Chaos Chapter 10 #2
“Cash, I’ll behave, just stop. I can’t handle that. It’s making…”
“It’s making what?” I asked. My voice was a tad hoarse because I was affecting myself as much as I was her.
“It’s making it hard to think. I haven’t been with anyone in a while. And you turn me on something fierce. More than any man ever has,” she confessed.
Elation hit me. I loved hearing that I was unlike anyone else she’d been with. And I wanted to know something.
“How long has it been, baby? How long has it been since you had a man make you feel good? Took you to bed and made you scream?” I asked, panting from the thought of doing that exact thing to her.
Bianca squeezed her eyelids shut for a few seconds, then she opened them. “It’s been a year and a half since I’ve had sex, six months before my divorce was initiated.”
“That son of a bitch needs to be beaten within an inch of his life. How could he cheat on you? If he fell out of love, at least be man enough to tell you before hooking up with someone else. You’re better off without him, Binx,” I told her.
I could tell she agreed with what I said. The name Binx grabbed her attention.
She asked me, “Binx?”
“Yeah, I hope you like nicknames and pet names because I think Binx is a good one for you. And as for a pet name, well, how can it be anything but Lioness? That growling sound, Jesus, it goes right to my heart and cock.” I confess.
That lovely pink flush covered her face. I grinned at her.
“You’re terrible, you know. You say things to make me blush. As for the names, no one has ever called me Binx. I like it. It’s different. As for Lioness, well, I adore that one, so you can keep it, too. Just remember, a lioness has claws and teeth.”
“I know, which makes living dangerous, but oh so exciting. Why don’t you let me feel those claws?” I tempted her.
She smirked as she slid her hands down from my neck.
I leaned forward, which allowed her to rake her nails down my back.
Even through my shirt, I felt its delicious sting.
And to top it off, she growled, then purred, before nipping my bottom lip.
That broke me. I crushed my mouth to hers, ravaged it while twisting us so she was on her back on the couch with me crouching over her.
Her growl soon turned to mewling, as if she were a kitten.
Her nails flexed into my back as her mouth made love to mine and her hips twisted, seeking more contact.
I obliged by lying between her spread legs, pressing my erection into her pussy.
As I slid up and down, I knew I was bumping her clit.
Her cries, the franticness of her kiss, and the bite of her nails told the story.
At that moment, Bianca was mine for the taking.
However, I reluctantly as hell withdrew from her, breaking our lips apart and easing away from our crotches touching. Bianca clung to my shoulders.
“Please, Cash, don’t,” she whimpered.
“Binx, babe, I have to. I shouldn’t have done this.
I’m giving you time to get to know me and feel comfortable with me before we move on to anything beyond kissing.
It’s not for lack of wanting, believe me.
I want you so badly I can barely breathe.
But I refuse to rush you. I’m not fucking this up. ”
Extreme disappointment filled her expression, but she slowly nodded. “Alright, I get it. We’ll slow it down. But I reserve the right to negotiate this when I deem it’s time.”
“Bianca, I’ll live for that day. Now, we need to sit up and behave. It’s late, and while I’d love to keep you here all night, I need to get you home and into your bed. What are you doing tomorrow?” I asked once she was upright again.
She appeared to think about it before answering me. “It’s Sunday, so cleaning, laundry, and meal prep for the week. Why?”
“I want to spend time with you. Would you mind if I came over? I know how to clean and do laundry. As for meal prep, I haven’t poisoned myself yet.”
“Cash, I’d love to spend time with you. You’re welcome to come over, but I won’t put you to work.”
“Why not? Think of it as me auditioning to be your man,” I grinned, though I meant it.
We bantered back and forth and had one more kissing session before I took her home. By the time I left her there, I had my return set for tomorrow. I was going to show Bianca Harris that I was the only man for her. And I didn’t give a damn what Mishap threw at us.
?
I now knew that it was possible to die from sexual frustration. However, it was a race to see if the frustration killed me first or the amount of jerking off I was doing. Thank God for lube, or my cock would be raw.
The past couple of weeks with Bianca as my woman had been equal degrees of heaven and hell.
The heaven part was everything about her and the things we learned about each other.
We fit together so well, despite being different people in so many ways.
We clicked. And I spent every spare minute I had with her.
The hellish parts were the sexual frustration of wanting to be with her, not my hand.
The other was the way Mishap had been. He wasn’t giving in.
He scowled whenever he saw us. I heard him mutter under his breath repeatedly.
He was in a foul mood and would storm out.
All the guys had tried to talk to him at least once, but he was stubborn and unwilling to have a real discussion.
For what he did with AnnMarie, Wrath fined him heavily and warned that next time, it would be him and me in the ring.
Bianca had thought that if she reached out to him and had a private talk, it would go better.
I wasn’t happy with her being alone with him, but Bianca was stubborn, too.
She was adamant he wouldn’t ever physically harm her.
I hated to say it, but I wasn’t so sure.
Mishap was nothing like the man who prospected and patched in.
So far, he hadn’t made any outright moves to interfere in our relationship.
I think it was Wrath’s warning that held him back.
But as far as him and me being brothers, that was a no-go.
I kept praying he’d straighten up. She loved him and didn’t want to lose him, which I couldn’t blame her for.
Family was important if you had a good one.
And up until this, he had been good to her.
They reminded me of my relationship with Joli.
Thinking of Joli, I smiled. Joli, Dare, Bran, and Marcus were due any moment. They decided to come for the weekend since we hadn’t seen each other for Thanksgiving last week. I’d remained here with the club and Bianca.
I’d told my cousin about Bianca and the obstacle we were working to overcome with Mishap.
Joli was excited to meet the woman who had captured me and to see if Dare and she could get through to Mishap.
I told her not to waste her time on him, but I’d love to see them, and that I was thrilled to introduce Bianca to the blood family I acknowledged.
Without stops, it was a three-and-a-half-hour drive, so with the kids, I figured it’d take close to five.
They’d need to make pit stops and eat. That would make them come rolling in around three this afternoon.
I’d gotten done with work early today. Bianca was finishing up with her private clients and then would come straight here.
Bianca and I had debated last night about how this weekend should go.
“Binx, you should pack a bag and stay with me for the weekend,” I told her.
“Cash, I’d love to spend the whole weekend with you, but you need time with your cousin and the others. I don’t think Joli wants some woman horning in on her time with her favorite cousin.”
“It’s not horning in. You’re my woman. That means you’re a part of my life no matter what. If you were my old lady, would you expect to stay elsewhere when my family comes?”
“Well, no, but that’s different,” she claimed.
“Like hell it is. You’re mine, Binx. Nothing is changing that.
Joli and Dare will expect you to be with me at all times.
I want you to get to know them and the kids.
If you’re worried I can’t control myself, you can have the other bedroom.
I have three besides mine. The boys share.
But I’ll keep my hands to myself, I promise. ”
It hadn’t taken much more to get her to give in and agree she’d stay the entire weekend. But she had to work on Friday, so she’d drive to the compound when she was done, rather than me going to Sparta to pick her up. I agreed to the plan.
I’d gotten a text from Joli when they were ten minutes out.
That had been eight minutes ago. I had told her to come straight to the house, so I was outside, pacing in my driveway, looking toward the front gate, though the clubhouse blocked my view.
I’d never been this restless before when they came. I was always excited, but not nervous.
I made another circuit, then glanced down at my watch. They should be here. It had been twelve minutes. I got into the inner pocket of my cut and found my cell phone. I pulled it out and went to my call log to find Joli’s number. However, I didn’t make the call.
The sound of a vehicle’s motor caught my attention.
Around the clubhouse came a metallic silver Ford Expedition.
I knew Dare hated not riding, but with two small kids, it wasn’t fair to have Joli drive them while he rode.
Besides, if he wanted to ride while they were here, there were extra bikes.
I had two. I moved my ass to the side of the driveway while pocketing my phone.
Joli smiled and waved from the front passenger seat as Dare pulled into the driveway and parked. As soon as the engine died, I was at her door, opening it. My cousin flew out of her seat and flung herself in my arms. I picked her up and hugged her tightly.
“Damn, Joli, you get shorter every time I see you,” I teased.
She thumped my back with one of her fists. “I am no such thing, you beast. God, it’s good to see you, Cash.”