Chapter 4 Haze #2
The question surprised me. “Of course.” I stepped back for her as she wiggled between me and the bowl.
“Here.” I took her hand and walked her through the motions, mixing the two ingredients together until it was just right.
“Now, normally I pop this in the fridge for a bit, but seeing as you prefer it…fresh.” I walked over and grabbed a new brownie.
“Well, who am I to argue?” I scraped the right amount of special icing and dripped it all along the top of the brownie.
Indi watched the icing drip over the edge and onto my hand.
She took the brownie from my grasp and raised my fingers to her mouth, licking them clean.
How the fuck am I horny again?
“Mmmm.” She released my thumb with a loud pop and licked her lips. “It’s perfect.” She then took a bite of the brownie and savored every bit as she watched me. “Fuck, Haze.” She cleaned her fingers. “You taste fucking delicious.”
Before either of us could take a breath, I picked her ass up and plopped her down on the counter, spilling the batter and special icing all over.
She wrapped her body around me as I kissed her roughly, ripping the shirt from her naked body.
Her hair and back rolled around in the mess as I kissed her again and again, tasting the brownies still on her tongue.
My mouth moved from hers as I kissed her neck, then her chest. I moved to her breasts, taking my time before trailing down to her lower abdomen.
“It’s my turn to taste you, little sis.” My hot breath brushed along her pussy as I teased her with the tip of my nose, rubbing it against her swollen clit.
Indi rocked against my face, touching herself as I watched.
She twisted and arched towards me as I dipped my tongue inside her body, tasting her wetness.
“You taste so fucking good,” I breathed into her. “Fuck. I’m going to devour you, Indi.”
Just as she was beginning to really work herself up, someone knocked at the front door.
Fuck. Already?
Indi shot her head up and looked at me. “Who the fuck is that?” she asked. I didn’t answer, knowing damn well who was at the fucking door. “Haze?”
I licked her again before reluctantly pulling away from her pussy. Indi sat up, covered in icing and batter. “It’s fucking, Aiden. He’s here to pick me up.” She blinked. “I was going to tell you, but things got a bit messy.”
Indi scoffed and jumped from the counter.
Fuck.
“Indi,” I groaned. “Please don’t be mad. I just have to take care of a few things.”
I shadowed her as she snatched the shirt and threw it over her naked body. “Mad? I’m not mad.” I made a face. “No, you know why? Because this is what you do, Haze. You show up, fuck me, then you leave.” She shook her head. “You always fucking leave!”
Aiden knocked at the door a second time.
“I’m coming!” I returned my focus to Indi.
“I’m not leaving, I’m just heading out to take care of a few things before I come back.
And I am coming back, Indi.” I reached for her face, but she pulled away.
It hurt to see her in such pain, knowing all she wanted was me.
But I had to do this…I had to take care of things. For her.
Indi crossed her arms and fought back tears. “I just wish I didn’t have to share you.”
A sharp pain hit my chest. “You don’t have to share me, Indi. Fuck, what can I do to make up for this? Tell me.”
Her eyes raised to meet mine, burning green from how red they were. “Stay.”
“I can’t do that. Not now.”
She huffed. “You can’t do anything.” She wiped her eyes.
“I just wish we could be as real as everyone else.” Her words made no sense.
“Like—go out, be in public without judgement. Something…anything! I hate having to hide who we are. Yes, this apartment is beautiful, but it isn’t perfect.
You may think it’s perfect because we can openly fuck, but what else?
We can’t have anyone over, and we can’t leave.
It’s an overpriced prison, Haze. And in the end, how is it any better than Mary-Jane’s? ”
Her words hurt. “I thought you’d be happy here. But it seems no matter where we go, I always disappoint you.” I brushed past her and grabbed my bag and jacket. Indi silently watched me. “Maybe I shouldn’t come back.”
I walked towards the front door and froze, waiting for her to stop me.
I wanted to drop everything and carry her back to bed and show her exactly how fucking much I wanted to be here with her.
But it wasn’t my choice. My safety, the protection I extended to her, came with a price.
It was out of my control. And the only reason I even fucking did any of this was for her.
But if it tore us apart, then it wasn’t worth it.
I’d choose her over my safety. But only if she wanted me.
Just tell me to stay, and I’ll stay. Fuck, Indi, tell me to stay!
She scoffed. “Fine. Don’t.”
My face burned with anger as my entire body bulged with pain. I looked back over my shoulder at her and spoke in a low voice. “Fine. If that’s what you want.” I swung the front door open.
Aiden nearly fell over from listening in. He jumped back and blushed. “Hey. Are you ready?” His eyes moved past me to Indi as his smile fell. I refused to answer as I walked past him. “Indi?” Aiden called from behind me.
“Keep him as long as you want!” She slammed the door shut and locked it.
I wanted to run back and break the door down, to hold her and tell her everything, but I couldn’t. She didn’t want me. Fuck, I should’ve known it was too good to be true. No, this can’t be the end. It can’t!
“Haze?” Aiden appeared at my side. “Is everything okay?”
I shook my head. “No. It’s all fucked.”
I looked back at the door, hearing Indi’s faint cries from the other side. And I knew what I needed to do. “Aiden, I need another favor from you. A big one.”