36. Gilli #2
“Can’t have you blowing too early, doc.” Soren releases me and I pull free, sucking air into my struggling lungs, suddenly empty. “You’ll ruin the fun.”
“I don’t want to stop,” I manage to get out.
Aiden groans. “Who said anything about stopping?”
“Scoot the fuck over.” Soren bares his teeth and jerks his chin to get Aiden to move.
Aiden shifts to the opposite end of the couch and tosses off his shirt. Soren adjusts himself on his back, one leg over the side of the couch and the other bent near the cushions. He works himself and looks at me.
I’m still unfulfilled. How is that possible? My head swims as I cautiously position myself on top of Soren, whimpering when he turns me around for reverse cowgirl.
“Easier for you to multitask this way,” he says like it’s some kind of placation.
He fits his cock at my core and grabs my hips, pulling me down onto him as he thrusts inside .
“Holy fuck!” I cry out, arching my back.
Soren thrusts up unhurriedly and Tase bends to graze his lips across the tip of my nose.
“Our sweet little cunt,” Soren grinds out. “So sweet.”
I use my legs to keep pace with him, locking eyes with Tase standing there naked with his dick glistening with my juices.
My pussy contracts. The second orgasm is so close.
My stepbrother is fucking me while his best friends watch.
I suck air through my teeth and reach for Aiden to jerk him off. He takes my free hand in his and lifts it to his mouth, kissing my knuckles, a soft moment where we come up to the surface.
But I want to drown.
Soren fists my ass in his hands and grunts.
“That’s it, baby girl.” Tase lifts my chin and pinches until I open my mouth. “That’s it. Hang on.”
I arch through Soren’s hammering, tasting myself on Tase when he glides into my mouth.
Lost to the sensation, I hang on tightly, working Aiden through Soren’s near violent fucking, rolling my hips. I lean forward to take Tase more fully in my mouth and his stomach muscles contract.
Tase steals the hand Aiden is kissing and wraps it around the base. I suck him slowly, teasingly, as my blood comes alive. I smile up at him as Soren instinctively gentles his pace, driving me down on him.
Tase taps the back of my throat and I suck, pulling back to take the tip between my teeth.
Soren’s fingers dig into my hips, pumping me, and his movement is jerky enough to tell me he’s close to coming.
Aiden pulls me off Tase and kisses me hard. Tasting the two of us.
My body stills as Soren keeps going. This is for me. It’s all for me. And maybe it doesn’t seem like much on the outside but it’s enough.
I’ve made such progress with my body. I’m stronger now than I was before. There’s no need to pretend my life is together when it’s not.
I’m not alone. Together we’re strong but we’re vulnerable, too. I did this to them. And there is nothing better.
This is something I’ll never experience again without them.
“Don’t you fucking cum in her yet, Soren, you piece of shit,” Aiden warns. “Not until I’ve had a turn.”
“What do you want me to do?” Soren asks tersely.
Aiden’s cock jolts in my palm. “Pull out like a gentleman. I shouldn’t have to explain it.”
I swallow over the knot in my throat, tightening, as Aiden and Soren exchange places. Soren pulls out and leaves me empty, Tase fingering my clit and keeping me steady on my feet when I want to keel over. It’s a dance between us. An exquisite lesson in patience and pleasure.
The feverish need is back as I reach for Aiden, still sitting to keep the bulk of his weight off his knees. I climb onto him, facing him, tensing when Tase pushes me forward.
“Are you ready to have someone fuck your ass, Gilli?” he asks.
“Someone get the lube,” Soren replies like it’s a joke.
“That someone would be you, clearly .” Tase is taunting.
I feel Aiden between my thighs. He pushes up and splits me, fucking me hard, ruthlessly. My fingers clamp down into his shoulders again as sensations collide, Tase’s finger on my rear, slicking my desire backwards and priming me.
He sends a finger inside me and the movement urges me forward as I move up and down on Aiden’s cock. Hard and fast and I’m breathing like bellows, my body accepting Aiden and Tase’s index finger.
“Don’t worry about anything,” Tase continues. “Don’t worry. You’re perfect exactly as you are.”
He’s talking about my dysmorphia. How much I hate him being back there, seeing me. Seeing the parts of me I hate.
Then Aiden slams into me and Tase adds a second digit to my ass.
Soren brings my face up to kiss me. The sweetness of the kiss is at odds with the roughness of his beard. Our tongues tangle.
I drag my nails down Aiden’s chest.
Both holes are filled, my mouth occupied with Soren’s kiss, and Tase grips my hair as Aiden thrusts harder. Burying himself again and again.
“Oh my fucking god!”
I can’t think, can’t form words outside of that mindless curse.
My breasts bounce as I ride him and sweat sticks our skin together.
Soren clamps down on my mouth and swallows the last of my cries. Aiden groans, losing his pace, and warmth spirals up into me in half a second.
I take care of Tase, swallowing him down in the next beat, Soren pumping through his own orgasm and spilling across my chest. I close my eyes, still caught in the high.
Whatever happens, this is a moment I’ll treasure, forever.
I’m bruised and sore and used beyond reckoning and I wouldn’t change a thing.
Soren lifts me off of Aiden, cradling me in his arms as Aiden wiggles free and Tase kicks the discarded clothes. He grabs one of their shirts and pushes it over my head.
“Too much?” he asks.
Soren laughs and pulls me closer to his chest, nipping my lips. “Just enough. Our girl can take it. Although we didn’t need the lube. ”
“She totally can,” Aiden agrees with one arm draped over his face.
Tase kisses my temple. “Our warrior.”
I’ve never felt this way before. There’s a massive difference between loving the family you’ve been born into and loving the family you’ve made. The four of us, here…we keep each other safe. We watch out for each other, nurture and heal each other.
So this is why people have gone crazy for love .
THE END