Chapter 14
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ESTRELLA
W e hardly made it five steps into the elevator before I was pushed against one of the walls by Zack’s tall figure. I craned my neck up at him as he stared down at me, and I couldn’t help but run my smart aleck mouth once again. “How are those jeans? Soggy? Are you chafing? Poor baby must be so uncomfortable.”
He shook his head at me before I felt his hands slide under my ass. In seconds, just like before, he lifted me easily. My legs wrapped around his waist as my back leant against the wall for more stability. My cheeks grew warm under the intensity of his gaze—which somehow always felt more intimate when we were face to face, rather than in our normal height difference. “That smartass mouth is never going to go away, is it?”
“Nope.”
Zack turned his head to the left to look at Theo. Like me, his back was to the elevator wall as he scrolled through his text messages. Nonetheless, feeling our stares on him, he tucked his phone into his back pocket, crossed his arms, and raised a single, questioning eyebrow. “Yes? Can I help you with something?”
I giggled and decided to poke the bear a bit more. “Yeah, you can come replace Zack and hold me instead. I don’t know if he should be given attention until he cleans up. Manners, and all that.”
Zack’s head swiveled back my way with an exaggerated eye roll. I was half surprised that he didn’t stick his tongue out at me next. “Am I going to be bullied the whole night?”
“Do you want to be?”
He hummed patiently. “I…don’t know. But in case you didn’t get it the first two times, I haven’t had sex in eight years, so my discovery of likes is quite limited, mi Estrella .”
Theo cut in. “I like bullying.”
Zack’s eyes rolled again. “Okay, no. Fuck off. Both of you.”
I pouted. “Me? Fuck off? That’s not very nice. If you wanted to watch me masturbate, all you had to do was ask.”
On cue, they both closed their eyes wistfully, and I laughed knowing they were picturing me masturbating in unison. Both of my men were voyeurs in some form then, apparently.
I wasn’t mad about it.
Theo spoke next. “That’s hot. But you can fight your husband on who gets to hold and kiss you next, pretty girl. I am going to behave until I am told otherwise.” Finally, after what felt like forever, the elevator let out a loud ding—informing us we had made it up to the penthouse suite.
Though, Zack stayed still as Theo stepped out of the elevator, keeping me pinned to the wall. I squinted at him questionably.
His voice was serious as he spoke and his eye contact nearly searched my soul. “You don’t have to, ya know. We really can take this slow. I don’t want to scare you away. I want this, yes. But I don’t want to lose you again, either. Say the words, and we can just go to bed.”
Was I ever going to stop fucking blushing? Probably not.
I shook my head. “I wouldn’t have let either of you touch me on that Ferris wheel, in front of thousands of people essentially, if I wasn’t actually comfortable with this.”
“That’s true. But I mean it. You don’t have to jump into the deep end tonight, either.”
A sigh left my throat as I wrapped my arms around his shoulders comfortably, followed by a light smile as a shiver wracked down his body once my fingers started twirling with the hairs at the nape of his neck. “You okay?”
“Yeah. Been a while since I’ve been touched so…comfortingly. Casually. New for me, ya know.”
Oh, how I did know.
If it wasn’t sex, I hadn’t allowed myself to be touched in an equally long time.
My voice was thick as I gave him the reassurance we both needed. “Last night, I said the words, ‘Just for tonight.’ Tonight, I agreed to forever with you both. I think we’ve already jumped into the deep end, don’t you?”
Gently, his forehead rested on mine, and I closed my eyes as I savored his warmth and the intimacy of the moment. “ Mi Estrella ?”
“Hmm?”
“You are my saint. And I am truly, utterly, your veneration.”
I smiled. “This would be the time for all the booktok people to say something like, ‘I am your god now. Crawl to me.’ In case you wanted to know.”
“What the fuck is booktok?”
Sigh. Men.
Or…well. Older men who were too busy to doom scroll, anyway.
“Don’t worry about it.”
Theo’s voice pulled us apart as his head popped into the elevator doors again. “Are you guys going to stand here all night? I’m fine with elevator sex, but after a Ferris wheel, I think a bed sounds way better right about now. Don’t you?”
Our heads pulled apart at his voice. “How do you know she even wants to have sex?”
His eyes locked on mine. “Do you?”
I unwrapped my legs from Zack’s waist and wiggled slightly as my cue to be let down. He didn’t even fight me as I slid down his tall body. “Obviously. We have a bet. I need to lock in.”
“Well, c’mon then, princess.”
And as Theo grabbed my hand and led me to Zack’s bedroom, I could have sworn that Zack was hiding both a smile and a boner. I turned to him with a smirk. “Go shower. Coming in your pants is hot as fuck, but I’m not touching you again until you smell like soap.”
“Oh no,” I teased as Zack went to sit on the edge of the bed—my mouth nearly sore from the near mauling of Theo. He was freshly showered and wore blue and black striped pajama bottoms. My eyes traced the outline of his abdomen hungrily, just as it had of Theo’s when I forced his shirt over his head. “No, no, no. I didn’t say you could join us.”
His head cocked to the side, forcing beads of water to drip down his chest. “What?”
Theo’s hand gripped my waist hungrily as he watched Zack for his reaction, too, and I giggled as he impatiently started pulling at my shirt. I had told him to keep my clothes on until Zack came back, and I knew he was nearly gnawing the bars of his mental enclosure now. “I know exactly what I want to do tonight. Theo and I even made a game plan while you were taking care of your little mess.”
Zack had never looked more confused in his life as he repeated the question again. “What? What plan? I was gone for ten minutes!”
“She wants you to watch us,” Theo said, cocking his head to the side himself. He wrapped his other hand around my front so that I was firmly in his embrace, gripping my shirt tightly. “Are you okay with that?”
Zack’s gaze widened as it fixed on me entirely. “Y-You want me to…watch? Watch what, exactly, mi Estrella ?”
“I’m in the deep end, remember?” I smiled evilly. “Watch me while your brother fucks me. Be a good boy, sit in that chair over there, and watch me come on his cock before I even think about riding yours.”
Theo leant down and growled in my ear. “God, that shouldn’t be so hot.”
Zack blinked as he stared at us both. “You want me to sit in the…cucking chair? Like, from all the hotel memes and stuff?”
I turned my head as I thought about how to respond. “Cucking is technically when I degrade you. I just told you I wanted you to watch. Consider it…a punishment, if you will. But I can degrade you too, if you’d like.”
“A punishment?”
“Mmmhmm. For running out on me for your brother. Now, I’m going to fuck him first, instead of you. How’s that make you feel, baby?”
He pulled at his beard roughly. I smirked, though, when my eyes travelled down the length of him and fell on the bulge tenting his pajamas. He certainly didn’t look against it. “I-I don’t know what to say.”
I mocked him from earlier. “Yes or no?”
Theo pulled at my shirt again like an insistent child—almost stretching it—as we both watched Zack.
It was a war in his head, and he knew it.
Relinquish control enough to be in a purely submissive, vulnerable position where he had to watch another man pleasure me without touching me himself…or put his foot down and potentially disappoint us both.
Granted, I wouldn’t be disappointed. If it was a boundary, I would respect that.
But it was a test all the same.
Theo grunted, and before I knew it, my shirt was being torn in half.
I gasped. “Hey! That was rude!”
“I told you that wearing this damn thing was considered cheating this morning. You should have listened to me then.”
Having taken my bra off the second I laid down in bed with Theo, heat spread through my face and chest furiously as cold air forced my nipples to pebble instantly.
Asshole.
It was only a matter of seconds before I was pushed down to the bed with Theo quickly maneuvering himself to be above me. He smiled wickedly before his mouth was on my breast, sucking and biting at my flesh. The moan was practically torn from my throat as I moved my eyes to Zack again—though, he only tugged at his beard harder as he nearly growled himself.
He didn’t intervene, though.
Theo released my nipple seconds later with a pop before turning his head to Zack. “What? You both needed a push. Yes or no, Zacky-poo?”
Zack didn’t even act annoyed at the nickname.
Instead, he walked to the chair we had placed feet away from the bed, and sat down. Quickly, he lifted his hips up slightly and grabbed the base of his cock out of his bottoms. Theo and I both watched as he spread his legs a bit more and spit directly on it, all before he started pumping his shaft slowly.
I moaned as I watched eagerly. I liked watching him jerk off way too much. “Yeah?”
“I’ll watch, but I’m joining this damn bet,” he said before knocking his head to Theo. “You have until I finish. And then I’m fucking my wife, whether it’s with you or without you.”