Chapter 31
Willow couldn't believe how the day had unfolded—from the intimate peace of lying in bed with Casper's arms around her, to the sharp terror of an unexpected visitor, to the emotionally charged apology from Gloria.
It was barely ten in the morning, and she felt as though her heart had already been put through a marathon of conflicting emotions.
But she knew they needed to focus on moving forward, so while Casper was back on the phone with Logan and the rest of the LSIMT team, she called Christopher with urgent instructions to file a court petition to force James Kellerman to remove her address from his website.
Christopher readily agreed to handle the legal action, but his warning sent chills down her spine.
While most fans probably hadn't seen the information, and those who had likely wouldn't act on it, some would have already taken note of her address before it could be removed.
He reminded her that she should probably expect more unexpected visitors now, rather than just the carefully screened mail that came through Aaliyah.
After hanging up, she looked around her house with new eyes.
Even after everything Casper and LSIMT had done to enhance her security, this place no longer felt like the sanctuary she'd worked so hard to create.
The violation of her privacy, the knowledge that her address was floating around the internet for anyone obsessed enough to search for it, had poisoned the sense of safety she'd fought so hard to achieve.
She moved to the living room and sank onto the sofa, leaning back and closing her eyes as exhaustion from the morning's emotional whiplash settled into her bones.
A few minutes later, she sensed Casper's presence before she heard him.
She had already developed a hyperaware connection that made her body recognize his proximity even when her eyes were closed.
Opening her eyes, she found him standing in the doorway, his hands on his hips, his intense gaze studying her face as though he were trying to read her soul through her expression. Despite everything, a slight chuckle escaped her.
"I know you're trying to analyze how I'm handling everything that's happened this morning," she said, patting the sofa cushion beside her.
The corner of his mouth quirked upward in that almost-smile she'd grown to treasure, and he moved quickly to sit close beside her, his arms immediately wrapping around her with the kind of instinctive protectiveness that made her feel less alone with her fears.
Following an impulse she didn't fully understand, she shifted to straddle his lap, her hands finding his shoulders while his hands settled on her hips. They stared at each other in the morning light, both assessing and trying to read what the other needed at this moment.
"I'm fine," she said, though the words felt inadequate for the complexity of what she was actually experiencing.
"At least, as fine as I can be under the circumstances.
As crazy as it was to have Gloria show up unannounced, I have to admit that it was good to receive her apology.
I had trusted her so completely and considered her a genuine friend.
Her betrayal had gutted me in ways I'm still processing.
It made me doubt my ability to read people, to trust my own judgment about who deserves my confidence. "
"There's nothing wrong with being trusting, Willow." His voice carried the kind of gentle conviction that made her want to believe him.
She waited, sensing he had more to say, and he continued thoughtfully.
"You're a good person. You want to see the best in people, but you're also intelligent and perceptive.
In Gloria's case, she was deliberately exploiting your natural inclination to trust. But I think her apology today was sincere.
Her story checks out. She's trying to make amends for her mistakes. "
As she sighed heavily, he reached up to tuck a strand of hair behind her ear, his fingers trailing over her cheek with such tenderness that she had to fight back unexpected tears.
"What else are you feeling?" he asked quietly.
She pressed her lips together, wanting to be completely honest with him while hating to admit how thoroughly the morning's revelations had shaken her sense of security.
He dipped his head slightly and tilted her chin up with his thumb, his other hand still curved around the back of her neck, a gesture both possessive and comforting. "Give me the truth, Willow. We always need to give each other complete honesty."
Those words caused the air to rush from her lungs as she realized he was once again affirming his commitment to something real and lasting between them. His casual use of "always" implied a future she was almost afraid to hope for.
Swallowing hard against the emotion rising in her throat, she admitted what she'd been trying not to acknowledge.
"When I bought this place, it felt like home in a way nowhere else ever has for the past year.
Space. Freedom. Privacy. I could drive into town without worrying about paparazzi trying to get photos.
I could sit on my front porch without someone approaching me for interviews or autographs.
" She shook her head, frustration and sadness warring in her voice.
"And that probably sounds ridiculous because I'm nobody special anymore.
I'm not a current celebrity. I was just on a hit TV show years ago, and now I'm a writer who most people have never heard of. "
"You are special," he said firmly, his hands tightening slightly on her waist. "And you've lived under a level of public scrutiny that most people couldn't handle. I completely understand why you needed to find a place where you could be yourself and breathe freely."
He hesitated for a moment, and she could see him wrestling with something difficult. Finally, he said, "I've been thinking about Kansas City. Perhaps you shouldn't go. Maybe you should withdraw from the award ceremony and cancel—"
"Absolutely not!" The vehemence of her response surprised even her.
"I'm actually glad now that the event has been so publicly scheduled.
I think it might be exactly what we need to draw out whoever's been stalking me.
They'll feel hidden and safe among all those people, but you'll be with me, right? "
"Every step of the way," he confirmed, though she could see the conflict in his dark eyes. "I hate the idea of you being bait to lure this person into the open, but it may be our best chance to identify and stop them."
"Then what do we need to do to prepare?"
"Let me walk you through the security plan and explain exactly what's going to happen when we get to Kansas City."
As he began outlining the tactical preparations LSIMT had put in place, Willow felt a mixture of fear and determination settling in her chest. She was tired of being hunted, tired of looking over her shoulder, tired of feeling like a prisoner in her own life.
If Kansas City was going to be the stage for a confrontation with her stalker, then she was ready to face whatever came next. And as long as Casper was standing beside her when she did, she felt she could do anything.