Chapter 14
Chapter Fourteen
Paisley
After putting out my cigarette, I went back inside the house and pet Romeo as he finished his breakfast. I didn’t sleep at all last night because my mind was racing with the conversations Ben and I had. He was a really nice guy, not to mention he was hot. I felt guilty for having these thoughts about him in my head. I poured another cup of coffee and sat down at my desk. I pulled out the pale pink stationery and pen and wrote my weekly letter.
My dearest husband,
Crazy week, yet again. Kenny said the paper might be getting sued because I answered a question that apparently led to the couple breaking up. They have no ground to stand on, so I’m not worried. You’ll never believe this, but Piper is getting married, and Charlotte’s having a baby. I’m finally going to be an aunt. I’m happy and sad at the same time. You know I’m happy for my sisters but sad because you’re not here to celebrate the news with me. Other than that, nothing else is really going on. I miss you so much that it hurts every single day. I’m trying. I swear I am, but I don’t know how to move on. I think it’s because I don’t want to move on. You were my life, and we had so many plans. I can’t forget that. Until next week.
Love forever,
Paisley
A tear fell from my eye as I folded the paper and put it in the envelope. I slipped it into the drawer and opened my laptop to start work. The first question was from a guy. I didn’t get too many guys asking questions.
Dear Paisley,
I like this girl, but she has a boyfriend. She and I work together, and she told me the other day that she would like to go out on a date with me. When I asked her about her boyfriend, she said they spend more time breaking up than staying together. I would love to go out with her, but I’m nervous because I don’t want to get hurt. I don’t know what she wants from me, and I don’t know if it’s such a good idea to ask her out since she has a boyfriend. Please help.
Sincerely,
Feeling Conflicted
Dear Feeling Conflicted,
I understand where you’re coming from, and it was wrong of her to tell you what she did. You need to have a talk with her and tell her that as much as you would like to take her out, she does indeed have a boyfriend, and it’s not a good idea. You also need to take a closer look at this girl. If she has a boyfriend already and wants to go out with you, what does that say about her character? If she and her boyfriend were broken up, that’s different. But I wouldn’t suggest it as long as they’re still together.
As I was about to answer another question, a text message from Keaton came through.
“Open your door. I brought us breakfast.”
I rolled my eyes and sighed because I knew damn well why he was standing at my door at eight o’clock in the morning.
“Really, Keaton? I know why you’re here.”
“You know nothing.” He smiled as he walked by and straight to the table. “I want to have breakfast with my sister. Is that too much to ask?”
I followed behind and took out two plates from the cabinet.
“You never answered my text last night,” he said as he opened the brown bag and took out two white Styrofoam containers.
“I was busy.”
“I heard. I brought you a mushroom, onion, and cheese omelet with whole wheat toast.”
“Thanks.”
“So spill. Tell me how coffee went,” he said as he sat down.
“It was nice. We had a very nice talk.”
“Nice?” he asked as he looked at me and took a bite of toast. “How old are you? Fifty? Who says, ‘It was nice,’ besides Mom?”
“Fine. It was great. It was great to finally talk to someone who I could relate to and who could relate to me. Someone who understood why I don’t like to go out and do things like I once used to. Someone who doesn’t look at me with pity because they know what it’s like to be looked at that way. Someone who tells me it’s okay to feel like I do.”
“I get it,” he said as he ate his eggs. “But I never look at you with pity. You know that.”
“He put his number in my phone.” I smiled as I bit down on my bottom lip.
“Are you going to call him?”
“No.”
“You’re weird. Why not?”
“I don’t know.”
He put down his fork and grabbed another piece of toast. “He gave you his number because he wants you to call him. I’m a guy. I know these things. If you don’t call him, he’ll feel rejected and unworthy of you. Is that what you want?”
“Shut up.” I laughed as I threw a piece of toast at him.
He gave me a smirk, and we finished eating our breakfast. Just as Keaton was leaving, he picked up Romeo and gave him a kiss.
“Oh, by the way, I’m bringing someone to family dinner tomorrow.”
“Who? Elena?”
“Nah. We’re still on a break. Her name is Brielle, and she’s smoking hot.”
“That’s real nice, Keaton.” I scowled.
“Okay, she’s more than that, but I can’t tell you because I’m not sure yet. She’s just great.”
His enthusiasm for this girl was nothing new to me. He got this way over all the new girls he’d met over the years. But for some reason, I thought Elena was different for him.
“Great. I can’t wait to meet her,” I said as I walked him to the door.
“I sense some sarcasm in that tone of yours. See you tomorrow, Paisley.” He waved.
I gave him a small smile and shut the door. Romeo strutted up and rubbed his body against me. He looked up at me with those big blue eyes and meowed. I bent down and picked up him, holding him close to me while I stared out the window and thought about Ben.
Ben
As I opened my eyes, the first thought that came to my mind was Paisley. The coffee we shared last night was great, and the conversation was even better. She was a beautiful and sweet woman who was still hurting from the death of her husband, like I was with Amy. At least I could share my thoughts and pain with someone who understood. She certainly didn’t deserve this deal in life, and neither did I. I climbed out of bed, put on my running clothes, and headed down toward the pier for my run. As I was jogging and listening to my iPod, I looked over to find David jogging next to me. I put my iPod on mute and took the earphones from my ears.
“Hey,” I said.
“Hey, Ben. I saw you a few feet back. I didn’t want to interrupt you. You looked like you were in deep thought. I figured that you’d eventually notice me.”
“Do you always run here?” I asked.
“No. I was bored with my usual route, so I tried the pier. I used to jog here years ago. I’m up and out every morning before work. You don’t mind the company, do you?”
“No. Not at all.”
“Did you check out that meeting again after you left the bar?” David asked.
“I was going to, but remember that girl, Paisley, I told you about?”
“Yeah.”
“She was sitting in her car, not too sure if she wanted to go in or not, so instead, we went and had coffee for three hours and talked.”
David turned his head and looked at me with a smile. “Seriously? How did it go?”
“It went great, man. She’s an amazing girl.”
“I’m getting the feeling that you might like her.”
“She’s beautiful, smart, and really nice. We have a lot in common and can relate to each other because of our circumstances. She gets me.”
“That’s great.” David smiled as he patted me on the back. “Are you going to see her again?”
“I gave her my number in case she ever wants to or needs to talk. So we’ll see if she calls.”
“You didn’t take her number?”
“Nah. I didn’t want to push things or make her uncomfortable.”
“Probably a good idea. I’m sure she’ll give you a call.”
We ran a total of five miles together, and then I headed home. It was strange to me the way I told David things. Maybe it was because sometimes it’s more comfortable talking to someone you barely know than telling your family and friends that you’re close to.
Brady pulled up as I was in the garage, sanding down one of the dining chairs.
“Hey, bro.” I smiled.
“Looking good, Ben,” he said as he ran his hand across the table I’d built.
“Thanks. What brings you by?”
“I had to get out of the house,” he said. “Linda and I had an argument about her spending habits again.”
I looked up at him and grinned. “You always have that argument.”
“I know. Maybe I wouldn’t care so much if she had a full-time job. But according to her, it’s not worth it with my work hours and trying to find daycare for Kara, and she barely makes anything working part-time.”
“That is true. Our hours and shifts are changing all the time.”
I continued sanding while he vented about his wife. He didn’t realize that he was lucky she was around to even argue with.
“You know, Brady, never take Linda for granted. Look at me and what happened. Life’s too short to be arguing about things. A lot of couples don’t realize that until it’s too late and they’re no longer there to argue with.”
“Dude, you’re a downer.”
I glanced up at him with a smirk. “I’m right, and you know it.”
He sighed. “Linda invited you over for dinner tomorrow night around six o’clock. She’s making your favorite: roast and garlic mashed potatoes.”
“Tell Linda I’ll be there.” I smiled.
He patted my shoulder, smiled, and went home. I finished one chair, and I wanted to build the last one before I stained it. It took me the entire day and into the evening to build it. I was just getting ready to jump into the shower to clean myself up when a text message came through from a number I didn’t recognize.
“Hi, Ben, it’s Paisley Logan. Maybe this is strange, but would you like to surf with me tomorrow morning?”
I smiled as I replied back.
“Hi, Paisley. I would love to, but only if you promise to teach me.”
“I’d be happy to teach you. I have an extra board I’ll bring. We have to meet a little later because I don’t want to run into my brother, Keaton. So, why don’t we meet on the beach by the walkway at nine o’clock?”
“Nine o’clock is perfect. I’ll see you tomorrow.”
“Have a good evening, Ben.”
“You too, Paisley.”
I immediately stored her number in my phone. I couldn’t believe that she actually texted me because I didn’t ever expect her to. I was happy the rest of the night, and I couldn’t wait to see her in the morning.