Chapter 24
ABBY AWOKE WITH A START, AWARE THAT SHE WAS ALONE IN the bed. Funny how fast you could become accustomed to sleeping with someone, she thought. She had slept alone all her life and had concluded that she liked it that way. Two nights with Sam had changed a lot of things.
A cold, wet nose pushed against her hand. She opened her eyes and found herself face–to–face with Newton. He was standing beside the bed, gazing at her with a fixed expression.
“Okay, okay, I’m awake. I thought I told you to forget that psychic-command thing.”
She pushed back the covers, sat up and rubbed Newton briskly.
He chuffed a little, licked her hand and then, evidently satisfied that he had performed his duty, turned and trotted out the open door.
She could tell that he was headed downstairs to the kitchen.
The sounds and smells of breakfast wafted up from the floor below.
Sleeping with Sam definitely had a few perks, she thought. He was fixing breakfast for the second morning in a row. She could not recall the last time anyone had prepared breakfast for her. Tomorrow morning she would have to return the favor.
The summer dawn had arrived with rain, all in all, looking more like a midwinter dawn. Through the window she could see the steel-colored waters of the sea, but the neighboring islets and islands were lost in the mist.
She took a teal-colored cowl-neck pullover and a pair of gray trousers out of her suitcase and headed for the adjoining bathroom.
She had not packed for an extended stay.
On the next trip into Seattle, she would have to stop by her condo to check her mail and pick up some more clothes and necessities.
She grabbed her phone and checked her email.
There was a new note from Nordstrom, announcing the advent of a summer sale, and a nice message from her very good friends at Zappos, telling her that new styles were available from one of her favorite brands of shoes.
There were no new emails about the missing lab book or the upcoming auction.
Phone in hand, she went out into the hall.
The aroma of freshly brewed coffee and a hint of cinnamon warmed the atmosphere.
When she arrived in the kitchen, she found Sam at the stove, spatula in hand.
His hair was still damp from the shower.
The very interesting dark shadow of a beard that she had noticed in the wee small hours of the night was gone.
He was dressed in dark pants and a black pullover.
Newton was sitting on the floor, ears perked, watching Sam’s every move. He spared a moment to greet Abby again, and then returned to supervising the breakfast preparations.
Sam looked at Abby, eyes heating a little. “Good morning.”
“Good morning,” she said. “Did Newton get breakfast?”
She felt awkward, not exactly shy but not really comfortable with the intimacy of their relationship.
This was unfamiliar territory, she reflected, more easily navigated at night than in the daylight.
But if Sam had any problems with the rapidly evolving status of their relationship, he gave no indication of it.
He was acting as if everything from the psi-infused sex to eating breakfast together was all quite normal.
“I fed Newton some of that fancy kibble you brought along,” Sam said. “I think that he would rather have a slice of the French toast that we’re going to eat.”
“I told you, he’s a very smart dog. And it’s okay if he has a slice of French toast. Is the coffee ready yet?”
“Help yourself. Mugs are in there.” Sam angled his head to indicate the cupboard.
“Thanks.”
She opened the door of the cupboard and took down a mug. “Can I pour you another cup?”
“Yes, thanks.” He scrutinized her closely. “Any more dreams?”
“None that involved Grady Hastings, thank goodness.” She picked up the pot. “You?”
“None that involved Cassidy. I told you, we just need to perfect the experiment.”
“Mmm.” She poured the coffee, trying to think of what to say next.
“You’re not real good with the morning-after conversation, are you?” Sam said. “Yesterday I made allowances because your brother arrived.”
“Stepbrother,” she corrected automatically.
“But this morning we’ve got time to talk.”
She sipped some coffee. “I thought men didn’t like the morning-after conversation.”
He flashed her a wickedly sexy grin. “Depends on what actually happened the night before.”
She flushed. “In our case, there always seems to be a lot going on the night before. There was me almost setting fire to a red-hot book in my bedroom. A midnight intruder. Bad dreams. A vault full of weird paranormal rocks with unknown powers. To say nothing of the stress of some of our precoital activities, such as finding a body and escaping a carjacking and kidnapping.”
“Our relationship sure as hell hasn’t proceeded along a normal path. I’ll give you that.”
“Exactly,” she said. “Maybe that’s why I’m not sure how to have a morning-after conversation with you.
Or maybe I simply haven’t had a lot of experience in that department.
I’ve had a few relationships, including one or two that I thought might have the potential to go the distance.
But they’ve never lasted long, and I somehow know that going in, so I try not to get overly committed.
For some reason, not spending the entire night with someone has always been my way of drawing the line. ”
“As long as you don’t have to face him at breakfast, you can tell yourself it was just a date, not a relationship, is that it?” Sam asked.
“Something like that, yes. According to the counselors at the Summerlight Academy, I have serious trust issues. My father the shrink says I have commitment issues. The combination makes for a one-two punch when it comes to relationships.”
Sam shoveled large stacks of French toast onto two plates. “Well, the counselors and your father sure got the diagnosis wrong, didn’t they?”
She sputtered on a sip of coffee. “What?”
He put the frying pan down on the stone counter. “You don’t have trust issues. You’re just real careful about whom you trust. And you don’t have commitment issues. You’ve made plenty of commitments, and you’ve stuck to them.”
“What on earth are you talking about?”
“Years ago, you formed solid friendships with Gwen Frazier and Nick Sawyer. You’ve maintained those friendships for years.
You trust both Gwen and Nick. You made friends with Thaddeus Webber, a reclusive, highly eccentric old man who trusted almost no one.
But he entrusted you with his secrets, and you kept those secrets.
You dutifully appear in book cover photographs to help your father uphold the image of the modern family by choice, even though it wasn’t your family of choice.
And last but by no means least, you are one hundred percent committed to your dog. ”
She looked at Newton. “One hundred and ten percent.”
“See?” Sam set one slice of toast aside to cool. “You can and do make commitments. Ergo, the shrinks at the Summerlight Academy and your father have never fully comprehended you or your issues. But you al-ready know that.”
She blinked. “Ergo?”
“It’s a technical term.” Sam carried the plates to the table. “Thus ends the lecture for this morning. Let’s eat.”
She went to the table, sat down and studied the French toast. Each slice was thick and puffy and golden brown.
“This is the most beautiful French toast I have ever seen,” she said.
“You are obviously hungry.”
“Yes, I am. Starving, actually.”
One thing about her association with Sam, she thought. She was getting plenty of exercise and burning a lot of calories.
She spread a large pat of butter on the French toast and poured some of the syrup over the top. Working carefully, she forked up a slice of the toast. She munched and swallowed. And immediately went back for another bite. And another.
They ate in a surprisingly companionable silence for a while, no conversation required.
Eventually, Abby put down her fork and picked up her coffee mug. “What about you?” she asked.
Sam paused the fork halfway to his mouth and gave her a look of polite inquiry. “Me?”
“You obviously know how to make commitments. You’re certainly committed to keeping the secret of the Phoenix stones.”
“So?” He ate the bite of French toast.
“What happened with Cassidy? You said yourself that the two of you were very involved, to the point where many people assumed that you were either engaged or about to be engaged.”
Sam lounged back in his chair and stretched his legs out under the table. “The answer is that I did consider marriage for a time. Everything about the relationship with Cassidy seemed perfect, maybe a little too perfect. But something was missing. I kept waiting for the click, you know?”
“The click?”
“The sense that this is the one. I never got it with Cassidy. All I can tell you is that while I was away on that last job with the private contractor, I came to the conclusion that it was time to end things with her.”
“Instead, you came home to find her body in the lab.” Sudden comprehension flashed through Abby. “That’s when you made your real commitment to her. You committed yourself to finding her killer.”
“She wouldn’t have died if she hadn’t been dating me,” Sam said. “It was our relationship that put her in harm’s way. I’ve known that since the night she was murdered.”
“But if she seduced you and set you up for the theft of the stones…”
“Doesn’t matter. I’m the one who asked her out on that first date at the gem-and-mineral show. I’m the one who introduced her to Frye. And I’m the one who continued to date her, even after she was hired.”
“I understand.”
Sam watched her for a long moment.
“Yes,” he said. “I can see that you do. You’re the only one who does. I’ll get some more coffee.”