24. Grace
Chapter 24
Grace
Something smells amazing, like fresh honey butter slathered on freshly baked cornbread, and although I feel like I’m dreaming, it doesn’t change the fact that I want it.
Need it.
I reach for it, whatever it is, trying to pull it closer to me.
My fingers find a body, warm and breathing steadily, and I don’t know what comes over me, but something drives me up off my back and on top of them.
Their body is hard and chiseled beneath me, and I can’t stop myself from grinding against it, bare skin on skin. It’s electric, and the static that crackles in my clit from the friction makes every little hair of peach fuzz on my arms stand up. In this days-long trance I’ve been in, lingering somewhere between being asleep and awake, I rock back and forth against the cock that’s hardening beneath me.
My body moves instinctually, doing exactly what it was made to do.
The need grows with each stroke until my breath catches in my throat and my body seizes. I let out a little gasp as I come, shuddering against the now rock-hard cock under me. My hands claw at the muscled chest they rest on, and a deep laugh drifts through the haze of my orgasm.
“You’re gonna make me come too if you keep doing that,” the voice says. “If you want me to knot you, you’d better slow down before I lose it.”
My eyes snap open at that. I glance down and, though it takes a few moments to register, I see through the darkness that it’s Jesse I’m straddling and grinding against. The other Alphas are sound asleep on the bed around us, so it must be the middle of the night.
I’ve lost all track of time since my heat started. The days have turned into a blur of sex, food, sleep, and dreams—and I’m having a hard time figuring out where one ends and the other begins in my mind. My face flushes at the realization that even in sleep I’m not totally in control of myself anymore. I bite my lip, unsure what to say.
“How are you feeling?” Jesse asks as he drags the tips of his fingers up and down my thigh, making goosebumps spread over my skin. “It’s a lot to go from being a virgin to being in your first heat.”
“I feel good, but…”
He raises an eyebrow at me. “But what?”
“Isn’t it obvious? I want more.” I swallow the shame bubbling in the back of my throat and look away, but Jesse reaches for my chin and turns my gaze back to him.
“There’s nothing wrong with that. You’re beautiful exactly the way you are, wildcard.” He smiles at me as he strokes my chin, and my throat tightens as my face flushes.
“Thanks. I’m so glad I have you four looking out for me.”
“Of course. It’s what we’re supposed to do.”
His hand trails from my face and down my arm, and he’s staring at me like he wants to say something else but isn’t sure how. I have a feeling I know what question is burning on the tip of his tongue, but I want him to say it.
“What is it?”
“I was just thinking about you being a virgin,” he starts, his fingers tracing circles on the back of my hand. Finally, his eyes meet mine. “Did you really wait all this time?”
My stomach flutters, but I shrug. “I just couldn’t find anyone I wanted to share that with.”
“Until now?” he asks with a smile, and I nod, my cheeks tingling. His expression shifts to something serious as he looks me right in the eyes. “Well, I hope we made your first time worth the wait.”
“Are you kidding? It was the best.”
I couldn’t have asked for a better first time, but it makes my heart skip a beat to hear that he cares so much.
Jesse grins at me, heat flaming in his eyes. “Well, I think I can top it.”
My stomach flips at the suggestion. I have no idea what he’d have to do to me to surpass the heights I reached that first night, but my body hums in anticipation. Even after the last several days in this nest with the Alphas, I’m still not satiated.
“That makes two of us,” another voice adds, and my eyes dart to the source.
Easton is sitting up on his side, propped up by one elbow and staring at me straddling Jesse. He reaches down and takes his cock in his hand, waving it at me to show how hard he is.
“Look how much he wants you,” Jesse murmurs.
I lick my lips. “I want him too. And you.”
Jesse smirks. “What if Easton doesn’t want to wait his turn?”
“What do you mean?” My eyes snap back to his, my heart thudding.
His expression grows more intense. “Can you take us both?”
My stomach flips, and I feel like I’m going to float away at the thought. It sounds crazy, and it’s definitely not something I’ve ever done before, but reason isn’t ruling my brain right now. My need is, and it’s screaming at me to say yes as it roars to life inside me.
I nod, unable to find words. Easton groans and moves closer as Jesse lifts me up by my hips and slides me down on his already hard cock. I bite my lip to keep from crying out and waking everyone up as he enters me.
“That’s right. One more to go, beautiful,” Jesse says, smirking as he buries himself inside me. I rest my hands on his chest for balance and use the stability to rise up and then drop back down on his cock, feeling myself loosen up with each stroke. “Goddamn, you’re getting good at this.”
“Too good,” Easton adds as he climbs over Jesse’s legs behind me. He rests his cock on my lower back, teasing me with its presence, and runs his hands down my arms while I keep bouncing on Jesse’s cock. “Look at you sitting on him like he’s your throne, princess. You look like filthy royalty.”
Need floods me at his words, and I realize that there’s almost nothing I wouldn’t let these two do to me right now. I want to be theirs, to be used for their pleasure however they see fit. Even if it means taking them both at the same time.
As I ride Jesse’s cock, Easton’s brushes across my asshole, and my body thrums. But he must know I’m going to need some warm-up first, because instead of going for it, he starts kissing the back of my neck, forcing me to slow my movements on Jesse. His lips are electric on my skin, creating a current that seems to ripple through all three of our bodies.
But when Easton swipes his fingers across the arousal seeping from my pussy for lube and begins pushing a thick finger into my asshole, I can’t help crying out. The intensity of it combined with Jesse’s cock thrusting inside me is almost overwhelming. I can’t even imagine how taking both of their cocks at the same time is going to feel, or if my nervous system is even going to be able to handle it.
But I can’t wait to find out.
I fall forward, smashing my mouth against Jesse’s and giving Easton easier access. He continues pushing his finger into me up to his knuckle, and I moan into Jesse’s mouth as he uses my hips as a brace to keep driving into me. Easton starts to pull his finger out of me at the exact moment that Jesse draws his cock backward, and I get dizzy from the sensation.
“How does that feel for you?” Easton asks, and all I can do is moan and rock backward, pulling both his finger and Jesse’s cock inside me.
“I think that means she likes it,” Jesse tells Easton, peering around me at him with a devious smile.
“Then she’s really going to love this,” Easton says and removes his finger quickly, then spreads my cheeks with his hands and blows on my hole. His hot breath makes it pucker, and I clench around Jesse.
“Fuck yeah, that feels amazing,” Jesse grunts. Easton traces circles around my hole with his thumb while Jesse continues fucking me, and every nerve ending lights up. He must know what he’s doing though because I feel myself start to loosen up. I’m still not sure I can comfortably stretch enough to take his cock there, but god, do I want to.
“Don’t worry, princess. I’ll make it good for you,” Easton says. A second later, when his tongue meets my hole, I jolt and squeeze Jesse again. This definitely isn’t anything I’ve done before, but there’s something about the raunchiness of it that drives me wild. If this is what Jesse meant when he said he could top the night I lost my virginity, then we’re off to a good start.
“That’s it, relax,” Easton says as his tongue flicks at my hole, and I shiver. He flattens his tongue against me and drags it across my hole in one long, slow movement, making me throw my head back as a low groan rises in my throat. I’m not ready to come yet, but between the overpowering sensations of Easton’s tongue and Jesse’s cock filling me up, I’m not sure I can fight it.
So, when Easton plunges a finger into me at the same time as his tongue, my entire body clenches to hold back the flood welling inside me.
“Oh my god,” I moan, and Jesse laughs.
“You’re driving her crazy. She’s ready. Give it to her.”
Need flames in me at his words—because he’s right. As incredible as this feels, I don’t think I can wait much longer to have both of their cocks inside me, filling me up. A hunger I can’t explain roils in my stomach at the thought. I glance over my shoulder at Easton, whose eager face is hovering above my cheeks, and nod at him.
“Do it. I want it.”
“As long as you’re sure.”
“One hundred percent,” I say, and I mean it. I’d trust these men with anything because I know they’d never hurt me, and that all they want is to make me feel good.
Easton smirks at me as he rises, gripping his thick cock. He runs his hand across my soaked pussy and palms his shaft, slicking it with my wetness, then lines himself up. Without pushing in, he places a hand on my lower back gingerly as Jesse pauses in his thrusting.
“Take a deep breath,” Easton instructs. I nod and do as I’m told. “Good, now release it slowly. I’m going to start working my way inside.”
I bite my lip in anticipation and watch as he rocks his hips forward. I feel myself opening as his cock head presses against my entrance, and I have to grip the sheets to keep from crying out from the amazing stretching feeling it brings. A few seconds later, I feel a sharp new sensation and can’t stop from moaning as his head passes through the tight ring of muscles.
“There you go. Are you okay?” Easton asks, stroking my back.
“Perfect,” I gasp, taking a series of deep breaths to help myself adjust to his girth. It’s not painful, but it’s not a sensation I’m used to either.
“Just keep breathing. It’ll help,” Easton says and waits for me to take several deep breaths in and out before he moves again. He pushes his hips forward slowly on my last exhale and slides deeper into me, stretching me and making my eyes widen. “Is that okay?”
“Yes,” I moan. It’s the only word I can manage to get out. The feeling is so intense it’s almost overpowering, but in the best way. Easton pauses to give me another couple of seconds to adjust, then keeps working his way into me. It takes a few minutes of starting and stopping like this, but eventually, his hips meet my ass cheeks.
“There you go,” he says, sounding pleased with me and himself. He rubs my cheek affectionately. “You’re taking all of me, just like I knew you could. You’re such a good girl, princess.”
“Yes, she is,” Jesse agrees before taking a gentle stroke into me. I cry out because the feeling of them both inside me is unlike anything I’ve ever felt before. “I told you I could top it. Are you ready, wildcard?”
“God, yes,” I moan, and when the two of them begin drawing out of me at the same time, a ragged breath shudders out of me.
“Fuck,” I whimper, my eyes watering from the pleasure. And when they push into me again simultaneously, I clutch the sheets to keep myself from floating away into unconsciousness.
“There you go. What a good little Omega,” Jesse says and pulls my mouth back into his to kiss me.
He and Easton quickly find a rhythm. When one of them pulls back, the other plunges in, and I feel like I’m burning from the inside. Their cocks grind against each other with nothing but my thin walls between them, and every little movement they make is like an earthquake to my senses.
I already feel like I’m going to come. And it’s going to be shattering.
“We’re going to knot you just like this. Both of us,” Jesse says hungrily when we break our kiss, using his feet to lift off the mattress and drive deeper into me. I’m so high, so lost in the pleasure they’re giving me, that his words barely register.
I’m at their mercy. And that’s exactly where I want to be. I can’t wait to feel both of their knots in me.
Like they can hear my thoughts, Jesse and Easton alternate thrusts so I never come down from the peak of pleasure I’m teetering on. I just keep inching closer and closer to the edge. My eyes close on their own, saving my brain’s bandwidth for the overwhelming sensations that are coursing through my body as an orgasm begins welling in me. Easton leans over me, reaching under me to twist and fondle my nipples while driving deeper into me from this new angle, and I stop breathing for a second.
Then I come. Hard.
“Fuck yeah, show us how good you feel,” Jesse demands as my entire body shudders. My knees buckle as I cry out, drowning out his words, but he holds me in place to keep me from collapsing into him. Easton keeps thrusting into my ass, slowing down to enjoy the way I’m spasming around his cock.
“Shit, I can’t hold on,” he grunts after a long moment. “You’re too damn perfect. Here comes my knot, princess. Fuck. Fuck! ”
He bucks into me before freezing, buried to the hilt inside my ass. He clutches my hips while he comes, his cock spurting and swelling deep inside me more times than I can count. It’s so thick now that it locks us together, stretching me even more. I gasp at the sensation, and Jesse smirks up at me.
“You ready for the other one?”
“Fuck yes,” I breathe, barely able to speak. It’s hard to move with Easton locked inside me, so Jesse holds me in place and thrusts upward into me, his cock sliding against my g-spot and Easton’s knot. Little stars and spots pop in my vision, and Easton kisses the back of my neck, sending a shiver racing down my spine.
“It’s all for you, wildcard,” Jesse says through gritted teeth, then throws his head back against the mattress as he hits his climax.
He grunts and groans with his eyes squeezed shut as he drives into me, filling me up until his knot swells and makes it difficult to move. I can feel his cock twitching inside me as jets of hot cum spurt from him, and after several long moments, his eyes open slowly as he beams at me.
“How does that feel?” he asks, his voice low.
“Incredible,” I whisper through the sweet ache that’s already prickling in every muscle of my body. But it’s nothing compared to the fullness, the tingle brought on by their knots in both of my holes.
“Good. That’s how it’s supposed to be,” Easton says, still kissing my neck like he can’t get enough.
“Looks like there are a couple more who want a turn,” Jesse says, smirking, and I follow his gaze. Cade and Hendrix are awake, lying on either side of us and watching the scene with ravenous looks in their eyes, like a pair of jackals in the dark. “Assuming you’re up for a replay of what we just did.”
The need still swirling inside me flares at the thought, and I nod through a shiver. “Hell yes. But I need a breather first.”
“Of course,” Jesse says, stroking both of my arms affectionately.
“We only want what’s best for you, princess,” Easton agrees. His knot is already deflating, so he slowly and carefully pulls out of me. I’m still so sensitive and full of Jesse that it drags a moan out of my mouth. He lies down to my right, and Jesse maneuvers us so that I’m lying between him and Easton without pulling out.
Easton rests his head in the crook of my neck, tenderly kissing and nuzzling me, while Jesse rubs a strong, calloused hand up and down one of my thighs. “You did so well. I can’t wait to see you try it again with Cade and Hendrix.”
A shudder ripples through me because I realize I can’t either. But my eyelids are growing heavier and heavier, so I let them flutter closed, losing myself in the comfort of Easton’s kisses and Jesse’s strokes.
As sleep pulls me under, a warm smile spreads across my face. I’m so grateful and happy I’ve had these four Alphas here with me for this. I couldn’t imagine going through my first heat with anyone else.