Chapter 4 #2
Locking eyes, I suck him into my mouth, taking him as deep as I can.
A nonverbal dare for him to say something else.
His eyes roll into the back of his head and a smile curls on his lips.
With a firm grip, I stroke his cock up and down, cheeks hollowing out around him, never breaking eye contact.
I want to watch him watch me. I want to see the fire in his eyes. The longing to have my lips around him.
“Damn Everlee.” His hand grips tighter in my hair as his hips rock into me, hitting the back of my throat.
He is perfection. His teeth clamp tight on his bottom lip as his eyes remain locked on mine. Drinking me up.
Callum relinquishes the momentary control he gave me as he thrusts hard and fast inside of me. His finger slides around and rubs on my clit, eliciting another moan, this time around Jax’s cock.
“Your pussy feels so good wrapped around my cock,” Callum hums, pushing deeper inside, causing an ache to blossom deep in my belly.
But I don’t care. I love the feel of him—of them.
He continues to rub on my clit and my body spools, needing more.
A deep swell of passion races through me.
I’ve missed these guys with every fiber of my being, and I was so stupid for walking away.
It takes a couple of thrusts, but we get into a rhythm where Jax and Callum are fucking me from both ends.
“That’s my good girl,” Callum says, running his hand down my spine.
Like a cat looking for affection, my back arches and my ass lifts into the air.
“Our good girl,” Jax corrects.
My eyes flutter and my stomach clenches. Their words are going to make me come before their cocks do. The ache stirring now is in my soul. Regret for leaving them—leaving them. For not trying to find a way to make it work.
“Callum,” Jax warns, and I know he’s about to come, but he won’t break his rule.
Pushing all of my thoughts and feelings down, I focus on this moment. Who knows what the future holds, but I know I won’t solve it with two cocks inside of me.
Jax’s hands clamp tighter in my hair, holding me in place.
“Almost,” Callum huffs as he circles my clit faster. “She’s so fucking wet, I keep slipping.”
“You’re out of practice, brother.”
Out of practice because they haven’t slept with anyone either? No, that can’t be. I’m thinking too much and just need to focus on them. On right now.
“Come on, baby. Come for me.” Callum changes the angle of his thrusts, rubbing on all the right spots, his cock slamming home.
“Give her what she wants,” Jax hums, rocking into me.
A second later, something wet hits my back, then I feel Callum’s finger swipe over my tight hole.
Fuck.
“Oh, she’s getting excited,” Jax chuckles.
A garbled groan escapes at the same time Callum slips his finger in. I clench around Callum’s cock and squeeze onto Jax’s.
“Shit!” Jax shouts before a warm saltiness explodes in my mouth, but I don’t let up on the thrusts, hollowing my cheeks out around him. “Damn it, Everlee!” he growls, frustrated that I made him break his rule.
A second later, I release Jax, and he rubs his hand over his cock, watching us finish. Callum’s other hand moves around to my clit and he circles. It’s like my body doesn’t want this to end, so it’s just storing up all the times I should have orgasmed by now.
“Your tits look so perfect,” Jax says, watching them swing, fire still in his eyes.
“Here, brother.” Callum sits back, bringing me with him, so I’m sitting on his lap with my back pressed to his chest.
I look down and see his cock disappearing inside of me with my juices dripping down to his balls.
“Yes.” Jax walks over and sits on the couch in front of us.
“We’ve tried hard and fast, now we’ll try nice and slow.” Callum’s fingers glide across my neck and pull my hair out of the way. That innocent move feels more threatening than any of his words have, making my pussy pulse around his cock.
“You like being our good girl?” Callum hums, leaning forward to take my neck in his mouth, biting and sucking on my skin.
My vision pulses as Jax leans forward and takes a breast in one mouth, while his fingers play with my other nipple.
My body moves on its own, slowly grinding on Callum’s cock, savoring our connection. This moment.
“You like that?” Jax asks.
“Mmhmm.” I let my head fall to the side, giving Callum more access.
“You want more of this?”
“Yes.”
Jax pinches my nipple between his fingers, causing a ripple of pain mixed with pleasure to move down my body to between my legs. Callum’s finger slides around my hip and presses harder on my clit while I gyrate my hips.
“You should never have left us, Everlee,” Callum says.
“I know. I’m sorry.”
And I am sorry. Fear of getting hurt made me walk away, but that fixed nothing. I still hurt these last two months, and had no sex. Stupid me.
“She’s getting close,” Callum says, pressing his hands to my legs, holding me down so he can grind further into me.
Jax sucks my breast, rubbing his teeth over my nipple.
That was the last straw. “Fuck!” I cry out. My orgasm hits me hard. A low grumble echoes from deep inside as Jax’s mouth slides over mine, swallowing the noises falling from my lips.
Callum lifts me off his cock enough so he can fuck me fast through my orgasm, making my world spin.
With a grunt and a moan, he thrusts his cock in deep and holds it there as he comes.
Jax releases my breast moving his hands to cup my cheeks.
His kiss changes from hard and fast to slow and passionate.
My fingers slide through his hair and hold him to me while our tongues dance around one another.
I whimper out one more time, and Jax pulls away, swiping his thumb across my bottom lip. “Beautiful.” He gives me a quick peck on the tip of my nose before walking over to the desk.
As I climb off Callum, Jax is back over, holding out a tissue.
“Well, Knox and Emmett are going to be pissed,” Jax chuckles, pulling his pants up and fixing his belt.
I scrunch my face. “How are they?”
“They miss you. They kept hoping you would stop by Bo’s on Mondays.”
“We all missed you,” Callum corrects, walking over to the desk to grab another tissue.
“I missed you guys, too,” I admit, walking over to the door to grab my outfit off the ground. With a sigh, I say, “I just… I knew you had your rules, and we were technically done.”
“Technically?” Jax asks, his tone making it clear he’s not letting that slide.
“What happened to rules are meant to be broken?” Callum asks.
“I wanted the rules to be broken…” I slip my outfit on and start the process of hooking my corset back up, so I don’t have to look at them while I bare my soul.
“I was scared you all didn’t and… that was going to hurt.
And then the other part of me was scared you wanted to change the rules, but even then, wouldn’t because of societal pressures. And then there was—is—my family.”
Callum and Jax’s eyes follow me across the room as I walk to the mirror and adjust my ears.
My gaze lifts in the mirror to meet theirs behind me, and my heart tightens in my chest. Blinking hard, I look at my reflection and give my lips a soft rub.
They’re swollen, just fucked lips. There’s no way I’ll be able to hide this from Lizzy.
Hopefully, she can keep her composure and not make a big fuss in front of everyone.
I look between the both of them.
“Yeah, you aren’t hiding this from her,” Jax laughs, reading my thoughts. “I wouldn’t be surprised if she were standing outside with her ear pressed to the door.”
It’s scary how well he knows us. “I know,” I laugh. “I was also just trying to figure out how mental I was to walk away from you all.”
Jax chuckles. “We were all fighting one another, trying not to knock down your door and bring you back to us. There were a few times we were close.”
“You were outside my office a couple of weeks ago, weren’t you?” I ask, turning to face them.
“No!” Callum spits too quickly, looking guilty.
“Callum?” Jax warns.
“Fine. I wasn’t going to kidnap you… I think. I just wanted to see you.” He turns to Jax. “It’s not like you weren’t camped out in front of her apartment for several nights,” Callum tattles.
Jax’s lips pucker.
“Well, I visited Lizzy a couple of times and showed up early and waited outside, in hopes you’d be driving down the road at the same time and see me.” I flick my finger between the both of them. “You didn’t, so I sat there freezing my ass off.” I let out an awkward chuckle.
“You could have always come down to Vixen, like you did tonight.”
“I could have, but I was scared. I almost didn’t come tonight.”
“Glad we could help,” they say in unison with a wink.
I smile. “Well, that kind of come… yes, thank you… but…”
“Does Lizzy know about us?” Jax asks.
I scrunch my nose. I don’t know what prompts the question. Perhaps she had said or done something one of the times she was here.
“We couldn’t be mad at you if we wanted,” Callum offers, trying to coax the answer from me.
“After everything happened, I needed to talk to someone. I made her sign an NDA, though, if that makes it better.”
Callum shakes his head, smiling. “Well, that’s something.”
“Speak of the devil…” Jax says, his eyes flicking to the cameras right before a heavy knock echoes on the door.
“Lizzy?” I assume moving to the door.
He nods.
When I open it, she tentatively pokes her head through the opening before stepping inside. “Wanted to make sure you dirty fuckers were all dressed. Although I wouldn’t hate to see what you hide under those shirts.” She points at Jax and Callum with a devious smile.
“Lizzy…” I blush.
“Hello Lizzy,” Jax drones, face lacking amusement.
“Guys.” She nods to them both before running her hand from my cheek to chin. “Thank you for taking care of her. She needed a good fuck.”
“Lizzy!” I snap, brows lifting in shock.
“She really does have a gift.” Jax chuckles, shaking his head.
“It can be a pain in the ass sometimes.”
“Oh, but you love me,” Lizzy says, giving my cheeks a gentle pinch.
“Yes, I do.”
“Are you ready to go?” she asks, slipping her hand into mine.
My gaze turns to Jax and Callum, unsure of what to say.
Callum gives me a wink as he walks over and slips his arm around me. “We need to talk, but the next couple of days aren’t good. Are you free next week?”
My eyes meet Jax's intense gaze, his eyes locked onto mine.
“Yes, I’m free.” My heart pounds in my chest as my stomach tightens.
“Perfect. We’ll call to set up a time.” Callum presses his lips to my forehead, then shoves his hands into his pockets.
“So formal,” I tease.
“We could just kidnap you if you prefer?” Jax smiles.
“Kinky.”
He shakes his head.
“You girls have a good rest of the night. Your tab from downstairs has been comped,” Callum informs.
“You didn’t have to do that,” Lizzy feigns, batting her hand in the air.
Callum winks at me. “Have a good night.”
Lizzy and I walk out of their office and down the stairs. I ignore the glance from dickface as he watches us leave their office, no doubt wondering what was happening in there.
“Queen.” Lizzy grabs my arm when we get outside.
I blush again, laughing awkwardly.
“Quueeenn,” she repeats, stomping her feet on the ground, bouncing from side to side like an inflatable penguin.
“Stop.”
“Well, I’m glad you got some dick tonight.”
“It was so good, Lizzy.”
“I take it you got both.”
My smile is the only answer I give her.
“I try not to be a jealous woman, but damn girl. You got me in my feels.”
Betty pulls up before I can respond. As I step into the car, I look back at Vixen one more time.
“Did you both have a lovely night?”
“Yes, we did,” Lizzy answers for us, fortunately not elaborating.
I decide to stay at my house since I’m not drunk, plus it would give me more time to think about our meeting next week.
Fortunately, I’ll be out of town for the long weekend to spend some time with my family.
Maybe I can figure out a way to talk to them about this and see where they stand.
Time by the lake always seems to help set my mind right, and I need it after tonight.
No Vixen. No Lizzy. No guys.