Chapter Nineteen
Haven
Bane's gorgeous body is fused to mine. His warm skin rubs against mine, and even though he’s as close as possible, I want him closer.
I tighten my legs, pulling, urging him to take it all.
His eyes are swirling with domination and desire.
My body easily allows him to sink inside, and I never want him to leave.
Sex has never been like this. Bane makes me feel as if I am the only woman who can satisfy his needs.
Calling him Daddy feels natural. He is the first man I ever have.
“Give me your mouth,” he orders, and I tip up my chin.
This isn’t just sex.
It’s an experience.
He explores my mouth deeply, and my senses explode. He engages every part of my body, and electricity travels over my skin. I was on the verge of coming, and now I go over the edge, moaning into his mouth. Waves of pleasure move through every inch of my body and mind.
I rip my mouth away. “Daddy,” I gasp.
“Fuck, yeah,” he grits out, moving faster.
“Give it to me.” He lifts slightly, looking down, and the orgasm continues.
“Shit.” He holds my shoulder, keeping me in place as his speed increases.
I have to grip him tighter, my arms and legs tingling.
Hanging on, I enjoy the sensation of fulfilling his needs. “I want another one.”
“I—” I want to deny him, but the build-up starts again.
“You can,” he growls, squeezing the side of my neck. “Do you want Daddy’s come?”
“Shit…yes.” I lick my lips and tilt my hips.
“Then give me another one. Come,” he says roughly, and dips his head, sucking my nipple through my bra.
“How?” I whisper, feeling the pull in my stomach. He grinds down, rubbing on my clit. I stare at the sky, having no idea how he can play my body as well as he does. I tip over the edge and claw his back.
“Just. Like. That.” I move across the ground with the movement of his hips. “Haven,” he roars, placing his hands on the grass. He pushes his chest up, keeping his hips against mine, and drops his head back. My mouth parts as I ride the orgasm until the end, and watch him lose control.
His body shudders, and then drops. I squeeze him tightly and press my lips to his chest. I'm covered with his big, tattooed body, and have never felt so safe.
Loved.
Wanted.
His demands gave me the freedom to just feel.
I didn’t have to think about my next move or how I looked from the angles he put me in.
My mind was consumed with nothing but him.
Usually, my brain can’t shut off long enough to enjoy sex.
My doubts are fading quickly, and I know Bane and his brothers will take care of all my needs.
I relax, gliding my palms across his shoulders and down his back as far as I can reach.
His breath coasts over my ear and ruffles my hair.
“You okay, Butterfly?” he rumbles, and I smile. I love the nickname.
“Perfect,” I breathe, and he chuckles.
“Good to hear.” He shifts to the side slightly, and I don’t want to lose him. “You want me to stay inside?” he asks, grinning at me.
“Yes…Daddy.” I smile, and he stops moving. Palming my cheek, he brushes his thumb over my skin.
“I love that,” he whispers. “Thank you for calling me that. It means something to me.”
“I wanted to.”
“You please me, mate,” he rasps.
I feel the burn in my cheeks. I don’t know how I can blush after what we just did.
“We’re outside,” I state.
“Yeah.” He continues to caress my cheek.
“I’ve never had sex outside,” I mumble, and he stops moving.
“Let’s make a rule,” he says roughly.
“Rule?”
“You won’t ever talk about anyone else having sex with you.”
“I can do that.”
“Appreciate it,” he rumbles, and kisses me.
He eases back, and I groan as he pulls out of me.
“I would love to stay inside you the rest of the day, but it’s getting cooler.
” I turn and notice the fading light. “Get dressed.” He moves away and picks up my pants.
I sit up and hold up my ruined underwear, lifting a brow.
“I’m not sorry.” He grins. “It would be easier if you never wore any.”
“That’s probably not going to happen,” I say, shaking my head.
“Shame,” he sighs. I adjust my shirt and take my pants out of his hand. He winks and retrieves his clothes. It doesn’t take long before I’m standing and waiting for him. “You like to watch too.”
“What’s not to like,” I say, biting my lip. He walks toward me as he pulls his shirt over his stomach.
“Did you enjoy yourself?” he asks, resting his palm on my waist.
“Couldn’t you tell?” I sass.
“Mmm…” He tightens his grip. “We will explore this bratty side you are showing.”
“Yes, Daddy,” I say sweetly.
“Fuck,” he chuckles, pulling me close for a brief, hard kiss. “My brothers are being patient.” He takes my hand and pulls.
“They won’t be mad, will they?” I ask, and he stops to face me.
“Never. Each of us will need time to be alone with you. Don’t ever feel guilty about it,” he says firmly, and I nod.
“You guys have said it before, but I guess it’s going to take more time to realize it.” We resume walking.
“We’ll just have to keep reassuring you.”
I won’t complain about their methods. We walk the rest of the way in silence.
I feel closer to him. I’m beginning to understand him.
Each of them is very different, but satisfies me in various ways.
Looking around, the sunset shining through the trees, and I feel at peace.
I could live here forever. I could become a jaguar.
Seeing him in his animal form wasn’t scary, but fascinating.
“Butterfly?” Bane stops on the porch.
“Yeah?”
“I won’t let you go,” he says.
“I know.” I tilt my head. “I don’t want you to.”
“Good.”
He opens the door and puts his hand on my back, guiding me in first. The kitchen is clean, and Remy is folding a towel over the oven door. Lawson is sitting at the table, but he seems anxious.
“Bane, Heath called,” Hunter says as he comes out of the living room.
“What’s going on?” Bane shuts the door and crosses his arms.
“He needs to speak with us.” Hunter looks at me. “In person.”
“Don’t worry about me,” I chime in. “I’m going to take a shower and go to bed early.” I’m curious, but I won’t push them to tell me why.
“Remy is going to stay,” Hunter says.
“I love showers,” Remy says, leaning against the counter, smirking.
“I bet,” I say.
“We won’t be long.” Hunter kisses me quickly.
“Sunshine,” Lawson mumbles, walking toward me. His eyes are troubled again. He leans down and hugs me tightly. “Don’t be alarmed if someone crawls into your bed.”
“I won’t,” I laugh, and he pushes me back.
“Let’s do this,” he says, and walks out the door. Hunter follows him.
“Be good,” Bane says, and slaps my ass.
“Hey,” I cry. He grins and leaves. I stare at the door, frowning.
“So,” Remy sings, and I look at him. “What about that shower?”
Unfortunately, there was no shower-watching.
Remy had to take a call from his restaurant, and I left him pacing on the porch, his voice annoyed.
The thought of him watching me clean myself is interesting.
I already know he likes to watch, but I want to explore more with him.
As I leave the bathroom, rubbing a towel over my head, my phone hums with a text.
I don’t hear Remy in the house, so I move to the bed where I left it.
Rylee messaged me while I was in the bathroom.
I drop the towel and sit on the bed.
I grin.
I glance at the door when I hear a noise from downstairs, and don’t look at my phone when it rings. Pushing the button, I put it to my ear as I move to make sure Remy is still outside.
“I told you we aren’t in the middle of sexy times, but I did get to pet a jaguar today.” I peek out the door and can’t hear anything.
“Excuse me, young lady.”
I spin to face the room. “Father?” I ask faintly.
“Of course it’s me. Who the hell did you think I was?
” I press my hand to my chest and close my eyes.
“Where are you? What are you doing, petting a wild animal? I don’t want to know anything about the other statement,” he grumbles, and I open my eyes.
Dropping the phone, I swipe up and go to the text messages.
Rylee continues to text as I flounder, and I put the phone to my ear. I open my mouth, but nothing comes to mind. Moving around the room, I look around as if there is something here that will help me. I stop as I stare at the pictures on the wall. This is my safe place; he can’t get me here.
“I was playing a video game,” I blurt out, running my hand through my hair. “They have a bar in the game called sexy times. There was also a new element added today that allows you to raise animals and pet them.” I drop my hand and roll my eyes.
“Why are you planning games? You’re an adult.”
“I am. An adult.” I cover my eyes. “Did you need something?”
“You’ve been ignoring my calls,” he says.
“Sorry, I’ve been busy.” I plop onto the bed.
“Busy playing ridiculous games that are beneath you,” he says snidely.
“Among other things,” I mumble.
“Where are you?” he asks.
“I took a vacation,” I gulp, lying flat.
“A vacation from waitressing,” he says dryly.
“Yeah. It’s a thing. I work hard and need a break.”
“How are they managing without you?” Someone who didn’t know my father would assume his question praised my work ethic, but I know better. “Why didn’t you tell me you were going?”
“I—”
“What happened with your boyfriend?”
Shit. I don’t want to talk about Brian. He doesn’t want to admit that he arranged my relationship.
“It didn’t work out,” I say softly.
“Didn’t he have a job? A stable future. Young lady, you need to grow up.
You can’t move through life having fun and playing video games.
This is serious. When I knew you were in a good relationship, I left you alone, knowing he would keep you in line.
Without him, I think I need to keep an eye on you.
” I close my eyes. “Brian is a good man. Let go of the ridiculous dreams you have.”