Chapter 31 #3
That rule is the most frustrating one, but what am I going to do? Beg her to want me outside of this summer fling? Ask her to give up on her dreams to play house with me and my son forever?
She’s too free, too wild to be tied down to me. She’s too talented for me to ask that of her.
“Miller?”
She hums in sleepy acknowledgment.
“Today was a good day.”
She smiles against my chest. “They could all be good days.”
At least until Sunday.
Blinking awake, I find Miller’s hair covering my face. Her ass is nestled into the cradle of my hips, her thick thighs melded to mine.
I lift to look at her.
She’s still sleeping on my numb arm, fingers linked through mine.
She’s peaceful, warm, and looks like she belongs here, in my bed.
I haven’t had the privilege to wake up with only her since we became more, and somehow, I need to figure out how to make our next four mornings, our only four, last me a lifetime.
I kiss her inked arm, running my lips over the black floral lines, and for someone who lives so unattached, I’m surprised she was able to commit to something so permanent.
She stretches against me, her ass rubbing against the obvious morning erection I’ve got. “Good morning.”
Her voice is even raspier than usual and it has my already hard dick standing at attention.
I pull her body closer. “Morning, Mills.”
She’s putty against me, still sleepy and so fucking pretty.
Languidly, she writhes against me, still waking up, but I can tell by the way she’s moving she woke up turned on.
“I had a dream last night,” she says. “Well, it was kind of a nightmare.”
“Oh yeah?” I kiss the skin under her ear, my hand dipping under the hem of my shirt she’s wearing. “Tell me all about it.”
“I was in bed with a giant baseball player. Wears glasses. Tattoo on his thigh.”
My palm drifts to her bare tits, running over the pebbled skin. “He sounds attractive.”
“He was, but when I asked him to take advantage of me, he turned me down.”
She rolls her ass against my cock, and I pull her tighter against me to do it again.
“What a dick. Clearly, he doesn’t know what he’s missing.”
“Clearly.” Her voice is breathy, and a moan laces her words when I tweak her nipple. “So I think it’s only fair if you take advantage of me this morning to make up for that guy. Really stick it to him by sticking it in me, you know?”
I chuckle against her, my fingers tracing delicate circles over her stomach, running my palm over her smooth skin.
“Is that what you want, baby?” I dip lower, my fingertips trailing over the top of her panties.
“You want me to fuck you in my bed? You want to know what I’d be like if I got to wake up to you every morning? ”
A little moan escapes her as she nods frantically, her thighs rubbing together as I toy with the hem of her underwear.
“You want to regret spending the last seven weeks sleeping in a bed that wasn’t mine?”
“Yes.” It’s barely a puff of air, already so turned on simply from waking up.
The tip of my pinky slips under her waistband, running along the smooth, warm skin there before pulling out.
“Please,” she begs, writhing on the mattress next to me and pushing her ass back into me. “Please, Kai. Don’t tease me.”
“Don’t tease you, huh?” I nip at her earlobe, dipping my hand into her panties, my fingers grazing over her pussy. “Why not, when it makes you this fucking wet?”
She’s soaked, dripping on my fingers already.
“Please.” This time she bends to pull her panties down, kicking them off with her feet, and leaving her in only my shirt.
“You’re so polite in the morning.” Reaching behind me, I pull a condom out of my nightstand drawer, and as quickly as possible, I drop my briefs to sheath my cock in the latex.
“You want me to fuck you like this?” I ask, pulling her back to my chest.
She lifts her leg without hesitation.
“ Fuck, Miller.” Grabbing my cock, I run it over her core, coating the condom in her arousal before tapping it against her clit. “Honestly, this makes me hate your rules even more that we haven’t been doing this every morning since you got here.”
She rumbles the prettiest little whine. “Well, to be fair, you thought I was a lunatic when I first got here.”
“Sorry to break it to you, but I still think that.”
She chuckles, but her laughter dies, turning into a gasp as I wrap my arm around her leg, lifting her knee to her chest to give myself better access. I notch the head of my cock against her opening before pushing inside.
Groaning, I fill her. “How are you so fucking tight? And so goddamn wet.”
We lay together, me inside of her but not moving other than our erratic breathing.
“I do a lot of pussy exercises, so that’s probably it. Gotta keep her in shape.”
I laugh into her hair. “Please, for the love of God, shut up.”
She presses her ass into me, willing me to move and I do, thrusting into her from behind. I keep my arm under her, holding her to me, my other hand circling her clit as we find a rhythm.
“You’re so perfect, Miller,” I whisper into her ear. “So mine.”
Her throat rumbles in the sexiest, most agreeable moan.
“You like hearing that?”
“Yes,” she exhales.
“You’re mine, baby.”
She moves against me quicker so I pick up the pace, fingering her clit with a faster tempo.
I know the words are moot to her, simply thrown out in the heat of the moment, but to me, they’re the most truthful words I can say.
If she’d let me have her, she’d be mine. I love the girl, and I try to show her through my actions, but if she ever gave me the green light, I’d tell her too.
“Kai,” she cries, her body contracting. “I’m—”
She can’t say anything else before her orgasm racks through her, always so fucking pretty when she comes. I want to commit the image to memory, every shudder, every moan. Knowing it’s all I’ll have of her in just a few days.
I continue to move inside of her, her pussy squeezing me as she comes apart.
“Are you close?” she asks as her chest expands with desperate inhales and exhales.
My breathing is labored too as I continue to thrust into her, loving how fucking warm she is and wishing this condom wasn’t in the way so I could feel all of her.
I haven’t wanted to be that intimate with a woman before, and I especially haven’t wanted that risk since Max came along.
But with Miller, I find myself wanting everything.
“Can I taste you?” she asks.
I pause my movements, my cock throbbing and needy inside of her. “What?”
“I want you to fuck my mouth while you’re kneeling over me.”
Jesus Christ, this girl.
Pulling out of her, Miller sits up to take her shirt off, leaving her naked in my bed with her pussy still fluttering on my fingers from her orgasm. She situates herself back on the pillow, close to the headboard with an all too excited smile on her lips.
How the hell is this my life? I’ve come to ask myself that every single day.
That smirk of hers turns dark as she watches me remove the condom, tossing it aside before I climb over her, my knees on either side of her face, trapping her below me.
I raise a brow. “Are you sure about this?”
Her tongue darts out, licking the tip of my cock, nodding with excitement like the little minx she is.
“Goddamn,” I exhale, shaking my head in disbelief. “I’m fucking obsessed with you.”
Her smile lifts. “As you should be, Malakai.”
I nod downward. “Put your mouth on it.”
She guides my cock into her mouth, and I use the headboard for leverage, fucking her face just as she asked me to. Miller moans around me as if this is the hottest thing to ever happen and when I look back over my shoulder, she’s got her thighs rubbing together, already needy to come again.
It was only a few months ago I was exhausted, wrung out, and on the brink of quitting my job just to get me through the day. And now, I’ve got the sexiest woman I’ve ever met below me who’s not only a champ in the bed but has also brought so much light and fun back into my life.
I truly don’t know how I got so fucking lucky to have her attention on me, but I’d do just about anything at this point to keep it.