Chapter 12 #2
Felix wasn’t usually good at taking compliments, but from Ryder it felt different.
This man could make him do anything he wanted.
Felix felt compelled to please him. It also meant Ryder could easily break his heart if Felix let him in.
The scary thing was, Ryder had already burst through his protective walls.
Felix knew he wasn’t someone a guy like Ryder would want to be with long term, and it was going to hurt when whatever this was between them ended, but he wouldn’t let that hold him back.
He knew that whatever time they had together would be something he would cherish forever.
Once he was dressed, Felix went out into the living space to join Ryder. The smell of bacon made his mouth water, but when he walked into the room he stopped, his jaw dropping. The table was piled high with pastries, fruit, bacon, eggs, pancakes, and more.
“What’s all this for?”
“I thought you’d be hungry, but I didn’t know what you liked, so I got a bit of everything.”
“There’s enough for twenty people.”
“You better tuck in, then. If what you were begging me for earlier is still on the table, you’ll be needing your energy.”
He flushed, his cock hardening again already. It was like he was a teenager with how horny he got around Ryder.
“Sit down and tell me what you want.”
“I can get my own—”
The stern look from Ryder made him stop talking, and Felix took a seat and asked Ryder to give him a bit of everything hot.
He could tuck into the pastries later. He made him up a dinner plate, which was so large it could hold a twenty-inch pizza.
The plate was piled high, and he didn’t know how he was going to eat it all.
Ryder obviously consumed a lot of calories every day to maintain that physique, but Felix was a runt in comparison.
Ryder placed the plate in front of him and leaned forward for a gentle kiss. Felix was desperate for more, but Ryder pulled away and made up his own plate. He then took a seat on the opposite side of the table, causing Felix to whine like a puppy. Ryder chuckled.
“Why are you sitting all the way over there?”
“If I sit too close to you, I won’t be able to stop myself from bending you over this table and fucking you senseless.”
Felix was sure his heart stopped beating for a second. Ryder responded to his stunned expression with another of his cocky smiles.
“I have no objections if you want to do that.”
Where had that come from? Felix wasn’t usually this brazen. It was like a slutty poltergeist had possessed him.
“I told you I wanted to take my time with you. You’re more than just a fuck to me, Felix.”
Felix gasped, and Ryder’s eyes widened slightly. Had he meant to say that? He went back to his amiable smile quickly, which helped Felix relax.
For the next few minutes, they focussed on eating. It was a comfortable silence, and the food was delicious. Had Ryder made all this? Not the pastries, of course, but he could have made the rest.
“Did you make this?”
Ryder burst out laughing.
“What?”
“I might be a lot of things, but a cook is not one of them.”
Felix chuckled.
“I can make a few things, because if I couldn’t, my mama would disown me.” Ryder’s eyes widened. “I’m sorry, baby. That was a clumsy use of words.”
Felix thought he was going to melt into a puddle. Could this guy be any sweeter? He hadn’t even picked up the potential other meaning of what he’d said. How could this be the same man who was the social media star, and fuckboy he was made out to be?
“What are you thinking about in that big brain of yours?”
Felix scoffed and rolled his eyes.
“Don’t do that,” said Ryder.
“What?”
“Put yourself down.”
“I’m not . . . I’m just not good at taking compliments.”
“What, like how your skin flushes when you cum and it makes your freckles pop beautifully?”
Felix buried his face in his hands, which felt like it was on fire.
A few seconds later, he felt Ryder’s big soft hands on his own, forcing him to look into those mesmerising brown eyes.
How could someone he’d only known for a couple of weeks make him feel so many things?
It was overwhelming. Ryder cupped his face and gently kissed him, and Felix leaned into it, encouraging him to go further.
Ryder licked across Felix’s lips and he opened for him.
He deepened the kiss, wrapping his arms around Felix before lifting him up, and Felix wrapped his legs around Ryder’s waist, throbbing with excitement at being taken to bed.
There was a flash of disappointment when he sat down on the sofa, but it was fleeting as they continued to devour each other’s mouths. Felix could do this for hours, and Ryder didn’t seem to be in a hurry for things to progress.
After making out like teenagers for ages, they broke apart. Ryder’s lips were all puffy and his eyes were hooded with lust. Knowing he’d done that to Ryder Quinn was one hell of an ego boost.
“Did you want to cuddle up and watch a film or something?” Ryder asked.
“Don’t you need to work?”
“Nah. I’ve got content scheduled for the next few days, so I can focus on you.”
“Do you often do that with your content?”
“Yeah. I do most of my filming on the weekend, and then schedule it through the week. I’ll jump on lives, do stories, and reply to things on the go, but the rest is all done in advance. It keeps my week free for meetings, and all the other stuff I have to do.”
“I never thought of it like that. I just assumed creators were filming all the time.”
“Some are, and they put out a lot more content than me, but it’s the brand deals where I make my money. I work with a videographer for that stuff, so it’s top quality.”
“Your ads are hilarious, and . . .”
“And what?” he asked with a teasing grin.
“Nothing.”
“Come on. I think we’re past the point of being shy with each other.”
“And . . . hot!”
“Been watching me, have you?”
Felix looked away again, but Ryder gripped his chin and pulled it back so their eyes were locked on each other.
“What were you thinking about when you were watching me?”
“Er . . .”
“Where you thinking about this?” he asked, kissing Felix on the neck, his tongue running alongside his jaw.
“Or this?” He kissed him, nibbling on his bottom lip.
“It was a bit more R-rated,” said Felix.
Ryder laughed and pulled Felix into a hug. There was something about being enveloped in his strong arms. He felt safe, which is something he hadn’t felt since he was at home, before his family had turned their backs on him.
“What do you want to watch?” asked Ryder.
“You choose. What’s your favorite film?”
“Back to the Future,” he replied with zero hesitation.
“I’ve never seen that.”
Ryder gasped. “Get out!”
Felix laughed.
“You’re about to get an education, boy. Nothing in cinema will ever beat this classic.”
He reached for the remote, turned on the TV, and started scrolling.
Felix maneuvered himself so he could see the screen, which meant he was being spooned by Ryder.
He could feel how hard Ryder was as it pressed into the crease of his ass, and his hole twitched at the thought of getting it inside him.
He’d have to be on top. It would be the only way he’d get it in.
He’d need to ride Ryder. Felix snorted at his own joke.
“And what are you laughing at?”
“No comment.”
Ryder chuckled and kissed him on the neck. He started the film and then ground his cock against Felix’s ass.
“How long is this film?”
“A couple of hours.”
Felix wasn’t sure he’d be able to last that long before leaving Ryder without a choice in the matter.
“I love that I get to share your first time with you.”
“That ship sailed a long time ago,” Felix teased.
“I meant the film, but good to know where your mind is.”
Felix couldn’t help but laugh. If this film was so important to Ryder, he could hold on to his self-restraint for a couple of hours. Ryder pressed his cock against Felix’s ass again. But it was going to be a long two hours!