5. Is That My Face? #2
“Carter,” she repeats, tearing open a bag of Skittles. She dumps at least a third of it into her mouth and gestures at the ice with the flick of her wrist. “Beckett.”
I follow her gaze, watching as the Vipers take their home ice for their pregame warm-up, and it takes me no time at all to locate the impossibly large frame of Mr. Beckett himself.
He leaps onto Emmett’s back, wrapping his arms around him, and their raucous laughter bounces across the ice before Emmett shakes him to the ground.
It’s an interesting sight, because Google may or may not have told me Carter has an inch on Emmett in the height department.
“No, I know who you meant.” I tear my gaze away before he can see me. It’s not lost on me that it’s pointless. I’m sitting behind the bench; he’s going to see me. I guess I was banking on him not remembering me. “I must have heard you incorrectly, though. I thought you said he was asking about me.”
“That’s exactly what I said. Asked a couple times, actually.” She rips open a bag of licorice and gnaws on a piece before whipping it around. I’m fairly certain she’s got the entire snack bar in her lap. “Singing some song about you apparently.”
I stop twisting the lock of hair that’s currently cutting off circulation to my finger, and promptly bury my quickly heating face behind the cool lick of my beer can. “What?”
Cara lifts a shoulder in a lazy shrug. “What can I say? My girl made quite the impression on him last weekend.”
I snort a laugh and swipe at the bit of beer dribbling down my chin as a result.
“You mean because he’s never been turned down before?
” And two days in a row, to boot. I’d be lying if I said it wasn’t highly entertaining to be the reason for that man’s stunned expression when he doesn’t get what he wants.
“Something like that.”
“Please, that man had a girl on his hip twenty minutes later.”
“He didn’t hook up with her though, which is weird. Left alone, right after Emmett put us in an Uber.”
I flick a dismissive hand through the air.
Did Carter tell me the same thing the next day?
Yes. Did I believe him? No. Do I now? Still no.
Regardless, it doesn’t matter. He’s Carter Beckett, millionaire hockey captain.
I’m Olivia Parker, broke high school teacher.
We’re worlds apart. Hell, we’re not even in the same orbit.
Even if we were, one-night stands and polygamy aren’t my thing, and neither is the high risk of catching a venereal disease if we get too close and accidentally do the no-pants dance. I’ve already mentioned I sometimes don’t make the best decisions under the influence of alcohol.
I’m not sure I’m into the whole dating scene.
Cara’s been relentlessly trying to set me up with Emmett’s nicer teammates, her words, and I once caught her making me an online dating profile.
I guess I don’t have much time to meet someone, and I keep thinking it’ll happen when it’s meant to.
I’m in no rush, and I’m okay with being by myself for now.
I’d rather wait for someone whose priorities align with my own.
I’m not interested in dating for the sake of not being alone, nor fucking just for the sake of feeling good.
That’s what battery-powered boyfriends are for, and I keep mine in a drawer at home. In fact, I pulled it out as soon as I got home Sunday afternoon after leaving Carter with his jaw dangling. And yes, I thought of his stupid, hot face while I used it. I’m not ashamed.
I’ll never tell anyone.
Cara’s eyes narrow like she’s trying to figure out what the hell is going through my head right now. I’m not even sure I know, so I focus on the moment before me.
Despite the warmth in the arena, a cool chill nips at the air as the players float around, stretching out, winding up, firing off shots on their goalie.
Everything is amplified here, the sharp zip of the blades skating across the ice, the slap of composite sticks against rubber pucks before they whizz through the air, the smell of buttery popcorn, the flashing of lights, and the chatter you can’t quite make out, despite it being all around us.
It makes me miss playing hockey. There’s something about skating on freshly Zambonied ice, the feel of the frigid air whipping at your cheeks, the adrenaline rush when you head for the net with a puck at the tip of your stick.
I get out on the ice every week with my niece’s hockey team but it’s not the same, especially considering the eighteen-year age gap and the fact that I’m mostly trying to wrangle in a bunch of seven-year-olds.
Cara draws my attention with a deep sigh. “Well, he had eyes on you the entire time.”
“Did not,” I murmur, propping my feet up on the glass so I can stare at my shoes rather than search the ice for the man in question.
“Did too, you brat. I may have been birthday girl wasted but it’s pretty hard to miss who the most famous guy in the room has his eyes glued to all night.”
Heat rushes to my face, and I hate that it does.
The last thing I want to do is blush over a man that probably calls out the wrong name when he comes.
I want to feel like I mean something to a man, not like he’s made it a challenge to get in my pants because I’m the first woman who didn’t fall at his feet.
Look, I’d be lying if I said there hadn’t been a minuscule part of me that was tempted to take Carter up on his offer last Saturday night.
It’s been a while, and it’s always nice to get politely drilled into the ground.
According to Cara, these hockey men have amazing stamina and can go all night.
And one as experienced as him must be absolutely mind-blowing in bed.
Put me in a coma for a day or two, you know?
I could use the chance to catch up on my sleep.
I’ll never find out though. I shouldn’t, at least. Right?
No . No, Olivia, damnit. The last place I want to put myself is on the top of the stupid list.
“I’m sure he’ll move on quickly if he hasn’t already,” is the lame response I finally give Cara.
A body collides with the plexiglass in front of me with a bang, and my heart rockets to my throat as I yelp. My hand slaps down on Cara’s thigh, fingernails digging in as my pulse thunders in my ears.
“Jesus,” I mutter, one hand over my racing heart.
Cara snorts a laugh. “Uh-huh. Move on quickly. Right.” She nudges me with her elbow before wiggling her fingers at the person tapping the glass. “Think you’ve got yourself a visitor.”
I know who it is. I can feel him there. My stomach twirls and my heartbeat settles between my thighs.
Why? I really don’t fucking know, other than this guy is sex on a pair of skates, and now I’m pissed off because I’m going to have to go home and give myself another underwhelming orgasm while I flick it to the mental image of this infuriatingly sexy man vying for my attention.
Cara’s mouth tilts with amusement. “You’re not looking, huh?”
I shake my head, frowning. “Nope. Can’t.”
“ Olivia !” Carter Beckett yells. It’s unnecessary, really. For God’s sake, I’m right here.
There’s that damn tapping again. The longer I ignore him, the louder he taps. It’s incessant and irritating, and everyone around me buzzes with excitement, wondering why he wants my attention, and more than that, why in the sweet hell I’m not giving it to him.
They don’t understand. I may be entirely turned off by the way he carelessly collects women, but I’m only so strong. I’m afraid it might be possible to charm the pants right off me. If anyone can do it, it’s him.
“Liv, Liv, Liv, Liv, Liv,” Carter chants, punctuating each call of my name with a tap on the glass.
“ What ?” I whisper-yell, finally spinning his way, throwing my hands overhead.
His grin is explosive, handsome, sexy, infuriating. Leaning over the boards, he stares down the length of his stick at me, the tip resting on top of the glass. “Hi.”
Good Lord, I can’t. What is happening?
Carter watches as heat floods my cheeks just for him.
I can pretend to be aloof all I want but the man’s not stupid.
He knows I like what I see, and what I see is him, standing there like a sexy giant in his equipment, grinning like a goofy idiot, those striking emerald eyes sparkling with mirth and a whole lot of arrogance.
Carter knows what he does to me, and that right there will be my downfall.
He leans closer and I hate myself for inching forward, as if I want to be near him, like he’s got a secret just for me.
The corner of Carter’s mouth lifts, revealing a panty-dropping grin as he props his chin on his gloved hand.
“I’m gonna score a goal for you.” There’s a sureness in his deep timbre, an arrogance that makes my stomach tighten with anticipation.
With a wink and the shimmy of his hips, he skates backward and drops to his knees, spreading his legs as he stretches his groin and blows a big, pink bubble, all without taking his eyes off me.
“You look like you’re wavering,” Cara mumbles around a handful of M&M’s.
I manage to tear my gaze away from Carter. An impressive feat, because he’s still staring at me and I’m silently undressing him with my eyes, wondering how big the stick in his pants is. Bet it’s huge, like the rest of him. “Huh?”
“I said you look like you’re thinking about giving in to his mission to fuck you.”
Any hint of desire turns sour in my mouth, and my nose wrinkles as I cross my arms. “I’m not a mission, nor am I looking to be the next girl pictured in the news getting down and dirty with Captain Syphilis over there.”
Half of Cara’s popcorn goes spilling to the floor as she bends forward with a bark of laughter. “You know, he’s actually a total dork and really sweet when he’s not trying to get into your pants.”
“Right, well, I guess I wouldn’t know.” I sink back in my seat and plant my feet back on the glass until they’re perfectly positioned over Carter’s face.
He leans to his left, still smiling like a jackass.
“And what happened to all your warnings? You spent the better half of your birthday party reiterating him being bad news and telling me not to fall for it. You’re sending me mixed messages, and it’s confusing. ”
“Oh, he’s definitely bad news. I love him to bits, but if I were a single female, I’d probably want to rip his dick off and ram it down his own throat.” She motions at her crotch before pretending to stab an imaginary dick into her mouth.
A soft smile touches her face. “But then he does stuff like this.” She tosses a piece of popcorn over the glass, and Carter catches it on his tongue, pink glob of bubble gum nowhere to be found before he singsongs his thank you, then promptly collides with Emmett in some sort of bear hug.
The two of them go tumbling to the ice together, and when they finally make it to their feet, Carter whacks him on the butt with his stick.
“I swear, sometimes I feel like I have children.”
A giggle slips past my lips without my permission, and I’m thankful to leave the conversation behind when the game finally starts.
It’s easy enough because Cara’s sitting beside me screeching at every play.
She didn’t know a thing about hockey before she met Emmett.
Now I’m sure she’ll be one of those crazy hockey moms, the kind who berate the refs until inevitably getting red-carded.
“Oh come on, ref!” She bangs the glass with her fist. “Don’t you have a wife to go home and screw? Quit screwing my boys!”
Carter hops over the boards, smiling at me before he turns and plops down on the bench.
Two minutes later, he lines up for a face-off, bending over, stick across his knees, perfect hockey butt in the air. And he smiles at me.
He skates by the bench. Smiling at me.
Squirts water into his mouth. Smiling at me.
All I can focus on is his tall, broad body moving fluidly across the ice, the quick, effortless cross of his feet, one over the other as he tears down the ice, his stick in front of him, puck on the tip.
He’s constantly yelling, commanding attention, leading his team, cracking jokes with players on both sides.
And when he’s not doing that, he’s looking at me.
Halfway through the second period, Carter calls for the puck at the red line, hammering the blade of his stick on the ice.
He takes off like lightning, twirls around a defenseman, leans forward on one foot as he winds up, and lets that puck fly.
My mouth hangs as the puck whizzes by the goalie’s head, his catcher coming up a split second too late.
The buzzer’s already blaring and the warm spot between my thighs is already wet.
I mean—what? No. The ice. The ice is wet. I’m not…no. That’s…that’s ridiculous.
I squeeze my thighs together, watching Carter throw his hands in the air with a scream that echoes through the arena as his teammates’ bodies collide with his against the board. He skates by the bench, knocking gloves with every player, spraying ice in the air when he comes to a full stop.
And his bright gaze locks with mine.
His stick lifts in slow motion, pointing. At me. Carter Beckett points his damn stick right at me.
And he winks. He fucking winks .
For you , his perfect lips mouth to me.
Oh. No.
The cameras pan my way, my vision bursting with flashing white lights as I slink so far down in my seat, fingers creeping up my face, burying it in my hands.
But Carter’s not done. Oh no, of course not. He wouldn’t be Carter Beckett if he simply ended it there.
He jumps onto the bench, gloves pressed to the glass, grinning down at me like an infuriatingly sexy asshole. “You like that, Olivia?” he hollers. “That was for you!”
By far the worst part, though?
My crimson face all over the motherfucking jumbotron.