23. Jax
Chapter 23
Jax
“Bend over and put your hands on the back of the sofa.”
She did as I asked and I hummed out my appreciation as my palms skimmed over her hips and arse. I lifted her red and cream A-line skirt slowly, so it bunched around her waist, showing off her black lace panties. Then I reached around her, ripping her cream shirt open, loving the sound of the tiny buttons scattering across the floor.
“Jax!” she cried.
“I’ve wanted to do that for so long.” I lowered her bra, freeing her breasts and cupping them. “I’m obsessed with every inch of you. I don’t ever want you to doubt how much I want you.”
Her head fell forward and her arse rose slightly, causing the urge to fill her to become overwhelming. I unbuttoned my jeans, lowering my zip before I freed my cock, spitting into my palm and smearing it over my head and down the shaft.
Pulling her underwear to the side, I lined myself up, edging into her pussy. Helen arched, widening her legs, giving more room to sink into her. I pushed inside, groaning as her tight walls sucked me in.
My hands played with her breasts, which I was officially obsessed with as I rocked in and out of her slowly, not wanting to hurt her.
“You good, beautiful?” She let out a whimper as wetness flooded my cock. “Does my dirty girl like being fucked over the sofa or being fucked from behind more?”
“Both,” she groaned. “I’ve never done anything like this.”
Loving that I was giving her what she wanted, I pulled almost all the way out, before pushing back inside her in one smooth, slow move.
“Oh, God. Yes. That. Do that again,” she cried.
I slid out and then back into her. “Fuck, you’re taking me so well.” She rose onto her tiptoes at my praise, letting me enter her at a different angle. “I swear you were made for me.”
“Can you do it harder?” She looked back over her shoulder, her chest heaving. I teased her breasts, twisting her nipples and squeezing her flesh as I leaned to kiss her sloppily before I brought my mouth to her ear.
“You ready to be fucked?”
She nodded, and I thrust into her, pausing to see if she told me it was too much, but she cried my name and ground back against me.
Taking hold of her hips, I bucked again, watching her arse and thighs move from the force. “You’re such a good fucking girl.” My words stuttered in between heaving breaths.
“Call me that again,” she groaned as her hips found their rhythm matching mine perfectly.
“My good girl.” Her body shuddered violently, showing me how much she liked those words.
She begged for more and I wrapped her hair in my fist, pulling her upright so I could devour her neck as I pressed my fingers to her clit.
It only took a couple of minutes of our bodies slapping together in a sweaty, sexy mass of limbs before she exploded, her pleasure flooding my cock so intensely that I lost control and came as well, my head falling between her shoulder blades, her name on my lips.
Our movements slowed as we teased out the last of our pleasure, both of us breathless. It was then it hit me.
No condom.
Panic surged through me, making me feel physically sick. I couldn’t believe I’d been so stupid.
“Hey, I just need to take this off. I’ll be two seconds.” I eased out of Helen, hoping she didn’t notice as I pulled up my jeans and underwear. She turned and looked up at me, heavy-lidded, a wide smile on her face. My panic stole the beauty from the moment and I hated myself even more.
“How about I follow you up and we can get into bed because I think there is a high possibility of me needing to pass out for an hour to recover from that? It was perfect, Jax.”
I kissed her quickly, guilt about lying to her eating me alive. “I’ll be there in a minute.”
I ran up the stairs, taking them two at a time until I got to the bathroom. Looking at myself in the mirror, bile burned my throat because I’d let myself get carried away and nearly exposed the truth and I wasn’t sure I could stomach the thought of Helen knowing. Then the voice in my head came back to haunt me…
“No one will want you now. They’ll see what a pathetic excuse for a man you are. Your sin is branded into you for the rest of your life.”