Chapter 33
Thirty-Three
Ilet the guys settle Melvin in after seeing the doctor. The kid has been through a lot, and despite his strength and bloodlust tonight, as soon as Dr. Louis touched him, he started to sob. Not wanting him to feel embarrassed, we gave him the space he needed, but I know full well he has a long journey of healing ahead of him. And the memories? They never go away. You just have to try to replace them with something better. Maybe that’s why I find myself lifting my head when my tent flaps open, my mask clutched in my hands.
My own memories fill my head, brought on by Melvin’s confession.
They stole his innocence, and I remember what that feels like.
I remember the pain and humiliation.
I want to replace it. I want something good to hold onto, and when I see the four men who saved me, I know I want it to be them.
For others, they are their ending, their damnation, but for me, they are my salvation, my angels, and my hope for a better future.
They would never hurt me unless I asked. They would never leave me. Even now, they watch me, knowing something is wrong, ready to fight my invisible foe for me.
“Ember, what’s wrong?” Diamond asks, stepping farther into my tent, his brows drawing together in worry.
“I need to paint over the past,” I murmur. “I need to replace the bad with the good.”
“Okay . . .” Spade tilts his head, unsure what I need from them.
“I need you. I need you all to do that. Make me forget every time he touched me, every time he took my body. I need—no, I want you to replace the pain with pleasure. I want to be alive and not his.”
Club’s smile is slow and sexy as he watches me. “I think we can do that, don’t you guys?”
Heart grins and steps closer, leaping onto my bed, and then he wraps himself around me from behind, resting his chin on my shoulder. “You want all of us, Queen? Can you handle that?”
“Yes,” I whisper as I run my eyes over them before I clear my throat. “I want all of you.”
“Your wants are ours to fulfill,” Diamond purrs, sliding his mask up onto his head so I can see his face. “But you must be sure. I don’t want your regrets to rise with the dawn. You can’t take back what we do here in the dark, Ember. You can’t give yourself to us and then run the next day.”
“I’m not running, not anymore. I want this. I want you.” I meet every single one of their eyes before I reach back and tangle my fingers in Heart’s hair, tugging him down and pressing his mouth to my neck. “If you want me.”
“More than anything,” Club says without restraint.
“More than life,” Spade adds, moving closer.
I glance at Diamond, waiting for his answer. The smirk he aims my way as his eyes drag down my body makes flames lick at my insides, and desire pools low in my body. He watches me like he wants to eat me alive and has been holding himself back, and then his gaze meets mine. My breath whooshes from me at the pure hunger I see there. “You’re all I want,” he says. “I’ll happily share you, Ember, if it means I get a taste of what I’ve hungered for since the day I met you.”
There’s something about his confession that has me shivering and leaning back into Heart as if he will protect me from Diamond—which is insane, asking the beast to protect me from the devil.
I refuse to let embarrassment take hold. Instead, I move on instinct. Turning, I grab Heart’s chin and yank him down, kissing him.
He moans into my mouth, his hands hauling me onto his lap and pressing me against his straining erection as he bites my lip until I taste blood. A hand grabs my hair, yanking my head back. I open my eyes as I pant, meeting Diamond’s hard gaze.
“You’ve already had Heart, and we both know if you two play, you won’t be able to enjoy the rest of us.” It’s the truth, but the hard touch has me ignoring his word, grinding into Heart who snarls. “Tell him no. He only listens to you now.”
I look back at Heart and lick my lips. “Be good, you can have me last.” His nostrils flare, his hands gripping me as if he won’t let me go, so I harden my voice. “Or not at all.”
His lips tilt into a pout, but he releases me, and I gasp as Diamond lifts me from him with one hand and then throws me. I slam against a body, my hands smacking into a firm chest, and my head jerks up just in time to see Club’s smirking face before he drags me to my toes and crushes his lips to mine. His hands slide down my body to grip my hips and press me against him, letting me feel every hard inch of his physique.
Losing myself in the kiss, I grip his shirt tighter, rubbing against him as another body presses against my back. Their hands slide up my chest, across my neck, and to my chin before turning me around as another pair of lips meet mine. My eyes flutter open to see Spade, and I whimper as he sucks on my tongue.
I expect Club to back away, but his hands slide down my thighs, and I gasp into Spade’s mouth as he lifts me, holding me between them, my ass pressed against Spade’s hard length while Club’s mouth slides down my throat, kissing and licking until I moan between them, desperate for more.
Spade’s hands move up, lifting my shirt as he goes, and Club and I break apart for him to toss it away, leaving my torso bare for their greedy hands and mouths. Spade’s lips trail down my spine while his hands slip between us, cupping my breasts and tweaking my nipples as Club tugs my pants down, but our position makes it hard.
Snarling, he drops me and falls to his knees, taking my pants with him and tossing them over his shoulder. His hands slide up my legs as he gets to his feet, dragging his mouth up my thigh, over my hip, and up my chest as he goes. Spade turns my head again, kissing me as Club’s mouth seals over one of my breasts, his teeth tugging at my nipple until I gasp and moan into Spade’s mouth.
“So pretty,” Spade mumbles. “You taste so good, Queen. Open your pretty thighs so I can taste you there too.”
Club turns me and lifts me once more, gripping my knees and pressing them to my chest. My eyes widen at the position. I am completely exposed and vulnerable. My eyes meet Spade’s as he reaches behind him and removes his shirt, leaving his bronze chest bare for my hungry gaze. He doesn’t give me a lot of time to ogle him, however, because he drops to his knees, grips my ass, and tugs me closer until his face is pressed against my pussy.
My cheeks heat as he inhales, but his hungry moan has me shivering, and then his tongue touches me, licking down my cunt and back up. My heart pounds in anticipation and desire. I look at Diamond and Heart, who are watching. Heart paces like a trapped animal, while Diamond smirks as he leans back into my bed, enjoying the show.
Club chuckles darkly in my ear. “Look at him on his knees for you. Look what you do to us, Queen. He’s going to worship you until you scream, and then I’m going to fill that pretty mouth with my cock while he takes your greedy cunt. That’s what you want, isn’t it?”
My head falls back, hitting Club’s shoulder as my eyes sweep over his handsome face. I reach up and push his black hair back, holding onto it as Spade’s tongue drags along my cunt. “Yes. I want that. I want you all inside me. I want to feel you so deep it hurts.”
“Fuck,” Spade growls, his voice vibrating against my flesh. His tongue swipes over my clit as his eyes meet mine. “I want to see you like that, split between us, dripping with our cum.”
As I watch, his tongue drags along my pussy and dips inside me, his gaze holding me prisoner as he fucks me with it. My eyes shut before Diamond’s order rings out.
“Eyes open, Ember. Watch what we do to you. Watch who is touching you, fucking you.”
Whimpering, I open my eyes. Spade rewards me by sliding two fingers into my channel alongside his tongue, stretching me as he fucks me. I can barely move in the position I’m in, trapped for their greedy touches, and something about that only makes me hotter. I cry out, desperate to rub against him and force him deeper, harder, anything, but I can’t.
Club’s mouth slides along my throat, trapping my pulse between his teeth as Spade’s mouth seals around my clit and sucks while he thrusts a third finger inside me, and I’m lost.
Pleasure explodes through me like a tidal wave of flames, burning me alive as I scream for them just like they said I would. It’s so strong, I swear I see stars behind my closed eyelids, and when I open them, I’m panting, but they don’t give me time to recover. Club drops me to my shaky feet, and I crumple to my knees facing Spade. His lips glisten with my cream, but I don’t care. I pull him closer and kiss him, until I have to rip away to breathe.
I meet Club’s eyes as he smirks. His pants are gone, leaving him naked as he strokes his long, hard length. “Open your mouth, Ember. I’m going to fill it, and I won’t stop until you choke on my cum like a good girl.”
Spade turns me, pressing me down until I’m on my knees, my ass aimed at him, and I lift my head so I can meet Club’s dark eyes. He steps forward, pressing his hard, dripping cock to my lips. I open them wide for him, but he rubs his tip over them instead, painting them with his desire as Spade’s hands widen my thighs, and I feel him press against my pussy from behind.
“Look at you,” Club murmurs. “Perfection.”
Swallowing, I open my mouth wider, sticking my tongue out. He obliges, stroking himself as he rubs it along my tongue before he reaches down and grips my jaw, forcing it wider before he feeds me his cock. He’s so deep, I start to choke, but he doesn’t pull back. He pushes deeper until his balls slap into my chin, and I struggle, tears springing into my eyes as I breathe rapidly through my nose.
“She’s taking all of me,” Club says. “Fuck, she was made for us. If I get inside that tight cunt, I won’t last long with the way she’s sucking me.”
Spade’s breath blows over my back, making me shudder, and I press backward, wanting him. His cock drags along my pussy, bumping my clit until I rock into him, and when I go to pull from Club’s cock to demand he fuck me, he fills me in one brutal thrust.
I scream around Club, who surges deeper before pulling back and thrusting into my mouth, fucking it. They find a rhythm quickly, using me between them, but their entire focus is on my pleasure. Their hands stroke every inch of me they can reach, and Spade tilts my hips so my knees are almost off the floor and his cock hits that spot inside me with each thrust. I reach out blindly, digging my nails into Club’s thighs until he bellows. His cock jerks in my mouth as he hammers into my throat, making it hurt.
Burning pleasure spreads through me, making me beg for more. I suck Club deeper as I clench around Spade, causing him to growl behind me.
I look up to see Club watching me, his jaw clenching as he grinds his teeth. His hand slides down his chest before gliding back up, and the sight is so fucking sexy, I clench down on Spade who smacks my ass.
Diamond appears beside us, and my eyes widen as he grips my hair, pressing me deeper onto Club who moans loudly. The sound is sexy, tightening something in my belly until I’m racing toward another release.
“That’s a good girl,” Diamond praises, angling my head for me and pushing me down. “You’re doing so well. You were made for us, weren’t you?”
I nod my head as much as I can. I’m so fucking close.
“Then show us. Come for them. Let them feel you,” he orders, and something about that causes me to fall over the edge.
Clenching down on Spade’s cock, I come. I suck Club desperately until he bellows, his cock swelling and jerking in my mouth as he shoves it as deep as he can, and I feel his come slide down my throat. Spade groans, his fingers digging into my hips as he fights my tight cunt, trying to get deeper until he spills inside my pussy.
“Good girl,” Diamond praises, stroking my hair as Club releases me and I swallow, my mouth and jaw aching. Spade leans down and kisses my spine before slowly pulling from my channel. I would fall forward face first, but hands keep me upright, and my eyes meet Diamond’s.
“We’re not done yet,” he warns. “You’re going to take both me and Heart, remember?” I swallow hard, my thighs slick with my and Spade’s cum, yet my clit throbs at his words, wanting just that. “I’ll take that as a yes.” His smirk makes me lick my lips. “How do you want me, Queen? For one night, you can have me however you want. You can be in control.”
I know that’s a rare offer. Diamond craves control, he likes to be in charge, so the thought is heady.
“On your back,” I tell him, my voice hoarse. “I want to ride you while Heart fucks my ass.”
It’s something I tried once—not by choice, and it hurt—but the idea of having Diamond in my cunt and Heart in my ass? Yeah, I want that, and I trust them too. They will ensure I enjoy it.
Diamond steps back and strips out of his clothes, leaving him naked and oh so fucking gorgeous. It almost hurts to look at him. He’s a work of art, and knowing he belongs to me for the night has my thighs rubbing together. When he lowers to his knees like a sinner and then falls to his back, I lose all sense of control.
I crawl to him, sliding up his body. He groans and drops his head back, veins bulging in his throat as he restrains himself, giving me what I want—control over him.
I grind my cunt against his hard, thick dick while I lick his throat, biting and sucking until he shakes below me.
“Ember.” He finally breaks, his voice a plea, and something about our stern, strong ringmaster begging me to ride him makes me crazy. I bite down until I taste blood, and he groans, his hand coming up to grip the back of my hair and urge me on. “Mark me. Scar me. I don’t care. Just don’t stop.”
A dark chuckle behind me has the hair on the back of my neck rising, and then hands slide down my back. “Hmm, keep biting him. Take it out on him because this’ll hurt a bit.”
Heart’s voice is dark and crazed, and without warning, his cock slams into my pussy. I bite down hard out of reflex, and Diamond moans below me, jerking. Heart pummels into my wet cunt, making it hurt before suddenly pulling out, leaving me empty and unsure. I move back from Diamond, feeling his blood on my lips, and glance over my shoulder to see Heart there.
He grins crazily when he sees me watching him, his hands rubbing my ass and pulling my cheeks apart as he pushes me down. “Scream for me,” he says as I feel his wet cock press against my hole. My eyes widen, and my mouth opens to ask him to be gentle, but then he drives into me, working through my tight muscles as I scream.
Diamond turns me, his lips meeting mine, our kiss tasting of blood and desire. I bite down, taking it out on him as Heart forces himself deeper until he’s fully seated in my ass. It hurts yet it feels good, especially when his fingers rub across my clit and pinch it, making me moan into Diamond’s mouth.
Breaking the kiss, I peer down at Diamond as he grips my hips. “Heart, feed me to our girl.”
My heart skips a beat, and a moment later, I feel Diamond’s hard cock pressing against my pussy, Heart’s hand directing it. I lean back, forcing myself onto his length, stretching around him. I’m so full with Heart inside me as well, but as I rock, I slip lower until I’m fully seated on him.
Both of them are inside me. I moan and bite Diamond’s neck again as he groans.
Heart starts to move, filling my ass and pushing me deeper onto Diamond’s cock. I can do nothing but push back, riding Diamond and taking Heart. Pleasure spasms through me, slightly painful but so fucking good that my eyes slide shut as I lose myself in the hard, fast pace we set. Our bodies slap together, Heart’s cock branding my ass while Diamond’s claims my cunt.
I rake my nails down Diamond’s chest before I realize what I’ve done, curling them to stop. I go to pull away, but he grabs them and presses them into his skin, cutting himself with them. “I’ll proudly wear your marks, Queen.”
Biting my lip, I rake my nails down his chest, watching blood well, and the sight makes me clench on him. “You like seeing me bleed for you?” he growls, lifting my hips and dropping me faster as they work me on their dicks. “Like the sight of it?”
I nod rapidly, and Heart yanks my head back, meeting my eyes upside down. “Then make us all bleed. Let us cover you in it.” He drives into my ass as he speaks, and then I scream as he bites into my neck so hard I feel my blood run down my chest, dripping onto Diamond below. The sharp agony should have horrified me, but I gush around them, screaming in ecstasy.
Diamond arches up, digging his teeth into the other side of my neck, and the feeling of them both inside me, their teeth in my skin . . . I shatter.
Screaming, I drag them into oblivion with me.
Diamond’s groan echoes into my throat while Heart snarls, fighting my ass before bellowing his pleasure as I feel his cum pump deep inside me.
They keep me there, trapped between them, their cocks filling me with their seed as I nearly pass out from the pleasure. Slumping between them, I let them rain kisses along my skin.
“You did so well, Queen,” Diamond praises. “So very well.”
Carefully, he lifts me from them, and I slump, rolling to my back. Every inch of my body aches and shakes but in the best way. Heart appears above me, grinning, and I whimper as he reaches between my thighs. Heart rubs his fingers through his cum, and as I pant below him, he paints a heart on my heaving chest with his release.
I can’t help but shake my head, even as he falls to the floor next to me, Diamond on my other side. Club and Spade crawl over, collapsing into a pile of sweaty bodies on the multicolored floor. I stare at the ceiling and can’t help but laugh.
Soon, the others join in, and when my laughter fades, I smile brightly.
My body isn’t theirs despite me giving it to them. It’s mine. I own it. I control it.
I use it.
They are mine, not the other way around.