Chapter 12 - Lucas
I was hard, and it fucking hurt. I wanted Gina so fucking badly that nothing else mattered. The second I stepped into the shower and took in her frame, my cock jerked to attention.
The look in her eyes told me she felt the same, but I could see her guard was still up. We had a history that couldn't just be fixed overnight, but could we set it aside for now? Could we leave it in the past for a moment and just do what we wanted now?
My wolf growled, desperate to have her. It wanted her like a drug, and I was high. Being around her made my head foggy, and I just wanted to give her whatever she wanted. I'd take whatever she gave me, even if it was just this one time.
Looking at her now, I wondered how the hell I hadn't realized what a gift she was. I blamed the baggy clothes she wore. She had a perfect figure as she stood there naked with water dripping down her.
Her ass was curved, and her hips splayed out perfectly. She had a thin waist, and her breasts, god...her breasts. They hung like two melons, and her nipples sat perky, a soft pink I wanted so badly to taste.
All my calculating went out the window as I leaned closer, pinning her against the tile wall. I wanted her, but if she said no, I would respect that. I just hope she didn't.
I rubbed my hand over her cheek, hating to see the ring of red in her eyes. She looked exhausted, more tired than I was feeling right now. I wished I had a way to help her relax and sleep better. It was clear she struggled with sleeping and other things.
I leaned forward, placing a kiss on each eye, and she sank against the tile wall. I placed my hands on her hips, telling myself to keep them there. If I touched anywhere else, I was done.
I kissed her mouth, keeping it soft, unlike the first one I'd given her. That one had been a statement while this one was testing the waters. And she was shaking.
Her hands reached up, placing flat on my chest. Her fingers trembled, and I pulled my lips down and kissed her neck. She panted, her voice shaking. "Oh god," she whispered.
I kissed down her neck, coming to her breast. I suddenly didn't understand why she had been treated so badly. If anyone knew, anyone saw what she looked like, they would bend down at the knees. Fuck the fact her wolf was small. She was hotter than many of the women I'd been with.
I slid my tongue over one of her nipples, hearing her moan louder now. One of her hands grabbed my hair, her fingers tightly gripping at the roots.
"No one has seen this?" I asked, suddenly feeling blessed. If she was a virgin, then no man had seen her naked. No man has ever heard her voice or tasted her.
She looked down at me through hooded eyes. She shook her head, and my wolf growled happily.
I pulled my gaze back to her body and continued to kiss down her body. I dropped to my knees, kissing her stomach, leaving red marks as I moved.
Her moans grew, and her fingers tightened and released over and over on my hair. I paused as I got to her hips and pulled my hand up, gripping her thigh tightly. I took a deep breath in, unsure of whether I should continue.
If we did this, it would change everything. I calculated everything I did and thought about what could happen. But when it came to her, I didn't. When it came to her, I just wanted.
"Gina, do you want me to stop?" I asked, not sure if I could. If she nodded, I would have to peel myself away from her, and I didn't know if I could.
Gina shook her head, and I could see the need in her eyes. "Don't."
It was like music to my ears. I kissed her hip bone and then hooked both of her knees and hoisted her up. I spread her legs wide, taking her in. Gina was beautiful, a light pink, but she was bulging with need. And she smelt amazing.
I slid my tongue over her folds and her clit, and Gina's nails dug into my scalp as she moaned loudly, my name leaving her lips.
I took her as a meal, licking and sucking every part of her, and Gina reacted to all of it. She moaned my name, panting for me as I tasted her. Her entire body shook, and her legs squeezed, but I didn't stop.
“Lucas…oh god…” Before she could even finish, I felt her entire body tense as she orgasmed. Her head fell back, but I continued letting her ride the wave.
After a moment, I set her down. Her legs were shaking as she leaned against me, panting.
I hooked her chin and pulled her mouth up to mine, devouring her. She fell back against the wall, and I caged her, entering her mouth just as brutally as I took her pussy. Her hands clawed at my chest. I pulled back, inhaling sharply through my nose.
"Fuck, Gina." I pressed my forehead against hers. "I want you so badly. You have no idea."
"Then have me," she said, her lips brutally crashing against mine again.
I wondered if she would regret it, but I didn't think about it. I hooked her leg and slowly slid my cock over her entrance. I kissed her softer. "You tell me to stop if it hurts," I whispered, needing her to do at least that much.
She nodded before her hands reached up, pulling my mouth back to hers. I slowly eased myself into her, feeling how tight she was. I'd fucked plenty of women but Gina...Gina was different. She felt like home.
Gina stiffened up, and I pulled her leg further apart and, with my free hand, rubbed circles on her clit.
She moaned softly as I slid further in, sheathing myself deep in her. I gave her a moment before I moved, sliding in and out of her with ease. She was soaking wet and taking me like she was made for me.
" That's because she is ," my wolf growled.
I knew that. Having her, I knew I could never go without her. Now that I had tasted her, that I'd heard her moan my name, I would never want anyone else. No one would compare. No one did compare.
"Lucas," his voice shifted. "Deeper."
"Are you sure?" I asked, leaning back so I could look at her.
"I might never have had sex with a man, but I have toys, Lucas." She smirked at me. Humor filled her eyes. "Please, fuck me deeper. I know what I can take, and I can take more."
I hoisted her up, thrusting deeply into her as I slammed her against the wall. Gina cried out, her nails racking down my back. I didn't stop. I pounded into Gina, biting hard onto her neck, and I could taste blood, knowing I had broken the skin.
But I didn't stop. A haze fell over me as I took her, Gina begging me not to stop. Her body tightened around my cock, taking everything I was giving.
I felt the build-up, and I felt her cum hard, her body tightening around me as she cried out. I pulled myself out, feeling myself jerk as I came all over her stomach.
We both panted, her forehead pressed against my chest, and the water was the only sound around us. I placed her legs back onto the floor and leaned back, looking over again. I was mostly under the water, and I could see my semen spread over her stomach like a marking. Gina chuckled. "That was…"
Phenomenal.
I wanted more. God, I wanted to pound into her until I had nothing left to give. I hadn't felt that ever. Sure, I enjoyed sex, but this was like a drug, and she was what I wanted.
I leaned forward, pulling her lips against mine, tasting her once more. She moaned softly, her fingers wrapping around my neck. And then her fingers froze on my shoulder, and she looked confused. I felt her finger move, knowing she was feeling a scar.
"Do...you have a scar?" she asked, blinking a little surprised.
"I have several," I said, remembering each of them. All of which came from brawls.
She swallowed, “Can I see them?"
I didn't know if now was the time to share the stories of how I got them, but I wasn't going to deny her. I slowly turned, showing her my back, and I felt her fingers reach up, tracing them.
"These are claw marks."
I nodded, turning back to her. "They are."
She made a soft clicking sound. "I guess we have all things from our past."
I turned back to her, seeing a sleeping expression coating her eyes now. She would sleep well after this.
"You need sleep," I said, knowing I needed to pull away. If I didn't, I would want more, and neither of us should go another round.
"Maybe I don't want to sleep now," she whispered, a twinkle in her eyes. As she ran her hand down my chest, her nails left a line, and my cock jerked to attention. She looked down, "You don't seem ready for bed."
"Once more," I said, a smirk pulling at my lips. "And then bed. I do not like the red in your eyes."
"Then fuck me hard enough so I can sleep it off," she chirped, her fingers wrapping around my cock. She moved her hand slowly, unsure. I wrapped my hands around hers, tightening her hold as I slid her hand up and down my shaft.
I slid my other hand down, rubbing my finger over her clit. She jerked, her eyes slamming shut, and a moan left her voice. I leaned forward, running my nose along her neck.
I told myself once more, but I wanted her more. I would want her again after this, and I would want her forever.
I pulled her hands up, pinning them above her head. I kissed her roughly. The sound of the water is the only sound around us.
I pulled her leg up, sliding back into her. I found her dripping for me, her pussy clenching slightly as I hooked her other leg, raising her into the air.
I took her once more, pounding into her like my life depended on it.
I carried Gina to bed, plopping her down and looking for her clothes. But she moaned softly. "I don't need clothes," she said, half asleep.
I stared at her, noticing how she pulled the pillow under her head and sighed softly as she relaxed.
I pulled the sheets up, tucking her into bed. She smiled at me sleepily. "Thank you."
I patted her head, feeling my heart twist at the sight of her. She was peaceful, and I had helped with that. I leaned forward, kissing her forehead, and then I took a step back and slipped out of the room.