Kincaid
T he hours at the food bank after Lilah left crawled by at a snail’s pace, and I kept having to suppress the urge to check my watch, not wanting to give the impression I didn’t want to be there. I kept busy with organizing donations, chatting with the staff, posing for pictures, and signing Thunder memorabilia and tried to enjoy it as much as possible, even though my mind was elsewhere.
As always, it was on Lilah. I hadn’t planned on asking her to have dinner with me today. But once the words were out of my mouth, I didn’t regret them. Especially seeing how she responded to me today, with her sweet blushes and soft, starry-eyed gaze.
Lilah wants me. And knowing that, seeing the proof of it on her face, in her body language…I’m not going to be able to stay away from her.
With the food drive officially wrapped up, I say goodbye to everyone at the food bank, sign a few more things, pose for a couple more pictures, and then head out to my car, parked around back. The sky darkened while I was inside working, changing from a light gray to an ominous purple. A chilly wind whips through the trees, sending a few yellow and orange leaves swirling into the sky.
I get into my car and then pull out my phone, checking for a text from Lilah. Nothing so far, but I start the car and head towards campus anyway. As I drive, I debate taking her to my place for dinner, or a nice restaurant. There are pros and cons to both. At my place, I’m going to struggle to keep my hands to myself, and I don’t want to do anything to scare her. At a restaurant, we might get seen, and I don’t know if I’m ready for that, either. I don’t know where this is going with Lilah, what we might be to each other. If it goes where I’m hoping, we’ll have to navigate the issue of her father, and I’d hate for him to find out about me and Lilah by accident.
I arrive on campus and circle around the quad, looking for a spot to park near the library. Before I can find a spot, my phone buzzes and a wide smile stretches across my face as I see Lilah’s name pop up on my phone for the first time.
Lilah: Hi! We’re all finished working on the group project. Just heading out now.
: Are you in the library? I can swing by the front doors to pick you up.
Lilah: No, we’re in a computer lab in the business building. Are you near the library? I can walk over to you.
: I’m in the lot next to the library.
Lilah: Okay, I’ll come find you.
The second I finish reading her text, big, fat raindrops start to fall from the sky, splattering against my windshield.
“Shit,” I murmur, worried about my girl getting soaked in the sudden downpour. I quickly pull up a campus map on my phone, locating the business building, and then throw the car into drive. I don’t want her walking all the way across the quad in the pouring rain. I need to find her.
The wind picks up, rain drops smacking against the car in a loud rhythm, and my foot presses a little heavier on the gas as I navigate around the campus. All I can think about is getting to Lilah.
I spot her a moment later. Her hair is plastered to her head, and she’s clutching a thin sweater—soaked through—around herself. Her head is bowed as she walks quickly through the rain, and I floor it, screeching to a stop once I’m close enough. I lean across the car and throw open the passenger side door.
“Lilah!” I call out, and her head jerks up, eyes blinking rapidly as she registers that it’s me. “Get in here.”
She breaks into a run, shoes slapping wetly through the puddles forming on the sidewalk. And then she’s in my car, the door slamming shut behind her, her wet backpack at her feet. Her teeth are chattering so hard I can hear them. A shiver wracks her body, and before I can stop myself, I reach for her and haul her into my lap, holding her tight against my chest. She’s so small tucked against me, and my entire body heats at the contact. Need claws at my gut, and my balls start to ache. I smooth my hands up and down her wet back and move her wet hair away from her face. The tip of her nose is red, her cheeks pink from the cold. Raindrops cling to her eyelashes.
And her nipples…fuck. I can feel them pressing against my chest, hard as little diamonds.
“I’m so glad you found me,” she says softly, snuggling into me. Her teeth aren’t chattering anymore and her shivers are starting to subside, but I wrap my arms around her and hold her tightly against me because in my lap is exactly where she belongs.
“I’ll always find you,” I say, my lips feathering against her temple as I speak. Her skin is so impossibly soft, and I want to kiss every fucking inch of her.
She raises her head, her gorgeous green eyes meeting mine, and I lift one of my hands from her back, cupping her sweet face. Her skin is soft as silk against my palm. She holds my gaze, and I can feel the electricity pulsing between us. It’s intense and hot, and I need to kiss her.
Slowly, I lower my face to hers, brushing my lips over her mouth. She makes the sweetest little sound that goes right to my cock, and I kiss her in earnest, groaning at the lush softness of her mouth. I keep the kiss gentle, almost chaste, as I savor the feeling of her lips against mine.
“,” she whispers, and I deepen the kiss. I can’t hold back. I need more of her.
I slide my tongue into her mouth and she moans at the contact. I take my time exploring her sweet little mouth, learning the shape and taste of her, drinking in her soft moans and the way she’s starting to wriggle on my lap. I groan when she brushes against my hard cock.
Perfect. She’s fucking perfect.
I deepen the kiss, licking into her mouth, and she gasps against me. I pour everything into the kiss, every ounce of want and need I’ve felt since the moment I first laid eyes on her spilling out of me.
And my girl kisses me back with everything she has, sucking on my tongue, opening for me and tasting me as much as I’m tasting her. She shifts in my lap, straddling me, and her arms go around my neck, her fingers in my hair as the kiss takes on a life of its own.
When we finally break apart, chests heaving, I know I’ll never be able to stay away from her now. Not when I know how fucking perfect she feels in my arms. How sweet her tongue tastes. There will be consequences, and I don’t give a shit.
“?” she says, and the little hitch of hesitation in her voice makes me tense up. “I need to tell you something.”
I brush a strand of hair back from her face, my fingers lingering on her cheek. “You can tell me anything, sweet girl.”
Her cheeks flush a deeper shade of pink at the endearment.
“That was my first kiss,” she whispers. Everything inside me goes still and then explodes in a riot of joy and possession. I’m the only man who’s ever kissed her. The only one who knows how fucking good she tastes. Knowing I’m the only one makes me want her even more.
I stroke my hand over the back of her head. “I’m gonna be your first everything, Lilah, if you want me.”
She nods eagerly. “So much, . I feel…” She bites her lip, her chest rising and falling rapidly. “Achy. All the time. And I think it’s because I need you.”
Her words are like kerosene to the match I’m holding, and I kiss her again. My tongue slides against hers, and she moans, her hips moving a little in my lap. My cock is a steel rod in my jeans, pulsing and aching to be free. I fuck her mouth with my tongue, and I don’t stop until she’s writhing in my lap, clutching at my shoulders.
“God, Lilah,” I say, burying my face in her neck and dragging my lips over the sweet skin there. “The things I want to do to you.”
“Tell me,” she whispers, tipping her head to the side to give me more access to her slender neck. “Tell me everything.”
“I want to kiss every inch of your body,” I say, nipping gently at her earlobe. “You’re so fucking sexy. I want to rip your clothes off and devour you.”
She whimpers and writhes against me.
“Do you like when I say dirty things to you, sweet girl?”
She nods. “I do. A lot. Does that make me…” She shakes her head. “Bad?”
I grin and kiss her, deep and slow. “No, Lilah. It makes you my very good girl.”
She looks like she wants to melt, so I kiss her again, rubbing my palms in circles over her back.
“Tell me more…dirty things,” she says, her eyes bright, and her cheeks pink. “I want to know all the dirty thoughts you have about me.”
I rumble out an approving groan. “I want to spread your legs and bury my face there. I want to know how you taste and how you smell. I want to find out what sounds you make as you come on my mouth.”
She gasps and shivers in my arms, her breasts pressed against my chest.
“I want to see your pretty lips wrapped around me as I teach you how to suck my cock.”
She moans and then nods. “Yes,” she whispers, her pupils blown with lust. “Teach me, .”
A slow smile spreads across my face. “I’m gonna teach you everything you need to know, Lilah.”
“I want you,” she whispers. “This is new and I don’t know what I’m doing, but I know that I want you.” She lifts up onto her knees and guides my hand between her legs. “Here. I want you here.”
Jesus fucking Christ. Did I crash my car on the way over here? Did I die, and this is heaven? Because Lilah taking my hand and putting it over her little pussy is one of the best things that’s ever happened to me.
I cup her pussy and rub gently. She bites her lip as she sucks in a sharp breath. I can feel the heat of her even through her wet clothes.
“Does that feel good?” I ask, my voice low and rough. “You like when I touch you here?”
She nods. “So good.” She closes her eyes and swallows as I move my palm in a slow circle over her. “It’s so…tingly and hot.”
“Tell me it’s mine,” I growl, kissing up her neck.
Her head falls back as I rub her again and she nods. “It’s yours, .” Then, her eyes open and meet mine. “I’m yours.” Her cheeks go the most delicious shade of pink, and I kiss her.
“Good girl,” I murmur, and she moans at the praise. “My good, sweet, pretty girl.”
Her stomach growls and we both let out a little laugh. The windows of my car are foggy with steam and I’m not sure how long we’ve been making out. I’ve completely lost track of time. Rain is still pelting the car.
“Do you want to go home and get some dry clothes?” I ask. She swallows and plays with the end of her hair.
“Yes, but…”
“But what?” I ask, slipping my fingers under her chin and bringing her eyes up to mine.
“I still want to have dinner with you, too. I want to…” Her face goes red and she cuddles into me, pressing her hot face into my neck.
“You want to what, Lilah?”
“I want to have sex with you. I want you to teach me and take care of me.” She lifts her head, and I can see the resolve in her eyes. “I want you to take my virginity, . Please.” She leans forward and kisses me. “I want to give it to you so bad.”
My heart pounds hard and fast against my ribs as I look into Lilah’s beautiful green eyes. She wants me to take her virginity. To be her first. The thought of being inside her tight, untouched pussy has me close to coming in my jeans.
“I need you to understand something,” I say. I’m so turned on that I don’t sound like myself right now.
“Okay,” she says, hesitation and uncertainty flickering in her eyes.
“If I’m your first, I’m gonna be your last. Because once I’ve been inside you, I’m never letting you go. Ever.” They’re words I probably shouldn’t say, given our age difference and the fact that she’s Coach Ferguson’s daughter. She’s too young for me, and Shane could end my career. But I don’t care. I need Lilah as much as she needs me.
She smiles shyly. “,” she whispers. “I don’t want you to let me go. I’ve been thinking about you nonstop since we met. Thinking about kissing you and…and being with you.” She blushes as she admits in soft voice, “I touched myself imagining you were taking me. You’re the only man I’ve ever wanted.”
“Tell me you’re sure,” I say. I’m barely hanging on. My fingers are trembling with the urge to rip her fucking clothes off.
“I’m sure, . Being with you feels more right than anything I’ve ever done. I’m ready. I want it. I want you.” Her hips are moving in my lap again, and I kiss her, deep and slow, tongues tangling.
Hearing my angel say those words to me makes everything clear. Damn the consequences; I’m hers, and she’s mine.
“Okay,” I say after a moment. “Here’s what we’re going to do. I’m going to drop you off at home so you can grab clean, dry clothes. Then we’re going back to my place so I can feed you. And then, I’m going to worship every single inch of your ridiculously sexy body.”
She moans and she blushes, nodding rapidly.
“I’ll go slow and make it so good for you, sweet girl.” I kiss her neck, and she shivers and arches into me. “I’m going to make you come on my fingers and on my tongue before I finally slide my cock inside your tight little pussy.”
She gasps, squirming in my lap. My cock is leaking, my balls throbbing, but I force myself to pull back. As much as I want to fuck her right now—and God, I think she’d let me—she deserves better for her first time.
“Yes,” she moans. “I want all of that, so much.”
I groan, and once again my face is buried in her neck. I can’t seem to pull myself away from her. “I can’t wait to spread your legs and taste your sweet little virgin cunt, Lilah. I can’t wait to hear the sounds you make for me as I lick you and suck you. I want to feel your clit pulse against my tongue as you come.”
“!” she moans, rubbing her clothed pussy against the ridge of my cock in my jeans. “Yes, oh, God, yes.”
I suck on a spot just below her jaw, and she whimpers. “Soon, sweet girl. Soon I’ll slide my fingers inside your tight little pussy, stretching you out, getting you ready for my cock. And when you’re wet and needy, I’m gonna push inside your untouched pussy and make you mine forever. I’m gonna go slow as I fill you up, letting you feel every inch of me.” I bite and kiss along her neck. “And then I’m going to fuck you, deep and hard, until you come all over my cock. Until your little cunt clamps down on me and you scream my name.” I nip at her lips. “Soon, Lilah.”
Her fingers scrape over the button of my jeans, and it takes everything I have to gently push them away. Not like this. Her first time won’t be like this.
With the last drops of my self-restraint, I ease her back into the passenger seat, and then reach across her to do up the seat belt.
I lace our fingers together over the center console, and drive off into the rain with my girl at my side.