25. Savvy
Chapter 25
Savvy
36 Weeks
M y eyes flutter open when I feel Sin pull me into his arms. I snuggle in, pushing my ass into his crotch. My breath hitches when I feel his bare dick and how hard it is against my ass. I grind my ass against it, hoping he will give in and give me what I have been begging for the last few days. He slowly moves his hand up my thigh, taunting me as he swirls his fingers around my clit. I have slept naked the last three nights trying to entice him, it finally worked! I buck my hips, as he swirls around my clit again, then moves down slowly diving a finger in and retracting it, repeating the movement over and over until I whimper, “Please, Sin.”
“Are you sure you are ready angel?” He asks as he kisses my shoulder and up my neck.
“I want you, please, I need you inside me again.” I beg.
He sits up pushing me onto my back with my legs wide and settles on his knees between them, “First I want to taste you, then I will fuck you until you are screaming my name, angel, you just had to ask.” Sin smirks as he lowers himself until his tongue is in my pussy. He spreads my legs wide as he licks and sucks my cunt, making my legs quiver.
“Oh, God, yes, fuck me Sin, please fuck me.” I beg for his cock, needing more. He pulls away from my pussy, wiping his mouth. He sits up on his knees. Placing his hands under my ass, pulling me down. He hooks his arms under my legs, lifting my ass up off the mattress. He looks into my eyes as he sinks his hard cock in me ever so slowly. I throw my head back and grab the sheets beneath me.
“Fuck, angel, you feel so good wrapped around my cock again!” Sin rasps as he slides in and out of me slowly, moving his hips in a circle as he pushes in.
“Fuck me, please, deeper, faster, Sin, yes, please!” I beg for him to fuck me deeper; I need him closer. Sin pulls out and lets my legs go.
“On your knees, angel.” He rasps, between heavy breaths. I do as I’m told, needing him inside me again. Sin has me sit upright and lean back on him. I sink down onto his dick slowly, loving the feel of him at this angle. He takes over, getting deeper and deeper. He reaches around and starts rubbing my clit. I can’t control my body as it convulses as he fucks me harder, and harder, kissing, then nipping my shoulder. I go higher and higher until the wave finally crashes over me. I let go as my body convulses against his.
“Fuck, angel, you are dripping for me.” He grunts as he continues to pump in and out of me slowly. He pulls out and helps me lay on my side with him still behind me, spooning me.
“Fuck my ass, Sin, I want you to make it yours again, please.” I pant, unable to catch my breath.
I hear the bedside drawer open and feel his hand spreading my cheeks apart. I feel cool liquid hit my ass and I can’t help but push back, wanting more. He puts a finger in my ass, then another, pumping as I grind shamelessly on his hand wanting all he can give me. He lays behind me, pulling his fingers out and replacing them with the tip of his cock. I push back wanting more, but he pulls back, teasing me. “Tell me how much you have missed my cock, angel,” He slowly puts the tip in again, then pulls back out.
“Please, Sin, I’ve missed you so much! God, please give it to me!”
He teases my ass relentlessly, finally allowing me to push back making him sink in. “Oh God! Oh God, fuck, yes.” I shout as he starts to move in and out, going deeper with every slow agonizing stroke. I feel my body tighten again. I let the orgasm take over once again as Sin pants and moans. He stills in my ass as it quivers around his cock, making him come.
“Fuck, Savvy, Angel,” he moans as he pumps slowly finishing his release.
My body clenches again, sending a jolt of pure extasy running through me when Sin pulls out. He holds me close and kisses my neck as I ride another wave.
“Yeah, it was that good, angel.” Sin chuckles as he kisses my temple as my body relaxes in his arms.
“Shower?” I ask, knowing he might have to carry me the way my legs are still shaking.
“You sure you’re okay, angel? I didn’t hurt you, did I?” Sin looks over me, then leans down and gives me the sweetest kiss.
“I’m fine, just going to need help getting in there, my legs are shaking so bad.” I chuckle, knowing I would fall on my face.
“Stay here, I’ll go get the water ready, and come back and get you.” Sin gets up quickly making his way to the bathroom as I sit up on the side of the bed and stretch. Sin comes back in, and I stand up, wobbling slightly. I take a step towards Sin when a gush of water runs down my legs, leaving a little puddle on the floor. My stomach tightens and I double over. Sin gets to me quickly, picking me up and trying to step around what just came out of me.
“Fuck, we need to get to the hospital now!” Sin shouts as his eyes go wide.
“Shower, then hospital!” I shout, not meaning to sound so mean.
Sin takes me into the shower and sets me on the bench, moving into action washing my hair and scrubbing my body with my purple loofah. I relax a bit until another contraction hits. I grab my stomach and try to breathe, but the pain is excruciating.
“Breathe, angel, it’s going to be okay, breathe through it.” Sin tries to help but his words only irritate me when I am trying to breathe! Jesus, this is only the beginning !
“I changed my mind, I want all the drugs, this hurts too much!” I shout as he picks me back up and takes me out of the shower. He sets me on the vanity bench and grabs towels, wrapping me up and drying my hair.
“Savvy, you can have whatever you want as soon as we get to the hospital. Stay here, and I’ll go grab your clothes and call Dr. Cowan and Rosie, she can call the Doula, right? Oh, and Cami! I’ll text Charlie!” Sin is scrambling, trying to figure out where to go and what to do next. I watch him scurry out of the bathroom as I try to breathe and wait for the next contraction to hit. Sin bursts back into the bathroom fully dressed carrying my overnight bag, the baby’s diaper bag, and clothes that I am hoping are for me. I laugh at how cute he is all worried and not knowing what to do. He drops everything as Cami runs in squealing, “It’s time, its time, are you okay? I can’t believe it’s finally time!” She grabs my clothes from Sin and helps me get dressed through another contraction.
“Fuck, how the hell did you do this without drugs?” I yell as she slips my flats on my feet, and I try not to kick her in the face.
“Honestly, if I do it again, I will have drugs!” Cami laughs as she takes my hand, “You have got this, drugs or not, you can do it, I promise!” My best friend hugs me as Sin grumbles, “Can we go now? Jasper already has the car ready, and everyone is following in the car with Charlie. Cami, take this so I can carry Savvy to the car!” He looks like he is about to pass out.
“Cami, get him some food on our way out, he hasn’t eaten since yesterday and I don’t need him falling out on me!” I holler back at her as he whisks me up in his arms and starts out the door.
“I’m fine, angel, we just need to get you to the hospital, Cowan is already there waiting for us.” Sin kisses my temple as another contraction comes on. I try to breathe, but this one is stronger than the last. They just keep coming harder and harder. Sin rushes outside to the car, setting me in the back passenger side bucket seat then closing the door and running to the opposite side and getting in, taking my hand as he sits in the other bucket seat as the SUV takes off.
I feel pressure and scream as one contraction ends and another begins before I can catch my breath. My legs come up and I can’t help the feeling to push.
“Sin! I think he is coming now!” I yell through the pain as he helps me into the middle of the car on the floorboard. I push my leggings down and Sin pulls them off along with my flats. I lay back with my legs bent up, holding onto them as I push. I feel an obscene amount of pressure and burning.
“Jasper, move your ass!” Sin yells back into the cab of the SUV before turning back to me.
“I see his head, angel, keep going, you can do this!” Sin lets a tear fall as my contraction stops and I take a breath in, as another begins and I bare down with everything I have, yelling as I do! The pressure all stops. The relief finally hits me as Sin holds up our baby boy. My vision gets blurry, and they fade away just as I reach out for them when I hear my sons first cry, and everything goes black.
SIN
I hold our son up as tears fall from my eyes showing Savvy how good she did. She reaches out for him, but her arms fall to her sides as her eyes close. She looks so pale. I look down and see the blood pouring out of her. I wrap the baby in her leggings and set him next to Savvy.
“Come on, angel, we are almost there!” I cry out to her hoping she can hear me.
The car comes to a screeching halt and the passenger side door is flung open. I move behind Savvy as Cowan climbs in.
“Jesus Christ, what the hell happened?”
“I didn’t cut the cord, she just delivered him and passed out! Help her! Please!” I yell out, while I place Elijah on Savvy’s chest, and we haul her lifeless body out of the SUV, placing them on a gurney.
“Go get cleaned up! I’ll come and get you when they are stable!” Cowan shouts as he runs into the hospital with the gurney carrying my entire life on it for the second time.
Jasper comes around the SUV pulling me out of my shock, “Come on, I’ll park the SUV, you go to the bathroom and get cleaned up before everyone else gets here and sees you.”
“I can’t lose her Jasper, not now, she is finally happy again!”
Jasper puts his hand on my shoulder, “She is going to make it and you will get to drive her crazy until you are both old and gray, have some faith brother, it will all work out.” I nod and he moves back to the car. I will my legs to move my body into the hospital and head straight to the bathroom. Once again, I’m covered in my wife’s blood and there is nothing I can do to help save her.
I turn the water on and put my hands under the faucet. I watch as the swirls of red turn to pink and then clear again. Washed away, just like that. I take my black t-shirt off and put it under the water, watching as the red fades again. I ring it out and use it to wipe the blood away from my chest.
“Here, luckily Cami put these in the SUV. Your bag had extra clothes; we can bring you more later.” Jasper hands me my bag and I notice the diaper bag along with Savvy’s overnight bag on his arms.
“I’m a dad! Savvy delivered our baby in a fucking SUV! This is not how we had all of this planned!” I let go and talk to my best friend.
“Yeah, man, she did! I think she busted my right ear drum in the process, but worth it!” He gives me a soft chuckle. “She is going to be okay man; Cowan is the best!” I nod, agreeing with him, knowing I have to stay positive.
I change my clothes and toss the other ones in the trash on the way out of the bathroom. Jasper stands with our friends in the middle of the hospital lobby. They all are in tears, not knowing if Savvy is okay or not! I’m sure Jasper filled them in.
“Let’s all go up to labor and delivery and see my son while we wait for Savvy.” I turn and move towards the elevator trying to hold back my own tears, not knowing what is happening to my wife right now. The ding sounds and the light over the elevator in the middle lights up as the doors open and a disheveled Dr. Cowan comes out facing us with his head down looking at his phone.
“Tell me she is okay Cowan!” I yell, startling the young man, making him jerk his head up, morphing his face into a sympathetic smile.
“Sin, she lost a lot of blood, but we were able to stop the bleeding and she is stable. She is receiving two units of blood and resting comfortably. I was also able to repair the tear in her uterus. Your son is perfect weighing in at seven pounds and four ounces and a whopping twenty-three inches long. He is getting bathed as we speak. The nurses were all fighting over who got to bathe him and play with his head full of black curly hair. Want to go help with his first bath?” He asks, like I haven’t been going crazy not knowing. I take in a breath and let it out along with all the emotion that has been built up this morning! My friends give me a minute to catch my breath, now that the fear has been relieved.
Cami shoves a Snickers in my face, “Eat, now I know you won’t throw it up.” She chastises with a smirk, knowing I wouldn’t have held anything down had I eaten before now.
We all take the next elevator up to the maternity floor. I check on Savvy while everyone else goes to the nursery. I open the door that Cowan directs me to and quietly go in. Savvy lays in the hospital bed as tubes deliver what she needs to her veins. I watch her chest rise and fall as she sleeps and duck back out of the room quietly, not to wake her up. I stop and thank God for saving her and my son.
When I make it to the nursery, the nurse already has him swaddled and is holding him up to the window for all of our friends to see. Cowan opens the security door and allows me in to see my son. The nurse hands him over to me and slaps a bracelet on my wrist, “This is the only way you get to see your baby or move about with him dad, keep it on until they both get released.” She says smiling at my baby.
I look down at my son, “Elijah Kohl Devereaux, you thankfully look like your mommy.” I tell him as I kiss his tiny forehead. He is the smallest thing I have ever seen, yet I love him more than anything in this world. I make a vow in this moment to raise him to be a good man. A better man than me.