out loud.” My alpha’s eyebrow quirks up like he’s not sure he believes me or not, so I admit a little more. “And that I’m glad that Kelly let Garret bond her. I like my brother being happy.” I can feel the slight pout on my face at admitting that, but my mates’ smiles are worth it .
“Ok, Little Alpha, just so long as you remember that if she bonds to Teddy and me, you’ll be getting it indirectly.” Teddy smirks up at me from where his chin is resting on my stomach.
“Well…shit.” My voice is petulant, but they understand that it doesn’t really bother me now.
“Now, if you’re done being a brat, I’m pretty certain our omega wants to fuck you while I knot him. Are you ok with that?” I try to swallow, but my mouth suddenly feels like a desert, so I just nod dumbly, my head swinging between them.
“Will you let him bite you, bond you while he’s deep inside? Making you both feel so good?” I nod again, mesmerized by my alpha’s eyes. They’re so pretty…how did I not realize they’re so pretty? A stormy greenish grey.
I feel a little stab of jealousy when Sam releases my hair and stretches over me to kiss Kelly. It’s just a small peck on the lips before he stands up and steps out of the nest. My arms flail as I’m suddenly picked up by my omega.
Shit, I keep forgetting how strong he is. Not that I’m back up to my full weight, but come on. He steps over the edge of his nest and places me on the mattress, pulling pillows down from his creation to prop up under my hips.
Sam’s voice is a low rumble behind him. “Sorry, Teddy. I’ll get a frame built soon. I know being this close to the ground is awkward.” Our alpha hands him something, and before I know it, I’m being tipped up, more pillows stuffed under my lower back.
Oh, I guess that’s how this is going to work .
Fucking cold!
There’s a click as Teddy closes the bottle of lube he just poured over me. Then my loud groan when he wraps his hand around my length, stroking me quick and hard, taking me right to the edge before stopping and dropping his hand down to my ass. I’m a needy panting mess as he circles his lubricated fingers around my puckered entrance.
What the fucking hell was that?
He’s trying to kill me.
Slowly, giving me plenty of time to adjust, he presses inside with one finger, thrusting gently back and forth and spreading the lube around. I stare down my body as Sam kneels behind Teddy and tilts his head to the side, dipping his lips to the soft skin of our omega’s throat. Teddy looses a shuddering moan, his finger faltering. Sam whispers against his neck, loudly enough that I can hear. “Move, Omega. He needs you.”
Teddy’s whole body shudders, and there’s that click again when he adds more lube and an additional finger. My hips are flexing on their own now, needing to feel him inside me, needing his hands back on my cock.
Forcing my eyes open, I watch as Sam pets our omega’s hair, his lips moving against Teddy’s throat, but I can’t hear what he’s saying. I’m so fucking close. I just need a little more. My voice is a breathless whimper as I reach for my mates. “Please. Bear…I’m ready. I need you.” His eyes flip up to mine, then back down to watch his hands. He raises up on his knees, kneeling over me .
“Do you want this, Vee? We do this and you’re stuck with us. No going back, no running away. Are you ready for that?” His eyes plead with me to say yes, and I’m always surprised that he wants me the way I want him. I don’t know how I ever got so lucky. Licking my lips, I nod, and he leans forward, kissing me hard before he presses against me. It’s the same burn from before. Not bad, but an intense feeling of being stretched as his head breaches the tight ring of muscle.
His moan flows past my lips while he rocks his hips. Bringing us closer together, until he’s fully seated, his stomach pressed into the back of my thighs. Sam rises behind him, and I can sense the tension in Teddy’s body as our alpha slides inside him. I’m slightly jealous that my bear makes his own lube and is made to take knots. What would that feel like? My body twitches and shudders as Teddy’s hand wraps around my leaking cock.
My voice breaks in a high cry as Sam starts to move, shuttling Teddy’s body back and forth. I bite down, gritting my teeth to keep from coming so soon. But I can’t hold on. They feel so fucking good. Teddy kneels above me, one hand beside my neck. His long hair’s a swaying curtain around us as he’s rocked back and forth, stroking me in time with the movement. His eyes are glazed in pleasure, and he moans as he lowers his face to my throat, trapping his hand between us.
It’s too much. My skin feels too tight when he squeezes down on my knot. My release barrels through me, coating my stomach and Teddy’s hand as his teeth sink into my skin. Every nerve in my body lights up as I feel him, like a light shining inside my chest. It’s warm and comforting and despite the uncontrollable twitching of my body, it makes me feel relaxed, like a warm blanket in front of a cozy fire.
His lips kiss the mark he’s left, his tongue coming out to trace over the broken skin that now joins our souls. His head raises, eyes meeting mine and pleading. My arms feel like I’m lifting lead weights. They’re so fucking heavy as I wrap them around his shoulders. My own injured shoulder giving a brief twinge of pain…but I need this, I need them.
Sam still moves behind him, and the sound of slapping skin seems a sharp juxtaposition to the tender moment I’m sharing with my omega. I pull Teddy closer and Sam lets out a loud snarl. When my eyes meet his, he looks lost to his own pleasure.
Teddy whimpers against me as I bring his face closer, trailing sweet kisses down his neck. His voice is a stuttering moan against my skin as I bite down, tasting salty copper and sweet skin. The bond between us glows brighter as it locks fully into place. I want to hold him against me, melt under him, never let him go.
Instead, I gently lift his head away, tending to my bite and allowing Sam to pull him upright. The big alpha’s arms wrap around Teddy’s chest, pulling back. Making me shudder and moan again as he slides out of me. Sam stares into my eyes over our omega’s shoulder and his whole body convulses, his hips slamming flush against Teddy. His knot locks them together as he strikes, sinking his teeth into our omega’s neck, opposite of where I marked him .
Teddy twitches and moans as he reaches his own release. And if Sam was grumpy about me making a mess, I hate to think of how he’ll react to this one. Still, his arms stay wrapped around Teddy, gently rocking them both back and forth as he kisses his bonding mark. It almost feels like I’m intruding, but that’s probably just my own issues acting up since a few moments later Sam reaches down and strokes my hair as well.
He’s still nuzzling against Teddy’s throat, but his eyes are soft when they meet mine. His big, calloused hand slipping around my jaw and gently guiding me to sit up. Teddy’s arms are languid as they stretch towards me, pulling me closer before he gently guides me closer to our lead alpha. He twitches and lets out another ragged moan as Sam’s rough voice vibrates against his freshly bonded skin.
“Do you want my bond too, Little Alpha? It might hurt a bit, since it’s not quite the height of passion. But if you want it, and Teddy’s ok with it, I’ll be happy to have you too.” Teddy’s head nods numbly up and down as Sam pulls me closer. His tongue branding my flesh in a hot swipe before his teeth fasten against my neck. There’s a long pause, almost as if he’s asking for assurance.
My hands fist in his hair, pulling him closer, demanding the promise he’s offered. Sharp pain slides into my neck. A hot mix of agony and euphoria as I come again. My mind whites out, flicking briefly between the sudden feeling of solid strength that’s now anchored in my chest next to Teddy, and the random need to go get some towels to clean up the huge mess we’ve made.
Sam’s tongue swipes over my skin, sending sparks dancing under the surface before his low, growling chuckle makes me shiver. “Little Alpha, I’m 'bout to start worrying that you and our beta are gonna yank me bald. You wanna ease up there a tiny bit so you can mark me back?”
The idea of leaving my mark on this big dominant alpha fills me with both elation and terror, momentarily stunning me into silence at how unworthy I am of bonding either of these two amazing men. But before panic has a chance to dig its claws in, two sets of arms wrap around me.
Teddy twists his torso, and his fingers slide up my chest, finally coming to rest over the teddy bear tattoo I had done so long ago. The catalyst for all the other marks now covering my body. Sam pulls back, his eyes tracing over my face but feeling the certainty that settles into my chest as I realize where I need to mark him. It doesn’t stop his grunt of surprise as I lean over and sink my teeth into the skin directly over his heart. My bond to him now matching where I first bonded myself to Teddy in ink.