Chapter 12 #2
“You’re welcome.” I lean down and kiss his lips, a barely there press of skin against skin. “Now it’s your turn.”
“I don’t know how,” Rin whispers against my lips. His fingers tighten in the front of my shirt. “I want to, but I need you to guide me.”
“Close your eyes.” Rin does. I kiss him again, this time, allowing the kiss to linger, to keep going until we’re both swept away.
I press a hand against Rin’s chest, right above his heart.
“Right here,” I tell him softly, barely loud enough to hear.
“I can feel it already. Let it happen, Rin. Breathe it out. Share yourself with me.”
Rin whimpers as he surges up into the next kiss.
I can feel heat between us, building, simmering.
It’s different than the usual heat of arousal.
This is soft, more sensual. Rin opens himself to me, pushes his soul in my direction, sharing the most intimate thing a person can share.
I’m so blown away he’s chosen me as his mate.
Rin is outgoing and smart and loud and funny. He’s charismatic and electric and everything I’m not. Somehow, it works. He brings me out of my shell and I’m not afraid to bring him back down to Earth. We complement each other. We belong together.
One of us gasps and I’m not sure which of us it is. I can feel it. I can feel the ceremony working. We’re both intentional about our feelings. We both want this. The magic around us takes care of the rest.
“Rin,” I say, my voice breaking. “Rin.”
“Yeah,” he says back, just as breathlessly. “I can feel it. It’s happening.”
As quickly as it started, it comes to an end. I feel a warmth within me I hadn’t felt before. It feels like joy. It feels like elation. It feels like Rin. Our bond has slotted into place, forging a connection between the two of us. Just like that, we are soulmates.
“I didn’t know it would feel like this,” Rin whispers against my lips. “I can feel how happy you are.”
“Me too,” I say, tears prickling at my eyes. “It feels so good, knowing you’re just as happy as I am.”
“Will it always be like this? Will I always be able to feel you?”
I nod my head. “Yeah. I’ll forever have a place in your chest.”
“Right next to my heart.”
I’m so overwhelmed that I do the only thing I can think to do. I pick Rin up into my arms, turn around, and pin him to the wall. My mouth is on him in a moment, shoving my tongue between his lips, needing to taste him.
“Oh gods,” he cries out, letting his head fall back against the wall. My mouth immediately finds his throat, needing to leave my mark against his skin. I bite him and suck until his skin is red and bruised.
“Rin,” I breathe out, overwhelmed.
“Yeah, I can feel it too,” he breathes out. “Bed. Now. Please. I need you, Maki.”
“I’ve got you,” tell him, turning around and dumping him onto the bed. We hastily strip out of our dress clothes. I get tangled up in my suspenders and somehow end up on the floor while Rin giggles from his place on the bed.
Even in our haste, even in the middle of lusty fog, we still find time to laugh together. I love that. I love that we get to share this with each other. I love how much I love him. I love the way I can feel his love for me right back.
I crawl onto the bed, straddling Rin’s lap. I lean down and kiss him, unable to keep myself from smiling as his hands find my ass. With one movement, I flip the two of us over so that he’s the one on top, kneeling between my open thighs.
“Jesus,” he hisses out, “warn a guy!”
“That was more fun,” I tell him, wrapping one of my legs around his waist and tugging him down until our hips collide. Gods, he feels so good like this, fitting between my thighs like he was made to be there.
“Fuck,” Rin says, his mouth busy against my jaw. “I love you so much. I want you so badly.”
“Then take me. Fuck me, Rin.”
Rin pulls back, staring down at me with lust blown eyes. “You sure?”
“Very much so. I’m ready for you.”
Normally, Rin bottoms when we are intimate but this felt like a special moment. I wanted to give him another part of myself, something I’ve never done with anyone else. I want to feel him inside of me. I want him to feel his cum. I want everything.
Rin reaches over and grabs the lube, rubbing some between his fingers. Then he brings his fingers to my ass, pushing softly against my rim. When one finger slides in easily, he pushes in a second, his eyes widening.
“Did you do this before I got here?”
I nod my head. “I wanted to be ready.”
“Gods, Maki! Do you have any idea how hot that is? Just thinking about you touching yourself and thinking about me makes me feel feral.”
“Then stop thinking about it and get on with it. I’m ready!”
I stare as Rin covers his cock with lube before letting himself fall forward again.
He nudges my nose with his own before kissing me.
As his tongue dives into my mouth, his hips move forward, the head of his cock catching on my rim.
I let out a soft whine as he presses forward, breaching me for the first time.
“Fuck,” he hisses out. “Fuck, Maki. You feel incredible.”
“You too,” I tell him, digging my fingers into his back. “You feel perfect. The perfect size. You stretch me just right. Fuck, Rin.”
“Even while bottoming you’re a talker,” he murmurs with a smile before pushing all the way in, his hips meeting my ass. The breath is stolen from my lungs, punched out of me against my permission. I’m overwhelmed in the best way.
“Move,” I urge him on. “Plese, Rin. I need you. Fuck me and make me come.”
Rin finally moves, pulling back until just the head of his cock is still inside of me before smoothly pushing back in.
His movements are smooth, fluid, like a dancer moving their hips.
He keeps a soft pace, never speeding up no matter how much I beg and plead.
He keeps us both teetering on the edge until we’re both close to tears.
“Please,” I beg softly, my nails leaving marks against Rin’s back, my teeth digging into his shoulder. “I need to come. Please, Rin.”
“I love you,” he says, barely above a whisper. “Let’s come together, Maki. Come with me, okay?”
I nod my head more vigorously than I mean, overwhelmed by how much pleasure I’m feeling. I’m so fucking close. My cock aches with how close I am. Nothing else matters but making the two of us finish.
Rin wraps his palm around my dick, stroking me with the same unhurried pace as his hips, but that’s okay because it’s enough. The jingle of his bracelet is the thing to finally set me off. It’s finally enough. I cry out as I come, plunged over the edge.
“Fuck,” I hear Rin say before I feel my ass flood with warmth.
We come at the same time, our hands locked against each other, holding on tight.
I’ve never felt closer to another person before.
I feel his pleasure, I feel his elation and it only mixes with my own, bringing me even higher than I thought possible.
When we’re both finished, we tip onto our sides, holding each other. Rin’s face is pressed against my sweaty throat while my face is against his blue hair. We breathe each other in, trying to calm our racing hearts.
“Wow,” he finally says, squeezing me tight. “That sure was something, huh?”
I can’t help but smile, chuckling against his hair. “Yeah, it really was.”
“Maki,” Rin says, pulling back to look into my eyes. “I really, really love you.”
My grin widens. “That’s good because I feel the same about you. My mate,” I say, kissing his lips gently.
“My mate,” Rin breathes back, his voice tinged with disbelief and wonder. “I never imagined we’d end up here. Thanks for taking another chance on me, Maki.”
“Thank you for courting me properly.”
“It’s been my pleasure,” he says, tucking his face against me once more. We hold each other the rest of the night, only waking up when my phone buzzes with a new message from Oli, asking if everything’s gone okay.
I send him a message back: Everything is perfect.